Aside from being shocked, my heart also felt a little loose that I didn't know about, but I was still stubborn, unwilling to let him get closer to my heart even a step.I don't want to be hurt anymore.
Until today, when Lu Yiting lost his temper with me, I was able to look directly into his eyes, to see the seriousness in his eyes, and to know that everything he said so far was not a joke, every word was his truth.
Eyes can't deceive people. It's the first time in my life that someone looks directly at me with such loving eyes. It's hard for me not to be tempted.
I want to know what it feels like to be loved.
But now I am not fit to stand by his side at all.Lu Yiting certainly doesn't care about these things, but I do.
Being ignored by my family since I was a child made me aggressive and sensitive, and I couldn't tolerate a little doubt from others. Although my life in the Lin family smoothed my competitiveness, I was still very afraid of others' doubts.
I don't want someone to say to Lu Yiting, "Hey, why do you like her, she is a divorced woman with a child, she is not worthy of you at all."
I feel like I'm suffocating even thinking about it.
So I must become better!
I am worthy of myself, and also worthy of Lu Yiting's heavy liking.
Before I knew it, I had been thinking so much in a mess, and I looked up at my watch. It was already past three o'clock in the morning, and it was almost dawn.
After thinking for so long, my mind was exhausted. At this time, the drowsiness slowly crept in. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up the next morning, it was almost nine o'clock.
I was taken aback and thought I was late for work this time!
I hurried out of bed and saw you sitting in the dining room eating, I just remembered that today is Sunday and I don’t have to go to work.
Huh, false alarm.I pressed my aching temple to wake up my still bewildered mind.Only then did she notice how Niaoyou was eating alone.
"Why are you here alone? Where's Aunt Yuan Qi? Didn't you get up?" I asked, stroking her curly head.
Niaoyou nodded, and replied, "No, Mom and Aunt Yuan Qi got up late today. I was too hungry, so I found something to eat first."
"That's right, Yuan Qi was waiting for me yesterday, and she went to bed very late, so I let her sleep for a while." I thought to myself, and I didn't call Yuan Qi, and I went to the kitchen to get some food for dinner with you.
Niaoyou has always been a sensible child.Although she didn't live in a warm family environment since she was a child, she still grew up to be a well-behaved and considerate little girl.
Every time I see the innocent and lovely smiling face, I feel heartbroken, and I only feel that I owe her a lot.
But now with Lu Yiting's help, Niao Niao can finally continue to go to school, which can be regarded as a solution to my heart problem.
I took another bite of rice into my mouth, thinking about what I had and what I didn't have.At this moment Yuan Qi also got up.
"Hey, I slept really well...why do you guys get up so early?"
Yuan Qi yawned and asked me and Niaoyiao.I looked at Yuan Qi's confused expression and it was really funny: "It's still early, what time is it! Go wash up, I'll get you some breakfast."
"Hmm... okay." Yuan Qi rubbed her eyes and went to wash up.Seeing Yuan Qi go to wash up, I turned around and walked into the kitchen to make some simple breakfast for Yuan Qi.
I just cooked an egg for Yuan Qi, but I heard my cell phone ringing in the bedroom.
"Liaoyou! Go and help mom take out the phone, I can't move my hands!" I yelled to the one who was sitting outside.
"Okay!" You ran into the room and took my mobile phone to the kitchen.
"Thank you Niaoyou! Let's go play!" I washed my hands, took the mobile phone in Niaoyou's hand, patted her and let her go out of the kitchen, because the kitchen was still a little choked after frying eggs.
"Yeah!" Curly nodded and ran out again.Seeing that you left the kitchen, I looked down to see who the caller was.
An unfamiliar number was displayed on the screen, I hesitated, hung up and did not answer the call.
Maybe it was a typo... I thought to myself, I have all the people I know, maybe it's a salesman?
Unexpectedly, as soon as I hung up the phone, the other party called again.
It seems that the other party should know who I am, so they called twice, and I answered the phone.
"Hello? How are you?" I asked tentatively after connecting.
"Hello! Is this Miss Lanxin?" My name was spoken on the other side, and the voice was a sweet and pleasant girl.
"Ah, I'm Lan Xin... May I ask who you are?" I was a little shocked when my name was called out, and hurriedly asked the other party's identity.
The other party heard that I was Lan Xin, and his voice became a little excited. "I'm the girl from the yoga studio yesterday! Do you remember?"
The girl at the yoga studio yesterday?There were so many girls in the yoga studio yesterday... which one is it?
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't figure out it was that girl.Wait, this voice sounds familiar...
Could it be the girl who accidentally touched Yang Yan yesterday?A slightly weak figure immediately appeared in my mind.
I asked the girl on the other side if she was the one I thought, and there was an immediate affirmative voice from the other end.
"Yes, yes, I didn't expect you to remember me!" The girl's voice suddenly became excited.
After confirming the identity of the other party, my doubts in my heart became heavier. Why is she looking for me?
"Yeah, I still remember you... May I ask what you want from me?" After I asked the question in my heart, the person on the other side seemed a little shy.
"That's right. Thank you for your help yesterday... That woman was suddenly so fierce that I was taken aback. I wanted to thank you at that moment, but the mother and daughter..."
The girl obviously remembered the crazy behavior of Yang Yan and Mrs. Lin yesterday, so she didn't say the rest.
It turned out to be this matter, and I was about to say it was okay and let her not worry about it, when the girl opened her mouth again.
"But it's okay, your boyfriend came later. He gave the mother and daughter a hard time, telling them not to trouble you anymore." The girl was a little excited, "It's really handsome."
Boy friend?It should be Lu Yiting.
"Hehe, he's not my boyfriend...you don't have to pay too much attention to this matter, I just can't stand them bullying people."
"Huh? Not your boyfriend? He seems to care about you a lot... I thought it was your boyfriend..." The girl seemed a little sorry, "But, I called you today to say please Have a meal and thank you for helping me yesterday! Will you come?"
"Ah... I just helped you casually, you really don't need to take it to heart, you don't need to eat or something..."
I'm a little embarrassed.I don't know this girl very well, and I don't know what to say when I eat, so it's best not to go.I can only refuse.
"Aren't you coming? I even made a special trip to find the reception girl in the yoga class to ask for your name and phone number..." The girl was a little disappointed, but recovered quickly, "But since you don't want to come, forget it! "
I was a little speechless for a while, is it not good for me to reject such a lively girl...
"My name is Kang Wenqi. If you need my help in the future, just call me!"
Kang Wenqi's energetic voice also infected me, so I hurriedly agreed.
"We'll be good friends from now on!" "Yes, we'll be friends!"
"That's it for today, we'll talk later!" Kang Wenqi was obviously happy. I met a new friend, and my heart was warm, and said, "Okay!"
After saying goodbye to each other, I hung up the phone.
Kang Wenqi?When I saw her yesterday, when I saw her being pushed to the ground by Yang Yan, I thought she was a weak and introverted girl, but I didn't expect her personality to be so lively.
And during the conversation with her just now, she also said whatever came to her mind, and her emotional changes were all in her voice, just like a child.
At first glance, it was grown up in the palm of the hand by the family.Nothing particularly serious.That's why she was so frightened that she didn't even react when she was treated like that by Yang Yan yesterday.
It's really enviable... It's a bit similar to Yuan Qi.
Why are all my friends like this?I can't help but chuckle.At this time, Yuan Qi also finished washing and walked to the dining table.
I hurriedly put the eggs I just added and a few slices of bread on a plate for Yuan Qi to put on the dining table.
"Who was it that called you just now?" Yuan Qi also heard someone calling me just now, and asked curiously.
"It's Kang Wenqi...it's the girl Yang Yan bullied yesterday." I told Yuan Qi about Yang Yan yesterday, so she remembered it quickly.
Yuan Qi nodded, "Oh...it's her, thank you for calling you?"
"Well... yes, okay, you have breakfast, it's almost cold. Put down the phone first, and play after eating!"
I didn't pay attention to Yuan Qi at a glance, and Yuan Qi took out her mobile phone out of nowhere and ate breakfast while watching it.
Yuan Qi didn't know when she never left her mobile phone. When she said that it was bad for her eyes, she just slapped it perfunctorily and never listened.
"Oh, let's see if anyone has sent me a message. Let's eat right away." Yuan Qi said perfunctorily when she heard me say this.
"There's really nothing I can do with you..." I didn't listen to her, so I could only let her go.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Yuan Qi thought I was angry, so she quickly put down her phone and ate the breakfast I made for her in big gulps.
"Okay, okay, I'm done eating, let's play now!" After speaking, Yuan Qi immediately picked up the phone again.
Looking at Yuan Qi's childlike appearance, I was really angry and laughed, and in the end I could only shake my head helplessly, and went to help Yuan Qi take away the plate she had finished eating.
I picked up Yuan Qi's plate and walked into the kitchen. After I tidied up everything, I came out only to find that Yuan Qi's face, which was originally happily playing with her mobile phone, had become very ugly.
"What's the matter?" I stepped forward and teased Yuan Qi, "It doesn't look good with a wrinkled face."
But Yuan Qi didn't rush towards me with a smile as usual, but looked at me seriously.
"Xinxin, what did your mother do to you yesterday?"
I was startled, thinking why Yuan Qi would suddenly ask this.
Although I told Yuan Qi yesterday that my mother was bothering me, I was afraid that Yuan Qi would be worried about many things, so I didn't tell her. Now that Yuan Qi is asking me, maybe she knows something?
"No, just... just said a few words to me like before..." I stammered, "What's wrong?"
Seeing my nervous look, Yuan Qi probably understood something in her heart, and directly handed me the mobile phone in her hand.
"What?" I took the phone, feeling a little baffled.Did Lu Yiting tell Yuan Qi what happened yesterday?
Probably not, Lu Yiting is not such a talkative person... Who is that?It can't be my mother, can it?
All I could think about was that someone had told Yuan Qi what happened yesterday, and when I saw the content on the phone clearly, I didn't expect the matter to develop to this point.
On the page of the mobile phone was a news article with the headline: "A woman was denounced by several people in the street for abusing the elderly."
My heart suddenly sank, what is this?
I controlled my trembling fingers and continued to scroll down. The content was probably what happened yesterday, and there were two accompanying pictures in the middle. The young woman in the picture was clearly me!
A cold air rose from the heels all of a sudden, what's going on?Why did it become like this?
Until today, when Lu Yiting lost his temper with me, I was able to look directly into his eyes, to see the seriousness in his eyes, and to know that everything he said so far was not a joke, every word was his truth.
Eyes can't deceive people. It's the first time in my life that someone looks directly at me with such loving eyes. It's hard for me not to be tempted.
I want to know what it feels like to be loved.
But now I am not fit to stand by his side at all.Lu Yiting certainly doesn't care about these things, but I do.
Being ignored by my family since I was a child made me aggressive and sensitive, and I couldn't tolerate a little doubt from others. Although my life in the Lin family smoothed my competitiveness, I was still very afraid of others' doubts.
I don't want someone to say to Lu Yiting, "Hey, why do you like her, she is a divorced woman with a child, she is not worthy of you at all."
I feel like I'm suffocating even thinking about it.
So I must become better!
I am worthy of myself, and also worthy of Lu Yiting's heavy liking.
Before I knew it, I had been thinking so much in a mess, and I looked up at my watch. It was already past three o'clock in the morning, and it was almost dawn.
After thinking for so long, my mind was exhausted. At this time, the drowsiness slowly crept in. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up the next morning, it was almost nine o'clock.
I was taken aback and thought I was late for work this time!
I hurried out of bed and saw you sitting in the dining room eating, I just remembered that today is Sunday and I don’t have to go to work.
Huh, false alarm.I pressed my aching temple to wake up my still bewildered mind.Only then did she notice how Niaoyou was eating alone.
"Why are you here alone? Where's Aunt Yuan Qi? Didn't you get up?" I asked, stroking her curly head.
Niaoyou nodded, and replied, "No, Mom and Aunt Yuan Qi got up late today. I was too hungry, so I found something to eat first."
"That's right, Yuan Qi was waiting for me yesterday, and she went to bed very late, so I let her sleep for a while." I thought to myself, and I didn't call Yuan Qi, and I went to the kitchen to get some food for dinner with you.
Niaoyou has always been a sensible child.Although she didn't live in a warm family environment since she was a child, she still grew up to be a well-behaved and considerate little girl.
Every time I see the innocent and lovely smiling face, I feel heartbroken, and I only feel that I owe her a lot.
But now with Lu Yiting's help, Niao Niao can finally continue to go to school, which can be regarded as a solution to my heart problem.
I took another bite of rice into my mouth, thinking about what I had and what I didn't have.At this moment Yuan Qi also got up.
"Hey, I slept really well...why do you guys get up so early?"
Yuan Qi yawned and asked me and Niaoyiao.I looked at Yuan Qi's confused expression and it was really funny: "It's still early, what time is it! Go wash up, I'll get you some breakfast."
"Hmm... okay." Yuan Qi rubbed her eyes and went to wash up.Seeing Yuan Qi go to wash up, I turned around and walked into the kitchen to make some simple breakfast for Yuan Qi.
I just cooked an egg for Yuan Qi, but I heard my cell phone ringing in the bedroom.
"Liaoyou! Go and help mom take out the phone, I can't move my hands!" I yelled to the one who was sitting outside.
"Okay!" You ran into the room and took my mobile phone to the kitchen.
"Thank you Niaoyou! Let's go play!" I washed my hands, took the mobile phone in Niaoyou's hand, patted her and let her go out of the kitchen, because the kitchen was still a little choked after frying eggs.
"Yeah!" Curly nodded and ran out again.Seeing that you left the kitchen, I looked down to see who the caller was.
An unfamiliar number was displayed on the screen, I hesitated, hung up and did not answer the call.
Maybe it was a typo... I thought to myself, I have all the people I know, maybe it's a salesman?
Unexpectedly, as soon as I hung up the phone, the other party called again.
It seems that the other party should know who I am, so they called twice, and I answered the phone.
"Hello? How are you?" I asked tentatively after connecting.
"Hello! Is this Miss Lanxin?" My name was spoken on the other side, and the voice was a sweet and pleasant girl.
"Ah, I'm Lan Xin... May I ask who you are?" I was a little shocked when my name was called out, and hurriedly asked the other party's identity.
The other party heard that I was Lan Xin, and his voice became a little excited. "I'm the girl from the yoga studio yesterday! Do you remember?"
The girl at the yoga studio yesterday?There were so many girls in the yoga studio yesterday... which one is it?
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't figure out it was that girl.Wait, this voice sounds familiar...
Could it be the girl who accidentally touched Yang Yan yesterday?A slightly weak figure immediately appeared in my mind.
I asked the girl on the other side if she was the one I thought, and there was an immediate affirmative voice from the other end.
"Yes, yes, I didn't expect you to remember me!" The girl's voice suddenly became excited.
After confirming the identity of the other party, my doubts in my heart became heavier. Why is she looking for me?
"Yeah, I still remember you... May I ask what you want from me?" After I asked the question in my heart, the person on the other side seemed a little shy.
"That's right. Thank you for your help yesterday... That woman was suddenly so fierce that I was taken aback. I wanted to thank you at that moment, but the mother and daughter..."
The girl obviously remembered the crazy behavior of Yang Yan and Mrs. Lin yesterday, so she didn't say the rest.
It turned out to be this matter, and I was about to say it was okay and let her not worry about it, when the girl opened her mouth again.
"But it's okay, your boyfriend came later. He gave the mother and daughter a hard time, telling them not to trouble you anymore." The girl was a little excited, "It's really handsome."
Boy friend?It should be Lu Yiting.
"Hehe, he's not my boyfriend...you don't have to pay too much attention to this matter, I just can't stand them bullying people."
"Huh? Not your boyfriend? He seems to care about you a lot... I thought it was your boyfriend..." The girl seemed a little sorry, "But, I called you today to say please Have a meal and thank you for helping me yesterday! Will you come?"
"Ah... I just helped you casually, you really don't need to take it to heart, you don't need to eat or something..."
I'm a little embarrassed.I don't know this girl very well, and I don't know what to say when I eat, so it's best not to go.I can only refuse.
"Aren't you coming? I even made a special trip to find the reception girl in the yoga class to ask for your name and phone number..." The girl was a little disappointed, but recovered quickly, "But since you don't want to come, forget it! "
I was a little speechless for a while, is it not good for me to reject such a lively girl...
"My name is Kang Wenqi. If you need my help in the future, just call me!"
Kang Wenqi's energetic voice also infected me, so I hurriedly agreed.
"We'll be good friends from now on!" "Yes, we'll be friends!"
"That's it for today, we'll talk later!" Kang Wenqi was obviously happy. I met a new friend, and my heart was warm, and said, "Okay!"
After saying goodbye to each other, I hung up the phone.
Kang Wenqi?When I saw her yesterday, when I saw her being pushed to the ground by Yang Yan, I thought she was a weak and introverted girl, but I didn't expect her personality to be so lively.
And during the conversation with her just now, she also said whatever came to her mind, and her emotional changes were all in her voice, just like a child.
At first glance, it was grown up in the palm of the hand by the family.Nothing particularly serious.That's why she was so frightened that she didn't even react when she was treated like that by Yang Yan yesterday.
It's really enviable... It's a bit similar to Yuan Qi.
Why are all my friends like this?I can't help but chuckle.At this time, Yuan Qi also finished washing and walked to the dining table.
I hurriedly put the eggs I just added and a few slices of bread on a plate for Yuan Qi to put on the dining table.
"Who was it that called you just now?" Yuan Qi also heard someone calling me just now, and asked curiously.
"It's Kang Wenqi...it's the girl Yang Yan bullied yesterday." I told Yuan Qi about Yang Yan yesterday, so she remembered it quickly.
Yuan Qi nodded, "Oh...it's her, thank you for calling you?"
"Well... yes, okay, you have breakfast, it's almost cold. Put down the phone first, and play after eating!"
I didn't pay attention to Yuan Qi at a glance, and Yuan Qi took out her mobile phone out of nowhere and ate breakfast while watching it.
Yuan Qi didn't know when she never left her mobile phone. When she said that it was bad for her eyes, she just slapped it perfunctorily and never listened.
"Oh, let's see if anyone has sent me a message. Let's eat right away." Yuan Qi said perfunctorily when she heard me say this.
"There's really nothing I can do with you..." I didn't listen to her, so I could only let her go.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Yuan Qi thought I was angry, so she quickly put down her phone and ate the breakfast I made for her in big gulps.
"Okay, okay, I'm done eating, let's play now!" After speaking, Yuan Qi immediately picked up the phone again.
Looking at Yuan Qi's childlike appearance, I was really angry and laughed, and in the end I could only shake my head helplessly, and went to help Yuan Qi take away the plate she had finished eating.
I picked up Yuan Qi's plate and walked into the kitchen. After I tidied up everything, I came out only to find that Yuan Qi's face, which was originally happily playing with her mobile phone, had become very ugly.
"What's the matter?" I stepped forward and teased Yuan Qi, "It doesn't look good with a wrinkled face."
But Yuan Qi didn't rush towards me with a smile as usual, but looked at me seriously.
"Xinxin, what did your mother do to you yesterday?"
I was startled, thinking why Yuan Qi would suddenly ask this.
Although I told Yuan Qi yesterday that my mother was bothering me, I was afraid that Yuan Qi would be worried about many things, so I didn't tell her. Now that Yuan Qi is asking me, maybe she knows something?
"No, just... just said a few words to me like before..." I stammered, "What's wrong?"
Seeing my nervous look, Yuan Qi probably understood something in her heart, and directly handed me the mobile phone in her hand.
"What?" I took the phone, feeling a little baffled.Did Lu Yiting tell Yuan Qi what happened yesterday?
Probably not, Lu Yiting is not such a talkative person... Who is that?It can't be my mother, can it?
All I could think about was that someone had told Yuan Qi what happened yesterday, and when I saw the content on the phone clearly, I didn't expect the matter to develop to this point.
On the page of the mobile phone was a news article with the headline: "A woman was denounced by several people in the street for abusing the elderly."
My heart suddenly sank, what is this?
I controlled my trembling fingers and continued to scroll down. The content was probably what happened yesterday, and there were two accompanying pictures in the middle. The young woman in the picture was clearly me!
A cold air rose from the heels all of a sudden, what's going on?Why did it become like this?
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