Tong Yan Meng's Wife: One Hundred Tricks to Learn Before Marriage

"Mom, Dad, he's so skinny. He's not sick, it's just that he who never eats twice-cooked pork now often asks the chef to make twice-cooked pork for him. He who never eats jelly also eats jelly frequently."

"..."

"And he who likes to get up early now likes to stay in bed like a mother. He sleeps until more than nine o'clock in the morning every day. Mom, one day I was looking for a hair dryer to dry my hair, and I went into Dad's room to get it. I saw him holding you The photo is crying."

"..."

"Mom, what's the matter with you and Dad? You have never been separated? Why do you suddenly want to go out to exercise? Is it really because your life is too monotonous? Dad said that you want to realize your ideals, Mom, what is your ideal? It hurts to see Dad like this, can you come back?"

"..."

"Mom, are you talking?"

The computer screen was like a bayonet, stabbing Tang Xinxin's heart one by one.

Tang Xinxin always thought that Li Jie had a new love and didn't like her anymore, so she took her to divorce her in a daze.

But I didn't expect that Li Jie got her by all means and built a beautiful family. Why did he do this?Tang Xinxin couldn't figure it out.

Tears rolled down Tang Xinxin's face coldly.

"Mom, are you talking?"

The son is still desperately sending messages.

"Xing'er, mother..."

Mother?Am I still a mother?I am mother?Am I like a mom?What am I doing?Tang Xinxin looked at the computer motionlessly, only the tears were still running down her face like crazy.

"Mom, are you okay? Why ignore me? Talk?"

"..."

"Mom, do you know Dad? He has to put the stool where you sit at every meal now, and says every day that you may come back suddenly and sit in that position to eat with us. And When Dad said that, I could feel his heart breaking."

"Xing'er..."

Tang Xinxin typed out the word "Xing'er" with stiff fingers, and then continued to cry silently.

"Mom, when are you coming back? I have something to tell you. "

"Speak, Xing'er."

"Mom, I'm getting married. My girlfriend has a child. Mom, you are going to be a grandma. If you are at home, you must be jumping for joy. You have always been a child, haven't you? Hehe .”

"what?"

This news really surprised Tang Xinxin, she didn't even know her son had a girlfriend, and now she heard Xing'er said that she was going to get married?
"Mom, when I had a girlfriend, I wanted to talk to you, but you usually call me from a public phone, so I want to contact you, but I don't have your phone number. Right now, I don't I waited for you for several days before your QQ went online, did I finally get in touch with you?"

"..."

Tang Xinxin's head throbbed with pain.

She really hated herself, but could it really be her fault?She and Li Jie, even if it was the most basic thing between husband and wife, even if it was Tang Xinxin's physical needs, but when she did that with Li Jie, she felt so sad that she would die.

Although Li Jie is indeed outstanding, there is indeed a big difference between loving and not loving.

After so many years, Tang Xinxin endured it.

But when Tang Xinxin really met her beloved Liu Zihan, Li Jie argued with her and lost his temper with her. Wasn't it obvious that he wanted to drive her away?

Can it be her fault?
Who is to blame?Can you say something about fate?

Tang Xinxin's heart was in unspeakable pain.

"Mom, you used to ask me why you don't want you to visit me at school? Why don't you go to my school for a parent meeting? Let me tell you now, do you want to hear it?"

"..."

Her son was still talking, but Tang Xinxin had a headache, her heart ached, and she had no strength in her hands. She just stared blankly at the computer screen, watching her son's messages, and they jumped out one by one.

"Huh? Don't want to hear it?"

The son knew that his mother wanted to hear it, but he asked it on purpose.

"Speak up if you have something to say, or I will crush you."

I have to admit that this is indeed a question Tang Xinxin has always wanted to know.You're still pretty, don't you want me to go to school?Why?Embarrass you?

"Mom, do you know? You don't look like a mother at all, you are like a little girl. So I am afraid that my classmates will laugh at me. But you must come back to participate when I get married. This time I won't be like It was like that when I was studying, this time I will only be proud of having such a beautiful mother."

"..."

"Mom, are you listening? Talk."

"Mom is listening."

"I don't understand what happened to you and Dad? Why did you leave? When did the family run out of money? My family's medicine business is getting bigger and bigger. Now there are all kinds of machinery and equipment for manufacturing. Before If you want to work part-time, it is the city A experience that Dad accompanied you to experience, but now why are you going alone? I can’t even see a trace of Dad’s smile now."
"Xing'er, I..."

"Mom, when are you coming back?"

The bay red hut was so quiet that the sound of tears falling could be heard.

Tang Xinxin seemed to be frozen, she stared at the dialog box on the computer screen without moving.

Every word on it was full of thorns, which made Tang Xinxin's heart ache.

"Mom, what are you talking about? When will you be back? It's almost the Spring Festival, and Dad left yesterday morning. He didn't say where he was going? He just said he was going out for a few days."

Another long silence, what is Xing'er doing?Is he also sad behind the screen?
"Mom, our home is so deserted without you now. Mom, without you, Dad can hardly say a word all day long. He seems to have lost his smile, and he has never smiled. Mom, It hurts so much to see such a father. We can all see and feel that Dad loves you to the bone. Mom, can you feel it?"

Xing'er's words were still piercing Tang Xinxin's heart word by word.

"..."

Tang Xinxin found that her hands were shaking, and she couldn't type normally at all.

"Mom, I don't understand what's going on with our family? But I really miss you."

"Xing'er..."

Tang Xinxin saw that her hands on the keyboard were so thin and stiff, a bit like the sharp claws of a thousand-year-old banshee, scratching through an otherwise warm and sweet home.

Maybe everyone in her life should be happy but I am sad, maybe she shouldn't want to live for herself.If she could endure it, how many people would she be able to bring happiness to?
Now she is happy and living the life she wants, but...

The more anxious Tang Xinxin became, the worse her head hurt.

"Dudu..."

Seeing that her mother hadn't answered for a long time, Xing'er suddenly initiated a video request.

"Mom, what are you doing? I miss you so much, let me see you, okay? You won't be the same as Dad, have you changed? Mom, accept? I want to see you."

Xing'er was still typing desperately.

"See me?" Tang Xinxin muttered as she turned around in the maroon hut.

She couldn't let Xin'er see her current appearance, and she could clearly feel that she had lost weight.

The clothes and skirts she wears are now at least two sizes too big. She wasn't fat before, so she should be considered out of shape if she is so thin?How could Xing'er see her like this?But she hasn't seen her son for a long time, and she also wants to see him. 
"I……"

Tang Xinxin's head hurt intermittently, she stood up slowly, and slowly looked towards the bathroom.She wanted to tidy herself up quickly, but she was really weak, and now she was top-heavy and staggered again, she found that her legs were trembling, and she sat down helplessly.

Never mind, accept the video?
"Mom, it's so dark over there? Didn't you turn on the light?" The son's voice was still so sweet.

Tang Xinxin looked at her son Xing'er in the video, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

Still, she slowly turned on the light in the maroon hut with her hand. The maroon hut was so quiet that Tang Xinxin's heart was constricted.

"Mother."

When Xing'er saw Tang Xinxin, her eyes widened, and then tears welled up from her eyes.

"Mom, can you tell me what happened to you and Dad? Why are you so thin?"

The son was so sad that he began to cry.

"Don't cry, mom just ate something bad and had diarrhea."

Tang Xinxin also cried, she spoke loudly into the microphone.

I haven't seen my son for four months.

My son Xing'er has really grown up, and the beard around his lips has turned black.

The son in his twenties was sobbing with tears in his eyes, looking at his mother on the screen with distress, so distressed that he wanted to hug the screen.

Tang Xinxin forgot the time, and also forgot that she hadn't eaten.

She kept crying, and while looking at her son, she thought of Liu Zihan's Jing'er again.Thinking of my mother's heart is so distressing.

Now she also made her son miss his mother, and she also made her son cry.

"Son, tell your father, I'll be back soon."

Tang Xinxin wanted to end her tears, to end everything.She had to contact Li Jie, and had to ask many things.

"That's great, Mom, can I have a video with you every day? I really miss you so much. When Dad comes back, I will tell Dad that you are coming back. I believe Dad will be so happy that he will die."

Xing'er said with a smile while shedding tears.

"Xing'er, mom misses you too."

Tang Xinxin knew that Li Jie had already arrived in City A, and he even went to the police station to beat up Lu Ge severely.

But Tang Xinxin could also see the changes in Li Jie, why did they come to this point?Is it really her fault?She really shouldn't live for herself?
Everyone has people they hate and people they like.People who are hated are not saying that they are wrong, they can only say that they are not in tune with themselves.Who would want to be with the person they least like?
This is like letting a person with trypophobia choose to live in a densely packed thing. How many people can bear this?Am I really wrong?

After the conversation between Tang Xinxin and Xing'er was over, she lay down powerlessly.