Sony Ericsson: Let me pamper you obediently

At the dinner table, Zhou Lin was also rare and docile, even so docile that Qing Jue was a little uncomfortable.

In the past, Zhou Lin never stopped eating when eating, what happened to him now.

"Zhou Lin, are you feeling unwell?"
Zhou Lin frowned: "No."

A Huan slapped Zhou Lin on the head: "Why are you talking to my sister?"

Zhou Lin and A Huan's relationship is better, even if A Huan hit him on the head like this, he is not angry, he muffled: "Sister Qingjue, I was wrong."

Qing Jue didn't mean to blame Zhou Lin, she chuckled lightly: "It's okay, eat well."

An Yan looked at their way of getting along with jealousy, since she was a child, she has always been by Ringer's side.Ringer is a typical woman who studies art, her gestures are elegant and indifferent, and as Ringer's only daughter, An Yan can only put on airs.

An Yan has learned to paint, but she is too utilitarian and always feels that painting cannot realize her own value. In addition, Ringer has set a bad example for herself, so An Yan's thoughts are not It's all about painting.

Linger is a light-hearted person. She never interferes with what An Yan likes or dislikes. As long as it is what An Yan likes, she will fully support it. Knowing that An Yan doesn't like it, she never forces her.

Therefore, in the process of getting along with Ringer, they never had any friction.

Such a scene is actually rare and precious.

Zhou Lin secretly glanced at An Yan from time to time. Of course, An Yan had already noticed that something was wrong with Zhou Lin, but he didn't poke it, just wanted to see what Zhou Lin wanted to do.

Originally thought that Zhou Lin would not be able to resist coming to her at the dinner table, but unexpectedly Zhou Lin held back.

Now that Zhou Lin had held back, it was never an important matter. After helping Qing Jue clean up the dishes, An Yan was going back to her room to rest.

It's just that An Yan didn't expect that Zhou Lin was waiting outside the door of the room that had just been packed for her.

He put on his pajamas, his eyes were cold and pitiful: "Can I sleep with you today?"

An Yan looked at Zhou Lin's obviously nervous but pretending to be calm eyes and felt a little ridiculous, thinking that Zhou Lin wanted to talk about this at the dinner table just now.

An Yan looked at Zhou Lin, feeling a little embarrassed.

To be honest, except for sleeping with Ringer when she was very young, and then sleeping with Huo Zekai in a daze, even An Yan, who is the closest friend, has never slept with her.

It's not because of An Yan's bad sleeping position, it's because of habit.

However, looking at the little Zhou Lin, she couldn't say the words of rejection.

"Are you snoring?" An Yan asked.

Zhou Lin shook his head. Although he didn't know if he was snoring, but he knew that as long as he said he was snoring, An Yan would definitely not let him stay here.

"Then come in." An Yan opened the door and then turned on the light.

Zhou Lin followed An Yan into the room with some embarrassment. An Yan had already finished washing, she spread the quilt directly, and then called Zhou Lin to bed.

At night, Zhou Lin was not as active as during the day, but more like a severely traumatized child. An Yan was also lying down on the bed. She didn't turn off the lights immediately, because she knew that Zhou Lin must have something to do with wanting to sleep with her. his reason.

Although Zhou Lin usually looks bluffing, she can tell that his heart is actually very soft and fragile.

Sure enough, as soon as the two of them lay down, Zhou Lin said, "Teacher, can I have a few words with you?"

An Yan had already expected this, she gave a soft "hmm", and then said, "I'm listening."

"Teacher, do you think I'm smart?"

An Yan chuckled: "Although it's the first day I'm teaching you, your speed and accuracy in answering questions shows that you are very smart..." An Yan thought for a while, "At least you are smarter than most of the children."

"Do you think I'm good-looking?"

Zhou Lin is not yet ten years old, so it sounds a little funny to be asked by such a young child if he looks good.Now Zhou Lin's face has not yet grown, but his bright eyes and thin cheeks can almost make An Yan conclude that this child will definitely be a charming character again when he grows up.

"looks good."

"Then why do you think my parents don't want me?"

Zhou Lin's voice hit the softest part of An Yan's heart, yes, since he is so good, why did his parents never want him?

"Why don't they want you? They must have gone far, far away."

"I know what you mean." Zhou Lin's voice was already crying, "They are not dead, they just don't want me."

Zhou Lin grew up with his grandmother since he was a child. He has never met his father and mother. At that time, the children who were the same age as him called him Wild Species. The more times he was called, he knew the Wild Species. meaning, so he knew that he was abandoned by his closest relatives.

"Do you want to find them?" An Yan asked softly.

"No." Zhou Lin said firmly.

"Teacher, I will become a very powerful person in the future, and they will definitely regret it by then."

An Yan said: "That's right, they will definitely come to you when the time comes."

"They came to me and I will not go back with them."

"Why?" Although An Yan was basically able to determine the answer, she still couldn't help asking to listen to Zhou Lin's answer.

"I don't have parents." Zhou Lin said, "I just don't understand why they abandoned me."

Zhou Lin can accept orphans but cannot accept abandoned babies. The former is due to fate, while the latter is due to man-made.

Being abandoned by his parents is a scar on Zhou Lin's heart. That scar is always aching, and he has no chance to get rid of it.

That kind of shame, resentment and inferiority made him have to pretend to be lively to hide it.

An Yan understands this kind of mood. When she was young, she thought more than once why An Zhendong would not want her and Ringer. She is also An Zhendong's daughter, why she never got An Zhendong's fairness and justice. treat?

She thought too much, and in the end she fell into this kind of unsatisfactory strange right. When she faced An Zhendong again, her expectations had completely disappeared, and all that was left was her resentment.

After Ringer passed away, An Zhendong finally shifted all his focus to her, but what's the use of that?The mother who was the most important to her in everyone's life has already left. How can it be considered happiness to be guarded by such a father?

But after all, blood is thicker than water.

An Yan thought a little dejectedly, after all, blood is thicker than water.When An Zhendong pretended to repent or really wanted to repent, her position had slowly started to waver, no matter how An Zhendong treated her and Ringer in the past, but when An Zhendong asked her carefully what she wanted When she wanted to eat something, all her hatred was filled with sadness.

She is just a little girl who wants to get her father's attention. After her mother passed away, she also wants to be able to relax in her father's arms, but every time this idea comes to her mind, she also I can't help but think of my mother, and the feeling of guilt that betrayed my mother and forgiven my father will continue to deepen.

She struggled between guilt and emotion until the day she was sent to prison.

An Yan smiled wryly. At the beginning, she had hope for An Zhendong, but An Zhendong didn't even show his face that day. The only thing she saw was Han Meizhi who appeared on the witness stand, the one who had been trying to occupy her mother What else can An Yan do for a woman in this position.

An Zhendong has already laid out all his choices in front of her. Perhaps, in An Zhendong's view, he is just an obstacle between him and Han Meizhi, and he is an outsider who should disappear from their lives long ago.

How could An Yan not understand such feelings?

"Actually, we can live a good life alone. Look, you still have brother Ahuan, sister Qingjue, and other classmates. Isn't it good for you to live together?"

There was disgust in Zhou Lin's voice: "Ah Huan is obviously an uncle."

An Yan laughed out loud: "Qingjue is the elder sister, and A Huan becomes the uncle. After that, what should the child call you when they have a child?"

Hearing An Yan talk about this topic, Zhou Lin obviously fell silent.

"Teacher, do you think Uncle Ahuan and Sister Qingjue will abandon me after they have a child?"

Zhou Lin's words made An Yan's entire chest feel tight, and she had already learned a lot from Zhou Lin's words.That's right, a child like Zhou Lin who has no parents will be sent to an orphanage after his grandmother dies. He is still young and smart, so it is normal for him to be adopted. It is conceivable how he was reduced to a vagabond situation.

"No." An Yan said firmly, since A Huan had already decided to raise these children, he certainly never had the idea of ​​giving up on them in the future, she could still trust A Huan and Qing Jue.

"Since you've been worrying about that, why didn't you ask them?"

Zhou Lin glanced at An Yan, as if he was looking at an idiot: "If I ask them this kind of question, doesn't it make me look too mentally retarded? I will still be here to do my best in the future."

An Yan couldn't laugh or cry: "Then why did you ask me?"

Zhou Lin thought for a while: "Because you won't stay here for too long."

Zhou Lin is indeed very smart, and even An Yan can know that he won't stay for long.An Yan sighed: "You can rest assured to sleep, what you are worried about will never happen, even if that thing happens one day, you can still find me, I am willing to support you."

Zhou Lin shook his head resolutely: "You don't even have a place to live. I guess I will need to raise you when the time comes, so I don't want it."

An Yan was so angry that she almost vomited blood for three liters.