Thinking of her dying person, it should be Shu Xinling, probably because she thinks that this woman has already confessed to herself, and the two families, if they are together, will bring a lot of profits to each other. So it went straight through like this, but after hearing what I said, I felt that it was very reasonable, so now it made him feel like he didn't know how to go on.

I feel that the Lu Xinfei in my mind should not be such a wimpy person who has no plans for his future. He thinks that he should live a little crazier, or more chic, and always walk according to his own heart. Being so cautious, or always listening to other people's opinions, there must be something that has been fettering him, so he has become what he is now, in a dilemma, but looking left and right, unable to get what he wants, What he doesn't want is always around him, so it's especially difficult for him now!

"I have someone I like, but the person I like, the two of us will never be together, probably because I confessed late, or the secret love time is too long, but I am used to this pattern, so When I woke up one day, I found that she was already with someone else, but this was also my first relationship, and I didn't know what to do..."

Probably because of the gloomy atmosphere today, or in my heart, Wang Jing is like a sister, or a senior, when I say these words to her, it seems that it can really relieve the pain in my heart, and also I feel that these things really need someone to listen.

The first love is always so ignorant, so hurried, but it comes from the heart, without any impurities.

That's because of this, so I don't have any experience, I don't know how to express these sincerity to her completely, so I wasted time, until now, I am nothing, and I still have to work hard Painfully concealing the feelings in my heart.

"Are you sure, there is no possibility for the two of you in this life?"

Wang Jing didn't know what kind of mood she felt when she heard this. She stretched out her hand and touched her nose. She suddenly felt like sneezing, and she didn't know if the night wind was too cold. up.

My heart felt sour, as if it was blocked by something, and there was no way to unblock it. I couldn't see the face that showed my heart, but I could only see the back of his head, black hair, and solid back. It was indeed a man's body. I also like him quite a bit in terms of image, but when facing him, all those shrewd feelings in the mall are gone.

Because when I saw him for the first time, I was already attracted by him, so I wanted to reduce my profit a lot, just to be able to cooperate with him, and then the two of them got in touch with each other, and my goal was achieved. But there is one thing that he has forgotten, just like what he said, because he is too shrewd, he dare not get too close or too far away.

That's why the relationship between the two of them has always been tepid, but they still haven't the courage to speak to him.

Knowing that he may just regard himself as a sister, or a respectable partner in business, and what he wants is far more than that.

"I'm very sure that there is no possibility, because it was too late when I confessed to her. She already has someone she likes, and now that the two of them are very happy, how could I go to her?" disturb them?"

For the first time, Lu Xinfei felt that he was still very busy with his life. Until now, he didn't dare to tell anyone other than Su Ling about this matter. He used to take into account that she was married. But now he is concerned about her thoughts, but he has taken care of these messy things for such a long time, but forgot to take care of his own mood.

I feel that thinking about these things now seems a bit hypocritical, but no one else can experience the pain in my heart for myself.

"Since you have already said that there is no possibility for the two of you, but it was only your first love affair. Maybe you had no experience at that time, maybe you had done some things wrong, but your steps, you can't keep going. Stay there! She has her life now, but you also have your own life, since you don't want to disturb her, why don't you live your life more colorfully, so that you can not Isn't it good to make yourself sad and let others feel at ease for you?"

Knowing that Lu Xincheng would definitely not want to tell him, who is his crush?But at this time, in my heart, I was very jealous of that woman, and I didn't know how good she was to get Lu Xincheng's love.

But I can also understand that he is a very boring person, he will keep everything in his heart, and he will only tell others when he thinks clearly, so when he encounters this kind of thing now, he may be ignorant. I don't know how to express his so-called emotions, so what I feel for him now is only distressed and uncomfortable, but there is still a little bit of luck, fortunately he didn't confess, otherwise there would be nothing wrong with me.

"You're right, that's why I just thought of it now, just make do with it, since you can't be with the person you like the most, then it doesn't matter who the other people are? Besides, it doesn't matter to me at all. there is nothing!"

Lu Xinfei's voice was very deep, as if it had sunk into the soil, or it was filled with endless sadness and helplessness, this is the attitude that only people who have accepted the reality will have.

No matter what happens next, some things are probably preordained. If you love someone you shouldn't love, you have to bear the punishment you deserve. There is no way to change these things, but for Su Ling, what kind of punishment do you want? are willing to accept.

"Your thoughts are completely wrong. What I mean is, you have to live a more wonderful and happy life, and it is no less than the person you like, because only in this way, Only you can be enough to make up for the pain in your heart, otherwise, you can only be suppressed by her love for the rest of your life, until you can't breathe, and you will spend this time in a daze A lifetime, but with your conditions, you shouldn’t spend it like this at all. Don’t you think it’s a pity? Besides, if you do something you don’t like, and it’s about your life, I guess I'm afraid you will always regret it!"

I always feel that Lu Xinfei at this time has fallen into a bottomless pit, completely surrounded by his dark thoughts, he is always immersed in the cycle of not being able to love the person he loves the most, but There are always so many helpless things in this world. Maybe when you reach your age, you will understand that it is not so simple. Maybe if you want to live a simple life, it is actually quite complicated.

But at my age, it's really not easy to fall in love with someone, so of course I don't want to, his whole life has been ruined by himself.

"I think falling in love with him has become a kind of punishment. I think it's okay to use his love to punish me for the rest of my life, but now I suddenly regret it. I regret my ordinary life now, don't you?" I made it with my own hands!"

Maybe I have been fantasizing about what kind of beautiful life I will have after being with Su Ling, but now I suddenly understand a problem. Those are just fantasies, which only exist in my own mind, and no one else knows, let alone Su Ling. Ling, she has already made it clear that she wants to get rid of any relationship with her, and the relationship with her can only be a family relationship. If she goes one step further, it will be a dangerous zone.

"All of this was indeed caused by you yourself, but now you still have room to make up for it, and you can choose to go back and start over!"

Wang Jing explained to him very calmly that in the situation he is in now, at his age, the family should probably think about finding him a marriage partner, but this person will definitely not be herself, Because he is already three years older than him, if he doesn't take the initiative to attack at this time, I'm afraid the two of them will only be business partners for the rest of their lives.

"I have already reached the bottomless abyss, how can I still climb up..."

Lu Xinfei smiled sarcastically, as if he was laughing at himself. In this powerless situation, some things are clearly determined in his heart, and the desire has been growing crazily, but when it comes to actions, he can't It is so much shrinking back, not daring to take a step forward, for fear that that kind of swamp will sink me deeply, and I will never get out again.

"If possible, I can be your stepping stone!"

I don't know if it's because Lu Xinfei's unconfident words stimulated Wang Jing. She said this without hesitation, but she regretted it after she finished speaking. Confess to him directly!Then what should he think of himself?

He raised his head and looked at Lu Xinfei's back, and found that he didn't have a strong reaction, but he didn't speak. Now his heart was completely chilled. Could it be that he didn't even want to respond?In other words, it was just as if he had never heard this sentence, and his own existence was just like air, which had no effect on him.

"How can you be my stepping stone? Do you know how long this abyss is? I'm already stuck in it, and it's also a deep swamp inside. How can I move my legs!"

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