Marriage with a child: the second wife is too popular

I don't know when I became so timid. In fact, I have fantasized about this moment many times in my heart.In every fantasy, I am very strong, and my baby and I are safe and sound.

But at this moment, I'm actually crying here so unbelievably. If someone sees me, I'll be really ashamed.

So I also held Song Yichen's hand and kept saying: "Then husband, wait a minute, can you accompany me into the delivery room?"

Although I know that it is impossible for ordinary people to enter the delivery room, Song Yichen made an exception as the director of the hospital, so it should be okay.

Besides, as long as Song Yichen stays by my side, my heart will not be so disturbed.

Hearing what I said, he nodded hastily: "Don't worry, I will stay by your side."

By the time we got to the hospital, I was in so much pain that I had no strength left.After the doctor's examination, it was discovered that my cervix had broken a few centimeters, so the doctor hurriedly arranged an operation to deliver my baby.

Just when I was about to enter the delivery room, my godfather and godmother also came to the hospital.

Both of them were beside my hospital bed, and kept saying: "Xinxin, are you okay?"

Lying on the bed, I was in so much pain that I had no energy to speak, so when my godmother talked to me, I didn't answer at all.

And they are still saying: "Xinxin, you have really worked hard this time, but don't worry, your father and I are waiting for you outside, I hope you and the baby can come out healthy."

The pain now is so painful that I can no longer hear what the godmothers are talking about.

I felt a cold sweat, and kept pouring out of my body, and my whole body was so uncomfortable that I was dying.

Seeing how uncomfortable I was, Song Yichen hurriedly said, "Mom, don't talk to her anymore, Xinxin is so painful that I don't have the energy to talk to you."

It seems that only Song Yichen can understand how I feel now.

It turned out that what I saw on the Internet was true. Having a baby really cost my mother half his life.

At this time, the nurse ran over: "Okay, family members, don't stay here anymore, you go to the halfway to rest, we are going to push the pregnant woman into the delivery room."

Under everyone's attention, I was pushed into the delivery room by the nurse.And Song Yichen also changed his clothes and followed me into the delivery room.

Although I was accompanied by Song Yichen, my heart was still very disturbed.Because of the pain, I couldn't speak at all, and I couldn't do anything except hold Song Yichen's hand tightly.

Under this painful torment, I don't know how long it took, just when I was about to faint.There was the cry of a baby in my ears.

In fact, I really want to open my eyes to see my baby, but I just can't open my eyes, and I don't know anything about what happened afterwards!
When I woke up again, I found that I was already lying on the hospital bed, and there was no one next to me.This made me suddenly sad.

Is this the treatment after giving birth?It seems that it is really like what is said on the Internet, a princess for one day, a queen for ten months, and a slave for a lifetime. I have just given birth to receive such treatment, which is too chilling.

Just when I was very sad, the godmother walked in.

Seeing that I was awake, he hurriedly talked to me: "Xinxin, you are awake! Are you hungry? If you are hungry, I will buy you something."

Although there are godmothers asking for warmth, my heart is cold. Why didn't Song Yichen be by my side when I woke up.

So I just closed my eyes and said, "Mom, I'm not hungry."

Maybe the godmother saw that I was very depressed, so she hurriedly said: "Xinxin, is there something uncomfortable? If you feel uncomfortable, you have to tell the godmother, don't hold back, you have to know that women During the confinement period, you must be happy, and you must not be angry, you know? If a woman does not complete the confinement period, it will be a lifetime of illness when she comes out later!"

In fact, my mother told me these things before I had a baby. Actually, I don't want to be angry, but I just can't control myself.

So I could only say: "Mom, where is the child?"

Now I just want to know how my child is doing, I don't care about other things, even if Song Yichen treats me badly, I will live happily ever after.

Seeing me say that, the godmother looked relieved.

He smiled and said: "Don't worry, the child is very healthy, and the child was born with a weight of 7 catties and 2 taels. You didn't see how beautiful the child is, and he looks exactly like you."

It seems that my sacrifice has paid off. Although I have gained weight, the child is still healthy. He actually weighs 7 catties and 2 taels. I used to think that as long as the child is born with more than five catties, I will be happy. Oh, I didn't expect to look so good.

"Mom, can you bring the child here and let me have a look, I want to see her." I was a little excited when I heard the godmother's words.

I never thought that I, Lan Xin, would become a mother.Although it has been ten months since I was pregnant, I still can't believe that all this is real.

Hearing what I said, the godmother shook her head: "You have to wait a moment, the child was taken to a bath by the nurse."

In fact, I really want to ask my godmother where Song Yichen went, but I just can't.

If Song Yichen had a conscience, he would definitely stay by my side every step of the way. Who knew I'd been awake for so long, but he didn't show up. That proves that Song Yichen married me only for the sake of the child in my stomach.

During these ten months, he took care of me in every possible way, but only for the sake of the child. It seems that I have no value to be used now, and I should also recognize the fact.

The more I think about it, the sadder it gets.

He could only smile wryly and say to his godmother: "Mom, let the child come over and let you call me, I want to take a rest."

Although the body is very painful, but I still want to sleep on my side.Because I don't want them to see me crying.

"Xinxin, you can rest, but you can't sleep on your side like this, or the blood in your stomach won't come out, just lie down like this, and sleep higher, this will also be good for your future health. "

As she said that, the godmother took out another pillow and put it on my back.

Actually I can't sleep at all right now, I just don't want to talk to them.I feel that they all treat me well because of the children.

Now that I have a baby, they don't talk to me anymore.When I think of this, I can't control the tears.

And at this moment, a hand suddenly wiped away my tears: "Silly girl, who messed with you?"

When I heard this familiar voice, I didn't open my eyes, but wept desperately.

"Okay, Xinxin, don't cry anymore. It's not good to cry for a long time in the confinement period. If you have anything to say, don't hold it in your heart."

Hearing what Song Yichen said, I slowly opened my eyes to look at him, and asked him angrily, "Where did you go?"

Song Yichen who was standing next to me quickly took out a tissue and wiped all the tears off my face.

Said to me softly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left your side. At the beginning, there was something in the hospital, so I rushed to deal with it. I just ran back after I finished."

Although Song Yichen's answer made me unable to resist, I was still unhappy in my heart.Is his work important or me important?

He pouted and said, "Is your job more important than mine? Do you think that I am not important now that I have given birth to the child. Song Yichen, how could you do this? Do you know why I How much did you pay?"

As I was talking, I cried again. I don't know why I became like this. I just feel that there is a lot of anger in my heart and I want to vent it, but I don't know what to do.

I thought Song Yichen would be unhappy after I said that, but he didn't, he came to me without saying anything, and stretched out his hand to hold me tightly in his arms.

I really want to push Song Yichen away, but my strength is too weak, and I just gave birth to a baby, so to him, I'm just a weak sister Lin.

I only heard him say in my ear: "I'm sorry! I made you feel insecure, but don't worry, I will correct my mistakes in the future and give you a sense of security."

When I heard Song Yichen say these words, I regretted it very much. I don't know why I have become so unreasonable now.

I have never been like this before, why have I become so stingy since I had a child, if I continue like this, Yichen will hate me sooner or later.

Realizing this, I felt a little nervous: "I'm sorry, I don't want to lose my temper with you, but I really can't control myself, I feel like my brain is not under my control at all."

Fortunately, Song Yichen has always tolerated me, otherwise I don't know what kind of quarrel we would have.

"It's okay, you'll be fine after a while. In fact, this is just postpartum depression. Don't worry, I will cure you. You just need to be calm. Try not to let yourself Lose your temper and I'm sure it won't be long before you're back to your old self."

After hearing what I said, Song Yichen hugged me and talked to me very distressed.

postpartum depression.I read about this symptom on the Internet, and I heard that people with this disease would commit suicide in severe cases, but after hearing what Song Yichen said, I realized that my symptoms seemed to be similar to those of them.Am I really suffering from postpartum depression?

If I continue like this, will I kill myself?If that's the case, wouldn't I be a confidante?

So I panicked: "Yichen, what should I do! I won't think about committing suicide one day, I'm still young, I don't want to die."

No wonder I've always had a bad temper since I was pregnant. I've been sick for a long time. Could it be that Song Yichen always knew that I was sick, so he always accommodated me.

No matter what I say, he won't object, and no matter how much I lose my temper, Song Yichen won't argue with me, so I'm just a patient in his heart.

Seeing that I was so scared, Song Yichen hugged me even tighter.

He kept saying: "Don't worry, your depression is not that serious, you just need to adjust it a little bit, and besides, don't you still have your husband and me? How could I let you have such a thing?" , don't worry, now you just need to be calm, as for the next thing, you can leave it to me, you don't have to worry."