Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

Bai Lan sat on the sofa, maintaining a ladylike and elegant posture, wiped the wound on her hand with a sterile paper towel, and said slowly, "People of our background are relatively precocious."

"..."

I drink yogurt.

"That year when I was ten years old, I saw Yu at a banquet for the first time." Bai Lan said as she threw away the tissue and approached the band-aid on the servant's hand.

"..."

"I still remember the scene at that time. He stood in the crowd, but he seemed to be standing outside the crowd. He was not like other aristocratic families who met people and courtesans. He just stood there and ignored everyone. But it has a strong sense of existence, and no one can ignore it."

"..." I continued to drink milk without interrupting her.

Perhaps, I also want to know what Xiao Jinyu, whom I have never met before, is like.

"It's his unique and indifferent temperament that attracted me." Bai Lan turned to look at me, "For this reason, I also learned a hard-to-pronounce Chinese."

"..."

"Retired and independent." Bai Lan said, I think these five words describe Xiao Jinyu.

When she said this, Bai Lan's always proud eyes lit up, admiring, admiring and yearning for her.

"..."

I paused for a while while drinking milk, I thought, Bai Lan loved Xiao Jinyu deeply, and could persist in a love for more than ten years without giving up.

"I thought Xiao Jinyu like this should belong to me. But he suddenly married you for the sake of the group." Bai Lan turned to look at me and suddenly raised her voice, "But, I swear to him." So sure The tone is like an oath.

Isn't this woman trying to challenge me...

I thought to myself, Bai Lan looked at me for a while and added, "Miss An, I'm a straightforward person, and I'm not afraid to tell you that Yu actually doesn't have any feelings for me."

"..."

"But our families on both sides have determined that we must be together." Bai Lan said very capablely, "Although an accident like yours happened, I have been allowed. During this period of time, I will stay in the country and He Yu Stay together to cultivate the relationship, and when the company's affairs stabilize, after the two of you are over, we will return to the United States to get married."

Wait for the company to stabilize...

That means, my image wife is almost done, and I'm about to "divorce"...

My breath paused, and then I said lightly, "I will move up to the fourth floor, and I won't come down without special things."

"Miss An, you are a smart person." Bai Lan smiled with satisfaction.

I looked at her hand with the Band-Aid on it, could you be smart?
If it was before, I would never admit defeat, but after An Huaxin, I must know what it means to retreat. This woman can even be cruel to herself.

What's more, I don't have the qualifications to fight against the real ones.

Lizi is not with me...

"I'm going upstairs first." I stood up abruptly.

"Yes." Bai Lan nodded, then turned to look at the maid beside her, "Prepare milk for me too."

"Yes, Miss Bai."

"Wait a minute." Bai Lan called to stop the maid who was about to leave, and looked her up and down, from her oval face to her slender eyebrows and straight nose, not even a strand of her hair was spared.

I had already walked in front of the elevator, and suddenly I heard Bai Lan's displeased voice, "You were not brought here from the United States, did you... I don't know if Xiao's servants are not allowed to put on makeup."

"..."

Hearing this, I staggered, almost fell to the ground, and shuddered all over my body.

Could it be that even the maids have to guard against it...

……

I moved up to the 4th floor, so after a few days, I simply did not go downstairs.

There is a video room, a computer room, and a guest room on the 4th floor. If you want to eat, you can call the maid directly, which is very good.

I felt like I was back in the ranks of house girls in an instant.

All activity areas are carried out on the 4th floor.

I rushed some manuscripts in the computer room, and it was already 1 o'clock in the morning when I came out. Maybe it was because I was writing more excitedly, so I didn't feel sleepy at all.

I walked to the living room on the 4th floor, with a whole wall of floor-to-ceiling windows, and the outside was a quiet night.

Without turning on the light, I walked to the French windows, sat down, and looked out with my head against the cold window.

Night, too quiet, so quiet that people can't feel that the world is alive.

Then, I thought of Xiao Jinyu.

Originally, I kept myself busy during this time, and only when I was busy would I not miss him, but now that I am so quiet, I can't help thinking about him again.

Xiao Jinyu's character is actually a bit colder, as can be seen from his attitude towards Bai Lan, he himself is cold towards anyone, even his ex-fiancée, this person is like a piece of ice, without enthusiasm, even There is no temperature.

Except for the hug in the video room, Xiao Jinyu never looked for me alone again.

Whether I moved out of our room or directly moved to the 4th floor, he had no objection from the beginning to the end, and was very indifferent.

Think about it carefully, in fact, all along the way, I have been currying favor with Xiao Jinyu, clinging to him, always thinking that he is Xiao Jincheng, we should be together, but I never thought that there are so many shoulds in the world, Xiao Jincheng I'm with An Huaixin because they are both characters in the book, but Xiao Jinyu and I don't live in the book. We are all independent people with independent thoughts and independent lives.Doesn't everything happening now just confirms all this!

I think I'm not only embarrassing, but stupid, ridiculously stupid.

It's just sad because I'm a little curious, I don't know how the relationship between him and Bai Lan is developing.

Occasionally, I would hear the maid say that Bai Lan has troubled so and so again; Bai Lan and Xiao Jinyu went to a group again; later, Xiao Jinyu would also listen to Bai Lan...

My lower abdomen started to hurt. I frowned and pressed my abdomen. My aunt took care of me during my period. This time it was especially painful.

At this point, I don't want to trouble the maid running up and down.

I took the elevator down and wanted to make a hot drink.

Holding a hot drink, I stood in the hall and looked towards the upstairs room. The room in that direction originally belonged to me and Xiao Jinyu, but in the future, it might belong to Bai Lan and Xiao Jinyu.

Suddenly, Bai Lan's figure appeared in the upstairs corridor.

Bai Lan staggered out of the bedroom where I lived before, wearing a suspender pajamas, holding a wine glass in her hand, and took a sip to her mouth.

It was too far away, and I couldn't see her clearly, but I guessed that she had drunk a lot.

"Xiao Jinyu, open the door."

"..."

"Xiao Jinyu, open the door!"

Bai Lan walked to Xiao Jinyu's bedroom, raised her hand and knocked heavily on the door, shouting loudly and drunkenly, "You should know, I, Bai Lan, have been waiting for you for so many years. Well...hehe, you ended up marrying someone else."

"..."

I held the cup tightly and stood quietly in the hall alone, watching a woman fall in love with the man I liked.

Such feelings are very complicated.

"In order to keep up with your footsteps, I went to study management, which I hate, so that one day I can stand by your side and help you in both career and life." Bai Lan's figure swayed here and there. , as if he would fall down at any time, his voice became crying, "How much have I paid for you, how could you do this to me?"

"..."

I looked at the closed door, but Xiao Jinyu didn't open it.

This should be... also a way for Bai Lan to cultivate feelings, her method is really unique.

"It's not like I'm Bai Lan, no one wants me. If I call out, some men will rush forward..." Bai Lan cried and said loudly.

"boom--"

The door was suddenly opened.

Xiao Jinyu's figure appeared at the door, I couldn't see his face clearly, only heard his sullen voice, "Is that enough?!"

"No!" Bai Lan raised her head, drank all the wine in the glass, and then threw the glass on the ground, "You don't even know how I have come here for more than ten years, do you know, when I know you are going to marry someone else? I almost committed suicide at that time? I love you more than anyone else, I love everything about you, including your indifference, but you can't keep using this indifference to hurt me..."

While talking, Bai Lan obviously couldn't stand still, she fell into Xiao Jinyu's arms, put her arms around Xiao Jinyu's neck and tried to kiss him.

The next second, Xiao Jinyu dragged her directly into the bedroom and closed the door.

"..."

I stared blankly, and somewhere in my body was also closed. I was cold all over, and I stood stubbornly waiting in the hall, staring at the closed door.

It has not been opened again for a long time.

"Don't kiss other women in the future, okay?"

"why?"

"Because, I think you will... only kiss me in the future."

"..."

I remembered my conversation with Xiao Jinyu, and I remembered that Xiao Jinyu didn't agree to me at that time, so he can kiss another woman without any scruples.

"Snapped--"

The cup of hot drink fell from my hand and hit the ground heavily, but there was only a dull sound.

I reached out and grabbed the clothes around my heart. I felt uncomfortable. I didn't feel so uncomfortable when Bai Lan entered the villa majesticly and talked about every little thing with Xiao Jinyu...

It turns out that the most unbearable thing for people is to see it with their own eyes.

It hurts.

An Huaixin used to hurt like this because of Xiao Jincheng, but now I feel so hurt because of Xiao Jinyu...

I thought I was hiding on the 4th floor just to let Bai Lan understand that Xiao Jinyu didn't like her because of me, she should figure it out, no matter how long she stayed here, Xiao Jinyu wouldn't like her.

However, it seems that I was wrong. I was too sure. I thought I was going to retreat, but I didn't expect that there was no way to retreat.

Once my heart has fallen, it is impossible to get it back. I have retreated here, where else can I hide?

Since the heart can't be taken back, the only option is to... throw it away.

I looked down at the ring on my hand, what karma, what fate, it was all fake,...everything was fake.

Taking off the ring, I held up my palm, the ring slipped from my palm, and the diamond on it struck a ray of light as it fell.

Then I turned around and walked towards the door.

……

"Young lady, it's so late, where are you going?"

At the door, I ran into Xiao You and was stopped by him directly.

"I'm going to buy the necessities of life." I looked at him, my voice was a little hoarse, and I added, "It's for women."

"Uh..." Xiao Xia was a little embarrassed, "Why don't I arrange someone to buy it, it's too late now."

"No, just arrange a car to take me out."

I flatly refused.

I really wanted to go out for some air, Xiao Xia frowned but did not refuse.

"Yes."

The car is driving on the road in the early morning. Even though it is as noisy as this city, there are no pedestrians on the road at this time, and the road is so empty that it makes people feel scared.

I sat in the back seat with my head leaning against the car window, my eyes glazed over, I let the pain in my lower abdomen burst out, and the sweat oozed from my forehead.

The car stopped at the door of the coffee shop where Brother Xi and I used to sit.

The coffee shop may have changed its decoration, the new design is very unique, the whole floor is covered with glass, allowing people to see the night view outside...

I walked in alone, ordered a cup of coffee and sat in the corner. A light blue candle was lit on the small round table. The flame was so small that it couldn't emit much light.

I looked at Huo Miao, but I seemed to see the scene of Xiao Jinyu dragging Bai Lan into the bedroom...

The whole body hurts to spasm.

"Ding-dong-"

There is a sound from the phone, it is the sound of information.

I took out my phone and pressed the Black Diamond home button to check. Someone added me as a friend. I thought it was the teacher of our writing group, but I clicked on it, and it was a screen name called "Jinse Rongguang" who added me.