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Even more painful than her.

Zheng Guoan is cowardly by nature, to the point of being as timid as a mouse.Even his parents looked down on him and thought he was "too gentle". This is of course a modest word, but it actually means that he is too cowardly.

From childhood to adulthood, I dare not fight for what I want. Every time I have a conflict with others, I will blush and have a thick neck. What sounds good is gentle, and what sounds bad is cowardly.

But such a timid person.

Falling in love with Xichen's mother almost used up all his courage.

Obviously he can clearly see that there are high mountains and thorns ahead, and there is endless darkness and abyss with no end in sight. He knows that the road ahead must be difficult and painful, and he has not even thought about the way back.

Everyone thought he would give up and turn around and run away.

But he mustered all his energy and rushed forward.

This was something he never dared to dream of before, even now, every time Zheng Guoan thinks about it, he still finds it unbelievable and extremely miraculous.

It turned out that he once loved someone so much.

I am willing to overcome obstacles for her, weather the wind and rain, and use all my strength to open the way for her.

You never imagined yourself doing something so out of character until you fell in love with someone.

Zheng Guoan raised his head slowly but firmly, and looked at the woman bathed in the setting sun. His face was still stained with tears, but his expression was firm. He was holding fruit in both hands, unable to hug her, so he smiled slightly at her .

His smile is extremely reserved, but also extremely explicit in love.

"No, I want to continue, I won't let you go."

After all, Zheng Guoan's eyes were already blurred with tears, his voice was a little hoarse, his throat trembled violently, as if he was speaking with all his strength.

He repeated over and over again, I won't let you go, I won't let you go.

Zheng Guoan's voice was trembling and muddy, not pleasant and not touching enough, but it made the woman burst into tears.

Zheng Guoan knew that if it continued, it would be painful for both of them, but he just wanted to be selfish for a while.

He really, really didn't want to compromise.

Xichen's mother often complained that he was too gentle and honest and would be bullied, but this was the only time in his life that he mustered up his courage.

But to do something that he knew would never succeed.

Xichen's mother couldn't bear it any longer, and burst into tears. She desperately covered her ruddy face, and the sound of crying flowed out from her fingers, looking very fragile and pale.

The little Zheng Xichen looked at her parents in confusion and sadness, and her eyes kept wandering between mother and father.

She was still very young and didn't understand why her parents were crying, so she could only anxiously comfort her sad-looking mother with her immature voice.

"Mom, don't cry, okay, Xichen came to see you, don't cry."

However, the woman did not raise her face to comfort her this time.

Now little Zheng Xichen was completely anxious, and said with a crying voice: "Mom, are you unhappy? Do you want to sleep? It's just that Xichen doesn't come to see you, don't cry."

After all, he whimpered and cried, like a helpless kitten.

The world of children is very innocent. They don't understand why there is pain in the world, they only know that their parents are unhappy.

The childish comfort was like a small light source, gradually dispelling the darkness around the woman.

The woman's crying became quieter, and she choked up for a while. Finally, the woman raised her face, looked at Zheng Xichen, and showed a beautiful smile on her tear-stained face.

She rubbed Zheng Xichen's head as if comforting, as if she wanted to stop Zheng Xichen from crying.

Zheng Guoan also felt very uncomfortable seeing the mother and daughter like this, but under the suggestive gaze of the woman, his expression returned to normal.

Seeing that Zheng Guoan was no longer so excited, the woman opened her mouth and said as gently as possible: "Why continue, you clearly know that my body is already, it is impossible to save it."

After all, she seemed to want to show a smile, but she still felt sad in her heart, and her face was even more bleak, where could she show a smile?

Zheng Guoan continued to peel the apples, his usually gentle face was still stained with tears, but his mood calmed down somehow.

He said: "Do you know what Mr. Zhuge said, it's about doing what you know you can't do."

The woman thought for a while, and gradually showed a trace of surprise and emotion on her face.

Knowing that it can’t be done, it’s about Zhuge Kongming who knows astronomy and geography and can predict good and bad luck. He calculated that he would be unfavorable, but because of the promise he made to the first emperor in his heart, he ignored his body and insisted on doing it.

She really didn't expect that Zheng Guoan actually thought so in his heart.

Obviously, she should be happy, but how can she keep dragging Zheng Guoan and Zheng Xichen with her incurable disease, how can she be at ease!
Thinking of this, the woman lowered her eyes, not daring to look at Zheng Guoan's burning eyes anymore, she just looked at the warm-colored sheets, and said softly: "Why bother, there is no promise between you and me, why don't you let go?"

"Who said we have no promise." Zheng Guoan finally peeled the apple, put the big and round apple on the woman's cool white palm, and watched it shake because of the trembling.

Then he grasped the woman's hand with his warm hands, and said slowly.

"I promised that no matter how old, sick or dead, whether poor or rich, I will never leave you. How can I give up now."

The woman's eyelashes trembled violently, like a beautiful butterfly that was caught by someone and couldn't wait to fly high, with a sense of precarious vulnerability.

This sentence is a vow at a wedding.

It turned out that I was so lucky that there was a person who could really do this.

She suddenly didn't want to care so much.

Whether it is serious illness, pain or difficulty, there are always thousands of mountains and rivers between them, mountains of fire and knives, Zheng Guoan, such a timid person, is enduring severe pain and approaching him, how can he easily compromise.

It was Zheng Guoan's blessing that others married her, but she felt that she was so lucky to be able to marry him.

"Okay," the woman's voice trembled a little, but she did not waver, "Since you are willing to accompany me, I will go on even if I cry."

Zheng Guoan held her hand even tighter, the scorching body temperature warmed the woman's cold palm, as if he wanted to convey that scorching love to her, he held it tightly.

The little Zheng Xichen looked at her parents' behavior in a daze. She didn't know what happened because of her limited thinking ability, but she was very sensible and knew that she shouldn't disturb her parents by talking at this time, so she looked at them obediently. .

It seems that Mom and Dad have reconciled, because Mom is smiling very happily.

Little Zheng Xichen thought so.

Zheng Guoan's pupils slowly shrank, and he withdrew his thoughts.

He suddenly felt empathetic with Zheng Xichen's decision.

Love can indeed make people "stupid", knowing that it is not possible, but still doing it, knowing that they will be hurt, but still wanting to fly to the flame.

Zheng Guoan was speechless for a while.

Seeing him like this, Zheng Xichen knew that he had almost figured it out, so she also smiled brightly, like an epiphyllum that suddenly bloomed. Standing in front of him alive, he couldn't help but froze.

"Father, you know me. Although I am not very old, I know exactly what I want to do. I know what you said, but I want a home, a home full of warmth. Urgently wanting, this wish has been in my heart for too long." Zheng Xichen said in a low voice.

A trace of shame appeared on Zheng Guoan's face.

Because this is what he owes Zheng Xichen.

Marrying Li Li back then was to give Zheng Xichen a beautiful and stable childhood, so that she would not lose hope because of her mother's death.

But it was this move that pushed Zheng Xichen into the abyss.

Over the years, he has always felt ashamed of Zheng Xichen's mother and son, and now that Zheng Xichen said it openly, he was almost ashamed.

"It's dad who's sorry for you."

He always called himself father, even though he knew that Zheng Xichen never called himself that again, because of his good upbringing, Zheng Xichen would still call him, but he became an unfamiliar "father".

The word seemed to symbolize the rupture between their father and daughter, like an ugly, winding scar between them, irreparable.

The more Zheng Guoan didn't want to believe it, the more this title reminded himself that the relationship between him and Zheng Xichen had reached freezing point.

"You don't need to talk about it anymore. I don't blame you for keeping things from me about my mother, but you don't want to mention Li Li and the others. I'm not such a virgin. I just can't forgive you."

Zheng Xichen seemed to be smiling.

She grew up these years, and gradually understood the things between the two of them, as well as Zheng Guoan's feelings at that time.

Then she was surprised.

It turns out that Zheng Guoan once loved someone so hard, even now he has been beaten back to his original form, as if his love for his mother used up all his courage.

His mother left, and since then Zheng Guoan has been like a person who is full of anger and refuses to admit defeat. He suddenly collapsed when he saw the result of the game.

Zheng Xichen saw with his own eyes that this man, whom everyone said he was a softie, honest and easy to bully, and too timid to express his emotions, knelt in front of his mother's grave, crying like a child.

Since then, no matter what happened to Zheng Guoan, no matter how angry, wronged, sad or happy he was, he never shed tears again.

no more.

At that time, she only felt that Zheng Guoan was superficial, but only now did she know that at that time, a person had endured to the extreme and finally burst out of emotion.

He clearly knew that there would be such a result, but he was still so sad.