I feel that everything is out of my control at this moment, or maybe I want to find a corner where there is no one, and cry well.

Could it be that this is retribution for oneself?I feel that some time ago, my life was really too reckless and unrestrained, and I never felt that I would be so lucky that I was really together with Lu Xincheng, who I had been chasing for so long, and the relationship between the two The days in between are still very relaxed, so at this moment, has the punishment I deserved slowly come over?
But no matter what, I just want to keep praying in my heart, no matter what happens, please don't take Lu Xincheng away from my side.

Even if he doesn't love himself, he can still persevere and maintain this marriage very well. He only hopes to stay by his side all the time, and he doesn't ask too much for anything else. It's a bit too selfish. If one day, Lu Xincheng really doesn't love herself, then it doesn't make sense for two people to be together, but now I'm really used to it, having his life, and he is also his own life The only pillar in the world, if one day, this pillar also collapses, how can I maintain my own life!

"Su Ling, is there something on your mind right now? If you have anything to do, you must tell me. I feel that something is wrong with you today!"

When Lu Xincheng saw Su Ling, he just hid himself in the bed and didn't answer his own words. It seemed that he was tired, but in fact, he always felt that her aura was not right, so he also wanted to Find out what is going on with her, but she is at home every day and can't get in touch with others. Could it be because of her good friend Shu Xinling?But the friendship between two people is so good, how could there be any friction?

"There's nothing wrong with me, it's just that I've been a little too tired recently, it's good to have a little more rest, and you, now, hurry up and take a bath, I feel that your body smells a little bad, But who did you meet today? Is it your business partner?

Knowing what he looks like, Lu Xincheng will definitely find out, because the two of them really know each other too well. I don't know if it's because they love each other too deeply, or because they have lived together for a long time. The other party's life, schedule, and hobbies are all well known, and now he suddenly becomes so strange, Lu Xincheng will definitely ask, but he just wants to keep this feeling hidden, in case he finds out , and then directly tell all the truth, all of it, that moment is the result I don't want to see the most!

In fact, at this moment, I really want to ask him one last time, to see if I can truly trust him. If what he said is still a lie, then there is really nothing to say.

Originally, when two people were together, trust was accumulated, but now he didn't give himself any trust at all. On the contrary, he had been deceiving himself all this time. If so, how long does he want to hide this matter?
When the two got married, had the vows he uttered changed long ago?Now I finally understand that some things are really not as simple as they seem on the surface, and he is basically the same as other men.

"It's a boss I worked with recently. I suddenly had time today, so I had a meal with him. I will be back soon, and I have nothing else. I have to come back to accompany you, but it's also It's nothing, don't worry, I won't be like this in the future, I must have something to do in the daytime, and I won't wait until that late!"

When Su Ling asked these questions, Lu Xincheng subconsciously lied again. After all, every time he told a lie, he had to use countless lies to cover it up. Moreover, between himself and Zou Wenwen, It's not really anything, after all, the only person I love the most in the world is Su Ling, and others can't get into my eyes at all.

Suddenly, I felt that Su Ling asked this question because she was angry. She didn't come back today to have dinner with her, so it became so strange now. So this thought comforted herself a lot in her heart. I feel that in the future, I really need to think carefully, and I must not make Su Ling angry again.

I don't know if I should tell Su Ling about Zou Wenwen's matter, but now I don't know how to speak. After all, I have already lied to her just now, saying that I went out to eat with my business partners. Another Zou Wenwen popped up, which may also make her suspicious, thinking that the next time the two meet, they will introduce each other again!

"Okay, let's put your work first, and don't worry about anything else!"

Su Ling didn't know whether he should cry or laugh now, the words he said were so warm, but the things he did made him so unbelievable

He didn't meet with him, any business partner at all, and he didn't think about it when he was talking. He never met with those clients. Usually, he would hand it over to his secretary or someone who could The assistant went to do this, but today, he suddenly had to meet with a client, and even called himself to tell himself that everything was so wrong, but he didn't feel anything, did he really think that he was So don't you know him?

Suddenly at this moment, the whole person began to feel ashamed, and originally thought, to give him one last chance, as long as he said this matter, it would be as if it had never happened, after all, which man did not steal What's more, he is such a very good man. With so many women coveting him, he will definitely feel very stressed. Sometimes, he will definitely not be able to bear this kind of attraction.

It's just that now I feel that this last chance is not necessary for him at all, and when he said these things, he seemed to have a feeling of pity for himself, and now he suddenly began to doubt , At the beginning, the words he said to himself were true or false.

"It doesn't matter, of course you are the most important thing, and you are still so weak, of course I want to accompany you, so don't think so much, well, since you are so tired, go to bed quickly , I'll take a shower first, and I'll come over to accompany you in a while!"

From the beginning to the end, Lu Xincheng did not find out how strange Su Ling's behavior was. She just felt that she was too tired today, so when she talked to herself, she felt powerless. Feel.

The movement she avoided herself just now, although she said she felt a little uncomfortable, but she also thought that maybe it was really taking care of the children, which made her feel very tired, and she thought that she must come home early tomorrow. , at least have dinner with her, and then give her a massage or something to let her relax.

After saying this, Lu Xincheng took off his shirt, went to the bathroom and began to take a bath, but at this time, Su Ling was already hiding under the quilt, sobbing softly.

At this time, I really want to turn off the lights, and wait until all the light sources have been turned off, so that I feel safe by myself.

I have never felt that I need a sense of security so much. I thought that when I was with Lu Xincheng, he would always be my biggest reliance. No matter what I did, he would always help me clean up the mess behind me, but now I also feel that this has always been my greatest support, and it seems to be slowly collapsing.

Now that I think about it, during the period when the two first met, I always felt that Lu Xincheng was like a playboy, but every time he made a movement, he always had a fatal attraction to himself, and at that moment Suddenly feel.

Lu Xincheng is the one person in my life that I have been looking for all the time. I am also a very upright person. Now that I have determined who I like, I started to pursue fiercely. Although I said that I am a woman, I have to pursue The one is a man, but I don't think it's a big deal. After all, I like this kind of thing, and I don't need to distinguish between genders. Besides, I also feel that as long as I work hard, he will definitely soften his heart one day.

Besides, during the period of pursuing him, he was not particularly stubborn, and he would also think about doing what he liked to do, so the days passed day by day like this, but he didn't expect that when the final ending came, he really wanted to do it. After such a change of heart, at that moment, I suddenly felt happier than winning the lottery.

But now he suddenly began to doubt, did he feel that he had been chasing him for a long time, and he also liked him so much, that's why he was willing to be with him. All men have a certain vanity, If you find someone who loves you very much, then the days to come will actually be considered very happy, and does Lu Xincheng think the same way?

But now in my heart, a voice suddenly appeared, which has been vetoing my own thoughts.

Because in my mind, it suddenly occurred to me that during the period when I had just given birth, Lu Xincheng was always by my side and took care of me, and I didn't even go to the company anymore. As long as I had something to do, he had to be by my side. , I was always afraid that if I was not careful, I would get hurt or hurt the child in my stomach. That time was also the happiest moment I had ever lived.

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