"Xiaoye..." Gu Xiye's face was full of impatience, and he couldn't help but raise his tone of voice: "What should be said and what should not be said, you are not a child anymore, don't you know everything? ?”

Originally, because he felt guilty towards her, he was always cautious towards her.

He didn't want to say anything serious to hurt her.

But he didn't expect that he only thought of her as a naive and kind little girl, and she actually thought of so many messy things in her heart, and even encouraged him to run away together!
As a soldier, he can forgive everything else, only this matter...

"Brother Gu, what I said is true, I really just like you, love you..." Ye Zitong didn't know what she said wrong, Gu Xiye suddenly changed her face, she was anxious and angry, He turned his head quickly, thinking about how to appease him.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't think of any good solution, so I could only hold his hand tightly, bite his tongue hard, and immediately burst into tears of pain: "I have no parents since I was a child, in my heart You have always been my hero, the Prince Charming in my dreams, and I have always fantasized that one day you will be able to pick me up on a white horse..."

"You..." Gu Xiye was a little annoyed, he didn't know what to say.

Originally, she actually encouraged him to run away, and even had the idea of ​​defrauding everyone. Reason told him that he should push her away without hesitation, but she mentioned her parents, no matter how ruthless Gu Xiye was, he couldn't do that.

And this small change naturally cannot escape Ye Zitong's eyes: "Since my father sacrificed, you have been silently supporting me, allowing me to eat well, wear warm clothes, and grow up healthy..."

"I know it's wrong to like you, but I really can't control it..." Ye Zitong snotted her nose and burst into tears, making those who saw it sad and those who heard it cry.

As the person involved, Gu Xiye naturally also...

Although she was annoyed by what she said just now, she mentioned her father again and again, and those dusty pasts resurfaced in his mind again.

He thought he had almost forgotten everything about that year, but who knew it was becoming clearer and clearer.

"Xiaoye, listen to me..." Gu Xiye took deep breaths again and again, trying to keep himself calm.

Perhaps, some things should be explained clearly.

After all, after so many years of escaping, it is not a good thing to continue escaping.

"Dannian, your father's sacrifice was caused by my mistake." Gu Xiye's voice was low and stiff, and every word seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. In just a few words, he was already sweating profusely, his face was pale, as if It's been a lot of pain and suffering.

"Brother Gu, I can't blame you for this matter. I never blame you, and my father won't blame you." Ye Zitong didn't expect that Gu Xiye would take the initiative to mention this matter to herself, and immediately became anxious: "Don't worry about the past. Again, isn't it good now?"
Ye Zitong is not stupid, on the contrary she is very smart.

As soon as Gu Xiye opened her mouth, she was keenly aware that things were getting out of control.

She knew better than anyone else that her only reliance on Gu Xiye was the guilt in his heart.

As long as he doesn't open his mouth for a day, and he doesn't tell the truth about it, he will feel guilty for one more day. For her, as long as he still has guilt in his heart, she can think of a way to follow the guilt in his heart to get more what she wants. of.However, if he is allowed to speak out, then the guilt in his heart will disappear, at least a lot will disappear.After all, those were all old things from many years ago, and most of the reason he can still remember them now is because he was a fledgling young man with too little experience back then, so when he encountered some things, he immediately Will take it to heart.

If it is now, after he has experienced countless things, those things are really not worth mentioning.

"Brother Gu, don't think about it. My father died for his beloved career, and it has nothing to do with you." Ye Zitong was flustered and didn't know what to do. She always felt that all developments were under her own control. Among them, everything developed according to her expectations.

Although the final outcome is often unsatisfactory, it is within her expectations.

But Gu Xiye suddenly opened his mouth to tell her what happened back then, which was not what she expected at all.

"No, it's really because of me." Gu Xiye shook his head with a heavy face: "That was the first time I was the commander-in-chief alone. At that time, I was still young, and I always felt that the sky was the boss and I was the second child. I was arrogant. , did not see the enemy in the eyes at all."

Gu Xiye said with a bitter smile on his face.

To be honest, he has always been someone else's child since he was a child.

Whatever you do is the best...

It can be said that he grew up with all kinds of praise and praise, because no matter what he does, he will try his best to do his best and achieve the ultimate. After all, he is a child of someone else's family in the legend. Can it be better than others?And not only better, but much better.

It is also because of this that he has a dogmatic personality.

No matter what the situation is, he only believes that he is the best. As for other people's opinions, he won't even listen to them, let alone follow them. That's simply impossible.

I don't know if it's God's favor or what, although he has all kinds of problems, but he walked smoothly along the way.

It wasn't until that incident that he fully realized his shortcomings and shortcomings.

Many people told him that it is a good thing to realize his shortcomings and shortcomings early, even his parents told him so. As for the comrades who died because of their own wrong decisions, they seemed to have made an appointment Well, the same, are never mentioned.

In fact, he knew very well in his heart that they didn't mention it because they didn't want to make him feel sad, and it was for his own good.

But the more they didn't mention it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

What's more, if they talk about it, although he will feel uncomfortable, he can also take the opportunity to tell them about these things. After talking about these things, he will definitely feel much better in his heart.But they never mentioned it, and he couldn't take the initiative to mention it, after all, it was for his own good that they didn't mention it.As a result, this matter has been placed heavily in his heart, and he can't find anyone to talk to.

Strictly speaking, it had been so many years since that happened, and this was the first time he really talked about it with others.

"Your father did die because of my mistake in decision-making." Obviously the truth of the matter is as simple as that, but it has been kept in Gu Xiye's heart for many years and has not been mentioned to anyone.Originally, he thought it would be difficult to speak out, especially since this person was Ye Zitong, the biggest victim of the incident.

But he didn't expect it himself, in fact, it didn't seem to be as difficult as he thought.

"Aren't you always sending money to you?" The most difficult part has already been said, and the others seem to be not so difficult. Gu Xiye smiled and said calmly: "The person who really sends money to you is The comrades in the logistics department have nothing to do with me, if you hadn't appeared suddenly, I would have even forgotten that there is such a thing."

When Ye Zitong said it before, he realized that she had misunderstood, and he didn't point it out immediately because he didn't want to disappoint her, fearing that she would be hurt again.

But now, it is clear that Ye Zitong's feelings for him are not pure admiration, but...

Well, he is good at everything, the only thing is that he is too serious.

It’s good to say good things like truth, and it’s not good to say bad.

Because he is serious, no matter what he believes, as long as he believes in it, he will definitely do his best conscientiously.But at the same time, because he is serious, he can allow the people around him to be incapable and not smart enough, but he does not allow them to have any unruly thinking.

If Ye Zitong simply adores him, if it's just that a young girl has a good impression of someone who shines on him, he naturally doesn't want her to be hurt. In his opinion, people who like him should be respected the most. Anyone who has a crush on him can hurt without hesitation, that's simply a scumbag.

However, it would be different if her liking took on other colors.

Just like Ye Zitong, if she simply liked him a little, then he would have nothing to say, but he never dreamed that she would actually have the passbook in her heart to let him feign death and run away. What he couldn't accept the most was that she actually I have even thought about how to go back home in the future, how to get rid of the crime of running away...

He's a soldier, he's used to going straight, saying what he has to say, and he's afraid from the bottom of his heart when he meets this kind of person.

At that moment, Ye Zitong felt goosebumps all over her body.

Now that you have opened your mouth, let's be more straightforward and explain everything clearly: "Do you still want to say that it is my allowance no matter what?"

"That's right, I've given you all my allowances and subsidies." Gu Xiye didn't deny this, "But, for me, Gu Xiye, do you think I'm short of money?"

As Gu Xiye said, he shrugged indifferently.

Yes, how could he, Gu Xiye, be short of that little money?
who is he?He is Gu Xiye, who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, how could he care about that little money?

"You..." Ye Zitong's face turned pale, and she took two steps back in panic.

To be honest, she had expected this possibility a long time ago.

I also knew that to Gu Xiye, that little money was really nothing, but I knew it was completely different from what he said.

"Although the country has issued pensions, no matter what, your father's death is still caused by me. You are his only daughter, and you are what he cares about the most. And you were underage at that time. I will give you There is no other meaning in making money, your father is dead, I can't do anything else, only money..."

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