Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"You know, right?" I was more sure of my thoughts, "What are you hiding from me?"

Xiao Jinyu looked up at me with indifferent eyes, "Do you think I will harm you?"

"No." I blurted out, I never doubted that he would harm me, not in the book, not even now!
That's why I didn't say it until today. I just want to know what my parents did with him and what they concealed during the time I was in a coma!
Those two things don't conflict, do they?

"Then forget about all of this." Xiao Jinyu stood up, stretched out his hand to take away the letter paper in one of my hands, tore it in half in front of me, and tore it again, word by word, "No more!" carry!"

The letter paper was torn to shreds.

I stared blankly at him, why stop me, I took out the starlight pendant around my neck, "The puzzle is incomplete without a piece, and the important memory will not be complete without a piece, I want to get it back."

"No."

"Why?" I didn't understand. "What happened so that you didn't even let me see my parents?! I want to know the reason."

I am a stubborn person, once I decide to do something, I will not give up easily.

What's wrong with me going to see my parents?I miss them, don't I?

"No."

Xiao Jinyu looked at me coldly, without any room for change, with a strong tone and domineering eyes.

He said no, just no.

Even if she has a thousand and ten thousand questions in her stomach, he has to swallow them back.

I didn't think they had any important secrets at first, but I suddenly realized that I underestimated my parents' hasty departure, and didn't even come back for such a big thing as my marriage... Maybe I still think too simple about many things.

Thinking of this, I bit my lower lip hard, and looked at him stubbornly, "What if I insist on going to them?"

"Then we'll get a divorce." Xiao Jinyu gave the answer without any hesitation, raised her hand, and threw out a handful of fragments in her hand. She looked directly at me with dark eyes, dark and indifferent, "As you wish."

Fragments flew like snowflakes.

"boom--"

Gorgeous fireworks exploded above the Yunhe River, illuminating the entire Feihe Tower.

The fireworks show officially began.

The successive fireworks exploded very loudly, making people's ears ringing so loudly that they couldn't hear anything else.

"What did you say?"

I looked at him dully, suspecting that I had heard wrong, it must be wrong.

Xiao Jinyu warmed up for my birthday yesterday, gave me a gift last night, married me so firmly, resisted her parents so firmly, and spent a lot of money to create a carnival of songs...

Then tonight, he told me about divorce.

Does he know the meaning of these two words...

"If you insist on finding your parents who have abandoned you and value them more than me, then after we divorce, you can find them casually." Xiao Jinyu said clearly every word.

The gorgeous fireworks became their background.

The sound exploded loudly.

"..." I suddenly felt that I couldn't stand up, my head was blank, and I said in a low voice, "You can't be so overbearing."

I wonder what happened to my parents?Why should he interfere with the divorce?
What the hell is he hiding that would be so serious that he would rather divorce me?
Is he kidding me?
"Give me the answer." Xiao Jinyu's eyes were completely cold, without any emotion.

"..."

Looking at such a cold face, I was confused for a moment, is he really trying to celebrate a lively birthday for me?
Is it a birthday surprise at the end? Surprise first and joy later?
yes?
I looked at him in bewilderment.

Seeing me standing there motionless, Xiao Jinyu waited for a second or a minute, and then he stopped waiting.

She was stubborn, and he knew it from the beginning.

The heart will not die until the Yellow River.

well.

Divorce is no threat to her.

What has he been doing these past few months?
Xiao Jinyu looked at me coldly, turned around resolutely, and didn't waste another word from his mouth.

"Xiao Jinyu..."

Looking at his back, I suddenly felt a surge of fear, as if I was about to lose something...

do not go.

Don't leave me here alone.

Hearing my voice, Xiao Jinyu's chest suddenly hurt, he stopped, his black eyes looked at the fireworks outside Feihe Tower, his magnetic voice was full of cold blood, "I, you should know, you should know that this is not a book In this world, you are not An Huai Xin, and I am not Xiao Jincheng! I am not obliged to you now; but you in this world may not be able to live without me, Xiao Jinyu."

My feet, which were almost chasing after me, were nailed to the floor after hearing this sentence.

He was nailed so bloody that he couldn't move.

"What did you say?"

I asked blankly.

In his eyes, I have always been such a role, a weak person who cannot live without him, what is he reminding me of?Remind me to wake up and stop dreaming?Now he can be aloof and domineering to decide everything about me?
"I only give you three days, come to me if you think clearly. If you can't think clearly, don't appear in front of me again and disappear forever!"

After Xiao Jinyu finished speaking indifferently, she raised her foot and left.

"..."

I stood there blankly, without any look in my eyes.

He said, I can't figure it out, so don't appear in front of him again, and disappear forever!
He also said that he doesn't have to be me now.

Is our wedding just a child's play in his eyes?
The bodyguards followed immediately, and a few female bodyguards stood there anxiously, looking at Xiao Jinyu's indifferent back as she left, and then at me, who looked like a lost soul, not knowing whether to stay or go.

"Mr. Xiao asked you to go too."

Xiao Xia stepped back, took my mobile phone, and called all the female bodyguards away.

Outside the Feihe Tower, the sky is full of fireworks; on the Feihe Tower, I am the only one left.

The waiter came out with the dishes and was dumbfounded only to see me alone. For a while, he didn't know whether he should serve the dishes or not.

"Sorry, I'm leaving first."

I looked at the waiter blankly, bowed my head politely and alienated, turned and left.

But if I leave, where can I go?
……

Ten hours ago, I never imagined that the last hours of my birthday would be spent like this...

I walked alone numbly, and there was still a huge crowd of people outside. People gathered to shoot fireworks and celebrate carnival, and everyone had smiles on their faces.

I push my way through the crowd.

Xiao Jinyu's decisive back when he left repeatedly appeared in front of my eyes, his words woke me up like a blow to the head...

I am not his best choice in this world, but he is my only one to rely on.

So he is still the king aloft, but I can only kneel down and listen humbly, irresistible.

Such two people...can continue?
At this moment, I even forgot that I was still going to find my parents. I thought about his words over and over again, and my body became cold every time I thought about it.

I ran into the girl next to me.

The girl's boyfriend immediately pulled her into his arms nervously, and glared at me resentfully, "Can you walk well? Go home and stay there if you don't have eyes! Don't let your family let you out!"

"sorry."

I apologize, and numbly move on.

The carnival is so crowded that I can't squeeze out, people are screaming, people are carnival.

For the first time, I discovered that it is not only being alone is called loneliness, but being in the middle of a group of people can also be terribly lonely...

Like a wandering soul free from my body, I walked aimlessly forward.

I want to leave such a noisy and lively place, it's too ironic.

I don't know how long I walked, until my heel got stuck in the gap on the side of the road and was broken, I realized that I was a little far away from the carnival.

There are still fireworks in the sky.

I sat down in front of a brightly lit clothing store, on the cold steps, and took off my shoes.

My heels aren't high, they're just a little thin, and they just broke.

I picked up the other shoe and broke the heel with all my strength, but this heel was extremely tenacious, and I couldn't break it no matter how hard I tried, the heel just kept breaking.

My hands were strangled with red marks.

I simply stuck the heel of my shoe into the gap on the side of the road and tried my best to break it off.

"..."

Passers-by walked by, seeing my embarrassed appearance, they all turned their heads and whispered to their companions.

I suddenly felt that I was ridiculous, Xiao Jinyu was right, I might not be able to live without him, and within two hours of leaving, I couldn't even handle my own shoes.

A touch of warmth trickled down his cheeks.

I reached out to touch my eyes and realized I was crying.

It turns out that this is the feeling of falling in love.

The heart seems to be taken out by someone, and the chest is just like this empty in the street, leaking the wind...

Thinking to myself, I reached out to wipe away the tears, but the tears grew more and more, I couldn't control them at all, and almost surged.

I didn't want to be seen as a joke on the street anymore, I stood up, put on my shoes, one high and one low, and limped forward...

I opened a convenient hotel room with my own card, opened the room, I walked in, put on the disposable slippers inside, and sat down on the floor as if I was suddenly exhausted.

After leaving Xiao Jinyu and the Xiao family, I realized that I had nowhere to go.

You can't go to the people of Xi's family, you can't meet Keke and the others!

Turns out I'm already homeless!

It's really... sad.

I tried my best to stand up from the floor and threw myself on the bed. My body was heavy and inexplicably uncomfortable. I lifted the quilt and wanted to lie down for a while.

When I opened it, I saw a condom beside the pillow.

Still used.

"..."

I stood up from the bed in shock, picked up a tissue to wipe my hands, and wiped desperately, wishing to wipe off a layer of skin. The next second, I couldn't bear it and rushed to the phone, picked up the phone in the hotel room and called Xiao Jinyu. phone number……

Xiao Jinyu, I want to go home.

hurry up.

Press a few numbers and I stop.

The phone slipped from my hand...

There is no comparison between looking for a pair of irresponsible parents and staying with Xiao Jinyu. If I had to choose, I would choose the latter without hesitation...

But should I really go back?
Once Xiao Jinyu doesn't want me, I will be nothing, and I will have nothing.

What's the point of going back, I'm just a vine clinging to Xiao Jinyu, what can I bring him? Spending his money, living in his house, wasting his time... Besides that little dream, what else?
I actually heard it said from his own mouth that he didn't want me.

He could always have a better option.

If it wasn't Bai Lan, there would be a better woman, a woman [-] times better than me.

Since he said so, even if I go back and meet a woman who interests him more in the future, what else will I have left?
I must clearly realize that dreams are dreams and reality is reality.And the most sad and ridiculous thing in the relationship is that I see him as the only one, only to realize that I am just one of his choices...

I slumped on the ground and reached out to grab the clothes around my heart, feeling uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.

Xiao Jinyu, how can you say that...

How could this be.

When you were not Xiao Jincheng and I was not An Huai Xin, our relationship was so fragile!