Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

Yeluqi, where is your heart?Is it Khitan thousands of miles away, or where you are right now?You have too many people to protect, but what are you hiding?However, many mysteries seem to be condensed on him, and many things are related to him!But I always believe that Yeluqi is a good person, at least I always think so.

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During the Lantern Festival, the palace people got busy, making lanterns with thin bamboo and red paper, and hanging them on the tree trunks, waiting for the night to light candles and make wishes.

Some people folded paper boats, put a red candle in the middle, and let them go with the waves.

Palace people will do such a thing every Lantern Festival. They all hope that their wishes will come true. This can be regarded as a kind of spiritual comfort.

As the night fell, the entire dormitory was shrouded in a luminous glow, and the bright red candlelight shone brightly on the bare trees.

The cold wind swayed the candles, and the wishes stuck on the lanterns were blown up by the wind. I stood under the tree and bathed in the light of the wind. Looking at the lanterns hanging on the tree, the peaceful red dazzled my eyes.

When I was watching casually, I suddenly noticed the wishes on the tree, and I was also attracted by the content above, and couldn't help thinking:
Your parents are in good health, and your daughter misses you very much.

Get out of this dark palace as soon as possible and return to an ordinary life.

After making a lot of wishes, I realized that almost all of them were missing my parents and leaving the palace. Among them, there were inevitably a few wishes that I wanted to fly on the branches.

In fact, people have their own aspirations. Some people expect to be ordinary and comfortable, while others expect prosperity and wealth.The two are always mutual, you are doomed to bear all the pains that life brings you in your ordinary life, and you are doomed to lose your nature and become independent and lonely.

"Master, look, this is the wood epiphyllum that Master Mu spent a lot of time finding for you." Ning Xiang held a pot of blue flowers in front of me, "Look, how beautiful it is. I wish you a happy Lantern Festival." , to conceive a dragon son for the emperor as soon as possible."

Dragon son?I smiled bitterly and sniffed the strong fragrance of the flowers. I had seen the so-called wood epiphyllum in books but never saw it with my own eyes.It was a flash in the pan, and Mu Tianyan was implying that I should seize the time to stabilize my position as soon as possible while Xiao Jincheng is still interested in me!

However, he didn't know that Xiao Jincheng was not the short-lived love I wanted.Looking at the beautiful and bright flowers in front of me, I actually felt a little ironic.

I reached out to take the flower, and gently stroked the purple petals with my fingertips, "Master Mu has a heart."

Recently, he should be preparing for his marriage with Zhao Ziyan. I heard that the wedding will be on the seventh day of February, which coincidentally coincides with my birthday.

But I heard that Xiao Jincheng will personally officiate for them, if possible, I really want to go and see with him...

However, if I take the initiative, Xiao Jincheng will definitely doubt my relationship with him.It's best if he can take the initiative to mention it to me, how can I get him to take the initiative to mention it?

With full of thoughts, I came to the shore of the lake where Biboying was bathing, put the epiphyllum at my feet, stretched out my hand into the cold lake water, the feeling of freezing cold spread all over my arms, and after a while I got used to the water temperature, and I parked it in the surrounding water. The small boats rippling towards the center of the lake one after another.

Looking at the sailing boat, I remembered the important matter that the imperial court was discussing now. The Liu family wrote a letter requesting Xiao Jincheng to be the empress, and the first choice was Concubine Jing, followed by Madam Qi.I'm not very clear about the details, I haven't seen Tianyan in person for a few days, maybe it's because I'm too busy with the marriage. "Only God knows how much deep sorrow and affection." I was full of sadness, and I still chanted to myself, as if I saw the scene of lighting the Kongming lanterns with Yeluhuan many years ago. His wish was that I could be happy.

But after he left, happiness seemed to be farther and farther away from me. I thought that with our child, I could make up for the guilt I felt towards you, and owe less to you.

Suddenly seeing the reflection in the lake, Xiao Jincheng stood behind me at some point, I looked back at him in astonishment, his eyes were deep and dark, "What are you thinking, I haven't noticed it since I came to you for so long."

I got up immediately, the numbness between my legs made me almost unable to stand still, he immediately supported me, "Be careful."

There was darkness in front of my eyes, and I lost my thoughts all of a sudden, and I slumped against his arms, shaking my forehead that was almost unconscious.

He rubbed his forehead worriedly for me, "You must be dizzy, seeing you squatting on the shore for so long."

There was seven points of grievance in my tone, three points of coquettish anger, and I slipped into his arms, "I was thinking, it would be great if I could light the lamp with you."

"Didn't I come here?" Seeing that my condition had improved a little, he put his hand on my forehead and temples, "What wish do you want to make?"

I pondered for a while before saying softly, "I will have a child for you, but I hope it will be a girl... Cheng Huan. At Cheng Huan's knees, the three of us will live together as a family."

He tightened me a bit in his arms, "No, I want to give birth to a prince. You will be a queen in the future, and if you become a queen, you will be discussed by the court ministers if you don't have a prince." His voice was a little tough, and I The smile on his face was a little dim, and he gave a wry smile, "Isn't the minister of the court looking for a queen for you?"

His face immediately sank, and his face was a little ugly, with anger ready to be released.

I just wondered that he seemed a little unhappy when he came to me, and it turned out that it was because of the empress seal.I immediately asked, "What's wrong?"

"Nowadays, the Liu family is really getting bolder and bolder. They unite with many officials to force me to be the empress, and they are full of benevolence and righteousness. Concubine Jing? After all, it's not for their own benefit that they elected her." He snorted coldly. With a voice, "I think she has been taking care of the post-official affairs for too long, I should clean it up."

I broke free from his arms, and showed him a sweet smile, "Jincheng, don't think about those unhappy things, you are a good emperor, you can govern the world well, and at the same time, you can make this empress official Get it right." Seeing that his face softened a little, I knelt down and picked up the wooden epiphyllum, "Look, the wooden epiphyllum."

He squatted down with me and gently stroked the upper petals, "It's beautiful, but people are more delicate than flowers."

"Greedy." I smiled by chance, and said with a pointed smile, "Do you know the flower meaning of Mu Epiphyllum?" Seeing the blankness in his pupils, I slowly said, "Mu Epiphyllum's flower meaning, for Love can shine for a moment, and then die. Its spirit, like a flash in the pan, was beautiful, but only for a short moment."

His brows gradually began to furrow deeply because of my words, as if he wanted to see me through, "Xin'er, the love between us will never be as brilliant as that moment."

I also remained silent for a long time and only said, "I hope so."

It's not that I don't believe it, but that I don't dare to believe it anymore!

Seeing that I was a little sad, he stopped talking about this sad topic with me, and said, "Do you know that the seventh day of February is the wedding of Mu Tianyan and Zhao Ziyan?"

"Slightly heard."

"Do you know why it was chosen on the seventh day of February?" He asked again. This question surprised me. Could it be that he meant...

He held my hands and said with a gentle smile, "The seventh day of February is your birthday, and I have not forgotten it. I will personally officiate the wedding and take you out of the palace by the way. You don't always like the freedom outside the palace. live?"

I jumped into his arms happily, and blurted out hastily, "No joke."

Just now I was still worrying about how to get him to take the initiative to bring me out of the palace, but I didn't expect that he had already prepared to take me out of the palace on the seventh day of February.Really, well-intentioned.

And the pot of bright purple wood epiphyllum placed beside my feet began to wither and fall slowly at this time, I suddenly closed my eyelids slowly, not to look at its withering appearance.

Wood Epiphyllum, a bouquet in the sea, only one night, after the brilliance, it will be scattered with the wind.

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The seventh day of February.

Red curtains are everywhere in the Mu Mansion, and the bustling officials can almost step on the threshold, all of them are well-dressed and holding congratulatory gifts in their hands, almost filling the courtyard of the Mu Mansion, which shows the status of Mu Tianyan in the court today.What's more important is that the emperor is here in person at this moment, from princes and generals down to Zhima officials all come to Mu's residence to join in.But many officials who did not receive the post were still stopped outside the mansion by the imperial guards who accompanied Xiao Jincheng.

At this time, it was the time of Chuxi, and there was a continuous drizzle in the sky, which caused inconvenience to many people. It was also accompanied by this drizzle that a couple of newlyweds stepped onto the red carpet and walked towards Xiao Jincheng and me who were sitting in the main seat. step by step.

The accompanying flower girls on both sides threw out the blood-red glass roses from their hands, and the petals sprinkled on their hair and necks, some remained on the top, and some rolled down.

Both Mu Tianyan and Zhao Ziyan wore red wedding dresses, but their numb expressions reflected their reluctance for this marriage.

I looked carefully at Zhao Ziyan, the thick and complicated phoenix crown on her head, and the scattered pearls and emeralds on her forehead, jingling and clanging with her steps.Her figure is petite and exquisite, but her face exudes a spirit of refinement and agility. With such makeup, it is impossible to tell the actual age difference between her and Mu Tianyan.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart for the skillful hands of the makeup artist.

Slowly, the two of them knelt in front of us and served tea...

Mu Tianyan was very steady in front of me from the beginning to the end, her calm eyes swept over me and Xiao Jincheng respectfully.Zhao Ziyan, on the other hand, bowed her head and served the tea without looking at us.

A series of trivial weddings finally ended with the sound of "sent to the bridal chamber".

I leaned back on the chair tiredly, while Xiao Jincheng talked to General Zhao. Being beside him, I always felt that General Zhao was quite hostile to me, so Yingying bowed out of boredom and left the hall.

It’s not a day or two since he doesn’t like me. After I married into the Zhenbei Prince’s Mansion, he always thought that I was not good enough for Xiao Jincheng. He also let go of his loyalty to the army, but who would have thought that I would come back again!
Such a veteran, I'd better avoid it!