Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"Tianyan, do you really think Xiao Jincheng is more suitable for unifying the world than Liancheng?" I asked abruptly.

"My sister's question is very strange." He gave me a weird look after hearing this, "Of course it's the current emperor."

That's right, I laughed at myself, "That's right." As a citizen of the Southern Dynasties, who doesn't want their monarch to unify the world? It's really strange when I ask.

"Tianyan, I hope you can make a careful decision on this matter, after all, it is for the righteousness of the world." It is so ridiculous for me to talk about the righteousness of the world now. It turns out that it is really easy to say the four words "the righteousness of the world" with my mouth .

After Tianyan and Ningxiang left, I knelt in the Kongming Hall alone, closed my eyes and recited Buddha's name.

Perhaps, this will be the last time I will pay my respects to the Buddha here. I owe it here, and I should pay off what I owe them.

What happened in the past few days made me understand a truth, never owe favors, because in the future you will be doubled.And you can't make mistakes, because you have to make double compensation for your past sins.

Xiao Jincheng and I live in the same place, but we miss each other in two places.

My father and I are close relatives of flesh and blood, but we are separated from each other.

The child was one with me, but died tragically in the womb.

Yeluhuan and I held the same case, but passed away sadly.

Now I am lonely and wronged, I don’t know where it came from, maybe it shouldn’t be called wronged, to be precise, it should be wronged, unusually wronged...

This feeling is getting stronger and more obvious as time goes by...

However, I insist on suppressing my aggrieved bones. All my feelings are not important now, so what if I do something for this world alone.

For Liancheng Yanping, who I am about to face, it would be a bit false to say that I am not afraid at all, but although he is a scary person, he is also a bloody person, such as his brotherly love for Yelu, which moved me very much.Now the Yelu brothers all died because of me, and if I go to him now and he wants to take revenge on me, I can't have any complaints.

If my sacrifice alone can really bring about the stability of the world, then I can die without regret, right?I'm afraid my sacrifice won't bring him accommodation... I think, with Liancheng Yanping's personality and hatred for us, it's very difficult to give up this great opportunity.

My bargaining chip is only that blood jade, so I can only start from here... No matter what, I have to give it a try.

"Mother, the military uniform has been prepared for you. It's getting late and it's hard for the guards to recognize you. Let's leave quickly." Master Jinghui stood in front of me holding a set of silver armor in both hands.

I stopped the hand that was beating the wooden fish, put down the rosary in my hand, got up and took the armor with a calm face.

Master Jinghui didn't dare to look me in the eyes, and avoided it lightly, "There are people from General Zhao at the Dongyu Gate to meet you, and then you can leave the palace safely with General Zhao's men if you have a token. Once you leave the palace, there are three The master guarded you to enter Khitan, and the poor nun can hide you from the emperor for as long as he can... But the empress will be discovered sooner or later, and it will be difficult for General Zhao, who will suffer the crime of deceiving the emperor in the future."

Master Jinghui was chattering endlessly, my face was expressionless, but I was sneering in my heart.

"It's hard for General Zhao, who will suffer the crime of deceiving the emperor in the future." '

This sentence is to worry about Zhao Zhirui, but no one is worried about whether I will be in danger when I arrive in Khitan.

I should have known that this is the case for everyone in the world, so why should I still have hope... If I could choose, I would rather be a man than a woman in the next life, so I wouldn't have to bear the name of being a beauty, let alone betraying me for the so-called country that men say the dignity a woman deserves.

My fate can't be controlled by myself at all... It's ridiculous, pitiful, and sad.

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A month later, Mu Tianyan hesitated for a long time outside the Kongming Hall, but her sister still didn't see him, and Master Jinghui stopped her every time, saying that her sister didn't want to see anyone, and she didn't want to ask about this worldly matter anymore. Please don't come to Kongmingtang again.

Mu Tianyan was very strange about this. Last time, his sister took the initiative to call him to the Kongming Hall to persuade him to put aside the rift with Zhao Zhirui and stabilize the court, and even asked about the situation of the war between the two countries.He clearly saw the worry in her eyes, if she really didn't care about worldly affairs, how could it be so?

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that his sister was very strange that day, with determination and struggle in his eyes, so he tried every means to see his sister within a month, and asked her if she had any difficulties, but she just didn't come out to meet her.

Did something happen?

As soon as he thought of this, he jumped up to the eaves with light work, and flashed into the backyard of Kongmingtang without a sound...

The backyard was very quiet at this time, and the cool autumn wind rolled up the dust on the ground, which was a bit pungent.

Mu Tianyan brushed away the dust in front of her with a wave of her hand, and then sneaked into the back hall. When she looked up, there was no one in the back hall.

Looking at the empty back hall Mu Tianyan's heart flashed a haze, could it be that my sister hasn't been in the empty hall at all this month?If not, where would she have gone?Why did Master Jinghui lie to him like this?
Thousands of questions suddenly rushed into my mind, my fists clenched into fists, and I angrily lifted the curtain and broke into the empty main hall.

Master Jinghui knelt in front of the Maitreya Buddha and muttered Buddhist scriptures, but was awakened by the sound of footsteps. She looked at the angry young prime minister in front of her, she was surprised for a while, and then calmed down.

"Old nun, where's my sister?" Mu Tianyan's voice was mixed with infinite anger, and the voice surrounded and filled the empty main hall.

"This day has finally come." She sighed, her eyes slightly blurred.

"Old nun, where is my sister? Where did you get her?" Seeing her calm expression, Mu Tianyan's anger surged to his forehead, and he strode forward and grabbed her by the neck.

He was very strong, the veins on his hands were protruding, and his eyes shot out cold lights that could make people die.

Master Jinghui didn't struggle with his behavior at all. She was ready to die when she sent An Huaixin away a month ago. Now if she dies at his hands, she can reduce her guilt up.

I remember that after sending An Huaixin away, she couldn't sleep well every night, and the infinite guilt was suppressed in her heart.

As a woman, she is very aware of the shame, let alone a proud woman like An Huaixin, how embarrassing it would be for her to choose to embark on that road of no return.

She and General Zhao are selfish. They know that sending her to Khitan will not solve the struggle, and it is very likely that she will die because of it, but now there is no other way, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, they cannot give up.

Gradually, Mu Tianyan let go of her hand, and picked up Master Jinghui, who was dying and weak, "Old nun, I will take you to the emperor for the truth, and see how you explain it in front of the emperor."

In the imperial study room, Zhao Zhirui knelt on one knee with calm eyes, while Master Jinghui was thrown to the ground by Mu Tianyan, and she was able to support her whole body with her weak hands on the ground.

Mu Tianyan's expression was extremely cold, and he stared at the two people in front of him intently. If he could, he would kill them both without hesitation.

Xiao Jincheng leaned weakly on the dragon chair in front of the case, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't slept for several days and nights.There was a little stubble on the lower jaw, which was extremely decadent and vicissitudes.

At this moment, he raised his head, staring at the crystal clear and shining glass panel without blinking, what Zhao Zhirui and Master Jinghui said kept coming to his ears.

"Your Majesty, it was the poor nun who urged the empress to go to Khitan."

"Your Majesty, it was the minister who forced the Concubine Xian to leave. If you want to kill or scrape, the minister will not make a sound."

The magic words of the charm sound repeated in his mind over and over again, tormenting him physically and mentally.

Master Jinghui, he has always respected her as his mother.Zhao Zhirui is one of his most trusted courtiers.

Today the two of them forced Xin'er to go to Khitan privately, trying to use her to ease the war.

It was his fault. The reason why he didn't send someone to monitor Kong Mingtang at the beginning was because he wanted to give her a peaceful life and the life she wanted, and he didn't want these ordinary people to disturb her... He wanted to give her time to be quiet , Think carefully about how they should go in the future.

But what he got in exchange turned out to be such a result, he should have sent someone to monitor Kong Mingtang.

Xin'er, I cut you hard again, didn't I?

"Ah!" Xiao Jincheng suddenly roared wildly, bounced off the dragon chair, and overturned the table.

The memorial, books, and inkstones almost all fell on Zhao Zhirui and Master Jinghui, neither of them hid, they just stood still like puppets.

"Do you think a woman can stop their attack? Liancheng Yanping not only hates me but also hates Xiner!" His eyes were full of grief and anger, his voice was almost crazy but trembling, "Xin'er, what did she do wrong? You actually want to push her to the road of desperation. She is also a woman, an ordinary woman, and all she wants now is a stable life, can you not satisfy her even this extravagant request?"

Zhao Zhirui had been staring closely at the emperor in front of him, he was no longer the calm and wise emperor he had known in the past, it was the first time he saw him so excited.

He always thought that an emperor like Xiao Jincheng would never lose his composure because of a woman. He said calmly, "Your Majesty, if I have a daughter who looks exactly like a concubine and is the concubine of Khitan Great Khan's brother, I will do it too." Send her to Khitan without hesitation. No matter whether she succeeds or not, I will try even if there is a glimmer of hope. Because this is for the righteousness of the world, the righteousness of the world, and the common people of Li.”

"Okay, what a Zhao Zhirui!" Xiao Jincheng glared at him with murderous intent, "Is the righteousness of this world just to sacrifice a woman to accomplish it?"

The words fell.He raised his head and laughed a few times, but it made people feel that his whole body was full of grains. The voice kept filling the imperial study room. Even the guards outside the door were a little frightened, and they looked at the tightly closed door tremblingly. At the gate of the imperial study, everyone wondered what could cause the emperor to be so excited.

I only heard the sound of "Clang!" from Yushufang, and the sound of the long sword being unsheathed.

Xiao Jincheng tightly held a sword with a cold light in his hand, and the light turned cold and approached everyone.

"If you push my heart to death, I will kill you too!" Xiao Jincheng's eyes turned red with anger, and he raised his sword and rushed towards Zhao Zhirui.