Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

Ah Huan, you are really the silliest fool in the world, why is An Huaxin worthy of your love, even asking you to sacrifice your life for me.

It is still early winter, and the snow this year seems to have come early. I remember that in the past, the snow only fell after the winter solstice in the southern country. This is the difference between the climate in the north and the south.

The bleak white snow is fluttering in the lonely city, the wind and snow are rolling and the sky is as vast as a waterfall, and the flying snow dances like pieces of scales, falling one after another.Now the soldiers at the border must be fighting against the severe cold. It is a pity that they have to sacrifice so many lives in order to unify the world.

Looking at the sea of ​​fragrant snow outside the window, the plum blossoms of the snow abuse wind are blooming, and the pink petals are falling away.

The plum blossom stands proudly in the snow and blooms beautifully, delicate and charming, and the color is more pink and delicate against the backdrop of the long snow.

Plum blossoms, it seems that the first time I saw a large plum forest was Yeluqi's palace, I didn't expect that in just a few years, things have changed and people have changed, and the flowers have disappeared.

The people who were arrogant and wanton at the beginning have disappeared...

Just as I fell into the memory of the past, looking into the distance, a man in thin clothes was standing among the merlins and walking slowly towards here.

Why do I always think of the Yelu brothers when I come here, sleeping, walking, and even admiring the plum blossoms?
People really can't revisit old places, otherwise they will definitely have a nervous breakdown...

If, I can really see Yeluhuan again... I thought of something, and a little smile appeared on my face. I stared at the figure that was getting closer and closer in the misty wind and snow. The clear figure is Liancheng Yanping.

My smile suddenly froze...

Liancheng Yanping frowned and stared at the sudden smile on my face, and said to me, "What are you doing with such a bright smile?"

The smile on my face has gradually faded away, and I look away in embarrassment, "It's nothing, why are you here when you have time?" I quickly changed the subject.

"I don't know, I came here just by walking."

"I think you're bored. What's your view on the front line?" What I care most about now is the view on the front line. Up to now, I still hope that Nanguo can win.

Now Liancheng Yanping has been completely blinded by hatred, this time I really don't want Xiao Jincheng to lose, regardless of selfishness, I really don't want him to lose.

But judging from the current situation, if Liancheng continues to fight a protracted battle, Xiao Jincheng's defeat seems to be a foregone conclusion.

He walked up to the sandalwood table and poured himself a cup of Longjing, which was billowing with dust and smoke, "Same as usual, not much progress."

"Are you really planning to fight for a long time? Torture the soldiers physically and mentally, and waste the hard-earned food of the people?"

"If we don't fight a protracted war, Khitan will definitely lose to the southern kingdom. In all fairness, although our soldiers are brave and good at fighting, we are still inferior to them in terms of manpower and other aspects. Therefore, I can only fight a protracted war." Liancheng and I today The tone of his speech was much calmer than before, and he no longer satirized me when he was in a hurry, and he would not always bring up Ah Huan's death in front of me.

"The protracted war wastes people's money and money. The two-year-old war has already exhausted the people physically and mentally."

He chuckled lightly, took a sip of the tea, and seemed to savor the aroma of the tea, "As long as I can win, no matter how much it costs, I will not hesitate."

He has really been blinded by hatred. Maybe he is indeed a talented emperor, but if a person who doesn't even care about the life and death of the people unifies the world, it will be a suffering for the people. "Let's not talk about the current situation of the people in the southern country. Now let me tell you about the current situation on the border of Linhuang Mansion."

Seeing that he didn't interrupt me, he said, "General Lian Po escorted me all the way to Huangfu. On the journey for several days, there were babies waiting to be fed in swaddling clothes, and old and frail old people. , there are women who have been separated from their husbands for many years and have stayed alone for many years. Do you know what they are eating now? It is boiled grass roots and bark with clear water, and you are a high-ranking sweat, the god in their hearts, yes Their gods, but, look at what you eat? All of them are luxurious clothes and jade food, how can you feel the suffering of the people now? Fighting a protracted war, you say it easily, but help you complete these four words It is the soldiers who are stationed at the border despite the wind and snow, but you are still arguing endlessly with the wives in the harem over the matter of pregnancy. You ask yourself, have you lived up to A Huan's entrustment, have you fulfilled it? Responsibility to the subjects of the world?"

I don't know if it was what he said that moved him, but at the moment he was holding the cup, he didn't even notice that the tea was spilled.

It took a long time before he said shallowly, "You must be very clear about why I sat in this sweaty position."

"Don't use Ah Huan as an excuse anymore. If you do something wrong, you are doing it wrong."

I reprimanded and closed the window lightly, the cold wind could no longer enter the bedroom, "I no longer advise you to give Nanguo some time to breathe, I only hope that you can take into account the suffering of your own people and settle the battle quickly. "

He repeated in a low voice, "A quick fix?"

"You who have always been conceited, don't you dare to fight a real war with the southern country? Even if you lose, you will die on the battlefield, and the death is more serious than Thailand. Your great achievements will be recorded in the future history books instead of Disregarding the safety of the subjects of the world, blindly procrastinating the war and winning. Look, you may not lose this time!"

"In the end, you're still doing it for him."

"Liancheng, you always like to distort my original intentions. Do you not trust anyone in this world except Ah Huan? You will live a very tiring life like this... just like Xiao Jincheng a few years ago, and me a few years ago. "

After finishing speaking, I suddenly heard a crisp voice coming from outside the bedroom, and the voice resonated throughout the bedroom, "Cousin, it's snowing..."

Liancheng just heard his voice, and a slight smile appeared on his face, until a baby girl ran into the bedroom led by the nanny, and threw herself into Liancheng's arms.Liancheng hugged her full, "Why is Xia Xue here?"

"Cousin, it's snowing, you want to play with me." The girl clung to Liancheng like an octopus, smiling very happily.Especially the two deep dimples under her dimples, which are uneven and uneven with her smile when she speaks. She is so lovely now, and she must be a beauty in the future.

Liancheng's thick palm gently stroked her forehead, with doting eyes in his eyes, "Can you let your concubine accompany you?"

While talking, Liancheng turned his gaze to me who was confused for a moment.

"Mother concubine?"

"Mother concubine?"

Xia Xue and I spoke in unison, but the voices matched together were so harmonious.

"Yes, she is your father's wife, that is, your mother and concubine." Liancheng stroked her pink cheeks with a soft voice. This is the first time I have seen Liancheng like this, just like a loving father.

Xia Xue's piercing eyes turned to my face, her big watery eyes lingered on me, as if she wanted to take a closer look at me.After a while, she whispered in a childish voice, "Mother Concubine."

She is, Ah Huan's child?

She is calling me mother concubine?

Liancheng handed the child in my arms, and I took it immediately, and then her hands trembled slightly, "Xia Xue is so good." I couldn't hold back a kiss on her cheek.

Xia Xue laughed 'cranky', leaned up and kissed me on the cheek, "Mother Concubine, you are so beautiful!"

Liancheng gazed at the two of us deeply, no longer indifferently, no longer viciously, but with continuous smiles.

At this moment, the three of us are so warm, which really makes me feel quite touched, as if it confirms a sentence, 'a family of three, happy and harmonious'.But only we know that the three of us are inextricably linked, but we will never be a family of three.

Liancheng said, "She is my eldest cousin's only child. She was born on the first snow in winter three years ago, so Mrs. Lan named her Xia Xue."

This is Mrs. Lan's child?It turns out that it has been three years since I left here, and Ah Huan's only child is in my arms right now.

I think, I have found a way to make up for Ah Huan, Yelu Xiaxue...

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In the days to come, Xia Xue ran to Lanxiangju every day, her laughter and laughter constantly filled the original desolate and lonely palace. She was very dependent on me, always lying in my arms and listening to me telling her stories and singing nursery rhymes.Then he called the word 'Mother Concubine' over and over again, as if he couldn't call it enough.

I am really happy to be with Xia Xue during this period of time. Although she is not my own child, I regard her as more important than my own child.Because of Xia Xue's frequent visits, Liancheng also often comes to Lanxiangju, and he treats Xia Xue very well, probably because of his love for Wu and Wu, and he regards Xia Xue as his own.

Liancheng said that Xia Xue's mother was Mrs. Lan. After she gave birth to the child, she personally named her and then hanged herself.Because Mrs. Lan was a spy sent by the Southern Kingdom, she was going to die.

When I heard Mrs. Lan, I thought of Lian Chengsi again. Is she still in prison at this moment?In fact, Lian Chengsi is not hateful, but pathetic.Being used by his own brother, even his own children were murdered by his own brother, but love did not get the same response.

I asked Liancheng why he had to send his own sister to the southern country. When he finally escaped from Liancheng's house, he must have suffered a lot for not escaping like him.

He should feel that he owes such a sister...

And he just hooked the corners of his mouth lightly and said that only his own sister can believe it, but he didn't expect that even his own sister betrayed him in the end. He had asked Yeluqi to warn her many times, but he was still obsessed with it. In order to punish her, he killed her. killed her child.He also said that his sister would betray him, who else in this world would believe it?
I think that today's Liancheng doesn't trust anyone anymore.

Thousands of miles of frost, white snow, the heavy snow fell intermittently for half a month, covering Zhaoyang Palace in a vast expanse of white.

I followed Xia Xue standing in the corridor in front of the palace and watching the disturbing snowflakes falling all over the ground, and her breath and I were mixed together like light smoke.

She wrapped her hands around my neck and whispered in my ear, "Concubine Mother, do you know who Xia Xue's mother is? Why don't I have a mother? Don't tell me."

Hearing her immature voice deliberately lowered, as if afraid of being heard, I folded my arms sadly, "Xia Xue, I am your concubine mother, your mother."

It was right for Liancheng not to tell Mrs. Xia Xuelan about it. She is still a child under three years old and shouldn't have to bear this.

If possible, I would like to be her mother forever, if I have the life to live to that time...

"Concubine Yue, when did you become Xia Xue's mother?" An awe-inspiring voice came from under the wind and snow, watching An Huairou walking towards me surrounded by all the servants, Shi Qing The forged Siguxie dragon ermine leather coat was stained with snowflakes, and the spirit snake peacock was inlaid with a dazzling phoenix crown, which clanged under her steps.

I took a few steps back after Xia Xue, not because I was afraid of her, but because I was afraid that she would scare the little Xia Xue, because I deeply felt that her expression at the moment seemed to be looking for trouble.

At this time, Xia Xue lay next to my ear and whispered, "She is so fierce."

"Sister, I haven't seen you for many years, but I didn't expect you to be alive." Her hands were hidden in the snow-white fox fur cover, and she stopped in the snow without entering the corridor.

We looked at each other through patches of goose feather snow, and time stood still for a moment.