Marriage with a child: the second wife is too popular

I looked at Yuan Qi's face staring at me nervously, and the images of Niao Ling, Lu Yiting, Lan Ce, etc. flashed through my mind again, but my heart suddenly calmed down again.

There are so many people who care about me, don't they care about me?Although some people can't understand me and even framed me against me, it still doesn't prevent me from being surrounded by so much love!
In the past, I was always immersed in my so-called grief, unwilling to face the world, because some boring people made things difficult for me, I belittled myself, and felt that I was a useless piece of wood.

Hiding in my own little world is not going to solve the problem, but it will add more burden to my already tired heart.

I didn't understand this truth before, I just blamed myself blindly.Now I suddenly understand this truth.Some things you can't avoid, but when he comes, you can only make yourself stronger.

I don’t know why when I think about it this way, when this kind of humiliation happens to me again, I don’t seem to feel anything anymore, and I am so sad that I am no longer like before. Live with some self-respect.

This is probably... growing up.When setbacks hit me one after another, my first reaction was no longer what to do and blame others, but to accept and think about how to solve it.

Huh... I vaguely feel that the previous competitive blue heart is back.

I looked back at Yuan Qi, she still looked at me worriedly, afraid that I would become more negative because of being fired.

I pulled the corner of my mouth, "Oh...fortunately, I thought I was going to be late."

Yuan Qi was shocked by my words and opened her mouth wide, "Xinxin...you...‥"

"Okay, I have nothing to worry about." I walked up to Yuan Qi and comforted her, and now I was comforting Yuan Qi, "It's all trivial, no matter how big the storm is, I can survive it? It’s just a small dismissal, it’s nothing at all.”

The smile on the corner of my mouth was forced by me, but what I just said was sincere.It was originally, there is nothing to be sad about at all, there are still many opportunities!
Yuan Qi could hear the relief in my tone, and her expression relaxed a little. "Xinxin, you are really different from before..."

Hearing Yuan Qi say that I am different from before, I feel a little happy in my heart.Not only do I have to be different from before, I also have to be [-] times stronger than before!
I will not forget the promise I made to Lu Yiting in Lu Yiting's car that day just because of a few nonsensical and broken news!
After I figured everything out, I just felt suddenly enlightened, and my heart was no longer sad and entangled because of these things.The whole person is also much more relaxed.

Of course Yuan Qi didn't know how many thoughts ran through my mind in this short period of time. Seeing that I no longer showed negative emotions, she was still cautiously testing me.

"Xinxin? If you're in a better mood, let's go outside for a walk! You must be uncomfortable after sleeping all day, go outside to get some fresh air."

"Go outside? How can I go outside when I'm on the cusp of the crisis now!" I looked at Yuan Qi with some incomprehension.

Facts have proved that although I thought very well just now, I still lack the courage to implement it after all.Yuan Qi called me to go outside to get some fresh air. I didn't understand half of it, but I was more nervous and scared.

I'm still afraid of seeing people's disgusting eyes, seeing people avoiding me as if they were half avoiding the plague god.Although I knew in my heart what the truth of the matter was like, I still didn't dare to go out and face it.

When I was at a loss for my contradictory psychology, Yuan Qi said again: "Let's go! I also sent her to school at that time, we just need to go out for a while, hurry up." Just come back before you leave school at noon!"

I am still silent, without absolute courage and confidence to face it.Hey, what a failure, I thought so well just now, and I was so confident, but at this time, I dare not do anything.

All of a sudden, the feeling of frustration and patience from before would faintly rush out again, trying to beat me back to my original shape, who had just become a little braver.Of course I know that Yuan Qi let me go out because she was worried about me, but I...

"Xinxin? Go out for a walk, okay? I'll be worried if you do this!"

Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Yuan Qi said again, with a hint of helplessness on her face, "Okay, okay, let me tell the truth, my mother forced me to go on a blind date today, so I'm going out!"

"I said I don't want to go, but my mother just disagrees and insists on letting me go." Yuan Qi curled her lips, "But I'm really worried about leaving you at home alone, so I want to say to take you with me It will be better."

I was in a somewhat depressed mood because Yuan Qi's words were swept away, and I looked at her dumbfounded.I really didn't expect Yuan Qi to be thinking so much now.

"What's been going on in your mind all day! How can you take me with you when you're going on a blind date?"

At this moment, I couldn't care about my sad mood, so I nodded Yuan Qi's head and asked her.

While dodging my attack flexibly, Yuan Qi retorted, "Then I didn't do this because I was worried about you!"

"Let's go, let's go, I made an appointment with him in a cafe, and then you can just take the seat next to him!"

Yuan Qi has already arranged everything for me in my mind, and now I can't find any reason to reject her.

Another reason is that I also want to go out for a walk. This day has made my back sore and my legs numb, and I don't want to stay in the room anymore.

"Okay..." I gritted my teeth and agreed to Yuan Qi's request.Yuan Qi cheered immediately, "Good!"

Yuan Qi was about to drag me out immediately after speaking, but was dragged back by me.

"Wait, I'll clean up first!" After I finished speaking, I went to the bathroom and washed my face.

He found a hat and a mask in the house again, went to the mirror and put on both the hat and the mask.

"What are you doing?" Yuan Qi was obviously puzzled, she just went out for a while, so there is no need for such a big fanfare.

"Hey, today is different." I sighed deeply, "Many people outside must know what I look like now, and I will definitely be attacked if I go out in a swagger!"

Only then did Yuan Qi suddenly realize that she stretched out her hand to help me tidy up my hat and mask. After confirming that I would not be recognized by good people, we walked out of the house.

Although it is late autumn, the weather today is not cold, but rather hot and humid.

Everyone on the street is wearing thin shirts and short sleeves for those who are not afraid of the cold.So my mask and hat to protect against the severe winter quickly attracted some people's attention.

"What's the matter with that man? Aren't you afraid of the heat?" "I don't know, forget about others, go your own way."

The whispering sound reached my ears, and I could only pretend I didn't hear it.

Yuan Qi obviously heard some people's mutterings, and lowered her head and quickly pulled me forward.

Yuan Qi also understood that in the end I should not be recognized on the street.Now almost everyone in the city knows that I am an unfilial daughter. If they recognize me, they will probably be able to skin me in the street.

That would be different from the situation last night, and even if Lu Yiting came, it would not be able to change anything.

Yuan Qi and I quickly passed through the crowd without any hesitation.In fact, the cafe is not very far from Yuan Qi's house, about 2000 meters away.

Yuan Qi originally proposed to go by bus, but I rejected it.

"There are so many people on the bus, what if someone accidentally rubs off my hat or mask?"

Yuan Qi made sense when she thought about it, so she didn't insist on taking the bus, and the two of us walked there.

On the way to walk, I happened to pass by the restaurant where I worked, oh no, it was the restaurant where I used to work.

At this moment, Ding Hai, the head chef of the restaurant, was standing outside the restaurant posting a notice for recruiting chefs.

That's right, now that I'm fired, they must be hiring a chef again.

Seeing this restaurant where I only worked for one day, my heart was not disturbed at all, and I calmly planned to pass by this restaurant.

On the contrary, Yuan Qi squeezed my hand and signaled me to relax and not to take it too seriously.

I shook my head to show that I was okay, and the two of us passed the restaurant together.

I was about to pass by, but unexpectedly Ding Hai turned around after posting the notice, and just noticed Yuan Qi and I walking quickly.

Like others, Ding Hai was obviously attracted by my strange attire wearing a hat and mask so early, but he seemed to recognize me by looking at it.

"Hey—hey, you're not that..."

When I heard Ding Hai seem to be calling me, my heart ached, and Yuan Qi also clenched her hands nervously.

If Ding Hai said my name, it would be over.How many times my mother called my name last night!As a result, the headlines in blue heart were written all over this morning's newspaper, and no one would see it!

If Ding Hai really shouted out, then the hats and masks I got when I just went out were all for nothing.Anyway, he still has to be punished by the onlookers.

But at this juncture, I can't go up and cover his mouth to make him stop talking. I can only speed up the pace of my feet and pray silently in my heart that Ding Hai will shut up soon.

Maybe God heard my prayer.Seeing Yuan Qi and I leaving without looking back, Ding Hai probably thought he had made a mistake, so he didn't continue talking.

Or maybe it's because I think that with my current status, I shouldn't run out at will.In short, no matter what the reason was, Ding Hai still didn't call out my name in the end.

After walking for a while, I dared to look back at Ding Hai's direction and found that he had already returned to the restaurant.Only then did I feel relieved, and pulled Yuan Qi again so that she wouldn't be nervous anymore.

"Hey, I was really scared to death! I just thought that person recognized you, it was a false alarm!" Yuan Qi complained while patting her chest,

"I've fired you all, and you still have to cause trouble for others! What a nuisance!"

"It can't be helped... But it's a good thing he didn't shout, otherwise I really don't know what to do." I wiped the sweat that oozed from my forehead because I walked too fast just now.

I was finally relieved, but what happened to Ding Hai just now scared Yuan Qi who was standing by.

"Xinxin, why do I feel that I shouldn't drag you out?" Yuan Qi looked at me again with worried expression.

I really don't know what to do about Yuan Qi's sudden change of mind.

"You were the one who dragged me out, and you were the one who said I shouldn't be dragged out. Why do you look the same all of a sudden." I looked at Yuan Qi with some amusement. This Yuan Qi really has nothing to do with her.

"That Ding Hai almost recognized you just now, tell me how dangerous it is, if..."