It is precisely because she can see clearly now that Shen Qingxin is even more unwilling to lose Zhong Li forever.
She no longer has a mother who loves her, and her father may never be able to speak while lying on the hospital bed.If I completely lost Zhong Li who loved me so much, I'm afraid I would have nothing to look forward to in this life.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin closed her eyes slightly, feeling a little nostalgic for the sweet days of the past.
this afternoon.
The wedding banquet was completely over, and Ning Tingxuan was also a little drunk.
In the lounge, she frowned and questioned Zhong Li: "Why did you stop her from drinking?"
Zhong Li didn't speak, while Zhong Bo beside him seemed even more embarrassed.
"What do you miss about a woman like her?" Ning Tingxuan asked endlessly.
"Take care of your wife, I'll go first." Zhong Li's lips parted slightly, and after lightly saying this to Zhong Bo, he immediately got up and was about to leave without hesitation.
"If you continue like this, you will regret it!" Ning Tingxuan said through gritted teeth.She glanced at Zhong Bo beside her, and controlled her movements of chasing him out.
Zhong Li didn't know what was wrong with him. After being helped out, Ning Tingxuan's words rang endlessly in his mind: "You will regret it!"
"regrettable!"
At the same time, Shen Qingxin's frown and smile accompanied this sentence.
No, at this wedding banquet, she didn't seem to smile much.
Several times, Zhong Li felt that she was looking at him, and felt her seriousness and sadness.But for this feeling, Zhong Li couldn't believe it at all, and didn't know how to believe it.
Distraught, after hearing the driver's respectful inquiries several times, he only replied indifferently: "Go to the hospital."
"Okay, sir."
After 15 minutes, the car stopped in front of the hospital.
The driver opened the door and said respectfully, "Master Zhong, do I need to accompany you up?"
Although Zhong Li was shaking, he pushed the driver away: "No need."
After that, he controlled his figure and walked towards the inpatient department.
The driver was a little worried, and followed not far behind Zhong Li.But Zhong Li seemed to be fine, and after walking a few meters, he found the person behind him, scolded him coldly, and walked forward alone.
Although he drank a little too much, Zhong Li felt that he was sober as never before, and the problems that could not be solved normally flashed in his mind at this moment.
Alone in the elevator, looking at himself blurred in the reflection, Zhong Li suddenly thought of the little person who followed him in the president's special elevator countless times.
The appearance of pouting when angry, the appearance of bowing the head when depressed, and the appearance of shining brightly when happy.
Everything seemed to appear in front of his eyes, which made Zhong Li feel that the shadows suddenly formed a pair.
"Ding dong."
Just then, the elevator stopped on the twentieth floor.
All of Zhong Li's thoughts were pulled back instantly.
Shen Qingxin.
He silently read these three words in his heart, then quickened his pace and walked towards the ward.
"Mr. Zhong is resting now, do you want to go in?" After seeing Zhong Li, the doctor said respectfully.
"No need." Zhong Li said in a hoarse voice, "Call me when he wakes up."
"Okay, you can see the inside of the ward from the window here." The doctor said softly while pushing aside the curtain.
"Okay." Zhong Li responded slowly, looking at the hospital bed through the transparent glass, suddenly touched.
The old man lying quietly was both familiar and strange to him.
In my impression, my father always seems to be sitting in the chairman's position to point out the country, criticize or praise some of his decisions.
When had he been so weak as now, as if a gust of wind could knock him down.
Zhong Li suddenly felt that his father was like the Zhong family, rising and falling with the Zhong family.
And he became like this, all thanks to himself...
In an instant, Zhong Li was filled with regret.
If possible, he would rather he never knew Shen Qingxin before, not to be deliberately used by her to get close to her, not to be unable to extricate himself because of blind self-confidence, and not to feel love because of her pretended innocence.
If he hadn't met her, the Zhong family would still be the same as before, and it would not be a problem to win the Chaoyang project, and he would still be the son that his father was particularly proud of.
Thinking of this, Zhong Li laughed mockingly, and sat silently by the side, lowering his head.
During the period, the doctor came several times to ask Zhong Li if he needed help, but Zhong Li refused.
After drinking so much wine, Zhong Li didn't feel any drowsiness at all, but he thought of Shen Qingxin's every move more clearly than when he was sober, and even a few times, he felt terribly that Shen Qingxin was in front of her. In front of him, he called softly: "Mr. Zhong."
"Zhong Li."
Just looking up, what he saw was his father's fragile appearance.
The guilt in his heart tormented him so much that he didn't know what to do.
The whole night, Zhong Li almost spent in this repetition and restlessness.
The corridor of the hospital was particularly quiet, Zhong Li could hear his own breathing, which was mixed with longing and hatred...
However, at this moment, Zhong Li didn't know that what Shen Qingxin endured was even more severe torture than him.
With worry and guilt, Shen Qingxin squatted in front of the villa.
The servant in the room had already opened the door once, and was surprised to see Shen Qingxin, but also a little surprised: "Miss Shen, are you back?"
But Shen Qingxin only looked around slightly, and asked softly if Zhong Li was there.
After learning that he never came back, Shen Qingxin didn't dare to enter his villa, so she had to squat outside the door.
The servant probably didn't know that she hadn't left, and the door had never been opened again.
After sitting here for three hours, Shen Qingxin took out her mobile phone and pressed the first few digits of Zhong Li's number.
It's just that I dare not continue to press down.
She still remembered that when Zhong Li passed her by during the day, she called his name, but got no response.
So what happens after you dial the phone?
"Zhong Li."
"Beep beep."
Shen Qingxin was worried that she was facing such a result.
Even though she was so courageous on weekdays, she didn't dare to make this call.
She played back countless times in her mind what Wu Han said.It would be better to have a face-to-face conversation with Zhong Li, and let him see the sincerity of his apology.
Therefore, Shen Qingxin just wanted to wait for him to come back, no matter how late.
She sniffed, and wrapped her clothes tighter, her eyes were a little broken.
It's eleven o'clock on the phone.
Is he not coming back?
Or, he is already in another place, holding another woman in his arms?
Shen Qingxin suddenly remembered how he was in the hotel when he had a tumultuous relationship with her. Would he also look at other women with those wild eyes?
And then forget about yourself?
When thinking of this, the lights behind her suddenly dimmed, only the street lamps in the distance glowed faintly, but they could hardly cast any shadow on Shen Qingxin.
In the fear of being enveloped in darkness, Shen Qingxin looked back at the lights in the villa that had been completely extinguished...
During this time, he may not come back often...
Otherwise, why did these servants turn off the lights as if they were used to it long ago, instead of choosing to continue waiting.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin smiled wryly.
I was still worried about whether there would be a problem with him drinking so much wine at the wedding banquet during the day, it seemed really stupid.
I'm afraid he had a much better life than himself.
Shen Qingxin stood up, hesitated for a moment, and walked away after her numb calf regained consciousness.
Familiar places can no longer bring familiar feelings.
She knew that if she waited any longer, there might be no results.
However, even when she returned to her warm home, she didn't find a moment of peace in her heart.
Lying on the bed and looking at the shapeless ceiling, Shen Qingxin kept replaying the scene of Zhong Li holding up the wine glass in her mind.
At that moment, he seemed to be no different from before.
The tenderness and meticulousness when hugging yourself, the affectionateness when singing to yourself, the clumsy and seriousness when cooking for yourself...
He still seems to be the same.
But in the next second, he became a stranger again, there was no trace of friendship between his brows and eyes, and he didn't even bother to turn to him with contempt.
He must be hating himself.
It's been so long, don't say a good apology, it seems that I haven't even said a word of apology.
How could Zhong's be forgiven so easily by making Zhong into what he is now and leaving him with nothing.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin secretly made up her mind.In any case, you must meet him in person and apologize.
If he ruined his career by himself, then... just use the rest of his life to pay it back.
Shen Qingxin touched her lower abdomen again, the warmth of her body seemed to make her heart warm up.
She suddenly understood herself.
If Zhong Li is lost for the rest of his life, he may only be like a walking dead, living without warmth.
In that case, even if the wealth is accumulated, even if the Shen family is brought back to the top or even become outstanding in the industry, what's the point.
Shen Qingxin has always understood that she regards feelings as more important than anything else, otherwise she wouldn't care so much because of her mother's affairs.But now, the more entangled with her mother's affairs, the more Shen Qingxin discovered that besides her parents, Zhong Li, who was usually high above her, seemed to be the third person in the world who was kind to her regardless of the consequences.
Even though he knew from the beginning that approaching him would bring countless dangers, he still did not refuse.
His willingness to entrust the Chaoyang Project to himself probably represents unlimited trust and respect.
Shen Qingxin didn't know if he had thought about the consequences of this kind of trust after experiencing countless business turmoil.But the most commendable thing is that even if you have experienced great storms, even if you have imagined the results of countless failures, you still believe in him unconditionally and let yourself feel his friendship unconditionally.
This kind of betrayal seems to be more shameful than killing him...
Shen Qingxin couldn't lie down anymore, even though it was pitch black and cloudy outside the window.But she got up anyway and turned on the kitchen light.In this warm twilight, she lightly cracked a few eggs and stirred them back and forth in the bowl.
Thinking of the egg he fried for herself who had never been in the kitchen, Shen Qingxin felt that she should really do something for him.
She no longer has a mother who loves her, and her father may never be able to speak while lying on the hospital bed.If I completely lost Zhong Li who loved me so much, I'm afraid I would have nothing to look forward to in this life.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin closed her eyes slightly, feeling a little nostalgic for the sweet days of the past.
this afternoon.
The wedding banquet was completely over, and Ning Tingxuan was also a little drunk.
In the lounge, she frowned and questioned Zhong Li: "Why did you stop her from drinking?"
Zhong Li didn't speak, while Zhong Bo beside him seemed even more embarrassed.
"What do you miss about a woman like her?" Ning Tingxuan asked endlessly.
"Take care of your wife, I'll go first." Zhong Li's lips parted slightly, and after lightly saying this to Zhong Bo, he immediately got up and was about to leave without hesitation.
"If you continue like this, you will regret it!" Ning Tingxuan said through gritted teeth.She glanced at Zhong Bo beside her, and controlled her movements of chasing him out.
Zhong Li didn't know what was wrong with him. After being helped out, Ning Tingxuan's words rang endlessly in his mind: "You will regret it!"
"regrettable!"
At the same time, Shen Qingxin's frown and smile accompanied this sentence.
No, at this wedding banquet, she didn't seem to smile much.
Several times, Zhong Li felt that she was looking at him, and felt her seriousness and sadness.But for this feeling, Zhong Li couldn't believe it at all, and didn't know how to believe it.
Distraught, after hearing the driver's respectful inquiries several times, he only replied indifferently: "Go to the hospital."
"Okay, sir."
After 15 minutes, the car stopped in front of the hospital.
The driver opened the door and said respectfully, "Master Zhong, do I need to accompany you up?"
Although Zhong Li was shaking, he pushed the driver away: "No need."
After that, he controlled his figure and walked towards the inpatient department.
The driver was a little worried, and followed not far behind Zhong Li.But Zhong Li seemed to be fine, and after walking a few meters, he found the person behind him, scolded him coldly, and walked forward alone.
Although he drank a little too much, Zhong Li felt that he was sober as never before, and the problems that could not be solved normally flashed in his mind at this moment.
Alone in the elevator, looking at himself blurred in the reflection, Zhong Li suddenly thought of the little person who followed him in the president's special elevator countless times.
The appearance of pouting when angry, the appearance of bowing the head when depressed, and the appearance of shining brightly when happy.
Everything seemed to appear in front of his eyes, which made Zhong Li feel that the shadows suddenly formed a pair.
"Ding dong."
Just then, the elevator stopped on the twentieth floor.
All of Zhong Li's thoughts were pulled back instantly.
Shen Qingxin.
He silently read these three words in his heart, then quickened his pace and walked towards the ward.
"Mr. Zhong is resting now, do you want to go in?" After seeing Zhong Li, the doctor said respectfully.
"No need." Zhong Li said in a hoarse voice, "Call me when he wakes up."
"Okay, you can see the inside of the ward from the window here." The doctor said softly while pushing aside the curtain.
"Okay." Zhong Li responded slowly, looking at the hospital bed through the transparent glass, suddenly touched.
The old man lying quietly was both familiar and strange to him.
In my impression, my father always seems to be sitting in the chairman's position to point out the country, criticize or praise some of his decisions.
When had he been so weak as now, as if a gust of wind could knock him down.
Zhong Li suddenly felt that his father was like the Zhong family, rising and falling with the Zhong family.
And he became like this, all thanks to himself...
In an instant, Zhong Li was filled with regret.
If possible, he would rather he never knew Shen Qingxin before, not to be deliberately used by her to get close to her, not to be unable to extricate himself because of blind self-confidence, and not to feel love because of her pretended innocence.
If he hadn't met her, the Zhong family would still be the same as before, and it would not be a problem to win the Chaoyang project, and he would still be the son that his father was particularly proud of.
Thinking of this, Zhong Li laughed mockingly, and sat silently by the side, lowering his head.
During the period, the doctor came several times to ask Zhong Li if he needed help, but Zhong Li refused.
After drinking so much wine, Zhong Li didn't feel any drowsiness at all, but he thought of Shen Qingxin's every move more clearly than when he was sober, and even a few times, he felt terribly that Shen Qingxin was in front of her. In front of him, he called softly: "Mr. Zhong."
"Zhong Li."
Just looking up, what he saw was his father's fragile appearance.
The guilt in his heart tormented him so much that he didn't know what to do.
The whole night, Zhong Li almost spent in this repetition and restlessness.
The corridor of the hospital was particularly quiet, Zhong Li could hear his own breathing, which was mixed with longing and hatred...
However, at this moment, Zhong Li didn't know that what Shen Qingxin endured was even more severe torture than him.
With worry and guilt, Shen Qingxin squatted in front of the villa.
The servant in the room had already opened the door once, and was surprised to see Shen Qingxin, but also a little surprised: "Miss Shen, are you back?"
But Shen Qingxin only looked around slightly, and asked softly if Zhong Li was there.
After learning that he never came back, Shen Qingxin didn't dare to enter his villa, so she had to squat outside the door.
The servant probably didn't know that she hadn't left, and the door had never been opened again.
After sitting here for three hours, Shen Qingxin took out her mobile phone and pressed the first few digits of Zhong Li's number.
It's just that I dare not continue to press down.
She still remembered that when Zhong Li passed her by during the day, she called his name, but got no response.
So what happens after you dial the phone?
"Zhong Li."
"Beep beep."
Shen Qingxin was worried that she was facing such a result.
Even though she was so courageous on weekdays, she didn't dare to make this call.
She played back countless times in her mind what Wu Han said.It would be better to have a face-to-face conversation with Zhong Li, and let him see the sincerity of his apology.
Therefore, Shen Qingxin just wanted to wait for him to come back, no matter how late.
She sniffed, and wrapped her clothes tighter, her eyes were a little broken.
It's eleven o'clock on the phone.
Is he not coming back?
Or, he is already in another place, holding another woman in his arms?
Shen Qingxin suddenly remembered how he was in the hotel when he had a tumultuous relationship with her. Would he also look at other women with those wild eyes?
And then forget about yourself?
When thinking of this, the lights behind her suddenly dimmed, only the street lamps in the distance glowed faintly, but they could hardly cast any shadow on Shen Qingxin.
In the fear of being enveloped in darkness, Shen Qingxin looked back at the lights in the villa that had been completely extinguished...
During this time, he may not come back often...
Otherwise, why did these servants turn off the lights as if they were used to it long ago, instead of choosing to continue waiting.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin smiled wryly.
I was still worried about whether there would be a problem with him drinking so much wine at the wedding banquet during the day, it seemed really stupid.
I'm afraid he had a much better life than himself.
Shen Qingxin stood up, hesitated for a moment, and walked away after her numb calf regained consciousness.
Familiar places can no longer bring familiar feelings.
She knew that if she waited any longer, there might be no results.
However, even when she returned to her warm home, she didn't find a moment of peace in her heart.
Lying on the bed and looking at the shapeless ceiling, Shen Qingxin kept replaying the scene of Zhong Li holding up the wine glass in her mind.
At that moment, he seemed to be no different from before.
The tenderness and meticulousness when hugging yourself, the affectionateness when singing to yourself, the clumsy and seriousness when cooking for yourself...
He still seems to be the same.
But in the next second, he became a stranger again, there was no trace of friendship between his brows and eyes, and he didn't even bother to turn to him with contempt.
He must be hating himself.
It's been so long, don't say a good apology, it seems that I haven't even said a word of apology.
How could Zhong's be forgiven so easily by making Zhong into what he is now and leaving him with nothing.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingxin secretly made up her mind.In any case, you must meet him in person and apologize.
If he ruined his career by himself, then... just use the rest of his life to pay it back.
Shen Qingxin touched her lower abdomen again, the warmth of her body seemed to make her heart warm up.
She suddenly understood herself.
If Zhong Li is lost for the rest of his life, he may only be like a walking dead, living without warmth.
In that case, even if the wealth is accumulated, even if the Shen family is brought back to the top or even become outstanding in the industry, what's the point.
Shen Qingxin has always understood that she regards feelings as more important than anything else, otherwise she wouldn't care so much because of her mother's affairs.But now, the more entangled with her mother's affairs, the more Shen Qingxin discovered that besides her parents, Zhong Li, who was usually high above her, seemed to be the third person in the world who was kind to her regardless of the consequences.
Even though he knew from the beginning that approaching him would bring countless dangers, he still did not refuse.
His willingness to entrust the Chaoyang Project to himself probably represents unlimited trust and respect.
Shen Qingxin didn't know if he had thought about the consequences of this kind of trust after experiencing countless business turmoil.But the most commendable thing is that even if you have experienced great storms, even if you have imagined the results of countless failures, you still believe in him unconditionally and let yourself feel his friendship unconditionally.
This kind of betrayal seems to be more shameful than killing him...
Shen Qingxin couldn't lie down anymore, even though it was pitch black and cloudy outside the window.But she got up anyway and turned on the kitchen light.In this warm twilight, she lightly cracked a few eggs and stirred them back and forth in the bowl.
Thinking of the egg he fried for herself who had never been in the kitchen, Shen Qingxin felt that she should really do something for him.
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