Kiss 101 times: Surrogate wife marry one get one free

Zheng Xichen didn't expect the golden retriever to react so strongly. In fact, she just wanted to find a common topic, let go of the golden retriever's guard, and then took the opportunity to talk.

Now it seems that there seems to be some secret in this little golden retriever.

"Why would I watch that kind of thing? It's extremely ridiculous." The golden retriever soon realized his gaffe, and then pretended to retort normally, but he didn't know that his eagerness to get rid of it had already confused him and fell into the conversation He had no choice but to follow Zheng Xichen's train of thought.

"Really, but that "Bible" looks very old, it must be read by someone often?"

"It's just a second-hand book that I randomly found in a second-hand bookstore. Of course it looks very old." The golden retriever said coldly.

"But... this is your private space. Since you put this book here, it means that you have read it, not only once, but many times." Zheng Xichen said after deliberation.

She had to grasp that speed well, so that the little golden retriever would not be particularly defensive at first.

"How is it possible? I don't believe that stupid book. It's of no use to me!" The golden retriever originally wanted to refute, but the more he said it, the more furious his expression became.

What's the use of this Bible, is there really a God in this world, God can't redeem him at all!

The little golden retriever was chattering, looking like he was talking.

"Where is God in this world, there is no God at all! No God, save me"

The golden retriever's voice was extremely low, if it wasn't for the silence and echo in the basement, and Zheng Xichen was listening to him carefully, he probably wouldn't have heard it.

help me?Zheng Xichen was taken aback, unable to figure out what this little golden-haired bastard meant, did he do something unforgivably wrong?
Zheng Xichen saw the golden retriever boy like this, and suddenly felt that he might have a way to defeat the golden retriever boy's mind.

So she said slowly, "I heard from my mother that people who read the Bible and believe in God must be kind. Since you don't want to do anything to me, why did you kidnap me?"

"Benevolence, faith, oh, I was originally a non-believer, but now, even if I am reading the "Bible", what does that mean? You know what to do, you can't leave here at all, It can't influence me, so don't waste your efforts." The golden retriever sneered.

Zheng Xichen looked at him steadfastly, and said, "You know, you say you are a non-believer, but I can feel that you believe in God. Many people believe in God because they feel that they are in this place. There seems to be no hope in the world, and there is no sustenance, so I want to find a powerful thing to attach myself to, to guide myself in the direction when I am confused, and not to feel empty when I don’t know what to do. I have only one person, and faith is like a weak kindling in the hands of believers. Many times, you know that it may be useless, but you still can't help but help this little kindling to block the strong wind from outside."

The sneer on the golden retriever's face gradually turned calm, and his eyes were filled with silence instead of spirit.

"Yes, I do know. Knowing that there is no God in the world, what is the most ridiculous thing? I used to be an atheist."

Atheist?
Zheng Xichen frowned, realizing something was wrong.

How could the golden retriever be an atheist, he absolutely cannot be an atheist!

If he was just a non-believer before, then it is possible to become a believer later, and there is a huge gap between an atheist and a believer. Letting an atheist believe in religion is like telling a socialist that there are ghosts in the world. It is equally unbelievable, and it is equally unbelievable that there is a god in the world.

No, Zheng Xichen pondered, thought of another possibility, and then said, "You long for God to redeem you, and your sins make you sleepless at night, almost wanting to die, you can't forgive yourself, so you just It can be relieved with medicine.”

There is also a possibility that the Golden Retriever can turn a punk into a believer, that is, the Golden Retriever has done something that he thinks he cannot forgive.

Sure enough, the little golden retriever quickly verified Zheng Xichen's words, and he actually cried, "Where is God in the world, or why I have been talking to him every day for so many years, but he completely ignores me , nor redeem me?"

He was praying every day, and he seemed to be doing all sorts of evil, but he didn’t dare to do anything. At home, he said every day, God, I’m guilty, but it still didn’t ease the pain and suffering in his heart.

This kind of evil in his heart gradually put a shackles on his soul, and prayer made his dirty heart invisible.

At this time, Zheng Xichen was thinking, what does the golden retriever mean when he said so many years? Did this happen many years ago?

So what happened back then that this little golden retriever can't forget even now, and he had to rely on medicine to let go?
"What happened back then, can you tell me?"

And the little golden retriever may think that Zheng Xichen will never go out from here again, or that she will not live long, and he doesn't want to hide these past events, or, he can't wait to tell others.

Because this secret has been in his heart for too long, and if he doesn't tell it, this secret will become the source of his rot, making his whole soul stink from it.

"Seven years ago, I had a good brother. He and I went through life and death and grew up wearing a pair of pants. She was very good to me."

With the Golden Retriever's reminiscing tone, a memory that was so old that it turned yellow slowly unfolded.

Cao Yang is the golden retriever's good brother, this is something everyone in the street knows.

"Hey, Golden Retriever, today the boss asked us to teach that kid a lesson!"

The golden retriever was squatting on the side of the road smoking a low-quality cigarette when he saw a big man running towards him.

This is his only best brother --- Cao Yang.

Speaking of their personalities, they are completely different. Cao Yang is a simple but not very honest big guy. He rarely does bad things on weekdays. In short, he listens to his family very much, while Jin Mao is completely opposite to him.

Jin Mao is a typical bad boy on this street. His teacher and parents don't let him do anything, so he just wants to do it. Recently, he heard that a boss founded the Qinglong Gang, so he dragged Cao Yang to join him. , Cao Yang had a big fight with his family.

Cao Yang's family didn't like Jinmao very much. They felt that he had taught Cao Yang badly, and Jinmao didn't like them very much, so they didn't think they could do anything to him.

At this time, the two of them had already joined the Qinglong Gang, and the "boy" Cao Yang was talking about was the boy who recently robbed their boss's girlfriend.

"Let's go! I heard that their middle school will be over soon?" the golden retriever bastard said vaguely with a cigarette in his mouth, stood up and walked to the school of the little boy with Cao Yang.

"Yeah, I've already stepped on it." Cao Yang was very excited when he came out for the first time.

Although he doesn't like fighting, which boy doesn't want to stand out and make others afraid of him?
"Hey, Cao Yang, are you really going to beat someone?" Jin Mao asked with narrowed eyes.

"Why not, isn't it just beating people!" Cao Yang looked eager to fight, and the Golden Retriever saw this, and believed that he really thought so.

When they arrived at the place, the two dragged the boy into the alley next to him by dragging his clothes.

"What are you going to do?" The little boy was a little terrified, but he still tried his best to maintain his composure.

"What are you doing? I'll kill you!" The golden-haired gangster sneered, and punched him hard. The boy also screamed.

Halfway through the fight, Jin Mao took a cigarette in his mouth, squinted his eyes and asked, "Cao Yang, didn't you agree to do it? The boss didn't let me come alone. If you don't do it now, how will you do big things then?"

"This guy is already miserable. I think he won't provoke other girls again!" Cao Yang looked at the boy's nosebleed with a pale face, and swallowed.

"How can I do that? It's just a nosebleed. Go up and beat him! Quick! Do you want us to look down on you?" Jin Mao said coldly.

Cao Yang originally wanted to say something, but when he saw this, he didn't care about anything else, and wanted to punch him, but he didn't expect the boy to see them chatting and ran out. Cao Yang was anxious and dragged him back.

"You two wretches, what else can you do besides beating someone! You're useless!" Seeing that he failed to escape, the boy refused to beg for mercy.

"What are you talking about, who is worthless?" Cao Yang's eyes suddenly changed. Since he was a child, he hated people saying that he was worthless, especially when he had conflicts with his family.

"I'm talking about you, huh, you gangsters, you don't have a proper shape every day, so you can only beat me now. When I have money in the future, you can only live in the mud and beat me , look at you, do you dare to hit someone? If you have the ability, you beat me to death! I will call the police and arrest you!" The boy said more and more vigorously, as if Cao Yang really didn't dare to hit him.

"You!" Cao Yang's eyes gradually turned red, he suddenly roared, and his fists rained down on the boy, who was a little surprised.

"I'm going to call the police!" The boy said, grabbing Cao Yang's hand that was about to grab his collar, pulling it down, and then wanted to run out!

"Stop!" Cao Yang pushed the boy against the wall with a "bang", "Don't run, who do you think is worthless?"

The boy bumped into the wall all of a sudden, looked at Cao Yang in disbelief, "You"

"What me!" Cao Yang was furious, but Jin Mao frowned.