Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

I misunderstood his change of heart, how could I have believed Liancheng's words indiscriminately, and finally accepted Yeluhuan's love.

"If it weren't for Yeluqi's lie, I would never have such a firm belief in leaving you. You have used me time and time again, and I can find reasons to persuade myself to forgive you, but the only thing about Musk...you know , I want to have a child between us, but you have deprived me of the right to be a mother. When I learned that I was pregnant and that there was no musk in my body, all my plans were disrupted." I trembled With a low voice, he let the tears flow on his clothes, "It turns out that I am the stupidest person... For the first time, I hate myself so much."

I felt that Xiao Jincheng's body was trembling slightly, but his hands were soothing me, patting my back, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, that's why you can't have enough trust in me."

There was no more words between us, we just hugged each other quietly.

At that moment, I was conflicted and complicated, and I secretly wanted to be with him forever, but my reason and conscience told me, I can't...it's not fair to Huan, and it's not fair to the child.

So, I will enjoy these seven days and leave with the happiest memories here.

Finally, I calmed down the dark tide in my heart, broke free from his embrace gently, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "This hut has not been cleaned for so long, there is a lot of dust... If we have to stay here for seven days , should be taken care of."

As soon as we said it, we did it, the two of us fetched water, and the other cleaned.This seemingly small hut is quite strenuous to clean.

It wasn't until the stars in the sky twinkled that we sweated and cleaned the hut.

In just two days, we got along very harmoniously, just like a married couple with their eyebrows raised.

Although these four words are not suitable to describe us now, I still want to use these four words.

In the past two days, my relationship with him was very ordinary and relaxed, unlike when I was with him before, I couldn't see through or guess what he was thinking.

The depression was also swept away, replaced by ease and comfort.

In the past two days, except for the servants who delivered meals from the other side every day, no one dared to disturb them at other times, not even a bodyguard, as if it was really just me and him.

We chatted, as if there were a lot to talk about, and he also asked his doubts about why I opened Jinyunlou in the first place!
Listening to my whimsical thoughts, he kept listening with a smile, his eyes shining brightly...

On this day, just after we finished our meal, we sat side by side on the bamboo steps in front of the house, looking up at the dark night sky, only to find that there was neither a bright moon nor stars.It seemed that there was going to be a storm, and the air was a little stuffy.From time to time, there were mosquitoes buzzing and buzzing around my ears. Xiao Jincheng's slaps didn't stop all night, and he helped me slap the mosquitoes around me again and again.

I looked at his actions with a smile, and teased, "Slap a mosquito. You must have never done such a thing in your life, right?"

He still kept moving his hands, "I've done it too, I haven't done it in marching and fighting! It's just..." Unlike fighting like this, there will be a special person in charge, so he doesn't have to worry about it.

"This is very good, very common." It was like a sigh, but also like a statement, without any dissatisfaction.

Seeing him so emotional, I couldn't help but ask, "Do you feel bitter?"

"Bitter." He finally stopped what he was doing, and answered me seriously, "However, this bitterness made me understand one thing, it turns out that happiness can be obtained so easily."

"Yes, happiness sometimes only needs you - reach out and grab it, and bend down to pick it up. But some people just don't want to reach out - reach out and bend down." I looked away from him and looked up at the dark night empty.

But he stretched out his hand and turned my head up towards him, meeting his tender gaze at that time, I suddenly had the urge to run away, afraid of falling into his tenderness again.

However, when I was about to escape, his fiery lips had already covered me, and I repeatedly turned my head back, while he stretched out his hand to fix the back of my head, and the wet lips kissed repeatedly and deeply lingering.

Under his domineering yet gentle kiss, I gradually lost myself and couldn't stop responding to his kiss.Both hands gradually climbed up to his neck, such a little response made him kiss deeper, as if he wanted to take all my breath away...

When he slowly unbuttoned my plain coat, a nausea rushed up my throat, I immediately pushed him away, turned my face to the other side and retched unceasingly.

He immediately followed my back, slightly relieving the discomfort caused by misogyny.With my back to him, I can still hear his unrelenting panting, reminding me of the scene just now.If I didn't push him away because of embarrassment, I think...it would be out of control.

After I slowly eased the symptoms of vomiting, he asked worriedly, "Is it better?"

I didn't look at him, and immediately got up from the bamboo steps and turned into the house, but he held my hand the moment I left, "Xin'er, I will treat this child as our child, you trust me."

I slowly closed my eyelids, countless faces of Huan flashed in my mind, he said: I believe in you, I will wait for your return.

Thinking of this, I stopped struggling in my heart, opened my eyes, and said calmly, "But, I can't."

Without looking at his expression at the moment, he broke away from his hand and entered the hut, leaving him alone, sitting on the bamboo steps.The summer insects cried out, as if expressing the sadness of the moment.

The next day, I got up before dawn, because I smelled the fragrance of jasmine, and I suddenly thought of the plum blossom brew that Xinyue made for me. Maybe I could collect some dew and turn it into jasmine brew.

I thought, try to make a cup of tea for Xiao Jincheng, it seems that I have never made tea for him.

I opened the wooden door, and at a glance, in front of the bamboo steps, Xiao Jincheng was resting with his hands on his knees, his head deeply buried between his knees, and his eyes closed.

Had he not been in the house all night?I immediately stepped forward and knelt down to shake him awake, "Xiao Jincheng, wake up."

He raised his head slowly, opened those sleepy eyes, his eyes were confused and unconnected, like a... child.

"What's wrong?" He didn't seem to realize what happened at this moment, sinking into his own thoughts.

Seeing the faint bloodshot eyes in his eyes, I quickly said, "You slept here all night? Do you want to go in and catch up on sleep?"

"No need." His originally dazed eyes gradually eased, and they were vaguely sharp and piercing as usual.

I was a little disappointed, there was only that moment of innocence, and when I woke up, I was a fearsome emperor again.

"Why did you sleep outside?"

"I thought about something, so I fell asleep before I knew it."

"Slave pays my respects to the emperor." Eunuch Li brought two slaves to us at some point, and bowed respectfully to Xiao Jincheng, "The slave will bring you these two high-quality plum seeds according to the emperor's order." up.

"Let it go. You can retreat now." Xiao Jincheng straightened his clothes and got up from the bamboo steps, looking at them indifferently.

Eunuch Li signaled the two servants behind him to put Mei down with his eyes, and he said respectfully, "Your Majesty, you have not been to court for four days, and the court ministers are all talking...

"I don't think that if I don't go to the early court for four days, it will cause chaos in the court. Besides, I have arranged the affairs of the court properly. If you have any questions, you can find Prime Minister Su." Xiao Jincheng's voice was a little cold.

I looked at his sharp profile, Prime Minister Su, is Su Qiaoyun's father?Now he has become the prime minister?
It seems that he should be the next one to eradicate...

He always analyzes the people who are beneficial or harmful to him very intelligently, and designs to eradicate them step by step. I don't have to worry about such a powerful him!
"Your Majesty, Su Guiren has been clamoring to see you these days, saying that the eldest prince has been crying all day long." Eunuch Li continued.

"Just ask an imperial doctor to look at it for him. Alright, step back." Xiao Jincheng's eyes faintly flashed impatience.

"Yes." Eunuch Li also saw his impatience, so he tactfully accepted it as soon as he saw it, and Xiaobu retreated respectfully.

Seeing their fleeing figures, I tightly squeezed the porcelain bottle in my hand and asked, "Did Su Qiaoyun give birth to the eldest prince for you? Then why didn't you give her the title..."

"As a spy sent by another country, it is an exception for me to give her the status of a nobleman. She shouldn't dream of climbing to a high position again, and her child will be named king and prince." The words were full of ruthless indifference. It turned out that he The same is true for Su Qiaoyun.

Could it be that in his eyes, if a woman is useless, he will kick her away?
From Chunrui back then to Mrs. Ya, from Yin Shijing to Su Qiaoyun, they were all the women he once loved, but when their value is no longer there, what will happen to them?Which is his real woman?

And I never thought I was special around him because he used me and kicked me out.

I felt that he didn't want to talk about this, so he didn't intend to continue this topic, so I pointed to the two plum seeds lying quietly on the ground, "What are you doing with the two plum seeds? You don't want to plant them, do you? "

His face softened because of my question, "You are right." He walked towards the two plum seeds and picked them up, "Go to the house to get a shovel and a hoe, follow me."

Following his instructions, I ran into the house, took out a shovel and a hoe, and followed him towards the vast grass.

We chose a piece of land that was fertile and suitable for planting, and it took us a long time to plant the plums.

At this time, I was so tired that I couldn't straighten my waist, and I sat wearily in the soft grass, and the summer morning breeze blew slowly, which was very cool.Now my body can't exercise too much at all, and I get tired easily.Maybe it's because the poison in my body hasn't been completely cleared, or maybe it's because I'm pregnant with a child.