Sony Ericsson: Let me pamper you obediently

Because she was too tired, An Yan soon fell asleep.

She hasn't dreamed for a long time, it seems that since leaving Wenshi, An Yan has never been disturbed by dreams, but she just returned to Wenshi, and dreams started to accompany her again.

She seems to have returned to her childhood, less than 1.3 meters tall, and she is still wearing her own birthday present. It is a skirt that Ringer made for herself. The background is green, and the name is hand-embroidered with white silk thread. And the light and uncomplicated lace at the skirt.

Her hair was neatly tied on the top of her head, and there were clusters of mist in front of her eyes. She could not see clearly, as if she had entered a fairyland on earth.

Linger's voice came from the fog, and she called her name: "An Yan."

It was still a familiar voice, still a familiar tone, but An Yan couldn't see Ringer's face.

Linger was surrounded by the fog, and An Yan didn't even have the courage to go forward, because of guilt, because she couldn't bear it.

An Yan felt that her whole body was dirty. Even though her clothes were as clean as new, her body and even her bones were indelibly black. She was no longer the one who could run into her mother's arms and act like a spoiled child. little girl.

She knew it was a dream, and knew that none of this happened in the real world, but her pain was still so deep.

"Do you regret it?" Ringo asked suddenly.

An Yan bit her lips tightly, regretting?
An Yan originally thought that the word "regret" would never appear in her life, but when Linge asked it so unexpectedly, she suddenly understood what role the word "regret" played in her life .

She regretted, she regretted that she didn't urge Linge to escape from An Zhendong's side as soon as possible, she regretted that like Ringe, she didn't kill Han Meizhi's mother and daughter, she regretted that she was so calm in the beginning. An Zhendong and Ji Shaoming surrendered all their trust, but she does not regret what she has done now.

"I regret it." There was a hint of self-mockery in Ringe's voice, even with the mist rising and falling faintly: "I regret not giving up on him, and I also regret entrusting you to him at the beginning."

Linge only regretted these two items, but never mentioned that he regretted his acquaintance with An Zhendong. An Yan was also prepared for such a result.

"Are you okay?" An Yan asked with difficulty.

This is not the first time An Yan asked such a question. When Linger first knew that Han Meizhi had also given birth to a daughter for An Zhendong, when Linger was cooking peacefully, An Yan also asked such a question .

Living in such an unhealthy family, An Yan matured a little earlier than other children. She knew exactly what An Zhendong had done, and also knew what kind of impact the existence of that girl had on her family. threatened, but she didn't care at all, because in her eyes, only Ringer belonged to her.

Linge was washing the dishes. Hearing An Yan's words, the plate she held in her hand shattered on the ground. The plate smashed a small hole in the tiles. Linge smiled and said, "It's okay."

But tears kept rolling down her cheeks.

The news was reported in the newspaper, and An Zhendong also returned home by chance. There was that newspaper on the coffee table in the living room, and the photos of Han Meizhi and An Ying were enlarged to occupy a whole page.

Seeing that An Zhendong's gaze was on the newspaper, Linge put the newspaper away with a smile: "The news media will always report rumors, so you don't have to worry too much."

"It's true." An Zhendong said lightly after being silent for a while.

Linge originally turned her back to An Zhendong and was about to put the newspapers away. She has the habit of collecting newspapers.An Zhendong's words made her stunned for a moment, her eyelashes trembled, and then quickly recovered: "Oh."

A faint "oh" made An Zhendong feel guilty: "If you want some compensation..."

"No need." Ringer turned around without any painful expression on his face, as if the person who was cuckolded was not her: "What do you want to eat, I will cook soon."

An Zhendong looked at Linge for a while, and finally got up when he was sure that there was no crack on Linge's face, and said in a polite and distant tone: "No, she has already prepared the meal."

Ringer's eyes blurred for a moment, and in the end she just said: "Well, I won't send you off."

Even though they are the closest couple, they are as indifferent as strangers.

But An Yan, who saw all this in her eyes, understood that Linge couldn't hold on anymore, she couldn't move her legs at all, and the calmness just now was just a pretend.

That night, Linge made sweet steamed fish for An Yan, and the shredded potatoes stuck to the bottom of the pot, and the rice was in the rice cooker but they forgot to turn on the power. The two of them finally had to order takeaway, and Linge went to clean up what he had made. During the messy meal, An Yan asked such words.

At that time, An Yan thought that everything was just because of her young age. If she grew up, she would definitely not let Han Meizhi and An Ying bully Ringer, but later she realized that she was too naive .

What hurt Linger was not those two women at all, but An Zhendong's attitude towards her.What did those two women have to do with Ringer?What really chilled Ringer was the man who made the promise so sternly.

An Yan will never be able to influence An Zhendong's actions, so even though she has grown up, Ringer's damage has not diminished by half.

Gradually, An Yan stopped asking such questions, because she knew that even if Linge was not good, she would not be able to give Linge any help. It was Linge who was helping her survive.

Today, this sentence suddenly came out of An Yan's mouth.

"Okay." Ringer's voice was as flat as ever, but An Yan could still hear the lightness in her tone.

"That's good." An Yan smiled, that's good.

As long as Ringer is living well now, it doesn't matter whether she lives in the same country as him or not.

"What about you?" Ringer asked softly, "How are you doing?"

Ringer has never asked An Yan such a question. When she was with Ringer, An Yan always smiled. Even if life is difficult, even if sometimes you need to go to China with Ringer to sell paintings on the streets of Washington, An Yan Yeon also felt that her life was fulfilling.

But now, even An Yan herself doesn't know whether she is doing well or not.

She seemed to be stuck in a quagmire, and what she saw was a magnificent scenery, but she knew that she was already stuck in the mud.

She opened her mouth, but as if she lost her voice, she couldn't say a word. Those self-deceiving words can deceive others but not Linge, because Linge is the one who understands her best.

"Don't be too obedient." Ringer said.

When An Yan was young, Ringer never said that she wanted An Yan to be a stereotyped good boy. She always respected An Yan's development direction. It was often what An Yan liked to do and what she wanted to do. , Ringer will unconditionally choose to support.

It is precisely because of Ringer's stocking mode that An Yan has formed a unique character. In this ups and downs society, she has been walking along the path she chose. Ringer often said, don't be too obedient.

What is it like to be too cute?

Just like Linge, even though she was bruised all over her body, she still had to tell others that she didn't hurt at all. Those slaps and knives that should have been stabbed all ended up on her body. Linge didn't want An Yan to be like The kind of person she is.

She hoped that An Yan would dare to try and do anything, even if she did something wrong, it doesn't matter, she is still young, if she encounters more obstacles, maybe everything will be fine.

An Yan has indeed developed as Ringer expected. She understands what she wants and can be a villain when she should be hard-hearted. Bad guy, even An Zhendong, who was defined as a bad guy by An Yan, had the responsibility of being a father when facing An Yan.

That's why An Yan was helpless when Han Meizhi and An Ying framed her. She thought too much and didn't think enough.

An Yan nodded, tears finally flowed from her eyes.

She knew that all of this was just an illusion, but the pity in Ringer's voice was real, the real touch was real, and even An Yan's guilt was real.

Even at such a warm moment, An Yan still had a dagger stuck in her chest. She was so painful that she could hardly speak, but she still held back, not wanting Ringer to see her wound.

She had no way to tell Linge about her current situation. She had no way to tell Linge that she was someone else's mistress, just to let that person help her find evidence to prove her innocence. She finally failed Linge's expectations.

In the end, she still failed to become the kind of person Ringer wanted her to be. She had enthusiasm but no corresponding insight. She thought she could handle everything well, but in the end she found that she couldn't do anything well. , She even betrayed herself in order to fulfill her original promise.

If Ringer knew that he had become such a person in the end, he would be sad, right?
"Is he nice to you?"

An Yan was shocked, she looked forward in disbelief, the fog had dissipated, Ringer's eyes were moist, Ringer was staring at herself, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth: "Is he nice to you?"

An Yan wanted to say "yes", but she moved her lips and finally couldn't say a word, she couldn't lie to Ringer.

Linge's smile gradually shattered, and she looked at An Yan lightly, as if looking at a stranger: "Look at what you look like as a giant whale now."

An Yan's throat was terribly dry, her breathing became weaker and weaker, her whole body was like a small boat floating on the sea, she watched her body gradually rot, she watched her skin become weaker and weaker. It got dark little by little, her body began to disappear, and gradually, she finally disappeared...

Linge's words pierced An Yan's heart like a poisoned knife. When she woke up from the dream, her eyes were still red. It was a dream, but it was just a dream.

But even in the dream, Ringer still blamed himself so much, and he finally broke Ringer's heart.