Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

In prison, my suicide finally made Xiao Jincheng, who refused to see me for two whole months, move into Zhaofeng Palace.At that time, I was fine, but I lost a lot of blood and needed rest.The gauze wrapped tightly around my left wrist many times, and every movement of my hand would tear the wound, and I was drenched in cold sweat with pain.

I lay on the bed, watching Xiao Jincheng standing quietly beside my couch.It's been a long time since I saw him again, and he is still as brave as a dragon, with the demeanor of a king.There is an irresistible majesty on the serious face, this is a generation of kings.Never being swayed by anyone or anything, he acts vigorously and resolutely, and no one can stop him from making decisions.

But he finally came to see me.

I blinked weakly, and tears overflowed like this, soaking the quilt pillow, "Your majesty... I thought that you would never see me again."

Finally, from Xiao Jincheng to the emperor, from a word of "I" to a concubine...

His eyes were blurred with tears, and he couldn't even see him who was close at hand, but felt so far away from him.

He gently sat down on the side of the bed, and gently hugged me, "Why are you so stupid?"

"When my concubine sees them...die like that, I can't help...wanting to be with them." With my voice choked up, I leaned tightly on his chest.

He gently caressed my hair, his voice was very low, "Because of me?"

Gradually put away the sound of crying, wept uncontrollably, "Your Majesty, we have already missed one time, do we want to miss the second time? If the Emperor still abandons his concubines in the end and forgets the promise made on the wedding day... What's the point of living for a concubine?"

Because of these words, his body froze.Because of his sudden silence, the air gradually fell silent.I was still buried tightly in his arms, and the hand around his waist was gradually tightened, and the injured left hand was clenched into a fist, and the pain spread.I slowly closed my eyes, waiting for him to speak.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally said, "No more... I will never leave you behind."

After hearing his words, I laughed, when will we start playing tricks between me and him?Is it because everything is wrong?
Tonight, he stayed by my bedside all night, never closing his eyes, never leaving.It wasn't until early in the morning that he washed up casually for a while before leaving. Before leaving, he told Xinyue and Zhitao to take good care of me. If there was anything wrong, they were the only ones to ask.

After this night, I am no longer the concubine Sheng Huang who fell out of favor.I vaguely recall all the past, since when did my love for him start to grow deeply?Is it the first time I met him, he carried me into Zhenbei Palace?Or between us all kinds of quarrels?Or is he giving up fighting for the throne that belongs to him because of me?

However, these are not important anymore.Really, it doesn't matter at all.

The wind comes quietly, the sand rolls up the dust, and the flocs float in March.

Laughter and tears, indifferently right, this feeling is in vain.

Wu Ranxi and Su Qiaoyun, who hadn't stepped into Zhaofeng Palace for several months, came to Zhaofeng Palace to greet me warmly, and I greeted them with a smile, just like I used to chat with them.Not long after they left, the other concubines in the palace resumed the usual ceremony of paying respects, and more than a dozen of them came to visit and condolence with precious wild ginseng tonics, to test the identity of Fengyin.

Zhaofeng Palace, full of people overnight, shined brightly, and became the busiest place in the East Palace again.

I don't mind their ulterior motives, and I don't mind that they gave me money when I fell out of favor.I only know that everyone in this harem worships the high and tramples on the low, and there is no real affection at all. I no longer care about finding a true temperament in this cruel harem.

This is, the phoenix was bathed in blood and reborn from nirvana.

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The pond is shallow, the courtyard is deep, the spring breeze is blowing, and the fragrance of gold is fragrant.

I stand against the wind by the pond in the garden, and the catkins lightly slap on my clothes and make-up.

Today is the day when Yin Shijing canonized as his wife, but he heard that Mrs. Shen is pregnant.It was a coincidence that these two incidents collided, causing the servants in the palace to whisper, all talking about who the emperor would stay tonight.And I don't have the time to think about it anymore, all I think about is the current relationship with Xiao Jincheng.

He came to Zhaofeng Palace for two consecutive days and accompanied him in front of the bed.We seem to have returned to the days of our wedding, the difference is that he calls himself "Zhen" to me, and I call myself "Concubine" to him.I understand that the gap with him is irreparable, and I can never go back to the past.

Neither of us mentioned the child in Yin Shijing and Mrs. Shen's womb. It doesn't matter whether he touched women other than me...

I looked at the reflection in the water, my face was a little pale and faintly sick.I knew very well that my body was not as good as before. After being disfigured by Liancheng Jinxiang, it took me more than half a year to recover.But a few months ago, he was poisoned by the bad poison of the Western Regions, and he often coughed lightly.A few days ago, he cut his wrist again and lost too much blood in prison, resulting in physical weakness.And Xinyue brewed plum blossom brew with musk for me every day, and I had to drink it all.I can't debunk it, or my plan will fall short.

Putting all these together, I guess I won't live long...

"Zhitao, I want to ask you, why did you suddenly want to fly a kite on Fengqipo that day?" I plucked a green leaf from a weeping willow branch and played with it with my fingertips.

Zhitao thought about it for a while before saying, "It's Xinyue, she said that you are not in a good mood recently, imperial concubine, and asked me to suggest to fly a kite."

I nodded knowingly and looked at the blue sky with floating clouds, a few rows of wild geese flew by, "Zhitao, in this Zhaofeng Palace, I can only trust you. Although you are the emperor's person, but this palace still wants Let me ask you, are you willing to give your life to Bengong?"

Her whole body suddenly became tense and stiff, she stared at me with a bleak expression, her red lips trembled slightly, and she was unable to speak for a long time.

I don't want to push too hard, just wait for her to think.

"Slave...is willing." Her voice trembled a little, and I couldn't help but smile, "Think carefully before replying to me."

She bit her lower lip, her eyes flustered.Finally, she nodded her head heavily, with a determined attitude, "Imperial Concubine, I am willing to give my life to the Imperial Concubine."

The willow leaves in my hand fell from my fingertips, and finally floated to the surface of the lake, and ripples filled the air, "Don't worry, I won't kill you. I just need you to do me a favor."

She let out a heavy breath, and her face was obviously relaxed, "You scared the slaves to death."

Seeing her expression, I also smiled.It was indeed testing her just now. If she was a spy, her face would definitely not have such panic and struggle, and finally she would shine with determination.

"Tonight in the Dragon Yin Hall, the emperor canonized Yin Zhaoyuan as his wife. Not only will I be present at that time, but King Chu Qing will certainly also be present. At that time, you must try your best to bring him a message for this palace. Remember, don't let anyone People found out." I explained to her word by word, fearing that if she was not careful enough and someone found out, my plan would be completely messed up.

Although Zhitao was puzzled, she still nodded happily and said, "Don't worry, imperial concubine, this servant will definitely take care of this matter."

As for King Chu Qing, my memory is rather vague, and I only recently found out some things about him. If this matter is handled well, he will have a great deal of difficulty with me.

In the Longyin Hall, all the officials sit on the right side, while the concubines and concubines above the third rank are all on the left side.Sit in order according to rank. Of course, I sat in the main seat on the left, and Xia Yu sat on the chair a few steps away from me on the right. "Madame Blossom".As soon as I heard this title, my heart felt faint pain, but the smile still hung under my dimples.

Chunrui... Huarui... On purpose, or unintentionally?

Unconsciously, he picked up the wine on the table and drank it all in one gulp.Lightly sweeping over a golden gown with five phoenixes, thousand pleats and a hundred butterflies, it shone brightly in the bright candlelight.She smiled sweetly and happily, much like me back then, indulging in the fantasy that didn't belong to me and couldn't get out.As the saying goes, love is like poisoned wine. Even if you know it is poisonous, you still drink it recklessly. Is this the so-called moths to the flame?

Unknowingly, the canonization ceremony passed by in such a hurry, Xiao You lightly hugged her waist and left first, leaving a palace full of officials and concubines alone.

The officials on the opposite side all toasted and drank in groups of three or five, which was very lively.Compared with them, the concubines on the left looked extraordinarily indifferent. They all sat in their seats taciturnly, picking up a piece of pastry from time to time to take a light bite.

Concubine Jing and Mrs. Qi probably couldn't bear the noise in the hall, so they drifted away.It just so happened that the man who was always taciturn also got up and left, so I quickly winked at Zhitao who was beside me, and after giving her permission, she quietly left the table and chased him out.

I picked up the jug and poured another glass of wine before I wanted to drink, but I heard Xia Yu's voice with a faint smile, "Is the concubine Shenghuang in a bad mood, so she drinks frequently?"

I didn't reply, the wine glass placed on my lips tilted slowly, and the wine slipped into my mouth bit by bit.

Xia Yu, can't hold back anymore...

When she saw that I didn't answer, she smiled at me slightly mockingly, "The pomp of Yin Zhaoyuan conferring his wife today is actually as good as your concubation ceremony, imperial concubine, and it is inevitable to feel resentment."

I leisurely put down the wine glass in my hand, and smiled lightly, "Isn't it more suitable for your mood today to say that you have resentment? No matter what, the emperor's heart for me is known to everyone in the palace."

When she heard what I said, she sneered, "So what if we all know, why don't we still hold someone else's arms for a spring night tonight, I don't have as much resentment as you do in this palace."

I smiled lightly, endured the discomfort in my heart, and nodded suddenly, "That's right, the noble concubine's father has power in the court, and the outlying islands are even rich and luxurious. Even the emperor must give him three points. Even if there is no emperor's favor, the noble concubine must be The wind is like the wind, and the rain is like the rain, so how can you feel resentful towards a little lady canonization. It's my fault."

Xia Yu smiled triumphantly when she heard my words, but didn't hear my irony.

I got up slowly, and said, "I'm not recovering, so I'll go back to the palace first."

After an indifferent cry, he left the table.

If I were Xia Yu, I would definitely be aware of the precarious position of the Xia family in the court at this moment, and I would persuade my father to be careful and restrain his edge.She should also try her best to lead by example, so that if the Xia family really collapsed, it would not hurt herself, but she didn't realize the sense of crisis at all. She believed that she was the hero who helped Xiao Jincheng ascend the throne, so she didn't know how to restrain herself, and desperately colluded with the party members to form her own faction.No king would tolerate this.

Stepping out of the Dragon Yin Hall, looking around, Yeluqi is holding a jug of wine, drinking lightly from time to time with his head up, when did he become so depressed and sad?

I was about to go up to have a chat with him, but I remembered Concubine Jing's parting words for a few days, so I dismissed the thought, turned around and went to another place.

"Imperial concubine!"

Yeluqi's call made me stop my walking pace, I turned my back to him without turning back, and waited quietly for his next words.

"Did you deliberately arrange the suicide in the prison?" He lowered his voice and asked.

Upon hearing his words, I hurriedly looked around, fearing that someone might hear them.Fortunately, everyone was drinking in the hall, and there was no one here.

I turned and approached him, "So what?"

He stared at me in a daze, with a look of struggle in his eyes, "Don't do anything you regret."

"Regret?" I snorted, avoiding his gaze and said, "Tell me, did you already know that there is musk in that cup of plum blossom brewing! That's why you were a little excited when you saw me drinking this tea that day?"

He smiled wryly and remained silent.It is the default.

I smiled wryly in disappointment, "Is it... him?"

"Yes, but later Qing Shu..."