Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times
Chapter 171 Please allow me to be selfish once.
Just my previous dance?No, Xiao Jincheng would never like women so much!But what does he mean by bringing me here today? !
He doesn't remember my previous Yiwu, or has he already forgotten that there is such a person?
I smiled miserably, stretched out my hand to hold his hand on my left side, and held it gently, feeling his obvious stiffness, "I will let the servant stay with you from now on, so that you will not be alone again."
He looked at me in surprise, with a confused look on his face, but he didn't veto my words.
Xiao Jincheng, for whom did you do that?If you are for me, why don't you recognize me when I stand in front of you?If it was for Xia Yu, then why did the loneliness in your eyes come from?
At this moment, I was also confused by the loneliness in his eyes...
Xiao Jincheng had already let go of the hand that was trapping me, and directly pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, resting his head lightly on my double for a nap, as if he was tired.
Except for a moment of stiffness, I just quietly accompany him, quietly by his side, this is the first time, the first time there is no indifference, no quarrel between us, just enjoying this moment of tranquility, from time to time , A naive idea emerged in my heart, it would be a happy thing to be like this with him all the time, but I know that this is just an extravagant wish, even if he knows that I am at ease, he can't just belong to me, Even though he has done a lot behind the scenes, there is still Xia Yu between us, a generation of emperors, even if he finds a substitute, how long can we survive?Sooner or later, sooner or later, he will need heirs, and royal heirs cannot be defiled.
In fact, I can already guess now that Mrs. Ya will end up in the near future!
You can't keep that child!
The handsome face on the lap is like a child at this moment, showing no trace of defense against me, with a peaceful face, as if he has fallen asleep.
I stretched out my hand to smooth his frowning brows, but I was afraid of disturbing his deep sleep, so I slowly lowered my hand an inch away from him.
Looking at the sky, night has already fallen, the closed Zhumen has already blocked the whistling north wind outside, and the slightly closed rosewood window brings the scenery outside into my eyes.
The snow outside had already stopped, and a piece of white snow glistened against the night sky.
Serenity, peace, is exactly how I feel right now.
"Your concubine, you can't go in..." Eunuch Li, the chief eunuch, deliberately lowered his voice faintly from outside.
Hearing this voice, I couldn't help trembling, I even forgot that I was too popular today, if Xia Yu came in this time and saw me in the emperor's bedroom, he would definitely hold a grudge, and maybe it would bring many crises to the future, I subconsciously looked at him.
At this time, he has opened a pair of sharp eyes. I don't know if he was woken up by the sound outside or he just didn't fall asleep at all?
He sat up gently, shook his head, looked sleepily at the closed rich door, and said lazily and lowly, "Come in."
As soon as I heard his answer, I immediately stood up from the bed. My legs were already numb, and the slight soreness made me uncomfortable. Besides, I was barefoot now, so when I stood up, the pain on my feet The cold also hit my whole body immediately, but I could only grit my teeth and endure it.
When the Zhumen opened, Xia Yu, who was dressed in jewels and jewels, stepped into the threshold, carrying a trace of cold air from outside the door, but Xiao Jincheng had lost the laziness just now, and was sitting proudly on the bed, looking at Xia Yu with disdain. .
This is the first time I've seen them get along with each other.
"Brother Qingshu, how can you let a lowly servant come to the Hall of Mental Cultivation?" The moment she saw me, her expression was a little excited, and she pointed at me who was standing silently by the side with one hand.
"I said that she is my An Jieyu." The sharp light swept across her, and she was staring at me with a faint smile.
"Brother Qingshu, you can't just give her a Jieyu just because she danced the same dance as that woman, right?!" Xia Yu's attitude did not hold back in front of Xiao Jincheng, and was even more arrogant than before in the palace.
"Are you saying that I lied?" Xiao Jincheng's voice was unusually low, and the smile just now disappeared instantly.
Listening to his words, Xia Yu choked and was speechless for a moment, she could only stare at me warmly and angrily for a long time, the ups and downs of her chest proved her anger at the moment.
I just stood there quietly, neither speaking nor moving, talking too much would only make Xia Yu grab me and target me even more.
Xia Yu looked at me for a long time, but she didn't know what to think of, and the corners of her mouth turned up slightly.
"What's the matter, let's talk." He gently adjusted the slightly wrinkled dragon robe that had just been lying down, and his tone was elegant and thin, and his voice also interrupted the dark smile on the corner of Xia Yu's mouth.
Xia Yu didn't reply, but just glanced at me lightly, signaling that I should avoid it.
I also tactfully bowed and performed a palace ceremony before retreating for the first time.
Xiao Jincheng didn't stop him either. It seems that there are really many unknown secrets between him and Rain.
I walked barefoot in the cool corridor, looked at the stars twinkling in the night sky, and suddenly thought of Yeluhuan.
I don't know if he recognized me in the hall just now, if he didn't recognize me, why did he ask the emperor for me alone?
Even Xiao Jincheng, who had seen this dance twice, didn't recognize it, so how could he recognize me?
Or maybe I was too engrossed in my thoughts and bumped into a once-hard 'wall'. I let out a cry of pain, and suddenly looked up at the person coming, and my face immediately changed tragically.
"Isn't this An Jieyu who is in ambush from all sides?" A deep laugh sounded from the side.
I looked at the man who was talking, he looked rather burly, he should be a fierce general of Khitan.
I quickly straightened up, and said in a calm voice, "See Dahan."
I tried my best to avoid Yeluhuan's thoughtful gaze, but I saw the general suddenly burst into laughter, extremely arrogant, and the small noises echoed in the corridor continuously, my heart tightened, did they find something?
"I didn't expect the emperor of the Southern Dynasty to like this mouth. Except for the special dance just now, this face is simply ordinary." After the general finished speaking, he looked at Yeluhuan, "Why does Da Khan have the same taste as that emperor? "
Hearing his words, I was slightly relieved, it turned out to be this matter.
Yeluhuan's expression was a bit complicated, his eyes showed a faint pain, and he stared at me intently, "Xiao Jincheng really enjoys the blessings of being equal to everyone." There is a deep meaning in these words.
I was secretly thinking about the meaning of his words, but I saw him walk past me and walk away.
The general smiled at me contemptuously, and then followed quickly. When he passed me shoulder to shoulder, I could clearly hear the snort from the tip of his nose.
I stood there stiffly, thinking about what he said when he left, and I was a little dazed, knowing Xiao Yiran's appearance, looking at his side face hidden in the shadow, I couldn't open my mouth to speak.
Overnight, we seemed to be on opposite sides of each other, and we were no longer friends.
"Let's have another drink." His voice was flat, with no ups and downs, and I smiled, "Okay."
The same place, the same table of side dishes, the same twos sitting opposite each other, but it's a pity that it's not the same as the original chatting over wine.
After Xiao Yiran drank three glasses of wine in a row, he stared at the empty glass without saying a word, immersed in this weird atmosphere alone, and I didn't break it.
"Girl..." He suddenly raised his glass to me, "I'm sorry, I took advantage of you." Then he drank it in one gulp, poured another glass, and said to me again, "I'm sorry, I hurt Chunrui."
I looked at him and laughed, a sarcasm in my voice.
sorry?Sorry, if it works, what's the use of the police?Although there are no police in this world, there will be quite a few people in Dali Temple by then.
Just a few glasses of wine, do you want to take a life?What he thought was simple!
"Stinky boy..." I gently raised my glass, this is the last time I call him this way, "Thank you for letting Yeluhuan go that day." After drinking it, the pungent feeling swept through the mouth and lower abdomen instantly, and poured down one after another. Next cup, "Thank you, let me understand, in this deep palace, don't trust anyone!"
I drank it all again, and put down the glass forcefully, the sound echoed.
After two cups in a row, I stood up leisurely, turned my head to leave, and took two steps, but was stopped by him, "An Huai Xin, we will never owe each other from now on."
As soon as I heard his words, I immediately turned around and smiled sweetly, "Okay, then I can rest assured."
Feel free to let go and take revenge on each of you, everyone who participated in harming Chunrui!
I met his eyes with a cold smile, but my heart was terrified, his eyes were too soft, this kind of softness almost destroyed the hatred I had just strengthened.
I hastily turned around and left here, without a trace of nostalgia for my figure.
Walking all the way, I don't know where I have gone, and I don't know where I want to go, I just know that I have no strength to go on, so I just squat down and support my hands in the cold snow, freezing my hands .
Holding up a piece of white snow, staring at it for a long time, "Snow is like plum, and plum is like snow, both are lonely and pure but cold." There are plums in the snow, and snow in the plums, what kind of beauty it will be!
"Anxin." Yeluqi's sudden appearance brought me back to my senses.
"Why did you come here alone?" His voice was faintly hurried, and then when he looked at me, his eyes suddenly tightened again, "Why, you're not going to want these hands and feet, are you?!"
The voice was thin and angry.
I followed his gaze and looked down, opened my mouth to explain, but couldn't say anything, so I suddenly laughed.
He was startled by my sudden laughter, and then looked at me nervously, "What's wrong, but where is it frozen? Get up quickly."
After speaking, he quickly stretched out his hand to help me up.
I smiled and said hoarsely, "It's okay, it's just that I can't find the way back, so I think it's funny."
He looked at me in astonishment and continued to laugh at me, and finally turned around and squatted down speechlessly, "It's not that you don't know the road, but you just don't know if you can finish this road."
Hearing his words, the smile on my face disappeared instantly, looking at the arched body in front of me, with broad shoulders, my thoughts turned, "Since you can't walk this road alone, let me carry you through it. "
My eyes suddenly became hot, I bit my lips lightly, hesitated for a moment, finally lay on his back, and let him carry me on the long road.
Xiao Jincheng didn't stop me from leaving barefoot, Yeluhuan didn't notice me standing barefoot, Xiao Yiran didn't notice me walking barefoot, only he, only he saw me squatting barefoot in the snow at the first sight.
This road is really difficult to walk. Now that my feet are already numb, I really can't walk anymore.
Please allow me to be selfish for once, I want someone who can accompany me through this long journey, someone who can support me when I am tired, and someone who can comfort me when I am in pain.
He doesn't remember my previous Yiwu, or has he already forgotten that there is such a person?
I smiled miserably, stretched out my hand to hold his hand on my left side, and held it gently, feeling his obvious stiffness, "I will let the servant stay with you from now on, so that you will not be alone again."
He looked at me in surprise, with a confused look on his face, but he didn't veto my words.
Xiao Jincheng, for whom did you do that?If you are for me, why don't you recognize me when I stand in front of you?If it was for Xia Yu, then why did the loneliness in your eyes come from?
At this moment, I was also confused by the loneliness in his eyes...
Xiao Jincheng had already let go of the hand that was trapping me, and directly pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, resting his head lightly on my double for a nap, as if he was tired.
Except for a moment of stiffness, I just quietly accompany him, quietly by his side, this is the first time, the first time there is no indifference, no quarrel between us, just enjoying this moment of tranquility, from time to time , A naive idea emerged in my heart, it would be a happy thing to be like this with him all the time, but I know that this is just an extravagant wish, even if he knows that I am at ease, he can't just belong to me, Even though he has done a lot behind the scenes, there is still Xia Yu between us, a generation of emperors, even if he finds a substitute, how long can we survive?Sooner or later, sooner or later, he will need heirs, and royal heirs cannot be defiled.
In fact, I can already guess now that Mrs. Ya will end up in the near future!
You can't keep that child!
The handsome face on the lap is like a child at this moment, showing no trace of defense against me, with a peaceful face, as if he has fallen asleep.
I stretched out my hand to smooth his frowning brows, but I was afraid of disturbing his deep sleep, so I slowly lowered my hand an inch away from him.
Looking at the sky, night has already fallen, the closed Zhumen has already blocked the whistling north wind outside, and the slightly closed rosewood window brings the scenery outside into my eyes.
The snow outside had already stopped, and a piece of white snow glistened against the night sky.
Serenity, peace, is exactly how I feel right now.
"Your concubine, you can't go in..." Eunuch Li, the chief eunuch, deliberately lowered his voice faintly from outside.
Hearing this voice, I couldn't help trembling, I even forgot that I was too popular today, if Xia Yu came in this time and saw me in the emperor's bedroom, he would definitely hold a grudge, and maybe it would bring many crises to the future, I subconsciously looked at him.
At this time, he has opened a pair of sharp eyes. I don't know if he was woken up by the sound outside or he just didn't fall asleep at all?
He sat up gently, shook his head, looked sleepily at the closed rich door, and said lazily and lowly, "Come in."
As soon as I heard his answer, I immediately stood up from the bed. My legs were already numb, and the slight soreness made me uncomfortable. Besides, I was barefoot now, so when I stood up, the pain on my feet The cold also hit my whole body immediately, but I could only grit my teeth and endure it.
When the Zhumen opened, Xia Yu, who was dressed in jewels and jewels, stepped into the threshold, carrying a trace of cold air from outside the door, but Xiao Jincheng had lost the laziness just now, and was sitting proudly on the bed, looking at Xia Yu with disdain. .
This is the first time I've seen them get along with each other.
"Brother Qingshu, how can you let a lowly servant come to the Hall of Mental Cultivation?" The moment she saw me, her expression was a little excited, and she pointed at me who was standing silently by the side with one hand.
"I said that she is my An Jieyu." The sharp light swept across her, and she was staring at me with a faint smile.
"Brother Qingshu, you can't just give her a Jieyu just because she danced the same dance as that woman, right?!" Xia Yu's attitude did not hold back in front of Xiao Jincheng, and was even more arrogant than before in the palace.
"Are you saying that I lied?" Xiao Jincheng's voice was unusually low, and the smile just now disappeared instantly.
Listening to his words, Xia Yu choked and was speechless for a moment, she could only stare at me warmly and angrily for a long time, the ups and downs of her chest proved her anger at the moment.
I just stood there quietly, neither speaking nor moving, talking too much would only make Xia Yu grab me and target me even more.
Xia Yu looked at me for a long time, but she didn't know what to think of, and the corners of her mouth turned up slightly.
"What's the matter, let's talk." He gently adjusted the slightly wrinkled dragon robe that had just been lying down, and his tone was elegant and thin, and his voice also interrupted the dark smile on the corner of Xia Yu's mouth.
Xia Yu didn't reply, but just glanced at me lightly, signaling that I should avoid it.
I also tactfully bowed and performed a palace ceremony before retreating for the first time.
Xiao Jincheng didn't stop him either. It seems that there are really many unknown secrets between him and Rain.
I walked barefoot in the cool corridor, looked at the stars twinkling in the night sky, and suddenly thought of Yeluhuan.
I don't know if he recognized me in the hall just now, if he didn't recognize me, why did he ask the emperor for me alone?
Even Xiao Jincheng, who had seen this dance twice, didn't recognize it, so how could he recognize me?
Or maybe I was too engrossed in my thoughts and bumped into a once-hard 'wall'. I let out a cry of pain, and suddenly looked up at the person coming, and my face immediately changed tragically.
"Isn't this An Jieyu who is in ambush from all sides?" A deep laugh sounded from the side.
I looked at the man who was talking, he looked rather burly, he should be a fierce general of Khitan.
I quickly straightened up, and said in a calm voice, "See Dahan."
I tried my best to avoid Yeluhuan's thoughtful gaze, but I saw the general suddenly burst into laughter, extremely arrogant, and the small noises echoed in the corridor continuously, my heart tightened, did they find something?
"I didn't expect the emperor of the Southern Dynasty to like this mouth. Except for the special dance just now, this face is simply ordinary." After the general finished speaking, he looked at Yeluhuan, "Why does Da Khan have the same taste as that emperor? "
Hearing his words, I was slightly relieved, it turned out to be this matter.
Yeluhuan's expression was a bit complicated, his eyes showed a faint pain, and he stared at me intently, "Xiao Jincheng really enjoys the blessings of being equal to everyone." There is a deep meaning in these words.
I was secretly thinking about the meaning of his words, but I saw him walk past me and walk away.
The general smiled at me contemptuously, and then followed quickly. When he passed me shoulder to shoulder, I could clearly hear the snort from the tip of his nose.
I stood there stiffly, thinking about what he said when he left, and I was a little dazed, knowing Xiao Yiran's appearance, looking at his side face hidden in the shadow, I couldn't open my mouth to speak.
Overnight, we seemed to be on opposite sides of each other, and we were no longer friends.
"Let's have another drink." His voice was flat, with no ups and downs, and I smiled, "Okay."
The same place, the same table of side dishes, the same twos sitting opposite each other, but it's a pity that it's not the same as the original chatting over wine.
After Xiao Yiran drank three glasses of wine in a row, he stared at the empty glass without saying a word, immersed in this weird atmosphere alone, and I didn't break it.
"Girl..." He suddenly raised his glass to me, "I'm sorry, I took advantage of you." Then he drank it in one gulp, poured another glass, and said to me again, "I'm sorry, I hurt Chunrui."
I looked at him and laughed, a sarcasm in my voice.
sorry?Sorry, if it works, what's the use of the police?Although there are no police in this world, there will be quite a few people in Dali Temple by then.
Just a few glasses of wine, do you want to take a life?What he thought was simple!
"Stinky boy..." I gently raised my glass, this is the last time I call him this way, "Thank you for letting Yeluhuan go that day." After drinking it, the pungent feeling swept through the mouth and lower abdomen instantly, and poured down one after another. Next cup, "Thank you, let me understand, in this deep palace, don't trust anyone!"
I drank it all again, and put down the glass forcefully, the sound echoed.
After two cups in a row, I stood up leisurely, turned my head to leave, and took two steps, but was stopped by him, "An Huai Xin, we will never owe each other from now on."
As soon as I heard his words, I immediately turned around and smiled sweetly, "Okay, then I can rest assured."
Feel free to let go and take revenge on each of you, everyone who participated in harming Chunrui!
I met his eyes with a cold smile, but my heart was terrified, his eyes were too soft, this kind of softness almost destroyed the hatred I had just strengthened.
I hastily turned around and left here, without a trace of nostalgia for my figure.
Walking all the way, I don't know where I have gone, and I don't know where I want to go, I just know that I have no strength to go on, so I just squat down and support my hands in the cold snow, freezing my hands .
Holding up a piece of white snow, staring at it for a long time, "Snow is like plum, and plum is like snow, both are lonely and pure but cold." There are plums in the snow, and snow in the plums, what kind of beauty it will be!
"Anxin." Yeluqi's sudden appearance brought me back to my senses.
"Why did you come here alone?" His voice was faintly hurried, and then when he looked at me, his eyes suddenly tightened again, "Why, you're not going to want these hands and feet, are you?!"
The voice was thin and angry.
I followed his gaze and looked down, opened my mouth to explain, but couldn't say anything, so I suddenly laughed.
He was startled by my sudden laughter, and then looked at me nervously, "What's wrong, but where is it frozen? Get up quickly."
After speaking, he quickly stretched out his hand to help me up.
I smiled and said hoarsely, "It's okay, it's just that I can't find the way back, so I think it's funny."
He looked at me in astonishment and continued to laugh at me, and finally turned around and squatted down speechlessly, "It's not that you don't know the road, but you just don't know if you can finish this road."
Hearing his words, the smile on my face disappeared instantly, looking at the arched body in front of me, with broad shoulders, my thoughts turned, "Since you can't walk this road alone, let me carry you through it. "
My eyes suddenly became hot, I bit my lips lightly, hesitated for a moment, finally lay on his back, and let him carry me on the long road.
Xiao Jincheng didn't stop me from leaving barefoot, Yeluhuan didn't notice me standing barefoot, Xiao Yiran didn't notice me walking barefoot, only he, only he saw me squatting barefoot in the snow at the first sight.
This road is really difficult to walk. Now that my feet are already numb, I really can't walk anymore.
Please allow me to be selfish for once, I want someone who can accompany me through this long journey, someone who can support me when I am tired, and someone who can comfort me when I am in pain.
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