resentment

When Lin Lan saw that Gu Kai promised to accompany him to eat, he was very happy, but the attack did not materialize.

Lin Lan and Lin Lan, who were holding Gu Kai's arm, came to the restaurant, sat down to one side and began to eat, but no one spoke during this time.

When Gu Kai was eating, Lin Lan kept looking at him, and occasionally put some food into Gu Kai's bowl, but he didn't move his chopsticks much after that.

During this period, Lin Lan wanted to ask Gu Kai several times what he did today, but Gu Kai, who was sitting opposite him, seemed to have seen nothing and only ate, but Lin Lan was still very happy even so, because Lin Lan is always with her now.

Compared with the smile on Lin Lan's face, Gu Kai's face was only indifferent, as if he was not interested in the dinner prepared by Lin Lan, and was just eating numbly.

Lin Lan poked the rice in the bowl lightly with the chopsticks in his hand, and suddenly said, "You know what? I'm really happy today?"

"Ok?"

"Because you haven't eaten with me for a long time." Looking at the dinner on the table and the man in front of her, Lin Lan suddenly became a little resentful.

"I'm too busy." Gu Kai's words seemed to explain to him that he hadn't accompanied Lin Lan during this time, but to Lin Lan, it seemed to be an excuse.

When Lin Lan came, even if she was busy, if she really wanted to have dinner with her, Gu Kai would definitely have time, but Lin Lan didn't say these words, because she knew that if she said it, she might not be able to. I ate quietly with Gu Kai like this.

It is already a very happy thing for Lin Lan that the two of them can have such a quiet meal today. If he is forcing something, it seems that he is a bit too willful.

"I'm done." After speaking, Gu Kai put down the chopsticks in his hand, got up and prepared to leave.

"Are you full?" Seeing that Lin Lan was about to leave, Lin Lan also stood up.

Although Gu Kai had been eating just now, Lin Lan noticed that Gu Kai actually ate very little, which made Lin Lan worry whether the food he prepared did not suit Gu Kai's appetite.

"En." Ignoring Lin Lan behind him, Gu Kai went straight to the stairs.

Looking at Lin Lan's back, Lin Lan clenched his fist unconsciously, but he loosened it soon after, but Lin Lan didn't notice these small changes.

Looking at the food on the table, Lin Lan no longer had the happy look on his face, but instead had some self-deprecating smiles.

Before Gu Kai came back, Lin Lan started preparing dinner, thinking about what Gu Kai likes to eat, and finally waited until Gu Kai came back and agreed to have dinner with him, but in the end Gu Kai only ate a little Some dishes, even some dishes, did not move chopsticks.

Faced with these dishes, Lin Lan also lost his appetite. Without Gu Kai's company, Lin Lan didn't want to eat anything, so he dumped all the dishes he had prepared for a long time into the trash can.

After clearing away the dishes and chopsticks on the table, Lin Lan went to the kitchen to wash the tableware one by one and put them in the cupboard.After that, I made a cup of coffee and prepared to send it to Gu Kai's study.

Lin Lan, who walked out of the kitchen, looked at the closed door upstairs, and suddenly lost his mind. It took a long time before Lin Lan came back to his senses.

At this time, the coffee in Lin Lan's hand was already cold, so Lin Lan made another cup in desperation.

When Lin Lan walked into the study with his coffee, Gu Kai didn't look up to see what was going on. Instead, he kept staring at the document in his hand, but his frowning seemed to reveal that he seemed to be worried about something.

Knowing that now is not the time to disturb Gu Kai, Lin Lan gently put the coffee he prepared on the desk, then stood aside and looked at Gu Kai quietly.

Even standing aside and watching Gu Kai quietly, Lin Lan still had a smile on his face, as if looking at Gu Kai like this was a very happy thing.

"It's getting late, let's go to rest first." Although Gu Kai didn't take his eyes off the document, he still knew that Lin Lan who just came in hadn't left.

"I have nothing to do with you. If you are worried that I will disturb you, I will pay attention not to make other noises." Lin Lan, who thought it was him who disturbed Gu Kai, contained a hint of apology in his words.

Seeing that Lin Lan had no intention of leaving, Gu Kai closed the document in his hand and put it aside, then looked up at Lin Lan who was beside him, "You've been busy all day, it's time to go to rest."

Thinking that Gu Kai was self-love and caring for Lin Lan, she shook her head slightly and said softly, "I'm fine, and I didn't do anything today, so just let me stay here with you."

"I don't need your company." Gu Kai directly rejected Lin Lan's request just now.Having dinner with Lin Lan at night was already a compromise, and Gu Kai didn't want to accommodate Lin Lan anymore.

"I...I will be very quiet and will not make a sound." Gu Kai's blunt refusal made Lin Lan feel a little embarrassed.

Gu Kai rubbed his aching temples, lowered his voice, and said with a slightly serious tone, "Lin Lan, I told you to go back."

Gu Kai's sudden seriousness made Lin Lan a little uncomfortable. After all, he was fine just now, so why rush him away now?What's more, I didn't do anything.

"I don't want it." At this moment, Lin Lan also played with his temper, but didn't want to leave.

Gu Kai closed his eyes, and he emphasized his tone again, "I don't want to say it a third time, so you'd better go out now."

"I also said I don't want it." Lin Lan's attitude became tougher as he spoke, as if he wanted to stay with him in the study no matter what.

"You'd better not challenge my patience, I'm in a bad mood right now."

"You are in a bad mood. It has nothing to do with me being here with you. Why do you have to drive me away?" Lin Lan became a little excited looking at Gu Kai.

When he heard Lin Lan still unwilling to leave, Gu Kai suddenly stood up, pointed at the door and shouted angrily: "Get out!"

"I don't want it!" Although Lin Lan was frightened by Gu Kai's words, he still insisted on his attitude and was unwilling to leave the study.

"I told you to leave, didn't you hear?" Gu Kai picked up the coffee that Lin Lan had prepared for him just now and threw it in front of Lin Lan.

Lin Lan looked at the coffee splashing in front of his eyes, and took a step back in fright, but the persistence in his eyes did not back down in the slightest. Although he was very scared in his heart, Lin Lan didn't want to make any retreat, and the two remained in a stalemate like this with.

Looking at the residue of the cup on the ground, Lin Lan said, "I know why you drove me out, but what's the point of doing this?"

"What I want to do is my business, it has nothing to do with you."

"Why is it okay? Today is my sister's death day, how can it have nothing to do with me?"

Lin Lan has been resisting not wanting to tell this matter, but Gu Kai's current attitude makes him have to face this matter.

In fact, the reason why Gu Kai did this was because today was the anniversary of his sister's death. Facing him like this, Lin Lan didn't have any resentment towards Gu Kai in his heart, on the contrary, he felt distressed.

Gu Kai walked up to Lin Lan quickly, and said in a deep voice, "You'd better not talk, otherwise I won't promise that I won't do anything to you."

"Oh, what are you doing?" Looking at Gu Kai like this, Lin Lan just snorted coldly, "Gu Kai, my sister is dead, she's already dead, how long are you going to go on like this?"

"Lin Lan." Gu Kai shouted to stop Lin Lan, not wanting her to continue talking.

What Lin Lan said just now stimulated Gu Kai again and again. At this time, Gu Kai was on the verge of collapse, and even he himself couldn't guarantee whether he would do something out of line.

"Am I wrong? I know you want to be alone, but do you know that I will worry about you too?" Faced with Gu Kai's oppression, Lin Lan did not choose to say nothing, on the contrary, he wanted to Say all the things that have been buried in my heart all the time, at least in this way I can let Gu Kai know what I think.

"Every year today, you will let yourself get drunk, but what can you do? Will my sister survive? No, Gu Kai, my sister will not survive."

"Stop talking." Gu Kai yelled out of control.

At this time, the anger in Gu Kai's heart made him look a little hideous. If the person in front of him was someone else, maybe he would not even have a chance to live.

Lin Lan looked at the person in front of him, and finally couldn't hold back the tears that he had been holding back. During the years when his sister left, Lin Lan had always watched Gu Kai's life, and knew what he had endured. pain of.

But it's been so long since my sister left, Gu Kai should have come out of the sadness of her sister's departure, Lin Lan didn't want to let Gu Kai go on like this.

"Gu Kai, you have done enough. My sister has been dead for so long, so you should come out. If my sister sees you like this, do you think she will be happy?" Lin Lan reached out and grabbed Gu Kai Kai's clothes, trying to make him face the truth he's told.

Gu Kai, who was forced by Lin Lan to face these things, has been suppressing his emotions, but seeing Lin Lan talking too much, Gu Kai unconsciously clenched his fists, wanting to hit Lin Lan, wanting to make Lin Lan shut up. Mouth.

But looking at the similar face in front of him, Gu Kai thought of many things in an instant, but he couldn't wave his raised hand in the end.

Gu Kai pushed away Lin Lan who was standing in front of him, turned around and angrily smashed everything on the desk, trying to vent his grievances, but even so, nothing changed.

Gu Kai, who didn't want to stay in the study any longer, turned around and wanted to leave here.

Seeing that Gu Kai was about to leave, Lin Lan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes indiscriminately, and hurriedly asked, "Where are you going?"

Gu Kai, who didn't want to pay attention to Lin Lan, took a deep breath, then kicked the things under his feet fiercely, and left the study.