Stupid cute maid loves to play tricks

"Dad..." Ling Zihao called his father. For some reason, he felt that his father seemed to be a different person after he fell ill. This change made him feel a little overwhelmed.

Father Ling seemed to have recovered from his trance, he turned his head and smiled slightly at his son, and then said: "Father told you something, you just listened to it, and it didn't have any deep meaning. "

"Of course, you don't have to think too much."

"Yes." Ling Zihao agreed to Father Ling, waiting for what Father Ling would say next.

"Actually, in my heart, besides your mother, there is another woman." Father Ling closed his eyes, as if recalling a beautiful and painful past.

"She is very beautiful and gentle. She seems to be the best woman in the world. I was about a teenager. I saw her by the mud fence on the way home. She was also walking. She was very beautiful. On his face, there is a little sadness that is different from ordinary people."

"I was very strange at the time, so I kept looking at her, and then I saw a tall man walking towards the girl suddenly, and then said something to the girl fiercely. Then the girl kept crying. "

"Then I was even more surprised. When the man left, I hurried forward to ask the girl, and then I asked her why she was crying."

"Then what did she say?" Ling Zihao couldn't help interjecting, although he knew he shouldn't do that, such words were extremely disrespectful to his father.But Ling's father didn't seem to mind, just continued to tell his stories lightly, and those past events that had been dusty for a long time, Ling's father used to think that this would be an eternal secret, and no one would know it for a lifetime secret.He never thought that there would be a day when this secret would be revealed. Since many years ago, Ling's father had kept this secret for a long time.

However, now he wants to reveal the secret himself.This secret that even he himself thought would never be revealed, was brought up by others.

Father Ling only felt that the speed of his heartbeat was a little different. At this point, he could clearly feel that he seemed to be different from before.

So his chest was still throbbing violently up and down, and he still couldn't speak very fluently.Father Ling gave a slight kick, and then Ling Zihao saw Father Ling like this, and hurried to help him, just like taking care of a child, oh no, just like taking care of himself when Father Ling was a child.Ling Zihao patted Ling's father on the back, and then called softly: "Dad... Be careful."

"Dad, you need to rest well now." Ling Zihao comforted Ling's father: "It's all in the past anyway, so don't talk about it if you don't want to talk about it."

Father Ling looked at his son, then shook his head, tears welled up in his eyes, then Father Ling looked at his son and said, "No... Zihao, let me speak, I want to continue."

"Okay." Ling Zihao had no choice but to agree.Ling Zihao held Father Ling's hand on the hospital bed. He hoped that this method could give Father Ling a kind of strength, and at the same time give him a sense of comfort. He didn't want to hurt his father because of this. In his eyes, his father He has already suffered a big blow because of himself, and he can't let his father suffer a bigger blow.

Ling Zihao hoped that his father could calm down.

Don't let anything happen again.

"That girl's name is Xiaofeng." Ling's father half-closed his eyes and looked at his son: "I'll ask Xiaofeng what's wrong. But Xiaofeng didn't speak, then turned her head and ran away. She ran far away. Far, I can't keep up."

"Xiaofeng runs so fast, I never thought of a girl who can run so fast." Ling's father seemed a little futile, and sighed slightly: "I couldn't catch up with her, I All my life... I have never been able to catch up with her."

"Dad..." Although Ling Zihao didn't know what his father had gone through, he could clearly feel the sadness that was silent in Ling's father's heart because father and son were connected.

"Xiaofeng's mother passed away early, and his father was an alcoholic and obnoxious. When he had no money, he would find Xiaofeng to vent his anger, and even refused to let Xiaofeng go to school again. After that, Xiaofeng could only work in a restaurant."

"I met Xiaofeng that day. Xiaofeng's father found Xiaofeng because he disliked the fact that Xiaofeng's salary in the restaurant was too low. He said that he had found a job for Xiaofeng in a hotel. He said that he was a waiter in a hotel. To put it mildly, he is working as a waiter, but in fact he is doing some shady business."

"Of course Xiaofeng is unwilling, but there is nothing he can do about his father. Xiaofeng said that before she met me, she wanted to run away. She wanted to find a serious job and save enough money to go to school. "Father Ling paused, the memories seemed too miserable, he was a little unwilling to face them by himself.

"At that time, I was a brother from a rich family, so I told Xiaofeng to let her quit her job in the restaurant. I will help her to go to school."

"But Xiaofeng doesn't want it. She thinks it's a kind of charity. She can't lift her head up in front of me. And I feel very uncomfortable. I like Xiaofeng, but Xiaofeng doesn't understand my intentions." Father Ling closed his eyes while talking.

"I had no choice, so I told Xiaofeng that I lent Xiaofeng the money for her studies. In the future, when she finishes her studies and finds a good job, she will return it to me. Xiaofeng then agreed to me .”

"But later, the family members found out about this matter, and they probably saw the relationship between me and Xiaofeng. The family members were very angry. Of course they were very opposed to this matter, and I was very helpless."

"I thought I lost contact with Xiaofeng because I followed the teachings and arrangements of my family members since I was a child. Maybe my family members couldn't bear it, so they sent Xiaofeng to study abroad." Father Ling closed his eyes, and then seemed to be a little choked up, His heart hurts too, and he also has such heartbreaking memories when he was like this.

Father Ling's heart was already cold.It seems that it has been so many years, but it seems that it happened yesterday.

It turned out that such a long time has passed, and when I think about it at night, it is still the same as what happened yesterday. The past is vivid in my memory, but it is extremely heartbreaking to think about it.It is also depressing.

"Later, I seemed to have forgotten about Xiaofeng, but how is this possible..." Ling's father repeated how this is possible several times, and then slowly said: "In the end, I still have her in my heart." Yes. How could I have forgotten Xiaofeng, she is the only person who brought me light in all these years of my life."

Ling Zihao thought in his heart: "But you have forgotten her." But Ling Zihao couldn't say it out, because he was just an old man lying on a sickbed in front of him, and he couldn't condemn an ​​old man.

"Then Dad, why do you want to impose everything you have experienced on me." Ling Zihao thought to himself, but he still didn't say it, because he knew it was not what he should say, he only felt his own It was a moment of great melancholy.

"Father... I am different from you after all." Ling Zihao lamented in his heart.Does fate feel that we have too much, so it must take something away from us?So do we have to compromise on something?So do we have to surrender to this unchangeable thing?Why can't you go all out, or take a gamble, even if it's for yourself and the one you love.

"Later, I obeyed the arrangement of my family and cut off contact with Xiaofeng. But I still thank my family members. They didn't deprive Xiaofeng of everything. On the contrary, they escaped Xiaofeng from the sea of ​​suffering. Let Xiaofeng go I went to school, and later I also knew that Xiaofeng is very smart and excellent, and now Xiaofeng is doing well."

"Actually, Xiaofeng told me that before his mother passed away, Xiaofeng's father was still very good. As a worker in an electronic machinery factory, one month's salary can make our family live well."

"After Xiaofeng's mother passed away, he felt depressed and was excluded from the factory."

"Xiaofeng's father has just changed. I asked Xiaofeng before if she hated her father. I thought Xiaofeng would say she hated her, but Xiaofeng didn't."

"Xiaofeng said that her father raised her, even if her father has become like this now, she doesn't hate her. She even said that it would be great if her father could stop drinking and gambling, so that the family could save some money and exchange for a better one." With a smaller house, you can eat better meals every day. The family does not need to worry about not having the next meal after eating, and there is no need to worry about being evicted by the landlord and living on the street.”

"Xiaofeng said that if her father becomes better, she and her father can live well together. Xiaofeng said that she doesn't hate her father, because if her mother knew, she wouldn't hate him either. Mom and Dad have always been loving Of course, Mom must never have thought that Dad would become like this."

"Xiaofeng said that she loves her mother, so she can't do things that will make her mother sad. Therefore, she has to learn to forgive her father."

"But before Xiaofeng could forgive her father, Xiaofeng's father was beaten to death because he owed a huge debt from gambling."

"This is also the reason why Xiaofeng doesn't want to stay here anymore." Ling's father was already in tears, he was a little excited, and he couldn't even speak.

Father Ling's tears flowed heavily, like a child's.

Seeing his father like this for the first time, Ling Zihao couldn't help panicking.He collected himself, and said as if to comfort his father: "Okay..."

"Dad... everything is over."

After a pause, a few minutes passed.In the past few minutes, Ling Zihao thought a lot, he didn't understand why his father had already missed Xiaofeng, and he wanted to let himself miss Gu Xiaoqing.He really didn't understand his father's intentions, but when he thought of his mother, he complained for his mother.Mother cares about him so much, so does mother know these things?Before coming, I couldn't help but wonder in my heart.

So Ling Zihao broke this seemingly terrifying silence, and there was an extremely sad smell in the air. Ling Zihao asked his father: "Then, do you have a mother in your heart? Mother, does mother know about this?"

"Maybe I know it, maybe I heard someone mention it by chance." Father Ling couldn't help being shocked when he heard his son's question. He seemed to have forgotten Ling Zihao's mother at that moment.But after all these years of being together day and night, Mother Ling is already the most important person in his heart.

"But your mother never asked me, and I also suppressed my feelings." Father Ling looked at Ling Zihao, as if he didn't intend to escape. He has reached such an age, what else is there to be afraid of?He loves his wife, Ling Zihao's mother is his most important person no matter what.

It's just that there is a lingering memory in the memory.It has thus become an eternal heartache that cannot be escaped or faced.

It is an irreparable gap.

"I don't know if your mother knows, but no matter what, I hope your mother can know that the past is just a memory."