Quan Shao greed for joy: 99 days of marriage

Chapter 391 Maybe... You Haven't Really Loved

Su Luoxi is not only selfish, but also good at judging the situation.

Once she knew that things were no longer turning around, she would strive for the best conditions for herself as much as possible.

how to say?

It's a bit selfish, even his own son can be given up casually.But after thinking about it, An Ning felt that she didn't seem qualified to comment on Su Luoxi.After all, she's just as selfish at heart.

Everyone is selfish, so don't look down on anyone, right?
An Ning felt that Su Luoxi's behavior was good, and things would be much simpler.

If Su Luoxi was crying and accusing her of robbing her child with a face of grievance, and then hiding the requirements under the accusation and crying of grievance, then she would feel more troublesome and more headache.

She just thinks, when it's reasonable, it's reasonable, and don't talk about other nonsense.When talking about feelings, don't mention anything else, just talk about feelings.

What I hate the most is the kind, to reason with you first, and then find that the reasoning can't convince you, then start to talk about people's sophistication and play the emotional card.You should also talk about your feelings and sophistication, and people will start talking about other things again.Talking to such a person is the most frustrating!
It can't be reasonable, it's either emotional or moral, and the most terrifying thing is to play the emotional card.

When I was working in the law firm, I encountered An Ning from various consulting clients, and I was deeply touched by this.

So, she actually quite likes people like Su Luoxi who put their interests on the bright side.

"An Ning, don't look at me like this. I shouldn't be looked at by you like this."

An Ning was happy, "Senior Sister Su, tell me, how do I look at you?"

"A look of extreme contempt and extreme disdain." Su Luoxi said lightly, "I gave up the custody of my own son without any hesitation. But you think, I am so cold-blooded that I even Can your own son be abandoned at will? If your answer is yes, then we have known each other for so many years, and I am blind."

For some reason, An Ning felt very familiar with Su Luoxi, who had let go of all her pride and capital and displayed her original posture.

Although she lost her pretty face, her dazzling aura, and her pride, this kind of Su Luoxi was the most real and most like the Senior Sister Su she saw at first sight.

That one said with a smile, "I like this song too."

With a smile, Senior Sister Su, who feels that spring has come early, seems to be back again.

Senior Sister Su, whom she will become friends with, is a very gentle girl in her bones even though she is proud and arrogant.

I have known Senior Sister Su for so many years, if Senior Sister Su is really a person who does not compromise on means to achieve her goals, then she would not have been with Senior Sister Su for so many years.isn't it?

it's just……

At some point, Senior Sister Su was bewildered by some external things and gradually went astray.

Human nature can be changed.

But she thought that her friend, her Senior Sister Su, was not so down and pitiful that she lost her own essence and was so hopeless.

No matter how many things are lost along the way, the truest self should not be lost.

Even if it is lost, try to find a way to get it back.

"Sister Su."

Ken called Su Luoxi Senior Sister Su again, which actually expressed An Ning's attitude towards her.
Su Luoxi sighed softly, showing her helplessness and... fragility in front of outsiders for the first time.

"An Ning, don't think I'm so unfeeling and unbearable. During the days in the hospital, do you think that I lived in hatred and anger every day? In the dead of night, I would also think, thinking to get to this point , what did I do wrong myself. But no matter how many wrong things I did—”
"Senior Sister Su, I still don't think that you did something wrong. Everyone has the right to pursue the life they want. There is no right or wrong, only the method is suitable or not. It is true that you did not do anything right. That's great, but no one is qualified to tell you what to do, and you don't have to feel that you are doing something wrong. It's just that when you pursue what you want to live, you use the wrong method. And I think that everyone pursues what they want Life, standards are different."

Su Luoxi shook her head lightly, "You are always so calm and stay out of it. No matter what happens, you, An Ning, can stand in a position of absolute calm and analyze rationally with a cool-eyed attitude."

"That's probably why most people think I'm too unreasonable and indifferent."

"I admit that I like to spend money like water, and I am also a materialistic person. But An Ning, there is a sentence that I have never said to anyone. I..." Su Luoxi blinked, without tears, But it is more desperate and sad than tears streaming down, "I really love him. I let go of all pride, all dignity, and I shamelessly backed him, not only because he has an extremely gorgeous background, The most fundamental reason is because I love him!"

An Ning's eyelids trembled, she gave a soft 'um', she didn't speak, but looked at Su Luoxi distressedly, waiting for her next words.
"Perhaps people all over the world think that I want to join the royal family, but... I have already said this, and I have nothing to hide. An Ning, it's not that I brag about myself shamelessly, but Based on my appearance and ability, I want to marry into a wealthy family and live a carefree life as a wealthy wife. This is too simple. For me, this is a piece of cake."

An Ning nodded seriously.

This, she absolutely believed.

With Senior Sister Su's appearance, stature and strength, if she really wants to be a rich wife, it's not easy, it's just a matter of Sister Su's words.

Among the admirers who pursue Senior Sister Su, all of them have exaggerated financial strength.As long as Senior Sister Su nods, most of the wealthy families with their doors open are waiting for her, waiting for her, the mistress, to move in gorgeously.

She was actually thinking before that what made Senior Sister Su lower her figure and dignity so much was probably not only the other party's incomparably gorgeous royal status, but more, there must be feelings in it.

Otherwise, why should a proud girl of heaven be like this... To describe it in the words of outsiders, is she humiliating herself like this?

unnecessary.

"When I started dating him, it was because of a little vanity. I was always proud and arrogant. What kind of rich family? I didn't even bother to marry. But if it was a royal family, indeed, I was moved. But with the contact with him , I found that what attracted me the most was not his royal identity at the beginning, but him. It sounds really ridiculous when I say these words now, and I feel ridiculous, but I really think so in my heart Yes. Even if one day he loses his royal status and he becomes a penniless bum, I will marry him and I will want to have children for him. No reason, just I love him ,enough."

"Senior Sister Su..."

"An Ning, don't interrupt me. I have never mentioned these things to anyone. I don't want to talk about these things. I always feel that it is a very shameful thing to fall in love with someone. It's very useless. But I really held back for too long, that's the same sentence, I've said all the words today, can you just let me say all the words I've been hiding in my heart all these years?"

An Ning nodded slightly, "Okay, tell me, I have a lot of time. Even if you talk for a whole day, I still have plenty of time to listen to you slowly."

The height is not cold.

For some reason, An Ning only had this sentence in his head at this moment.

It is actually very tiring to always live as the proud girl of heaven that others envy the most, right?

The bitterness in this...

Senior Sister Su, there are so many suitors and admirers, but she can't even find anyone who can speak her mind.

Compared to Senior Sister Su, she is really lucky.

At least, she has that little old man like Professor Feng, and she also has a buddy like Xinran.She is not used to finding someone to talk to because she can digest it in her heart.If she really encountered something that she couldn't digest by herself, she would have at least two people to talk to.

At this point, she is lucky.At least, luckier than Senior Sister Su.

"An Ning, I don't know what you think. But for me, I am willing to give birth to a man for a man, risking my figure getting out of shape, enduring all the pain and discomfort during pregnancy, and enduring the severe pain of childbirth, Just to give him a child, then I really love him so much. Sometimes I even wonder if I bear the humiliation and bear the burden of giving birth to a baby, whether I want to keep that man or get money .Really, sometimes I can’t figure it out myself. Didn’t you often say that people are extremely contradictory creatures.”

An Ning smiled wryly, "How many years ago, I just said it casually, and it's hard for you, Senior Sister Su, to remember it now."

"An Ning, there is nothing deceitful about everything I said to you today. I will keep every word of yours in my heart."

"Senior Sister Su, it's better to be indifferent between us. You're like this... It's still hard for me to get used to it." Saying that, An Ning touched the tip of her nose.

It's not embarrassment, it's just that I'm not used to this sudden 180-degree change in the relationship.

Su Luoxi didn't seem to care what An Ning said at all, she continued to speak to herself what she had buried in her heart for too long.

"Whenever I start to doubt myself, I only need to take a look at the baby to be sure. I have done so much, and I have even begun to be shameless. All I do is to keep that man, the one I first A man I fell in love with, and the only man I ever fell in love with. Anning, you haven't met the hopeless person you love, so you may not understand it. Really, whenever I see the baby, look Seeing his little face, that little face that resembles the man I love, I will be so sweet and happy that I can't describe it."

"Can you imagine? How can genes be so miraculous? This little guy born in October of my pregnancy is indescribably similar to the man I love to the core, as if carved out of the same mold." When I see the baby, I feel sweet. But behind this sweetness, there is also the bitterness that makes me extremely painful. How much the baby is like him, how sweet I am, I have pain. Because I fell in love with someone who I am A man who can't be caught by himself."

Hearing this, An Ning couldn't help interjecting, "Senior Sister Su, it's true that you are right, I haven't met someone I love so much that I can't help it, maybe I really don't understand the meaning of falling in love with someone. Feeling. But, I think, to love someone, you don’t have to hold him tightly. Although it’s a very old-fashioned joke, it still makes sense. Sand, the harder you hold it, the more The more you can't hold it. On the contrary, if you spread your hand, all the sand will be in your palm."

Su Luoxi thought about it seriously, and said: "An Ning, maybe...you really have never loved before."

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