Quan Shao greed for joy: 99 days of marriage

Instead of being enriched, lose enrichment and return to loneliness.It would be better to let her be alone all the time, and never experience the fulfillment of being accompanied by others, so there will be no great loss after losing.

This is her truest thought.She is always used to being alone, and always likes alone. It's not that she has a cold personality and feels that no one is worthy of her, so she only plays with herself.It's not like this, she just would rather be alone all the time, and don't want to have it again, and then fall into the darkness of being alone again.

It was enough for her to experience such a thing once.Don't want to experience it a second time.

The death of her father and the abandonment of her mother made her deeply understand a truth——

If you put your expectations on people, people will definitely let you down.

On the contrary, if you put things like expectations on top of dead things, you will never be disappointed.

So she put all her energy into studying and reading.

"Sister-in-law, I have always admired you. You are in my heart, and you are very powerful."

An Ning was taken aback, "What's so great about it? Apart from my better academic performance when I was in school, and my stronger professional ability when I was working, there is really nothing special about me."

But these two strengths of her are not due to how powerful she is.It's just that she worked hard enough.As long as she puts in as much effort as her, everyone can be as good as her.What she has achieved is something that anyone can do.As long as you work hard enough, be serious enough, and work hard enough.

Quite simple.
On the contrary, she still thinks that Lin Wanwan is quite powerful.No, it should be - the people around Fifth Master Quan are all very powerful.

What she is so good at is completely different from her achievement, which was achieved entirely through hard work the day after tomorrow.She can't compare with others at all.

Lin Wanwan shook her head seriously, "No, sister-in-law, what I admire about you is your strong heart."

"what?!"

A strong heart?What nonsense is this girl Lin Wanwan talking about?

"Sister-in-law, I didn't mean to expose your scars on purpose."

"I know, just say what you want to say."

"You see, when you were young, Attorney General An passed away. What about your mother... let's not talk about it. You have a mother as if you don't have a mother. To put it bluntly, you might as well have no mother. At least you don't have one. You don't have a mother at all. I won't think about her. This kind of situation where there is a mother, but it's the same as no mother, is the most disgusting."

nausea?

An Ning tilted her head and smiled lightly.

The word Lin Wanwan is really interesting to use,
Nothing but disgusting.

Yes, she obviously has a mother, why is she like a little orphan without a mother?
"If you put your affairs on me, I will definitely collapse."

An Ning licked her pink lips, and said casually, "You think I'm not broken? I was about to break down. My father who was hugging and hugging me yesterday suddenly disappeared. Mom won't want me in two days. If I'm a little older, I should wipe my neck."

Simply, she was still young at that time, and she didn't know that she had the option of committing suicide.
Collapse, but the collapse is over, she still has to wipe away her tears and continue to live.To live hard, to live to learn.

Could it be that you have been immersed in the mood of collapse?What does she eat?What to drink?
It was more than a year since Professor Feng's little old man started to support her.Her father was also a chief prosecutor after all, and a chief prosecutor died while handling a case, and the death was very strange.This is not a trivial matter. When the procuratorate was investigating the cause of her father's death, it kept the news of her father's death strictly confidential.

If you want to investigate a case, it's normal to keep things secret.

It was more than a year after Professor Feng learned of her father's death that she received funding from Professor Feng.But before getting funding from Professor Feng, she could only rely on herself to survive.

That's why she still has a little affection for Sun Yangshan now.She didn't have any affection for Sun Yangshan, she just thought that in the first half a year or so, Sun Yangshan would still allow his mother to give her some living expenses every month no matter what.The living expenses are pitiful, but for a child, it is enough to eat.

Dad's house was allocated by the procuratorate, and the court knew about her situation, and all expenses such as water, electricity and natural gas were waived for her.Of course, the house that Dad left behind was able to be kept, and it was not stolen by Sun Yangshan to pay off his debts, it was all due to Dad's lovely colleagues.

Anyway, they are all in the legal profession. It is not difficult for her father to help her keep a house.

And the family building of the High Procuratorate, no matter how greedy he was, Sun Yangshan would not be able to move a single cent.
After Sun Yangshan's business failed and went bankrupt, it's not that he didn't touch his father's idea of ​​keeping the house, but Sun Yangshan didn't have the ability to touch this house.She clearly remembered that suddenly one day, her father's colleagues found her and asked her to sign many, many documents.Those uncles and aunts also told her that she could not sign any documents that were given to her.She had to bring it back first, and after showing it to her uncles and aunts, they agreed before she could sign the document.

At that time, she didn't even understand how much those uncles and aunts did to help her keep the house left by her father.She only knew that these uncles and aunts who came to the house would visit her from time to time after her father died, buy her food, fill up the refrigerator at home, and pick her up on weekends Go to your own home for dinner.Although these uncles and aunts did not give her a dime, these uncles and aunts paid her tuition fees. When she was sick, these uncles and aunts also sent her to the hospital, accompanied her in the hospital for injections, and told her to take medicine on time.
She also heard with her own ears the theoretical conversations between these uncles and aunts and her mother.Thinking about it now, at the beginning, my mother could still give her some living expenses every month because of the presence of these uncles and aunts from the procuratorate.

So she trusts these uncles and aunts more than her mother.

The document that her mother asked her to sign, she refused without hesitation.If it weren't for those uncles and aunts, the only house my father left behind would probably have been sold off to Sun Yangshan long ago to pay off his debts.

It's a pity that the group of lovely uncles and aunts in the procuratorate gradually disappeared.Either they were transferred due to work reasons, or they were promoted and left.But now she still has contact with several uncles who had a good relationship with her father before his death.These uncles have always taken care of her.Up to now, during the holidays, she will call one by one to say hello.On the day she received the university admission letter, several uncles gave her a sum of money that was not particularly large but not small.

That money is enough for her to pay for four years of university tuition, and even living expenses.

But she didn't take it.The prosecutor uncle who has a good relationship with his father must be congenial with his father.Personality is basically the same as Professor Feng's virtue——

The sleeves are clean and empty.
In a word, if you are poor, it is a jingle, anyway, the economic situation is definitely not affluent.
It was not easy for the uncles to take out this money.She thought about it, she didn't want to owe more to others, it would be too troublesome to pay back the favor.

She'd better arrest Professor Feng and die alone.Anyway, if there are too many lice, I am not afraid of biting.
So she forfeited the money.

But this kindness, she has always kept it in her heart.
Because of this group of lovely uncles and aunts, her determination to work desperately in the procuratorate has been strengthened a lot.

After listening to her telling stories about her childhood, Lin Wanwan was silent for a while, and then said: "Sister-in-law, I admire you even more after hearing what you said. Really, you are so strong in your heart! So young At this age, my dad suddenly disappeared, and my mother didn't want me anymore. Everyone would collapse. But after you collapse, you can dry your eyes and continue to live. If I leave me, I think I will really commit suicide. Even if I don't commit suicide , I don’t think I’m in the mood to study anymore. It’s all too normal for me to be depraved, to waste my studies.”

Like their sister-in-law, they can study harder, there are really not many youngsters who can do it!At least she just couldn't.

Children, after experiencing particularly big encounters, most of them become bad, not better.

"If you grew up in the family court of the procuratorate, you would know that what is self-degradation and abandoning your studies is something that you should never even think about."

The influence of the environment on a child is deeply rooted and unimaginable.

Then under the environment where the root seedlings are red, she just wanted to degenerate, but she didn't have that chance.

Really, surrounded by prosecutors and chief prosecutors, how could she dare to degenerate?Scared to death, okay?

"Anyway, sister-in-law, you are amazing, I admire you!" Lin Wanwan watched her boil the hangover soup on the pot, and then handed her the scented tea that had already been brewed, "Sister-in-law, don't say anything else, just you I admire this strong heart that can endure loneliness."
An Ning just smiled lightly at this and did not respond.

Strong heart?Don't make trouble, she's just a cowardly person.

How did it become a manifestation of her inner strength when it came into Lin Wanwan's mouth?

She...was extremely afraid of losing something after she got it, that's why she has become the virtue she is now.I would rather never have it than to lose it after having it.

Being alone, refusing to have contact with others, and resisting any relationship with others is just her cowardice at work.

She is too aware of the fickleness of people's hearts.

When her father was away just now, all the uncles and aunts in the procuratorate were considerate to her.If something happened to her, most uncles and aunts stepped forward to help her.But what about after a while?Many of those uncles and aunts disappeared at once, and the ones left behind can be counted on five fingers.

It's not that she can't understand, it's so easy to understand.

The tea is cold even before people leave.What's more, those uncles and aunts have done their best. Her father has been dead for a long time, so this cup of tea is cold.Really, benevolence is exhausted.

It would be nice to be able to take care of other people's children, so what more can you ask for?That is moral kidnapping!
Who stipulated that if a colleague dies, no one will take care of his children, and as a colleague, he must take care of it to the end?It doesn't make sense to put it anywhere.

There is no filial son in front of the long sick bed.That's what he said.

It's fine in the short term, but if she wants someone to take care of someone else's child who has no obligation for a long time, she just asks three words——

Why?