Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"How many times have I told you that I have been discussing the military situation with the three of them for a long time. If you don't want to go to rest earlier, you always have to wait for me."

"I don't wait for you, who can keep the charcoal burning in the brazier? I don't wait for you, who can undress you and help you to rest on the bed? Do you want to drink the medicine?" I plausibly asked three questions back and forth, and he stared at me in astonishment for a moment, not knowing what to answer.

I took out a hand and brushed the remaining strands of hair from his temples, I pursed my lips and smiled, "I'm going to warm up the medicine."

"It's late at night, don't go."

"It's already getting cold."

"Bring it here."

Seeing his domineering and firm tone, I couldn't hold back him, so I got up and ran to the table to pick up the cold medicine bowl and hand it to him.

He didn't answer, but raised his eyebrows and asked, "Aren't you going to feed me?"

I didn't expect that he, who has always been strict, would show such an expression. I was instantly amused by his expression, and picked up a spoonful of black juice and handed it to his mouth, "You really look like a child now."

He didn't argue with me, he just drank it in one gulp, but frowned bitterly, "It's really bitter."

I spat, "Could it be that you really want to learn how children add sugar?"

After that, I then scooped up another spoonful and handed it to his mouth.

Xiao Jincheng didn't speak, and drank again.

Under his scorching gaze, the cold concoction has bottomed out, and my cheeks have already flushed.

She didn't even look at him, and ran to press and place the bowl with a frenzied heart, and then turned around and bumped into a firm embrace.

The clothes are full of familiar fragrance, "Jincheng, go to rest earlier." I leaned in his arms nostalgicly, reminding him in a low voice, seeing the bloodshot eyes in his eyes, I was afraid He couldn't hold on physically.

"If you can get a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for." His low and hoarse noise passed by my ears, "It's time to formally fight with them in a few days, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hold you like this again in the future. Live together, and die together. You know how heavy this sentence is on my heart."

"There's no need to be heavy, you just need to know that An Huai is always here waiting for your return."

I accepted my fate, accepted the unknowable future, figured it out, and looked away...

I smiled slightly, and leaned against his chest to spit out light but firm words.

He slowly let go of me, took my hand and opened the curtain, leading me into the snow.

The bright and bright moon reflects the white frost, the strong wind blows away the songs of the world of mortals, and the sound of rustling snow falls without a trace.

"For so many years, you and I are no longer younger than we are, and we are getting middle-aged, and our mood is much calmer." He kept holding my hand tightly, and said slightly to the bright moon hanging above his head in the sky, I don't know When he wanted to say something, he quietly stood side by side with him, letting the snowflakes fall on him.

He heard him continue to say, "I can't give you any more promises, because I can't give promises anymore, and I dare not give them. I can only promise you that Xiao Jincheng will never let you down in the future."

I breathed out lightly, and looked at the bright moon with him, "I don't need promises anymore, promises are what Fang Jixing's girls want. I just want you to be well, and this is what you give me." Biggest promise."

He suddenly laughed, and his loud and high-pitched voice resounded throughout the silent snowy night, "Xin'er, I'm so glad I met you in this life, even if I die in battle, death will be worthless."

……

In January, war drums blare, horns fly over the vast wilderness of northern Xinjiang, and the wind and snow snap at thousands of passes.

The emperor of the Southern Kingdom went into battle with injuries, and sent 20 painful troops to attack the city wall with ladders. About 20 flanked him and ambushed him on all sides, and the remaining [-] were stationed in the rear to respond.

The horses drifted away, and the momentum was like a rainbow. The emperor of the Southern Kingdom only lasted for an hour, and his injuries worsened, bleeding from his lower abdomen.Surrounded by all the generals and retreating to the military tent, the morale of the Southern Kingdom fell instantly.

In March, the Khitan defended the city wall to the death, unable to attack for a long time, the fire flickered, and the long arrows rained like rain.

The besiegers in the southern kingdom suffered heavy casualties, and the isolated city was covered with blood and smoke billowing everywhere.

In April, the city wall was opened, and the Khitan general Che Rufeng led an army of 15 people to confront it head-on.

The snow mountain was shaken, the road was blocked by heavy snow, and both sides suffered heavy casualties.General Xiao Zuo of the Southern Army went out to kill the enemy with a broadsword in his hand, his blood spattered on his silver helmet, and beheaded thousands of people.

In the seventh month, Zi Ni was in full bloom, and the murderous aura permeated the wilderness solemnly. The emperor of the Southern Kingdom recovered from his wounds, put on his armor again, held a long spear, and swung his army straight to the Khitan army.The momentum is like a broken bamboo, unstoppable.

In October, the war continued, and the southern army rushed to mobilize food and grass three times in the eight hundred miles of the country. The people were hungry and cold, and there was no more food to collect.

The remaining 40 troops of the Confederate Army fell into distress, thirsty for snow and hungry for bark.Finally, civil strife was caused, and the soldiers of the Southern Army fought each other frantically, drinking blood and eating flesh.

In November, the Southern Army had no choice but to send Prime Minister Mu to Khitan to negotiate with them.

Khitan agreed, and the two armies dispatched to a decisive battle in the wilderness.

Gold and iron horses, mountains and rivers pulsating, blood splattered on white snow and corpses strewn all over the field.

In December, the Southern Kingdom was defeated.

The dispute between Khitan and the Southern Kingdom, which lasted for nearly four years, finally came to an end.

……

It's another year, and the time I'm here flies so fast, it's like this in the blink of an eye...

I stayed with Xiao Jincheng at the border for a whole year. I witnessed the cruelty of war, the bloody killings, and the devastation everywhere.

What shocked me the most was the internal change in the army. Because there was no food and could not stand the hunger and cold, the soldiers who had fought side by side fought each other.The weak ones will be boiled in the boiling water, and a dozen fighters will gather in a circle and eat with gusto.

Seeing such a scene, I knew that Xiao Jincheng must be the saddest, but he protected me in his arms and forbade me to watch the inhumane scene.

I could feel his thick, cold hands caressing my back, and I wanted to cry in his arms, but I couldn't.Because his heart hurts more than mine, those are all his people.

I really don't know what the author's wind direction is going to write. I can only know that Xiao Jincheng sent Tianyan and Xiao Zuo to negotiate with Liancheng when he was desperate.

Liancheng thought about it for a moment, then accepted the proposal of a quick battle, and he didn't want to procrastinate any longer. I knew that Khitan's money and food would also be empty.In that war, the Southern Kingdom was defeated, somewhat beyond my expectation but within my expectation.

This book was created by me, and I would never write the male protagonist so miserable, but since I lost my memory, I am also at a loss for the final ending of this book.

Seeing that the soldiers in the southern kingdom no longer work as one, they only want food and clothing, and when their fighting spirit has been polished by the days of hunger and cold, I already guessed that the ending has far exceeded my previous outline.

We lost this war without fighting. Liancheng's 30 troops easily defeated Xiao Jincheng's 40 troops.

In the end, we were captured. I, Xiao Jincheng, Mu Tianyan, Zhao Zhirui, and Xiao Zuo were tightly escorted to Khitan, while the southern army fled, scattered, surrendered, and died in battle.The five of us were imprisoned in the same sky prison in Khitan. This is the second time I have stepped into this cold sky prison.

The difference is that I have Xiao Jincheng by my side, he has held my hand from the beginning to the end and never let go.

Sitting with him in a cold corner, he was surprisingly calm, and he hasn't said a word all the way until now.

I leaned against his solid chest, and I didn't speak.Xiao Zuo and Mu Tianyan were sitting on the other side of the cell, and Zhao Zhirui was sitting alone on the other side, all of them had disheveled hair and beards.Only vicissitudes and embarrassment can describe our present moment. We were imprisoned for two days without any words to each other. Now we are prisoners, and our words are useless. All we can do is face, face the coming of death .

Losing this war and being as proud as Xiao Jincheng, can he accept it?
I know, he can't accept it, he is so proud, so powerful, he is the hero in my book, he has never lost in wars or court battles in his life.Only this time, not only did they lose, but they lost so embarrassingly.

I faintly resent Nuan Nuan who continues to write this book. If she knows that I am in this book, will she fulfill us?

I wrapped my arms around his waist tightly and buried my head deeply in his chest. His body was very cold. I wanted to warm him up, but it didn't seem to be warm no matter what.

Suddenly Zhao Zhirui in the corner laughed out loud, the laughter was so wild and real, I was startled, and my eyes were on him who was laughing up to the sky.

"Mu Xiang, the two of us have not admired you in the court for nearly four years, and today we have become prisoners together. I thought that the old man's daughter Zhao Ziyan was not willing to marry you, but I didn't expect that in just two years, my granddaughter I'm two years old, it seems that the emperor chose a good son-in-law for my Zhao family, and it's only because I..." Zhao Zhirui's bold voice forced Mu Tianyan towards Mu Tianyan.

Mu Tianyan also smiled, and Junxuan's face was full of helplessness, but he joked, "Old man Su, are you afraid of death..."

"I've been fighting on the battlefield for nearly 20 years. How often did I fight with my head up? It's just a pity that I didn't see my granddaughter... I have never regretted anything in my life, but this one." His eyes flashed This is the only sadness I have seen on the face of the arrogant General Zhao.

Mu Tianyan smiled, "I did have some prejudices against Zi Yan at the beginning, but after a long time, I found that she is indeed a rare woman. Now the two of us have turned our fighting into a treasure, and we have fulfilled her wish, that's all, now It’s meaningless to say these things, and it’s all because we didn’t know how to cherish them.”

Zhao Zhirui stood up, walked to Mu Tianyan's side, patted his shoulder, and smiled regretfully.

"I didn't expect that I could see the two of you reconciled in my lifetime. It's really..." Xiao Zuo thought of something, and halfway through speaking, he also laughed.

"What's the noise? It's time to eat." The cell chief knocked on the cell door with an iron whip, excused himself for a drink, then put the food for five people outside the cell, and left.

Xiao Zuo's eyes lit up, and he immediately got up and brought in the jug of wine next to the food, "The cell boss actually gave us wine this time." After speaking, he raised his head to drink, but was thrown out coldly by Mu Tianyan. Say coldly, "You are not afraid of poison in it."

Zhao Zhirui laughed along with Xiao Zuo when he heard the words, "Are we afraid of being poisoned after we have fallen so far? Come on, come on, let's be a full ghost even if we die! General Xiao, don't be greedy by yourself." After finishing speaking He snatched the wine from Xiao's left hand, tilted his head, lowered the pot, and spilled the wine into his mouth.

"Hey, this is my wine." Seeing this, Xiao Zuo rushed forward to fight for it.

"Why did you two drink up all the wine?" Mu Tianyan, not to be outdone, stepped forward and snatched the jug from Zhao Zhirui's hand, and spilled some wine on the withered straw.

Xiao Jincheng leaned stiffly against the cold wall, motionless, turning a deaf ear to the relationship between them.

I was afraid of him like this, so I reached out and caressed his cheek, "Jincheng, do you want to eat something? You haven't touched a drop of water in the past few days, and if you continue like this, you will have an accident."

His daylight was dull, and he seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts, and there was no other person in his mind.

Seeing him like this, my chest is piercingly painful, Xiao Jincheng, you must not be able to accept such a failure now that you are defeated.It's not because you don't have the talent of an emperor, but because you don't have food.