Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

From what I know about her, if it's not a big deal, she would never come to see me in person, not to mention the grievances between me and her, even if it's Tianyan's relationship, she wouldn't want to deal with me.

She must have something very important to tell me today, and she can only tell me.

"The word Xianfei has long since ceased to exist. I hope the Prime Minister's wife will stop calling it."

Zhao Ziyan was startled when she heard the words, and then looked at me for a long time with no clear meaning, as if hesitating whether to speak, the conflict in her eyes was clearly visible, "Ziyan came here to ask you two things."

This is the first time I've seen her speak to me in such a low tone.

In the past, Zhao Ziyan always talked to me with her head held high like a peacock. She was the kind of woman who was born with a kind of arrogance. Even if she married Tianyan in the end, she never bowed her head to Xiao Jincheng...

Such a woman must have been forced to nowhere, so she had no choice but to come to me...

I walked around the inner hall for a few steps, and finally knelt on the cushion with my knees silently, waiting for her next words.

"I hope you can persuade Mu Tianyan, don't fight with my father anymore. At this time, the two countries are confronting each other. If the important ministers of the court are still hostile to each other, it will be a great disadvantage to a country. .”

Zhao Ziyan's voice was filled with deep worry, and following my steps, she slowly knelt on another cushion, kowtowed to Maitreya Buddha with her palms together.

Mu Tianyan... Regarding Zhao Ziyan's name for Tianyan, I have some doubts in my heart, but after all, this is a matter between their husband and wife, so I don't want to ask more.

"Meditation, He De, how can you dissuade Prime Minister Mu?" I chuckled lightly, seeing her opening her mouth to speak, I hurriedly interrupted, "Madam, please tell me the second thing."

Her beautiful eyes flowed and floated gently towards my body, "I don't know if you know that when the queen mother was alive, she had done many private transactions with Khitan, and she hid a large amount of money. With her After passing away, the money is also missing, but now that the Khitans are confident about the war, it is estimated that they must have got it. Otherwise, how could they be so confident? But we are exhausted physically and mentally due to years of fighting, and the national treasury is increasingly empty .”

"Ma'am, what do you mean?"

"It is my father and Master Xiao who are fighting on the front line now. Although they are brave and good at fighting, one is old after all, and the other is still inexperienced no matter what. I only hope that you can go and buy some time for them, as long as they can breathe We are sure to win this battle with one breath.”

"Is this what the emperor meant?"

"No, the emperor doesn't know about it at all. It's... it's what my father meant..."

Zhao Ziyan's voice gradually became lower and weaker, but my smile became wider. It turned out that my escape into Buddhism and disillusionment with the world of mortals still couldn't bring me the peace I wanted.

In this battle for the world, do you still want to drag me into it?So what are my years of silence?sorrow?ridiculous!
"General Zhao is really a pillar of the country! Back then in front of all the officials in the court, he said that I was a beauty, a disaster, and that I would bring disaster to the country and the people. But today he is not fighting the enemy bravely on the front line, and sent you, a woman and child, to beg me to help him ? A joke, why?"

I used to admire Zhao Zhirui, his ability to be a leader, and his loyalty to the emperor, but his pedantic ideas and behavior over the years have shattered all my previous admiration for him.

"You, you have misunderstood my father! He never bowed his head to beg for help easily. If it wasn't for the righteousness of the world, for the people of Li, he would have died in battle. Now the safety of the people of the world is in your hands. We all know that you were once the concubine of Khitan Great Khan's cousin and the only moon concubine conferred by the former Great Khan. Liancheng Yanping has always respected and loved his late cousin. Facing the love of the person he respects the most, he will never I will embarrass you! If you can come forward, I believe..."

"Why do you think that Liancheng Yanping won't hurt me? You are full of righteousness in the world and the people of Li, are you going to sacrifice a woman's dignity for these?" I clenched the rosary in my palm, the thread broke and the beads fell, One by one, they fell to the ground with harsh sounds, crackling... rolling to the ground.

Zhao Ziyan's face was moved for a moment, and her eyes were covered with mist, "I know, I have heard a lot about you from my father, I know what happened in the years when you disappeared, although I I used to hope that you would never show up, but when I saw you sitting next to him again, I realized how ridiculous my thoughts were, and how stupid everything I had done! We are all poor people in the end. Step into I also hesitated when I was in the empty hall, and I don't want to disturb your peaceful life at the moment, but there is no way, this world must be unified."

"Unification of the world, what does it matter to me?" I didn't want to hear her benevolence and morality, so I struggled to bounce off the cushion, my face turned pale, and my hands and feet gradually became cold.

"I always thought that you would be a righteous woman. I don't feel ashamed to lose to you! But I never thought that your heart is as cold as ice."

Her words made me laugh crazily, and tears rolled down my cheeks, "A declaration of righteousness? I never knew that the stability of the country depends on a woman."

"Concubine Xian"

"Let your father beg me." I sneered.

"You know he is on the front line now, how can you come to beg you." Zhao Ziyan frowned at my sudden request.

"Ming people don't speak dark words, you know where General Zhao is now better than I do." The person who can direct everything behind and knows my current situation well, how could he not come back to arrange these things.

Seeing Zhao Ziyan's stunned expression, the smile on the corner of my mouth became colder and colder, and I looked at Zhao Ziyan sharply, "Isn't it funny that such a great general sneaked away and asked his daughter to come here to ask for help?"

Since you are asking for help, you should have an attitude of asking for help!

Zhao Ziyan propped herself up with guilt and guilt, her face was very pale.

I didn't expect... I didn't expect An Huaixin to guess everything!But she was forced to come here to ask for help.

However, Zhao Ziyan opened her mouth again when she thought of her old father who was covered in wounds all over the house...

"You go, let your father come to see me." I pretended that I didn't see her pre-opening, and suddenly turned around and opened the curtain to go to the inner hall.

But as soon as I walked in, I saw Master Jinghui staring at me with complicated eyes.

We were relatively silent for a long time, until there was a baby crying outside, I rushed into Master Jinghui's arms and burst into tears, "Why are people so selfish..."

Master Jinghui didn't say anything, just patted my back to comfort me.

Master Jinghui and I sat in meditation in the hall and asked each other in silence for a long time until the night fell and the heavy rain outside was still hitting the ground one after another.

"I heard all the conversation between you and the prime minister's wife, what are your plans?" Master Jinghui finally couldn't help but speak

"What do you plan to do in meditation?" I bent down and picked up the beads one by one, asking without any ups and downs in my voice.

"We really don't have the right to choose a path for you, but as a teacher, I want to say a word for the world, and I hope you understand righteousness."

I sneered, I had expected her to say something like this, reality is reality after all, I still can't get rid of the teasing of fate after all.

The movements in my hands continued day after day, and I gathered the beads one by one in my palm, "I said before, if Liancheng Yanping can be the emperor, he may not be worse than Xiao Jincheng."

Her voice suddenly felt a little old and weak, and she sighed, "But you are the concubine of the Southern Emperor, and your heart should be toward him."

"I don't agree with the words of the master. Now I am just a Buddhist disciple who has left the world of mortals."

"You are still his virtuous concubine."

The Buddha beads I held tightly in my palm rolled down to the ground again, and I suddenly met Master Jinghui's eyes, "Master Jinghui, you once thought I was a beauty and a disaster, and you deliberately wanted to pull me into the Buddhist family. I don't blame you, because At that time, I did do many things wrong. But now, for the sake of the world, you are so contradictory and want to push me out, even denying that I am a Buddhist disciple, which makes me incomprehensible and... I hate you very much. "

I suddenly jumped up from the cushion, rushed out of the empty hall, and took a few steps. In the heavy rain in the distance, there stood an old man with slightly white temples. Who else could it be but Zhao Zhirui?
He really came to see me, did he come to beg me?

"Concubine Xian, I specially apologize to you for the fact that I have been hostile to you all the time." The rain invaded his whole body, and his eyes were even more blurred. I couldn't see his true intentions.

"Apologize? Why can't I see your sincerity in apologizing?" I raised my eyebrows and smiled, looking at him through the falling rain curtain, but my hand hidden in my sleeve was clenched and trembling.

After hearing this, he bent his knees without hesitation and knelt on the muddy puddle, "I apologize to Concubine Xian."

I stood up straight, and greeted his heavy kneeling. This is what they owed me, and since I owe it, I should make up for it.

I deserve this kneeling.

"Okay, I accept the apology."

"So Concubine Xian, you...you agreed?" He looked at me expectantly.

I didn't hold back my smile, but laughed even more presumptuously, "I didn't say yes, this apology is voluntary."

"You!" His expression changed and he was about to get angry, but he suppressed the raging anger, "Concubine Xian, you are a kind person..."

"I remember that General Zhao said that I was a disaster in the past, and that if I continued to stay with the emperor in the future, the Southern Dynasty would be destroyed, but now he praised me as a kind person. General Zhao, you have changed so quickly."

"Back then, I was prejudiced against you, Concubine Xian, and I have been convicted."