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Lianzhou's high fever lasted for two days and two nights. Jingxian wished she could not sleepy, stared at her all the time, and refused to sleep at night, just lying on the sofa in the room for a while.It wasn't until the third day that I got another injection, my breathing gradually became more stable, and the blush on my face faded a little.Jing Xian slowly let go of the heart she had been holding, and Sang Zhi came in with a tray, "Grandma, you didn't eat early or at noon, so you should make up for it anyway." Jing Xian waved her hand: "Oh, I'm not hungry, I can't eat. "Sangzhi was a little anxious: "Grandma, this is not okay. You always sit like this without eating. What if you get sick again later?" Huanzhu’s high fever was from when Huanzhu was a child, so how can I feel relieved.” Sang Zhi could only comfort him: “Miss Huanzhu was only a little old at that time, and she was born weak. The young master is already this old, and he can run and play ball. It’s solid.” After finishing speaking, she didn’t stop persuading, picked up the delicious side dishes from the tray and spread them on the porridge, and put them directly in Jingxian’s hand: “I’ve handed them here, so I have to eat whatever I say.” Jingxian was helpless , I had to take the porridge bowl: "If you say a word, I have to obey." The two just chatted and laughed, Lian Zhou opened his eyes, "Mother, I'm hungry." Jing Xian immediately sat up: "Lian Zhou is hungry, Would you like two mouthfuls of porridge?" Lianzhou nodded, and Jingxian fed him the porridge spoonful by spoonful.After taking two bites, Lianzhou shook her head and said: "It's tasteless, let's add some fish floss." Jingxian said: "Fish is a hairy thing, you can't eat it if you have a fever. Let mulberry sticks mix it with shredded bamboo shoots, okay?" Lianzhou raised her face and said, "I need a piece of dried orchid." Sangzhi laughed beside him, "Okay, okay, I'll get it for you."

Jingxian put down the porridge bowl again, and held Lianzhou's hand: "Is it better?" Lianzhou felt that her mother's hand was cold, and it was very comfortable to hold it, and put it on her face: "Mother, try it, it's not too bad." If you have a fever, you just lie down and your whole body hurts." "Then don't move around, you will have a fever after sweating and blowing the air. The doctor said to drink more water, mother will pour some water for you." Lianzhou said to her mother. After drinking a large glass of water from the cup in his hand, he was tired and sweated again.He lowered his head and leaned into his mother's arms again, "Mom, I won't cause trouble again, so listen to your words carefully."

Jingxian smiled, "I became obedient after being ill, um, I'm not sick this time." Lianzhou's words came from his heart. He also cried and admitted his mistake the night he came back from the theater, but it was Seeing his mother getting angry, he was afraid in his heart, and worried that he would spoil his mother, so he lowered his head.Now that such a big event has happened, he also knows that many things he thinks are too simple, and when he thinks back to what happened that night, if something goes wrong, if the theater manager recognizes Xiaozhen, all of them will be involved .What happened to Sujuan made Lianzhou unable to forgive himself. If he caused anything to happen to his mother, it would be impossible to redeem him.

Sangzhi made food for Lianzhou and brought it to him. When he entered the door, he said, "I just asked you to serve the bowl, but I put it down after eating two mouthfuls." Lianzhou sat up with her clothes on, and took the porridge from Sangzhi's hand Bowl, "Mom, I'll feed you, I'll take a bite, and you take a bite too, okay?"

After recovering from illness, Lianzhou is indeed much more docile and obedient than before, and she doesn't often go out to play. When she comes home from school, she just reads and does her homework, but she never forgets the post, and she still writes the words and sends them to Jingxian every day.After all, Jingxian couldn't bear to ask Lianzhou like Jiao Zhaoshi did, but she just pointed out a few places she couldn't see, and when she was happy, she wrote a few imitations and gave them to Lianzhou.But news came from Huanzhu: Xiaozhen said she was leaving.

After thinking about it, Jingxian took Lianzhou to Huanzhu's factory together, and always wanted to see Xiaozhen off before she left.When I went there, I ordered two food boxes in Lubolang, and set up a full table on Huanzhu's design table.Xiaozhen poured wine for Jing Xian and filled it for herself, raised her glass and said, "Sister, this is a life-saving grace, I don't want to thank you for the kindness, I just ask my sister to take care of herself, don't worry too much, also Don't miss me any more." Jingxian drank the wine in the glass and said with a smile: "We have been together for so many years, just like the two of them, they are all by my side. After leaving home, how can I not miss it. Huanzhu, Lian Zhou, I would like to respect your aunt for a glass of wine too, and you two will take care of her when you are a child." The two toasted, Lian Zhou always wanted to know more, and couldn't help asking: "Auntie, where are you going when you leave Shanghai? Where?" Xiaozhen is inconvenient to say clearly at this time, so he has to look a little embarrassed: "This is an organization secret." Jingxian said: "Lianzhou, don't inquire about what you shouldn't ask about." Lianzhou lowered her head to pick up vegetables, and the four Everyone was quiet, the atmosphere was a bit awkward, Lianzhou could only look at her sister and complained: "I told you not to order double-faced yellow, it will be stuffy and soft when you bring it here, who wants to eat it." Huanzhu had no choice but to blame him With one glance, Xiaozhen smiled: "It's still the same as when I was a child, I really can't feel wronged at all." Jingxian also said: "It's just that I'm spoiled, I can't bear hardships, and I don't want to make do with it. Zhao Shi was even pickier than him when he was young, so I taught him a lesson. It got better after a few times. When I arrived at the military academy, everything changed, and I didn’t pay much attention to food and use. Children, it’s better to weather the wind and rain.” Speaking of Zhaoshi, Xiaozhen’s face turned red.Didn't she know that the man used to be exquisite and exquisite, the student clothes must be ironed and neat, selling a piece of ink must be Hu Kaiwen, and eating cakes must be Yongmaochang; and she sent him to the military academy, and lived without a complete quilt day.Xiaozhen suddenly felt a little dazed, wondering whether Zhaoshi who was writing with his head bowed under the desk lamp was better, or Zhaoshi who was carrying a gun under the scorching sun was better.

Just as she was thinking, Jingxian put down her chopsticks, looked at her and said, "Xiaozhen, since you have gone this way, my sister has nothing to say, so be careful when you go out. You are a girl who always runs outside. Dangerous, if there is a chance, find a suitable man and start a family. A woman, if you have a family, you will feel at ease." Xiaozhen nodded and replied: "Sister, don't worry, I'm married, yes My superior is also my comrade, and Zhaoshi's classmate in Huangpu." Jing Xian suddenly smiled and shed tears: "That's good, that's good, take care of each other and live a good life." After speaking, she took out a The envelope was handed over to Xiaozhen, "I see that you are in such a state of embarrassment hiding in Tibet, you must not have much money on you, so you can keep it for use." Xiaozhen pinched the envelope, and there was enough money of 1000 yuan. With this money, it would be enough to open a silk shop. Enough, I immediately pushed back: "Sister, how can I ask for so much money." Jingxian didn't move: "The poor family is rich, and you need to bring more money when you go out. Sometimes there are some difficulties, and you can spend money to solve them." Just spend money, don't take risks. My sister will be in danger of her life when she thinks of you leaving here, it's really~" Tears welled up again as she spoke.

There is no feast that never ends, Gu Xiaozhen still took the money that Jingxian left her and set foot on the train to Peiping.The next day after sending Xiaozhen away, Anan waited for him at the gate of Lianzhou's school, and took him to a small restaurant near the school.Guofeng was sitting in a small private room on the second floor waiting for the two of them.

Lianzhou was taken aback: "Why didn't you go with Comrade Xiaozhen?" Guofeng said with a smile: "We have different missions, I'm going back to the army." Lianzhou was stunned: "Are you going to fight?" Guofeng said : "I just want to go to war, you don't know, I am a sharpshooter! One shell can destroy many enemies!" Lianzhou folded her arms on the table: "Well, although fighting is dangerous, I still envy you " Guofeng patted him on the shoulder and said: "Don't be so listless, there is good news today." He called the waiter to come, "Please come up, your boss." The waiter agreed to go.Then the owner of the restaurant came in. He was a fat middle-aged man with shrewd eyes, and told the waiter, "Stay downstairs and watch, don't let anyone come up."

Guofeng said: "Let me introduce, this is Boss Yang, a comrade of our party. In the future, the work of the two of you will be led by him, and he will tell you about the work content and contact information. Today, there is an important matter to inform You guys." Lianzhou and Anan glanced at each other, a little nervous and a little excited.Guofeng said solemnly: "After organizational review, it has been decided to approve Shen Lianzhou and Xu Anan to join the Communist Party of China! Since the other introducer, Comrade Gu Xiaozhen, has left Shanghai, Comrade Yang Ximin and I will attend the party admission ceremony for both of you After finishing speaking, Boss Yang took out a red flag from the inner pocket of his gown, and Guofeng led Lianzhou and Anan to make their right fists and read the oath facing the party flag.

Lian Zhou always felt as if he had fallen into a dream. Ever since he joined the work of the organization, he had fantasized about joining the party organization countless times, either at the venue with warm applause, or at the front line where the cannons were rumbling, or it might be the party organization In the conference room of the secret meeting, he never expected that it would be in the private room of such a simple and simple restaurant, with the shouts from the staff downstairs, and the party flag hanging on the greasy wooden wall.Although his long-standing ideal suddenly came true, he was a little disappointed.Guofeng noticed Lianzhou's abnormality, turned around and said to Boss Yang: "I have a special relationship with Comrade Shen Lianzhou. I have already reported this to the organization. I plan to talk to him about some things alone." Anan went out.

"What? You don't look very happy." Lianzhou didn't hide it: "Yes, I thought the party joining ceremony would be particularly sacred and solemn. Guofeng laughed and said: "Well, just like your second uncle, he likes to talk a little mood. Unconvinced, Lianzhou stood up immediately: "I don't have it. Small sentiments are something of the bourgeoisie. I have already joined the party. I am a proletarian fighter!" Guofeng pushed him on the seat: "We can't afford to be fussy now, so we can only do it secretly. Besides, we proletarians are all practical and don't play with those vain people."However, if the struggle is won in the future, it may be possible to hold a party member declaration meeting. Lianzhou nodded vigorously to express agreement. Guofeng asked, "I heard that you were seriously ill?"What's wrong? Lianzhou's eyes suddenly turned red: "Sujuan has not been found until now. I don't know where it was sold, and I don't know if she is still alive. I killed her." "

After speaking, he suddenly hugged Guofeng and burst into tears, as if he wanted to vent all the anxiety, remorse, and forbearance these days.Guofeng couldn't help feeling that Lianzhou was really a kind child. He never cared about other people's unintentional mistakes that killed his own mother, but he refused to forgive himself for Sujuan's experience.