"Is there anything else you can do? I have 10 minutes to go to work now, don't you go back?"

Unexpectedly, she actually wanted to continue chatting with her. Lu Xinfei felt like it was too early for her to come in. In fact, she just went out just because she didn't want to be alone with her, so she just wanted to find a place , Let yourself stay for a while, but I didn't expect that after she came in, she would have so many things to say, so she had to use the excuse of work to prevaricate her.

"It's just a few words, it won't delay you for long, don't worry, it will definitely not delay your work!"

Shu Xinling's sweet smile froze on her face. She lowered her head, stretched out her hand, and straightened her hair. She didn't know where to put her hands and feet, but her voice still seemed so The calm, probably used a lot of strength to maintain his voice!
It seems that when you don't like someone, you really don't need to care about his feelings. Now it's really clear that he doesn't have any good feelings for him, right?I don't know why, but he suddenly changed his attitude towards himself, maybe it was just to use himself as a shield. Although I know that this metaphor is cruel, it is also true!
Suddenly I felt very helpless in my heart. If Su Ling came here and brought him food, I'm afraid he would have another face, let alone drive him out, saying that he was going to work or something. If you don't work all day, you will be alone with her.

Love and not love, the difference is so big.

The resentment in my heart has accumulated layer after layer, but when facing him, these feelings still cannot be brought to the table. Instead, I blame all of these on Su Ling. Whether he likes him or not is only up to him to decide, but Su Ling knew about it, but kept hiding it from him, probably just that.I have never had the mentality of wanting to see jokes, so consider myself a friend!

My heart is already in such pain, why do I care about that little scar?

"Ok!"

Lu Xinfei looked at her watch and found that there were still about 8 minutes left. In fact, she was impatient and didn't want anything to delay her work. But looking at her like this, she seemed quite weak , I didn’t know if there was anything I wanted to tell myself, so I had to sit down and listen.

"Actually, as I told you last time, the person I like, can you describe her characteristics to me? I really want to know, because after I got home, I have been thinking about this question, and also It has troubled me for a long time, I really want to know what is the difference between me and her, that's why you have been so indifferent to me, and I also really want to know, what is the reason for your discord Is she together? Don't get me wrong, asking these questions is purely my own curiosity, you can choose to answer or not!"

Shu Xinling tidied up her face, looked at Lu Xinfei in front of her with deep and affectionate eyes, and hoped that he could say something, even if it was just a sentence or two. , still holding on to such a sliver of hope, thinking that the photo might just be an accident, so he really wanted to know what the person he liked was like.

I also really want to know what kind of affectionate expression he has when he talks about people he likes.

"Actually, she and I couldn't be together because of some relatively personal issues. It was also my fault that I didn't have time to confess, so I let her fall into someone else's arms for nothing. But at that time , It is also because she has someone she likes, and it seems that the whole world knows that she likes that person, so of course I have no way to get close to her, so I can only follow her side as a guardian, and she Sometimes I'm confused, maybe I really don't know my feelings for her, but I'm quite afraid of me!"

Lu Xinfei lowered his head. After thinking for a while, he changed his posture and spoke in a very sad tone.

Maybe because of this period of time, this problem surrounds me all day long, and I am really impatient, so now I feel that it is really a very happy thing to have someone to share with me, so no matter who this person is , even Shu Xinling wanted to talk to her to relieve the sullenness in his heart.

But I also understand that this matter cannot be let her know, so what I said is very cryptic, I just want to explain it to her, nothing else is useless.

"Could it be that you are so willing to throw her into another man's arms for nothing?"

Seeing him now, he really changed into a different expression. When he mentioned Su Ling, he seemed to be a different person. He used to be an iceberg, but now the iceberg is slowly melting, ushering in It was spring, but he was not the person he thought in his heart. He had a heart-piercing feeling, as if someone was holding a knife and stabbing his heart fiercely, but he couldn't utter a sound of pain.

Now I roughly understand that it is that Su Ling. Unexpectedly, when Lu Xinfei has a crush on others, he just finds it very funny. He has already understood what the situation is like. Want to embarrass yourself?Now it just makes my whole body ache.

"What can I do if I am not reconciled? Of course, I will try my best to let him get the person she likes. As long as he is happy, it is an expression of my love for her. Isn't that right? "

Lu Xinfei smiled very calmly and blinked his eyes twice, but the whole person seemed very powerless.

I feel that when I say this kind of thing, I seem to be quite great. There is a feeling of helping others but sacrificing myself, but only I understand that, in fact, this kind of love of my own is very important to Su Ling. It is simply a very big burden, a time bomb for her all the time, it will only make her feel very tired and annoying, and she especially wants to get rid of it, so these are not a kind of open-mindedness at all, but a kind of trouble for others.

Although I also know this kind of situation, but this kind of feeling can not be completely gone for a while, and the most important thing to do right now is to protect her happiness and love, and follow the As she thought, she worked hard to be able to be with Shu Xinling, and hoped that she would no longer feel a lot of rejection towards her.

"Can you describe to me how beautiful she is?"

Trying to pretend that she doesn't know the truth at all, Shu Xinling is like a little girl, with her hands resting on her cheeks, blinking her eyes, looking at Lu Xinfei in front of her, it can be seen that in her eyes, there is already Faintly, you can see drops of water coming out.

Sure enough, I have a self-abuse mentality. I have reached this point, and I am still asking. If it is an ordinary girl, I am afraid that I will just turn around and cover my face and leave. But he really doesn’t love himself. Even if he knows How hurtful it is to say these words, and he can still say them so affectionately.

"I remember when I saw her for the first time, she had black and beautiful hair, which was very long and almost reached her waist. Her eyes were really beautiful, like a star shining in the dark night, and Her eyelashes are like a fan. Every time she blinks, it seems to wink into my heart. Her skin is also very fair, as if she will never be tanned, especially when she smiles, it makes me feel I feel that the whole world has become clearer. No one can surpass her temperament. Some people may think that what I said is too exaggerated. She is not so beautiful, but in my heart , Every action he or she makes, or says something, makes me unforgettable for a long time..."

When describing this, Lu Xinfei's thoughts also returned to the time when he saw Su Ling for the first time. He still remembered that the weather was good and he was wearing a very loose sportswear, but even so, he still She couldn't hide that agile temperament on her body.

I know that some things are too exaggerated by my own description. Isn't it an impulsive and exaggerated thing to be cute?

In my heart, she will always be the most beautiful woman in the world.

"It seems that you really love her, right? I don't know how I felt when you said this? But now I feel like I can't breathe, although I know that she can't I'm with you, but when I saw you talking about her, that stupid expression, I think I'm really sad too!"

Shu Xinling laughed helplessly, feeling like she wanted to overturn all the dishes on the table, and now she finally realized that the woman he loves the most is Su Ling, and he has also been secretly in love with her for a long time It's just because everyone knows that Su Ling likes Lu Xincheng, that's why he didn't dare to confess to Su Ling easily. Instead, he stayed by her side all the time, being her protector, Now that Su Ling has her own happiness, Lu Xinfei doesn't dare to disturb her even more.

That's why he acted so excited when he suddenly mentioned Su Ling's kidnapping when he was having dinner with him last time. That's how it is. When you like someone, of course you also take her safety into consideration. Knowing that Su Ling has been hurt so much, of course he will be the first to be unable to sit still. In this way, it seems that everything has been answered.

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