Another Valentine's Day, Bai Zhining sent her child away, but she didn't feel any better in her heart. What's the point of living like this?
Bai Zhining's mood fell into a trough again, she didn't want herself to become a psycho again that would scare everyone around her, this time she decided to save herself.
She went to a psychological counselor for treatment. She was a mature woman with a dull appearance, but she had a peaceful and intellectual smell on her body.
Bai Zhining explained her situation to her, and she learned from the psychologist that if she wanted to get out of the past, the only way was to face her inner demons, just like the last time she faced the fact that Chu Yang had left Same.
Bai Zhining thought it made sense, it was night again.
This is the evening of Valentine's Day, the [-]th day of the second lunar month in the lunar calendar, which is Valentine's Day in the West, but it is becoming more and more important in China.
Bai Zhining walked alone on the cold street, not feeling much in her heart. For her, those little girls' feelings and love were too far away.
When I grow up, there are so many problems in my mind.
Perhaps because of the cold weather, Bai Zhining tightened her clothes.
She looked at the sweet looks of those couples on the street, and she was very envious, not because of their vulnerable little love, but because she envied their youth and their courage to love without hesitation.
Bai Zhining thought of herself, she is not yet 30 years old, but now she feels that she is as old as a 60-year-old person, it is too sad, she has no more expectations for life.
I am willing to live such an ordinary life, but in the end I get nothing, even the right to live with my daughter is deprived.
It was getting late at night, Bai Zhining had no intention of going back to sleep, she felt that she had lived in vain for the past twenty years, and she just wandered on the street like this.
Later, I went to the restaurant where Zhu Chenyu dated her last year. Here she met the person in the nightmare. She tried hard to think about what happened that night. I am willing to think about it, because every time I think about it, my heart feels as if it is about to suffocate.
But now we must face it. If we cannot overcome this difficulty, how will we face our children in the future?
Bai Zhining walked into the restaurant and sat on the seat where Zhu Chenyu was waiting for last year.The restaurant is still the same, very literary and quiet.
Probably because it was already early in the morning, the restaurant was about to close, and it was not convenient for Bai Zhining to sit more, but she remembered what happened that day.
No one came to help her, she helplessly asked the people in the restaurant for help, but everyone had indifferent faces, and then she was taken to a secluded place, which seemed to be a park not far away.
Following the memory of the headache, Bai Zhining went to the park along that road. After a year of renovation, the park has become much more lively than last year. Even in the early morning, there are still unhappy couples in a corner of the park You Lennon me Lennon.
They don't worry about whether they will encounter danger. When they were young, they could be extremely brave for love.
While walking carefully inside, Bai Zhining sighed that a year had passed, and encouraged herself.
The park has long been perfected, and there are dim lights on the side of the road. Although it is not too bright, it is better than a dark one.
The corners of Bai Zhining's eyes became moist. If there were so many lights at this time last year, perhaps those tragedies would not have happened to her. Unfortunately, all of this has already happened.
Finally got there, Bai Zhining forced herself to think about what happened that night, even though she wanted to go crazy and run away, after shouting a few words, she suddenly calmed down.
In fact, after such a long time, Bai Zhining's memory has become a little blurred. Regarding the matter of men and women, her mind is still blank. It is because she takes some old and corrupt concepts too seriously, so Only then can I never let it go in my heart.
That's why she always feels that others are pointing at her back, just because she is a victim, but she is more ashamed than the perpetrator.
Bai Zhining told herself: "I am a mother now, I have to be brave and strong, so that I can take on the responsibility of taking care of a child."
Bai Zhining felt that she had bid farewell to this incident and this place. She wiped away her tears and waved her hand to say: Goodbye.
It was like waving goodbye to that fragile and cowardly self.
After leaving, Bai Zhining felt much better, and no longer had such a heavy burden in her heart, but thought of the pressure and unwillingness she had borne in the past year, tormenting herself so uncomfortably, and making people around her worry, she really regretted it.
Bai Zhining was wandering in this city, she was like a female ghost wandering around in beautiful clothes, but her state of mind was incomparably clear, she knew that she was finally going to take this step.
Xia Jingqiao took the child back home, and Lin Shuying scolded Xia Jingqiao, but seeing that the child was fine and still alive and kicking, she happily went to play with the child.
"You have brought the child back. You don't know that your mother has been talking about the child all day long, and my ears are numb." Xia Jingqiao's father complained to him.
Xia Jingqiao sneered, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart, thinking of Bai Zhining's longing eyes, Xia Jingqiao vaguely felt that Bai Zhining would definitely not let it go.
How many mothers can let go of their children so cruelly that they really don't care?
At that time, if Bai Zhining came to have a child, how would she explain to Lin Shuying?To give or not to give?
Many questions lingered in Xia Jingqiao's mind, running around like nasty elves, making Xia Jingqiao's head ache.
When Xia Jingqiao was upset, he received an invitation from Rose.
Rose came to visit without authorization. Xia Jingqiao had imprisoned Rose before, so she knew where Xia Jingqiao's home was.
"Why are you?" Xia Jingqiao asked.
Xia Jingqiao asked and looked inside. Fortunately, his parents didn't find out that the person who came was Rose. If they found out, they would definitely be upset.
"What? Was it a surprise? I was waiting for you downstairs in Lingda Group today, but I didn't see you, so I had to come to the door, and you didn't tell me your number."
Rose said angrily, Xia Jingqiao was the one who was more angry.
"What do you want from me?" Xia Jingqiao asked, implying: If there is nothing else, I will go to eat, and you can go back by yourself.
But Rose came so far to find Xia Jingqiao for something.
"There's a themed event at the bar tonight, it's exciting, how about it, do you want to go with me?" Rose hoped that Xia Jingqiao could go with her.
Xia Jingqiao frowned. He felt that he and Rose were really not in the same world, and there was no need to always play together, so he refused.
"I want to have dinner with my parents, so I won't go, and don't come to me if you don't have important things in the future."
Xia Jingqiao said indifferently.
Rose was a little surprised, Xia Jingqiao was always hot and cold towards her, obviously the two of them had so much fun at the bar that day, and they chatted very well, but what happened to Xia Jingqiao?Suddenly, it was like a different person.
Lin Shuying was surprised to see that Xia Jingqiao hadn't come back after opening the door for so long, and shouted at Xia Jingqiao at the door: "Son, who is here?"
After hearing this, Xia Jingqiao quickly replied: "Mom, there is no one. The courier made a wrong address and accidentally delivered the courier to our home."
Xia Jingqiao didn't want his parents to know that he was still so close to Rose, otherwise he would be scolded.
Rose sighed, and then said in a pleading tone: "Just go with me once, that event requires two people to participate together, and I have rejected other people's invitations, now I am the only one without a companion. "
"That's none of my business? It won't matter if you play less." Xia Jingqiao replied indifferently. In his eyes, Rose should still look for a decent job, at least most girls are like this child's.
Rose became angry, but she didn't expect Xia Jingqiao's face to change faster than turning the pages of a book. She was not reconciled, so she said, "If you don't come with me, I'll yell right here and let your parents know that you still don't want to go!" Hang out with me."
Since Xia Jingqiao doesn't eat soft ones, Rose can only eat hard ones.
Xia Jingqiao reluctantly agreed not because he was afraid of such a weak woman as Rose, but because he didn't want his parents to feel uncomfortable and worry.
Xia Jingqiao hurriedly ate two mouthfuls of food, and then told his parents that the company had something to do and had to go out.
Although Lin Shuying was distressed that her son was about to leave before eating two mouthfuls of hot food, but in order to put her career first, she graciously sent Xia Jingqiao away.
Rose was happy that her little trick had succeeded.
"How is it? Are you satisfied now." Xia Jingqiao looked at Rose with a slightly smug expression, and drove the car on the road.
Is it really okay to hang out in a nightclub on Valentine's Day?Xia Jingqiao reluctantly entered the nightclub with Rose.
After seeing the lively atmosphere and scenes in the nightclub, the doubts that lingered in my heart have disappeared.
Under the rendering of the environment and music, Xia Jingqiao gradually entered the atmosphere of the night with Rose, and the two had a great time playing.
"A man should enjoy himself in a timely manner. Look at your frowning every day, and there are wrinkles here. What's the point of having a bitter and bitter look every day? Such a handsome face is ugly. "
Bai Zhining's mood fell into a trough again, she didn't want herself to become a psycho again that would scare everyone around her, this time she decided to save herself.
She went to a psychological counselor for treatment. She was a mature woman with a dull appearance, but she had a peaceful and intellectual smell on her body.
Bai Zhining explained her situation to her, and she learned from the psychologist that if she wanted to get out of the past, the only way was to face her inner demons, just like the last time she faced the fact that Chu Yang had left Same.
Bai Zhining thought it made sense, it was night again.
This is the evening of Valentine's Day, the [-]th day of the second lunar month in the lunar calendar, which is Valentine's Day in the West, but it is becoming more and more important in China.
Bai Zhining walked alone on the cold street, not feeling much in her heart. For her, those little girls' feelings and love were too far away.
When I grow up, there are so many problems in my mind.
Perhaps because of the cold weather, Bai Zhining tightened her clothes.
She looked at the sweet looks of those couples on the street, and she was very envious, not because of their vulnerable little love, but because she envied their youth and their courage to love without hesitation.
Bai Zhining thought of herself, she is not yet 30 years old, but now she feels that she is as old as a 60-year-old person, it is too sad, she has no more expectations for life.
I am willing to live such an ordinary life, but in the end I get nothing, even the right to live with my daughter is deprived.
It was getting late at night, Bai Zhining had no intention of going back to sleep, she felt that she had lived in vain for the past twenty years, and she just wandered on the street like this.
Later, I went to the restaurant where Zhu Chenyu dated her last year. Here she met the person in the nightmare. She tried hard to think about what happened that night. I am willing to think about it, because every time I think about it, my heart feels as if it is about to suffocate.
But now we must face it. If we cannot overcome this difficulty, how will we face our children in the future?
Bai Zhining walked into the restaurant and sat on the seat where Zhu Chenyu was waiting for last year.The restaurant is still the same, very literary and quiet.
Probably because it was already early in the morning, the restaurant was about to close, and it was not convenient for Bai Zhining to sit more, but she remembered what happened that day.
No one came to help her, she helplessly asked the people in the restaurant for help, but everyone had indifferent faces, and then she was taken to a secluded place, which seemed to be a park not far away.
Following the memory of the headache, Bai Zhining went to the park along that road. After a year of renovation, the park has become much more lively than last year. Even in the early morning, there are still unhappy couples in a corner of the park You Lennon me Lennon.
They don't worry about whether they will encounter danger. When they were young, they could be extremely brave for love.
While walking carefully inside, Bai Zhining sighed that a year had passed, and encouraged herself.
The park has long been perfected, and there are dim lights on the side of the road. Although it is not too bright, it is better than a dark one.
The corners of Bai Zhining's eyes became moist. If there were so many lights at this time last year, perhaps those tragedies would not have happened to her. Unfortunately, all of this has already happened.
Finally got there, Bai Zhining forced herself to think about what happened that night, even though she wanted to go crazy and run away, after shouting a few words, she suddenly calmed down.
In fact, after such a long time, Bai Zhining's memory has become a little blurred. Regarding the matter of men and women, her mind is still blank. It is because she takes some old and corrupt concepts too seriously, so Only then can I never let it go in my heart.
That's why she always feels that others are pointing at her back, just because she is a victim, but she is more ashamed than the perpetrator.
Bai Zhining told herself: "I am a mother now, I have to be brave and strong, so that I can take on the responsibility of taking care of a child."
Bai Zhining felt that she had bid farewell to this incident and this place. She wiped away her tears and waved her hand to say: Goodbye.
It was like waving goodbye to that fragile and cowardly self.
After leaving, Bai Zhining felt much better, and no longer had such a heavy burden in her heart, but thought of the pressure and unwillingness she had borne in the past year, tormenting herself so uncomfortably, and making people around her worry, she really regretted it.
Bai Zhining was wandering in this city, she was like a female ghost wandering around in beautiful clothes, but her state of mind was incomparably clear, she knew that she was finally going to take this step.
Xia Jingqiao took the child back home, and Lin Shuying scolded Xia Jingqiao, but seeing that the child was fine and still alive and kicking, she happily went to play with the child.
"You have brought the child back. You don't know that your mother has been talking about the child all day long, and my ears are numb." Xia Jingqiao's father complained to him.
Xia Jingqiao sneered, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart, thinking of Bai Zhining's longing eyes, Xia Jingqiao vaguely felt that Bai Zhining would definitely not let it go.
How many mothers can let go of their children so cruelly that they really don't care?
At that time, if Bai Zhining came to have a child, how would she explain to Lin Shuying?To give or not to give?
Many questions lingered in Xia Jingqiao's mind, running around like nasty elves, making Xia Jingqiao's head ache.
When Xia Jingqiao was upset, he received an invitation from Rose.
Rose came to visit without authorization. Xia Jingqiao had imprisoned Rose before, so she knew where Xia Jingqiao's home was.
"Why are you?" Xia Jingqiao asked.
Xia Jingqiao asked and looked inside. Fortunately, his parents didn't find out that the person who came was Rose. If they found out, they would definitely be upset.
"What? Was it a surprise? I was waiting for you downstairs in Lingda Group today, but I didn't see you, so I had to come to the door, and you didn't tell me your number."
Rose said angrily, Xia Jingqiao was the one who was more angry.
"What do you want from me?" Xia Jingqiao asked, implying: If there is nothing else, I will go to eat, and you can go back by yourself.
But Rose came so far to find Xia Jingqiao for something.
"There's a themed event at the bar tonight, it's exciting, how about it, do you want to go with me?" Rose hoped that Xia Jingqiao could go with her.
Xia Jingqiao frowned. He felt that he and Rose were really not in the same world, and there was no need to always play together, so he refused.
"I want to have dinner with my parents, so I won't go, and don't come to me if you don't have important things in the future."
Xia Jingqiao said indifferently.
Rose was a little surprised, Xia Jingqiao was always hot and cold towards her, obviously the two of them had so much fun at the bar that day, and they chatted very well, but what happened to Xia Jingqiao?Suddenly, it was like a different person.
Lin Shuying was surprised to see that Xia Jingqiao hadn't come back after opening the door for so long, and shouted at Xia Jingqiao at the door: "Son, who is here?"
After hearing this, Xia Jingqiao quickly replied: "Mom, there is no one. The courier made a wrong address and accidentally delivered the courier to our home."
Xia Jingqiao didn't want his parents to know that he was still so close to Rose, otherwise he would be scolded.
Rose sighed, and then said in a pleading tone: "Just go with me once, that event requires two people to participate together, and I have rejected other people's invitations, now I am the only one without a companion. "
"That's none of my business? It won't matter if you play less." Xia Jingqiao replied indifferently. In his eyes, Rose should still look for a decent job, at least most girls are like this child's.
Rose became angry, but she didn't expect Xia Jingqiao's face to change faster than turning the pages of a book. She was not reconciled, so she said, "If you don't come with me, I'll yell right here and let your parents know that you still don't want to go!" Hang out with me."
Since Xia Jingqiao doesn't eat soft ones, Rose can only eat hard ones.
Xia Jingqiao reluctantly agreed not because he was afraid of such a weak woman as Rose, but because he didn't want his parents to feel uncomfortable and worry.
Xia Jingqiao hurriedly ate two mouthfuls of food, and then told his parents that the company had something to do and had to go out.
Although Lin Shuying was distressed that her son was about to leave before eating two mouthfuls of hot food, but in order to put her career first, she graciously sent Xia Jingqiao away.
Rose was happy that her little trick had succeeded.
"How is it? Are you satisfied now." Xia Jingqiao looked at Rose with a slightly smug expression, and drove the car on the road.
Is it really okay to hang out in a nightclub on Valentine's Day?Xia Jingqiao reluctantly entered the nightclub with Rose.
After seeing the lively atmosphere and scenes in the nightclub, the doubts that lingered in my heart have disappeared.
Under the rendering of the environment and music, Xia Jingqiao gradually entered the atmosphere of the night with Rose, and the two had a great time playing.
"A man should enjoy himself in a timely manner. Look at your frowning every day, and there are wrinkles here. What's the point of having a bitter and bitter look every day? Such a handsome face is ugly. "
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