The moment she spoke, Shen Yanshi's fingertips touched the letter, and at that moment she also felt Lu Xunyan's body stiffen a little, as if she didn't expect her to see the letter.

Knowing that this might be something that Lu Xunyan didn't want to let himself see, but Shen Yanshi resolutely chose to pick it up at the very second when he clearly had the opportunity to put it down, held it in front of him and pretended to glance at it casually, but just saw the opening at the beginning. The body froze for a moment.

Because the opening of the letter read: Dear baby son.

The one who can use the word 'son' is either Lu Tianyuan or Bai Ruxin, and it is impossible for Lu Tianyuan to write this letter to Lu Xunyan, and the font on this letter is very beautiful, you can tell it is A woman wrote, that is to say, it can only be Bai Ruxin.

Seeing this letter plus Bai Ruxin, Shen Yan couldn't help but think of what Lu Wanyuan said to her at the previous family gathering, which seemed to mention such a letter.At that time, she was thinking about the content of this letter for several days in a row, but she also left it behind because of her busy schedule.

Unexpectedly, at this time, she finally saw the letter, which made her a little dazed, and she didn't know whether to continue reading or just put it down.

When she was struggling, Lu Xunyan, who was holding her, finally spoke slowly, "This is the last thing my mother left me."

last thing?In other words, when Bai Ruxin committed suicide, he left a last letter to Lu Xunyan. It turned out that Bai Ruxin was thinking about Lu Xunyan at the last moment when he left.

"Xunyan, I..." After all, Lu Xunyan's scar, Shen Yanshi hesitated for a while and chose to put down the letter, turned his head to look at Lu Xunyan with a guilty face, but didn't know what to say .

"Let's see." Lu Xunyan seemed to see her entanglement, and directly chose an answer for her, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, without a look of half-difficulty.

Shen Yanshi's eyes rested carefully on Lu Xunyan's face for a while, and when she was sure that he was really willing to let her read it, she silently picked up the letter and began to read it, her whole heart became uneasy.

With a nervous mood, Shen Yanshi read the letter word by word, and his whole heart became more complicated.She finally understood why Lu Xunyan hated Lu Tianyuan so much all these years, wishing to break away from him completely, wishing that Lu Tianyuan could be buried with Bai Ruxin.

The last words of this letter made Shen Yanshi very emotional, and Bai Ruxin wrote in his heart, "Xunyan, it was my choice from the beginning, and any consequences are my own fault. Now that I know Tianyuan doesn't love me You should let go when you are in trouble, and if you continue to entangle, it will only make each other extremely painful, so don't blame your father, it's all mother's fault."

Automatically and consciously took all the faults on herself, until the moment before she died, she wanted Lu Xunyan and Lu Tianyuan to get along well in the days to come.

But in Lu Xunyan's eyes, his mother was forced to death by Lu Tianyuan, how could he not hate, how could he get along well?
Most of the letters were written by Bai Ruxin telling Lu Xunyan how much she loves him, and that she wants him to live a good life in the future, and don't insist on entanglement when encountering anything, and taking a step back may lead to a brighter future.

That was probably Bai Ruxin's life experience. She told Lu Xunyan in a letter that she didn't want Lu Xunyan to repeat the same mistakes in the future.

Shen Yan read a letter slowly, and her mood became extremely complicated. She put the letter back to its original position.From the fact that the letter was opened when she found it, it seems that Lu Xunyan was looking at the letter just now.

But today, when he took out this letter on the most hurtful day, Shen Yan could see how much he missed Bai Ruxin.

"Xunyan, if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me, okay? You can tell me anything, I don't want you to hold all your emotions in your heart alone." Shen Yan couldn't help stretching out his hands to hug Lu Xunyan, gently Whispered in his ear.

In the next second, Lu Xunyan stretched out his hands to respond to her hug, buried his head deeply between her neck, and his voice muffled into Shen Yanshi's ears, "Yanshi, I miss her so much."

Shen Yanshi was very clear about who she was. Bai Ruxin had passed away many years ago. At that time, Lu Xunyan was just a young boy who was forced to endure such pain.He probably didn't just miss Bai Ruxin just now, or he missed Bai Ruxin every day, but he didn't say it out like now.

"Since you want to think about it, think about it openly. I often miss my father. As long as I think about him, I will look up at the sky. I will think, is there really a heaven after death, Dad? I have caught so many criminals in my life, I will definitely watch me in heaven." Shen Yanshi didn't know how to comfort Lu Xunyan, so he could only use her father as an example again.

The words of comfort seemed a bit clumsy, but Shen Yanshi's most sincere words, other than that, she really didn't know how to comfort Lu Xunyan's wounded heart.

After listening, Lu Xunyan did not respond, but the hands holding her became tighter, as if afraid that she would slip away from his arms.

The very insecure behavior made Shen Yanshi want to speak to persuade him, but in the end she still closed her opened lips just now, not wanting to disturb his silence at this moment, she just stroked the back of his head with her hand again and again.

After a while, a faint smile appeared on Shen Yanshi's face, and he directly distanced the two from hugging, and said to Lu Xunyan, "Let's go, let's go see Mom and Dad together."

After the words fell, Shen Yanshi didn't care whether Lu Xunyan agreed or refused, and directly took him by the hand and walked out of the study.Pull him all the way to the roof of the villa, and you can see the night sky when you raise your head. The stars and the moon are shining in the night sky.

"Try to tell the sky what you miss about your mother in your heart, maybe my mother will really receive it." Shen Yanshi had a bright smile on his face, and explained to Lu Xunyan very friendly.

There was a helpless smile on Lu Xunyan's face, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, but he didn't have the kindness when he brushed off Shen Yan.

He had already told his mother what he should say at the cemetery. At this time, he just missed her terribly, wanted to talk to her, and asked her how she was doing, but these were all unrealistic wishes.

"Why are you looking at me? Look at the sky!" Shen Yan saw that he was staring at him all the time, so he quickly turned his head to the direction of the sky, very excitedly letting him do what he said.

In desperation, Lu Xunyan could only stare at the night sky with his twinkling eyes like stars, expressing all his thoughts about Bai Ruxin in his heart, before he knew it, he stared at the night sky for a long, long time without coming back to his senses , the soul seemed to be sucked away by the dark night sky, leaving only a statue-like body.

Shen Yan on the other side also told how she missed her father, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she also seemed to be in a fugue state.

Until it was getting late at night, the temperature difference in the suburbs was more or less outrageous, soon Shen Yan felt a little chilly, and couldn't help but sneezed, bringing Lu Xunyan back to his senses.

"Is it cold? Let's go down." Lu Xunyan glanced at the thin pajamas on Shen Yanshi's body, frowned slightly and said.

Immediately, Shen Yanshi shook his head and waved his hands, rejecting very strongly, "No, no, it's just a little itchy nose, you go on, don't worry about me."

"I've finished talking, and I'm a little sleepy now." Seeing Shen Yan's appearance, Lu Xunyan said to her rather helplessly, and even yawned pretending to be sleepy.

Shen Yanshi stared at him in disbelief, as if he felt that Lu Xunyan was fooling himself.But as soon as she saw him yawn, those doubts disappeared, and she nodded in agreement with his proposal.

When going downstairs, Lu Xunyan kept holding her hand tightly, as if he wanted to pass all his warmth to Shen Yan, so that she wouldn't be so cold anymore.

The temperature in her palm did move Shen Yanshi a little, and she couldn't help holding his hand tightly, with a satisfied smile on her face.

After a whole day, they were very busy. Last night because of the sudden death of their grandfather, they couldn't sleep well. They got up early this morning to work on the funeral, and they were ambushed and attacked on the way back.

The messy things came one after another, and at this time they could finally settle down, only the two of them were left without interference from others, and that was enough.

Back in the bedroom, as soon as Shen Yan was lying on the bed, he automatically and consciously got into Lu Xunyan's arms, like a cat nestling in his own nest, his face was full of satisfaction.

"Wait, Lu Xunyan, haven't you taken a shower yet..." Shen Yan, who was about to close his eyes and sleep, suddenly thought of this matter.

The latter also nodded helplessly, and even complained with a bit of aggrieved look on his face, "It's not that you dragged me to look at the sky, and then threw me on the bed when you came back."

All the faults were put on Shen Yanshi's body, so she couldn't help but stare at Lu Xunyan with round eyes, she couldn't believe that he could be so thick-skinned.

Just when she was about to scold him, Shen Yanshi was hugged tightly by Lu Xunyan, so that she could smell the scent of shower gel on him very clearly, and then she heard his deep voice, "Go to sleep."

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