It's just that there are so many suspicions now, it's useless, and he has promised that woman that he will meet tomorrow, will he follow behind him like those jealous women, just want to know the relationship between the two people? , what kind of relationship will there be, or find those private detectives and the like, who can catch up with Lu Xincheng's news, and then turn himself into a yellow-faced woman bit by bit, but still can't get his love? .

I really don't want to feel like this, besides, I believed in him 100% in my heart, but at first I came to chase him by myself, and he was still so indifferent all the time, even though the misunderstanding between the two of them had been resolved, and He is also unwilling to be together for his own sake, but how can he explain the current situation?
But now my whole body is numb, like ants, biting my body bit by bit, but what I get is that it is slowly rotting in the dark, and I will never get sunlight The flowers can only wither directly in this darkness, but no one cares about them all the time.

I never knew that such a problem would arise between myself and his marriage, so should I directly question him now?
Or after he came out of the shower, he just threw the phone in front of him and told him, what the hell is going on?Do you have another woman you like, or begging him, don't have anything to do with other women, because you really love Lu Xincheng, and hope that you can receive it with him in this life, no I hope that there will be any mistakes in the middle, but if I do this, will I appear to be too humble!

It's just that none of these things can be done by himself, because he is very scared in his heart. If he really exposes this matter directly by himself, he will simply stop doing it and keep it. Tell yourself the truth directly, and that truth, maybe you are just the things you fear most in your heart.

So now I have come to a complete conclusion that all the fears in my heart stem from the love I have for him, so even if I know that he doesn't like me, I still hope that this relationship will last forever. An empty shell, there is nothing that is not exciting, but I still want to get closer to him little by little, and feel that this home can be a warm haven for him, as long as he is tired outside, he still You can come back here and take a break.

I also hope to be able to do that, and he will always be the person with the most unique position in his heart, but now he finds that everything is everything, and his thinking is too simple. Although he is very young now, he has already been with him He is married, and both of them already have children. He feels that this family is completely complete. If there is any mistake at this time, he feels that his life should be destroyed!

But there are some things that the more I don't want to face them, they are still spreading crazily in my heart. The feeling of uneasiness has been filling every corner of my body, and I feel that I can hardly breathe.

In Su Ling's heart, when he was tangled crazily, Lu Xincheng had already finished his bath and walked out slowly. He was still dripping with water and was wiping with a towel. Stretching his body, he walked over directly, and when he got to the bed, he didn't care about the things on the phone, so he just threw it aside, forgot about Zou Wenwen, and lay on the bed directly.

If he feels that some things are not important, he will choose to ignore them automatically. Besides, although his feelings for Zou Wenwen are still very deep, but no matter what, they are not as good as Su Ling.

He has long regarded her as the most important person in his heart, and no matter what, even if he is in danger, he will not let her suffer the slightest misfortune, so she is already the person held on top of his heart by himself, No one can replace it.

"What's the matter? Are you still not sleeping? Do you feel tired?"

After Lu Xincheng finished wiping his hair, he threw the towel aside. Seeing Su Ling at this time, his eyes were still wide open, and his delicate hands were placed outside the quilt. Lu Xincheng was very considerate and put She wanted to put her hand under the quilt, but she didn't touch her warm hand at this time, but she directly hid it.

"What's wrong?"

I have never seen this kind of look before, and Lu Xincheng was also puzzled. The moment she slapped her hand away just now, she felt a momentary messy feeling in her heart, but seeing her kitten-like, very scary look eyes, but felt particularly distressed, so she hurriedly asked, wondering if she had encountered something that could not be resolved.

"It's nothing, it's just that when I was playing with my phone just now, I got a scary picture, so I'm a little frightened now!"

Su Ling didn't realize what he had done until he finished this action. He actually pushed Lu Xincheng away, so he felt a little regretful, so he quickly found an excuse to speak out. Even if he knew, he would He has a relatively close relationship with other women, but there is still no evidence, and it cannot be said that he is really cheating, but what can he do if he cheats?

Could it be that this kind of person just chooses to divorce him, and then leaves here with two children, watching him marry another woman?Just thinking about it now, I feel a very painful feeling in my heart, how could it be possible to really allow this kind of thing to happen directly?

Now I feel that my heart is very chaotic, I have a feeling that I am about to explode, I just want to calm down, and I don’t know how to face him now, especially if his concerned eyes are all pretended ?
The main reason is that when I think of these things, I feel a particularly terrible idea rising in my heart. Could it be that these are just a way to maintain the relationship between myself and him?Or did he treat that woman named Zou Wenwen the same way?

"It turned out to be like this. Then when you are sleeping, don't play with your mobile phone. You should read some books. It will be good for your health, and playing with your mobile phone will also cause radiation!"

After Lu Xincheng heard Su Ling's explanation, he believed it naturally, especially looking at her pale lips now, it seemed that she was really not in a good mood, so she quickly motioned her to lie on the bed and put the quilt on After tucking Su Ling, he supported his head with his arms and turned to look at her, hoping to keep staring at her to sleep like this.

I feel that this is also a very habitual feeling. Only after she falls asleep can I sleep with peace of mind.

"Okay, then I'm going to sleep now, you go to sleep too, don't look at me anymore!"

Su Ling nodded silently. After thinking for a while, she still lay down on the bed obediently, allowing him to tidy up the quilt for herself. Once sour up.

He has always been doing these actions for himself, although his love for himself is not the kind that is very strong, and he talks about it every day, and he can learn from the very small details in life. It was reflected bit by bit, and I had long been used to being loved and loved by him all the time, but after learning about this matter today, I felt a very panicked feeling in my heart.

Will one day, these things he did for himself, and his voice, his whole being will completely disappear from his life, as if he had been evaporated, without a trace, and never Can't find any trace.

"It's okay, I will watch you fall asleep first, and then I will sleep again. Don't worry today, the child has been taken care of by the maid, and they have all fallen asleep just now, so today you can sleep peacefully Have a good night's sleep, don't wake up at night again!"

Lu Xincheng remembered that two days ago, Su Ling was always up at night because of taking care of the children, so she couldn't sleep peacefully. Today, seeing the dark circles under her eyes, she had to let the girl The maid hurriedly took the child away, just to let her have a good sleep.

"No, if you always look at me like this, I won't be able to sleep well, but I have a question to ask you, and you must answer me very seriously!"

I feel that his fiery eyes are very fond of him before, and I feel very comfortable, but today, I feel so dazzling, so I always want to dodge his eyes. At this time, I just feel that my whole body is shaking. It's like a thorn, so restless, but there is a question that I have been wanting to ask. Even now, I have given myself a tranquilizer in my heart, but at this time, I still feel so uncomfortable.

"If you have any questions, just ask them directly!"

I felt that after taking a shower, when I came out of the bathroom, I felt that Su Ling was very abnormal, especially now, she seemed to always have a feeling that she was hiding from herself, and I thought it might be an illusion, but Now, she actually has some questions and wants to ask herself.

This should show that she should have something hidden in her heart. If it was in the past, she would have been in that particularly lively state, or she had already started to rest if she finally found a time to sleep.

But I also understand her character. If she really doesn't want to say it, no matter how much I ask, she will never say it. It's better to wait until she really wants to say it and listen to it. , after all, there are some things that cannot be spoken.

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