Doctor sees new wife: President, you are sick
Chapter 495 I Just Hate You
Lan Xiaoyi couldn't figure out why she just wanted to ask Xu Fei what happened in the private room after he was drunk that day, but why did she get a lecture?She is an adult who can make the right choices and be responsible for the wrong choices she made.Therefore, she wants to plan her life based on her life experience and her views on things.
She didn't need Xu Fei to volunteer to act as her vane at that intersection, she thought she had a good sense of direction.Moreover, the words of persuasion that Xu Fei said had never had any effect, they could only make Lan Xiaoyi feel rebellious, and wanted to rush forward without hesitation, and then prove that her choice was right.
Although, she also admits that Xu Fei is very foresight and good at making plans for his own life, and his choices have always been correct.But so what?This is her Lan Xiaoyi's life, she doesn't need a mentor to lead her way.Even if she stumbles on this road, that is her experience. Even if she takes a detour, even if she takes a detour, it still takes a meter.
"You are here again, and you are bringing up old things again. I remember that I have rejected you many times, but why do you still insist? Please, can you not influence me and let me choose. I just I want you to tell me what happened that day, that's all. If you really don't know, then just pretend I didn't tell you."
Lan Xiaoyi felt that it was a mistake for him to ask Xu Fei. He only knew how to express his determination, but he would never get to the point of the matter.He thought that helping his financial needs would be enough to satisfy him, but in reality it was not enough.It seems that even after getting along for so many years, he still doesn't know himself well enough.
She turned slowly, disappointed, determined to end the conversation.Because since the last quarrel, Lan Xiaoyi would choose to avoid this topic intentionally or unintentionally when talking with Xu Fei.She doesn't ask Xu Fei to approve her, this is her own business, she just doesn't want others to disturb her every decision.
Especially at a time like this, when the future is uncertain and she is exhausted physically and mentally.Even if she couldn't hear the voice of encouragement, she didn't want anyone to applaud her about to be fired.
"I just don't want you to work too hard. I can earn money now, and the money I earn is enough to cover the expenses of the family. So, you really don't need to make yourself so tired. Over the years, I have watched you push yourself bit by bit To be stronger, to be honest, I love you very much. Even if I am not qualified to love you as a lover, then I love you from the perspective of a friend."
This is one of the few times that Xu Fei and Lan Xiaoyi have spoken from the bottom of their hearts during the five years they have been together. He loves Lan Xiaoyi, and he does not deny it.Without the support of this kind of love, he would have left gracefully long ago.However, because of this love as a tie, he can't, because he can't let go.
Over the years, he has matured a lot.He finally understood a truth, that is, love is giving, not taking, so he never asked Lan Xiaoyi to do anything for him.He will not hate because of love because his efforts will never be rewarded.
In his eyes, Lan Xiaoyi is like a rare flower, and it doesn't mean that she is not precious enough just because of her tenacious vitality.On the contrary, she is more precious because of her quality of self-improvement and hard work.No matter how much wind and rain she has experienced, she will always bloom unyieldingly and never wither.
So, he kept this flower for five years like this, and he regarded himself as a flower grower, or he was a veritable flower protector at all.However, this flower will never belong to the person who grows it. He knows that one day other people who appreciate flowers will come to take him away, even if he wants to keep it, he still can't keep it.Therefore, all he can do is to prolong the time of protecting flowers as much as possible.
"I appreciate your kindness, but is there any job in this world that is not hard? Even if I change to another, will I be able to find a satisfactory one? Don't be stupid, I will be slow when I get to a new working environment. Slow to adapt, not to mention how easy it is to find a job now? You say you are rich, so can you support me and the children for a lifetime?"
Lan Xiaoyi doesn't need this kind of distress, she just wants to truly understand.Although what Xu Fei said was very pleasant, but the occasion he said was not right, and the effect of what he said was not as good as that of a certain person.In the past, she was also a messy girl who would be moved by Situ Xun's few words, but after these years of ups and downs, her girlish heart has long since disappeared.
"Yes, I can! In fact, I can't wish for it."
Xu Fei seized the opportunity to quickly answer Lan Xiaoyi's words, expressing the bitterness in his heart that he has been guarding Lan Xiaoyi for many years.If life was more miserable, maybe fate would give him a chance to die for Lan Xiaoyi, let him show his ambition by death, and let him risk his life for love.However, the reality is that the days are tepid, and he can only wait silently forever.
Because of Xu Fei's sudden confession, the atmosphere between him and Lan Xiaoyi suddenly became awkward.He suddenly opened up his love to the sun, which made Lan Xiaoyi's emotions very complicated.The reason why the friendship between men and women can last forever is probably because one of them refuses to tell and the other refuses to admit it.
However, Xu Fei did not abide by the rules of the game. He pierced through the already fragile window paper, revealing his long-hidden love without a doubt.
Have you ever tried a situation like this?If you say a word and no one picks it up for a long time, it will not fall silently to the ground, as if it never came.On the contrary, this sentence will continue to echo in the minds of everyone who has heard this sentence, including the tone of voice of the speaker.It wasn't over until these words were completely condensed in the awkward air.
"I say that, will you feel uncomfortable? Don't be stressed, don't think too much, our way of getting along will not change, just do what you think is good. As long as you don't keep pushing me out .”
Xu Fei was a little humble when he said this, he almost lowered himself into the dust.For this unrequited love, he has been changing himself, making himself who was originally incompatible with this relationship become suitable for Lan Xiaoyi's life style.Moreover, he never asked Lan Xiaoyi, he just loved her for what he deserved.
Lan Xiaoyi suppressed and suppressed, she felt that it was worthless to waste so many years for Xu Fei, so she finally broke out.
"You are really annoying! Why do you keep pestering me? Five years ago, you said that you would only stay for three years and go away, which is considered a kindness. But, why did you extend it when the three-year deadline came? What is it? Are you relying on me! I told you a long time ago, don’t waste time on me! Why can’t you understand? Do you have no self-esteem! "
Do you have no self-esteem? This sentence is really powerful. It poured on Xu Fei's body from head to toe like a basin of cold water, making him feel chilled.However, he still chose to endure it.
"You are in a bad mood today, I know, so no matter what you say, I won't blame you. Go and rest for a while, and I will call you when the meal is ready. "
Xu Fei tried his best to pretend to be calm, so as not to let Lan Xiaoyi see his downfall.He had to escape here quickly, not for anything else, he was afraid that Lan Xiaoyi would not end this conversation like this.If Lan Xiaoyi really wanted to say something more, he really didn't know how to fight back.
"stop!"
Sure enough, the last thing Xu Fei expected happened.Lan Xiaoyi was serious this time, and she wanted to continue talking.
"Where are you going? I haven't finished yet! Can you stop evading, don't you think it's awkward for us to live together like we are now?"
Lan Xiaoyi decided to take this opportunity to explain everything to Xu Fei. Since she had tried to negotiate before but it didn't work, she was going to hit Xu Fei's self-esteem this time.Otherwise, the relationship between her and Xu Fei didn't know how long it would take to end, so she decided to stop misleading Xu Fei from today.
"Is it awkward? Where is it awkward? We have lived in peace for five years, why do you feel awkward?"
Compared with Lan Xiaoyi's gradually rising tone, Xu Fei's calm attitude sounded more like the result of a choice after forbearance.But the more he wanted to calm things down, the more reluctant Lan Xiaoyi was.If time could be turned back, Xu Fei really wished he hadn't made that suggestion.In fact, no matter what Lan Xiaoyi does, it doesn't affect him being by Lan Xiaoyi's side.
"I felt awkward before, in fact, from the first day you insisted on staying with me, I felt awkward. You clearly know that I don't have you in my heart, why do you still insist? How many times have I told you Why are you unwilling to let me go! Do you have to let me drive you away like this!"
The more Lan Xiaoyi spoke, the more excited she became, and her words became more and more ugly. In short, she planned to make Xu Fei's speech difficult today.She wanted the rift to never heal again, and she wanted Xu Fei to leave completely, so that he could never look back.It doesn't matter if Xu Fei hates her because of this, time will prove everything, it is the best for Xu Fei that she does so.
Xu Fei lowered his head and said nothing. Anyway, Lan Xiaoyi is in a bad mood now, and he is wrong now.
"Speak up! I can't stand this! Am I bullying you!"
Lan Xiaoyi yelled loudly, Xu Fei's swallowing did not calm Lan Xiaoyi, on the contrary, those bad emotions accumulated in her heart, she seemed to be about to explode.
"What exactly do you want to do?"
Xu Fei finally couldn't stand it anymore, since Lan Xiaoyi insisted on forcing him like this, then he wasn't going to run away anymore.
"I just want you to go, and the farther you go, the better."
Lan Xiaoyi regained her composure, and said coldly.
"This is your... from your heart? So, you just... hate me, don't you?"
Xu Fei asked with difficulty, how he wished Lan Xiaoyi could deny it.If she denies it, no matter what she said before, Xu Fei can pretend that she hasn't said it.
"Yes."
Lan Xiaoyi answered decisively without hesitation, because as long as she hesitated, Xu Fei would find out that she couldn't bear it.Then, all her previous efforts were in vain.
"I just hate you."
She bit every word very clearly, for fear that Xu Fei would not be able to hear clearly.
She didn't need Xu Fei to volunteer to act as her vane at that intersection, she thought she had a good sense of direction.Moreover, the words of persuasion that Xu Fei said had never had any effect, they could only make Lan Xiaoyi feel rebellious, and wanted to rush forward without hesitation, and then prove that her choice was right.
Although, she also admits that Xu Fei is very foresight and good at making plans for his own life, and his choices have always been correct.But so what?This is her Lan Xiaoyi's life, she doesn't need a mentor to lead her way.Even if she stumbles on this road, that is her experience. Even if she takes a detour, even if she takes a detour, it still takes a meter.
"You are here again, and you are bringing up old things again. I remember that I have rejected you many times, but why do you still insist? Please, can you not influence me and let me choose. I just I want you to tell me what happened that day, that's all. If you really don't know, then just pretend I didn't tell you."
Lan Xiaoyi felt that it was a mistake for him to ask Xu Fei. He only knew how to express his determination, but he would never get to the point of the matter.He thought that helping his financial needs would be enough to satisfy him, but in reality it was not enough.It seems that even after getting along for so many years, he still doesn't know himself well enough.
She turned slowly, disappointed, determined to end the conversation.Because since the last quarrel, Lan Xiaoyi would choose to avoid this topic intentionally or unintentionally when talking with Xu Fei.She doesn't ask Xu Fei to approve her, this is her own business, she just doesn't want others to disturb her every decision.
Especially at a time like this, when the future is uncertain and she is exhausted physically and mentally.Even if she couldn't hear the voice of encouragement, she didn't want anyone to applaud her about to be fired.
"I just don't want you to work too hard. I can earn money now, and the money I earn is enough to cover the expenses of the family. So, you really don't need to make yourself so tired. Over the years, I have watched you push yourself bit by bit To be stronger, to be honest, I love you very much. Even if I am not qualified to love you as a lover, then I love you from the perspective of a friend."
This is one of the few times that Xu Fei and Lan Xiaoyi have spoken from the bottom of their hearts during the five years they have been together. He loves Lan Xiaoyi, and he does not deny it.Without the support of this kind of love, he would have left gracefully long ago.However, because of this love as a tie, he can't, because he can't let go.
Over the years, he has matured a lot.He finally understood a truth, that is, love is giving, not taking, so he never asked Lan Xiaoyi to do anything for him.He will not hate because of love because his efforts will never be rewarded.
In his eyes, Lan Xiaoyi is like a rare flower, and it doesn't mean that she is not precious enough just because of her tenacious vitality.On the contrary, she is more precious because of her quality of self-improvement and hard work.No matter how much wind and rain she has experienced, she will always bloom unyieldingly and never wither.
So, he kept this flower for five years like this, and he regarded himself as a flower grower, or he was a veritable flower protector at all.However, this flower will never belong to the person who grows it. He knows that one day other people who appreciate flowers will come to take him away, even if he wants to keep it, he still can't keep it.Therefore, all he can do is to prolong the time of protecting flowers as much as possible.
"I appreciate your kindness, but is there any job in this world that is not hard? Even if I change to another, will I be able to find a satisfactory one? Don't be stupid, I will be slow when I get to a new working environment. Slow to adapt, not to mention how easy it is to find a job now? You say you are rich, so can you support me and the children for a lifetime?"
Lan Xiaoyi doesn't need this kind of distress, she just wants to truly understand.Although what Xu Fei said was very pleasant, but the occasion he said was not right, and the effect of what he said was not as good as that of a certain person.In the past, she was also a messy girl who would be moved by Situ Xun's few words, but after these years of ups and downs, her girlish heart has long since disappeared.
"Yes, I can! In fact, I can't wish for it."
Xu Fei seized the opportunity to quickly answer Lan Xiaoyi's words, expressing the bitterness in his heart that he has been guarding Lan Xiaoyi for many years.If life was more miserable, maybe fate would give him a chance to die for Lan Xiaoyi, let him show his ambition by death, and let him risk his life for love.However, the reality is that the days are tepid, and he can only wait silently forever.
Because of Xu Fei's sudden confession, the atmosphere between him and Lan Xiaoyi suddenly became awkward.He suddenly opened up his love to the sun, which made Lan Xiaoyi's emotions very complicated.The reason why the friendship between men and women can last forever is probably because one of them refuses to tell and the other refuses to admit it.
However, Xu Fei did not abide by the rules of the game. He pierced through the already fragile window paper, revealing his long-hidden love without a doubt.
Have you ever tried a situation like this?If you say a word and no one picks it up for a long time, it will not fall silently to the ground, as if it never came.On the contrary, this sentence will continue to echo in the minds of everyone who has heard this sentence, including the tone of voice of the speaker.It wasn't over until these words were completely condensed in the awkward air.
"I say that, will you feel uncomfortable? Don't be stressed, don't think too much, our way of getting along will not change, just do what you think is good. As long as you don't keep pushing me out .”
Xu Fei was a little humble when he said this, he almost lowered himself into the dust.For this unrequited love, he has been changing himself, making himself who was originally incompatible with this relationship become suitable for Lan Xiaoyi's life style.Moreover, he never asked Lan Xiaoyi, he just loved her for what he deserved.
Lan Xiaoyi suppressed and suppressed, she felt that it was worthless to waste so many years for Xu Fei, so she finally broke out.
"You are really annoying! Why do you keep pestering me? Five years ago, you said that you would only stay for three years and go away, which is considered a kindness. But, why did you extend it when the three-year deadline came? What is it? Are you relying on me! I told you a long time ago, don’t waste time on me! Why can’t you understand? Do you have no self-esteem! "
Do you have no self-esteem? This sentence is really powerful. It poured on Xu Fei's body from head to toe like a basin of cold water, making him feel chilled.However, he still chose to endure it.
"You are in a bad mood today, I know, so no matter what you say, I won't blame you. Go and rest for a while, and I will call you when the meal is ready. "
Xu Fei tried his best to pretend to be calm, so as not to let Lan Xiaoyi see his downfall.He had to escape here quickly, not for anything else, he was afraid that Lan Xiaoyi would not end this conversation like this.If Lan Xiaoyi really wanted to say something more, he really didn't know how to fight back.
"stop!"
Sure enough, the last thing Xu Fei expected happened.Lan Xiaoyi was serious this time, and she wanted to continue talking.
"Where are you going? I haven't finished yet! Can you stop evading, don't you think it's awkward for us to live together like we are now?"
Lan Xiaoyi decided to take this opportunity to explain everything to Xu Fei. Since she had tried to negotiate before but it didn't work, she was going to hit Xu Fei's self-esteem this time.Otherwise, the relationship between her and Xu Fei didn't know how long it would take to end, so she decided to stop misleading Xu Fei from today.
"Is it awkward? Where is it awkward? We have lived in peace for five years, why do you feel awkward?"
Compared with Lan Xiaoyi's gradually rising tone, Xu Fei's calm attitude sounded more like the result of a choice after forbearance.But the more he wanted to calm things down, the more reluctant Lan Xiaoyi was.If time could be turned back, Xu Fei really wished he hadn't made that suggestion.In fact, no matter what Lan Xiaoyi does, it doesn't affect him being by Lan Xiaoyi's side.
"I felt awkward before, in fact, from the first day you insisted on staying with me, I felt awkward. You clearly know that I don't have you in my heart, why do you still insist? How many times have I told you Why are you unwilling to let me go! Do you have to let me drive you away like this!"
The more Lan Xiaoyi spoke, the more excited she became, and her words became more and more ugly. In short, she planned to make Xu Fei's speech difficult today.She wanted the rift to never heal again, and she wanted Xu Fei to leave completely, so that he could never look back.It doesn't matter if Xu Fei hates her because of this, time will prove everything, it is the best for Xu Fei that she does so.
Xu Fei lowered his head and said nothing. Anyway, Lan Xiaoyi is in a bad mood now, and he is wrong now.
"Speak up! I can't stand this! Am I bullying you!"
Lan Xiaoyi yelled loudly, Xu Fei's swallowing did not calm Lan Xiaoyi, on the contrary, those bad emotions accumulated in her heart, she seemed to be about to explode.
"What exactly do you want to do?"
Xu Fei finally couldn't stand it anymore, since Lan Xiaoyi insisted on forcing him like this, then he wasn't going to run away anymore.
"I just want you to go, and the farther you go, the better."
Lan Xiaoyi regained her composure, and said coldly.
"This is your... from your heart? So, you just... hate me, don't you?"
Xu Fei asked with difficulty, how he wished Lan Xiaoyi could deny it.If she denies it, no matter what she said before, Xu Fei can pretend that she hasn't said it.
"Yes."
Lan Xiaoyi answered decisively without hesitation, because as long as she hesitated, Xu Fei would find out that she couldn't bear it.Then, all her previous efforts were in vain.
"I just hate you."
She bit every word very clearly, for fear that Xu Fei would not be able to hear clearly.
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