Desperate to get married: Ex-husband keeps pestering her

Mu Shiyue's eyes flickered, "Yes, there are so many shortcomings..."

She thought to herself, besides these, there are a few others who are not brave enough, confident enough, careful enough, too inferior, and too emotional.

However, these shortcomings have been gradually corrected under the careful guidance of Han Feixuan from the age of seven to 15.

At that time, she was a lonely and cowardly little girl who witnessed her mother's tragic death in a car accident when she was young, and was feared by Mu's relatives successively. It was Han Feixuan's carefulness that made her, who was like gravel, meet the messenger sent from heaven. It was Han Feixuan's carefulness that transformed her from gravel into a dazzling diamond.

That's why, in the summer when she was 15 years old, on the first day of summer vacation, she ran to the old house to look for him in a beautiful red dress and high heels, and wanted to tell him loudly that she liked him and wanted to be his girlfriend.

At that time, Mu Shiyue had made up her mind, whether he agreed or not, as long as he was willing, she would work hard to grow up, eat more food, eat more nutritional supplements, skip a grade and graduate as soon as possible, and use the shortest time to become a good match for him. Become his exclusive bride for Han Feixuan.

However, she waited summer after summer, looking for him time and time again, the original persistent heart was gradually consumed in the waiting, and only then did the final scene evolve, which was ridiculous and so sad.

Han Feixuan noticed the sadness in her eyes, frowned slightly, and said, "Although you have many shortcomings, I can still remember them all at once and tell them one by one. Looking at it this way, I really am I will never forget you!"

Mu Shiyue was slightly stunned.

Han Feixuan had already strode up to her, took her hand, and hugged her into his arms. Her heart couldn't help but tremble suddenly. He smiled and said, "I don't know? Men like bad things too." Women's, women are not bad, men will not love!"

Her heart was beating wildly for a moment.

"Although you are not a good woman, what's the matter? I like it is enough!" He hugged her domineeringly and said.

Mu Shiyue's heartbeat speeded up suddenly, what did he say...

Han Feixuan hugged her, took a deep breath, "You, how can you be so bad? Push me away again and again, and arouse my affection and desire for you again and again, bad woman, bad to the bone!"

She clenched her lower lip helplessly, lowered her head and whispered, "The other day you asked me if I was afraid of Nie Fanduo, why didn't I fight with her, rob her or something, in fact, Han Feixuan, you don't know how I feel , compared with Nie Fanduo, what should I grab? We are already divorced, two people who have nothing to do with each other in this world, she is your current girlfriend, recognized by everyone, and in the eyes of all relatives of the Han family A good woman is the prospective daughter-in-law in your parents' minds. Compared with her, I am not afraid of her, but I know the result, or feel the result. I can't do what I did. You haven't lost anything. Maybe you will never understand, the feeling that once you lose it, you will never get it, and the feeling that you try to forget, but you can't forget it, like an imprint, deeply engraved in the I felt that kind of feeling on my body... I have experienced it like a catastrophe, and I don't want to go through it again, so I want to let nature take its course, everything is..."

Because there is no struggle, no hard work, no dedication, and no hard work, everything goes along with the flow, so if there is a day that is lost, there will naturally be no sadness, no heartache, and no regrets. There are any troubles and changes.

This is what Mu Shiyue wants to do the most so far, and the only thing she can do.

Han Feixuan held her hand and exhaled softly, "Even if we let nature take its course, there will be a day of sadness and heartache, because there are memories!"

Mu Shiyue suddenly froze there——

"Also, can everything just go with the flow?" His voice was low, and his eyes gradually became darker.

But she said, "Yes, in fact, everything is possible, as long as you let go of your heart, because many things cannot be controlled by yourself alone. Instead of not being controlled by the situation, it is better to control yourself and be ruthless. Just push yourself hard, and everything will be solved."

Han Feixuan frowned, and narrowed his eyes when he looked at her. Can he control everything by himself?Are feelings too?Does it mean that as long as you push yourself a little bit, you can also manipulate your emotions as you like, fall in love with whoever you want, not be influenced, whoever you don't want to love, or whoever you want to forget, you can forget it immediately?
She is really a cruel woman! She thought that at this time, she would confide in him and show her heart, but in the end, she still wanted to make him pay attention to restraint and take the opportunity to keep her heart in check!
I really want to take out her heart and take a good look at what she looks like...

Mu Shiyue looked at him, but said, "In fact, I still have many, many shortcomings, Han Feixuan, I like to envy and envy others, and I am also very greedy. I always hope to achieve perfection and constantly find fault with others. But I always want to use these to cover up my shortcomings and mistakes. I am not a good woman. I was jealous of Nie Fanduo. Why is she your first woman? Yi came back, but he has become Nie Fanduo's boyfriend, and he has complained about many people, why God treats me so unfairly, my parents left so early, only one brother is left, and he is still busy with the company all day long , I also want a complete family, I want a parent who loves me and loves me, I want to be like other girls, in my teens and twenties, I can act like a baby in front of my parents, and I can hide in front of my parents With my arms bent, I grow up happily, and I also want to be like Xia Caiwei, who has a huge and rich family, can do whatever she wants without any scruples, and doesn't have to work hard like me. I was even jealous of Ren Liangyuan, who can become popular in front of the screen with unlimited glory , can easily shoot a few scenes, and can earn tens of millions of hundreds of millions. I was also jealous of Anka. She can live so simple, so casual, and is not entangled by the pressure of life at all. I was also jealous You, jealous that you have parents who love you, they will think about you all the time, but I have nothing..."

Han Feixuan looked at her with distressed melancholy. He held her hand and said, "It's okay, this is an emotion that everyone has, and it's normal."

"No, it's not the same. I'm different from others. My greed is too great. If I don't control myself a little, I will do exactly what I want. I will desperately want to get it, even at the expense of hurting others. Just like the old lady we met when we were young, she said that my life is like a rose flower, protecting myself and hurting others, so I have to control myself, and people like me don’t deserve anything, right?”

Han Feixuan hugged her tightly, "Fool, everyone will have such thoughts, you are just too strict with yourself! People don't kill the world for themselves, what's wrong for themselves? Listen to other people's nonsense!"

She kept shaking her head, her fingers lingering back and forth on his delicate outline, "So, Han Feixuan, I don't dare to approach you, I don't dare to have any extravagant hopes, and I don't dare to compete with Nie Fanduo for you, because If you are mine, it must be all mine, even a hair, a little fingernail, it is all mine, I am a very powerful and ambitious person, but I can't control you, you With your power and your status, we are people from two different worlds, even, you already have a girlfriend, Feiyu is different, he will give up everything for me to stay by my side, unlike you, who already has a girlfriend You don’t love me anymore, you just approach me a little bit for the sake of your children..."