Addiction to Chasing Wife: Zhuang Shao spoiled and became crazy

"Auntie, didn't Dad know that you loved him back then?"

"Qiqi, you should be grateful that you live in this era and have the right to choose your own love. But in that era, most marriages were beyond your control. For example, your parents were not a couple, but fate Always teasing people like this, binding two people who can never be together tightly."

"You mean, father and mother also got married at the order of their parents?"

"Ok!"

"Does dad love mom? Or, does mom love dad?"

"My aunt can't answer your question, but they have treated each other with respect for so many years, which proves that feelings can also be cultivated."

"Auntie, after more than 20 years, do you still have feelings for Dad?"

"Times have changed, and now I don't know whether I still have feelings for him, but the feeling back then has long since disappeared. Maybe it's because after getting along for so many years, I can see it more clearly! I think he also It’s just an ordinary person, and like most people, he has to eat and drink, he will gradually age, and his hair will be gray in the future.”

"Auntie, I think your love is so great. What has supported you for so many years, and you never want anything?"

"Sometimes love is not only love, but also a kind of belief and feeling. When love ceases to exist, the belief and feeling of the lover may not disappear, because it has formed a habit. Maybe over the years, I What you keep is a habit! This habit is terrible, and it is easy to lose yourself."

"So, you may not be in love anymore, right? But if that's the case, why don't you try a new relationship?"

"It's exhausting to spend half my life loving someone, and my aunt doesn't want to fall into the pursuit of love anymore. It's fine now, and I don't have any pressure to be alone."

"Auntie, I understand. When you love someone, you can love him like a moth to a flame. Even if you don't have any hope, you still don't hesitate. If you don't love, you can stop in time and don't procrastinate, right? ?”

"This is just my aunt's personal understanding of love. Everyone's experience is different, so the understanding of love is also different, so you must not copy it like that!" Xiao Zeyi hid the sadness in her eyes and stared at Ming Qiqi road.

"I know, but in the future, if I also fall in love with someone, but this person is also like my father when I was young, how should I face it?"

"That person is the rascal boy you mentioned, right?"

"Auntie, that big bastard, I get angry when I mention him. How could I fall in love with him?"

"Qiqi, judging from your eyes and expression, you are a little worried about gain and loss. It does seem to be a tendency to be in love. As for the villain you mentioned, I don't know much about it. Anyway, I don't understand the thoughts of young people nowadays. I understand, but you have to know that you and him are destined to have no results."

"Auntie, I'm not sure if I'm in love with him, but I'm really happy when I'm with him. Although he talks a little rascally and looks a little rascal, I always feel that these things should be related to him. The environment in which you grew up has something to do with it!"

"His growth environment?"

"Oh! By the way, his mother died of illness when he was seven or eight years old, and his father has always raised him alone."

"A child who grows up in a single-parent family is indeed a bit strange in his words and deeds. Don't you care about his bad past?"

"Of course, every time I think of this, I get very angry. However, I did not know him at that time, but from now on, he has indeed changed a lot. Aunt, before this, I might feel that if I like someone, say There will always be a little embarrassment coming out, but now I really want to say it in front of my aunt, aunt, I may really like him, what should I do?"

"Qiqi, is there no way out?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen her for several days. When I first started school, he wandered around the school gate every day, cheekily saying that he was taking me back to the apartment. Later, I happened to be in his coffee shop for no reason. Hall, but since you and Dad went last time, I haven’t been out of school, so it’s hard to see him, but now it’s a good thing, he also played with me and disappeared.”

"Qiqi, have you ever thought that this might not be a good thing, a relationship destined to be fruitless, it's better to let go as soon as possible, before you get too deep."

"Auntie, all I can say is I'm trying to forget him, I'm trying my best, okay?"

"That's right. It's hard to come back. Go home early tomorrow morning to accompany your parents! The store will be very busy tomorrow, so I don't think I have time to accompany you."

"Understood, let's go to bed! Good night, aunt!"

The next day, when Ming Qiqi woke up, Aunt Xiao had already left the house. After she washed and washed, she took a taxi directly back to Ming's house.

'It is true that I want to go home and spend more time with my parents. I gave my mother a shawl yesterday and was praised by my mother!It seems that my mother is not so difficult to speak. 'Ming Qiqi thought to herself.

But after returning home, I found that the house was quiet, and it seemed that I didn't even see a single person.

"Where's the person?" Ming Qiqi muttered softly, and after she finished muttering, she was about to go back to her room to take a shower before talking.

Just a few steps up the stairs, I heard arguing from my parents' room.

"Huh! It's Dad's voice." Ming Qiqi turned around immediately, and quietly approached Ming Shenzhi's room with curiosity.

"It's been 17 years, Ling Nuo, our daughter has grown up, why can't you forget those painful memories?" Ming Shenzhi's anxious voice faintly came from the room.

"But the way Ze Yuan died is vivid in my mind. After so many years, I still have nightmares, dreaming that the two of them came to me and said, Ling Nuo, you must treat Sui Yue kindly. Be careful, Do you know? Every time I dream of such a scene, I feel ashamed. I wish that it wasn't Xiao Zeyuan who died back then, but rather our daughter Ming Qiqi. In this way, maybe I will only feel the pain of losing my daughter in my heart, and I won't have this kind of pain. The pain of wanting to pay off debts and atone for sins comes.”

"Ling Nuo, no one wanted what happened back then. Qiqi climbed to the rooftop because of bad eyesight, and she was also afraid of looking for you by herself. Our daughter is innocent no matter what. , you can’t force all these on her.”

"I don't mean to blame her. Don't forget, she is also my daughter. Although I treat her coldly, I can't face her only because of my guilt towards Zeyuan. see her."

"I know, so all these years, I have been waiting for you to slowly adjust your mood, and I have indeed seen your changes. At least now you have behaved more like a normal mother in front of Qi Qi."

"In this world, is there any mother who doesn't love her child? Even Xiao Zeyi like her can love Qiqi to the bottom of her heart, but I have become that cruel mother. It's no wonder that she can't get close to me Already." Ling Nuo said with a wry smile
"Ling Nuo, I understand your difficulties. Back then, in order to cure Qiqi's eyes, you even gave up your job, took Qiqi out of the compound of the military region, and accompanied her to seek medical treatment all year round. She stayed in the hospital for several years, and finally even moved her family to Q City. You never said a single complaint. Qiqi doesn’t know now. If she knew, she must be very grateful for what you have done for her. everything."

"I don't need her understanding. This is the duty of every mother, as long as she doesn't resent me in the future."

"Qiqi is a pure and kind child, you don't have to worry about that."

"I see, by the way, Suiyue, I have already told him about it, and I will wait for his reply. If he likes Qiqi and is willing to take care of Qiqi for the rest of his life, I think it will be a godsend Great joy."

"But have you ever thought that if Qiqi doesn't like Suiyue and just treats him as an older brother, would you have the heart to wrong Qiqi?"

"Careful, feelings can be cultivated slowly. Didn't we have no feelings at the beginning? But haven't we lived with respect for more than 20 years? What's more, the two of them grew up together. When I fell from the building, I had already made an appointment with Jing Ting, and when their two children grow up, they will marry their sons and daughters, and by doing this, I can only fulfill Jing Ting's last wish."

"Ling Nuo, let me think about it, can you?" Ming Shenzhi was a little helpless, Ling Nuo mentioned Sui Yue's mother Jiang Jingting, no matter how much he objected to this matter, he had to endure it.

He originally wanted to go out for a while, but when he opened the door, he saw Ming Qiqi standing at the door with tears in his eyes and an incredulous expression.

"Dad, Mom, are these all true?"

……

Time passed minute by minute, Ming Qiqi's stiff body shook a little, but she gritted her teeth stubbornly and continued to hold on to maintain her body's balance.

Ling Nuo has been sitting quietly behind Ming Qiqi, looking at her daughter who has been sitting there quietly, also feels a little heartbroken, obviously exhausted and full of questions, coupled with the fact that from morning until now, the dripping water has not been exhausted. Ming Qiqi had exhausted her physical strength.

"Qiqi, do you really want to know what happened back then?"

"Yes, Mom!" The tone was so firm that even Ming Qiqi felt a little surprised. This was the first time she spoke to her mother in this tone since she was sensible!

"But there are some things that are not suitable for you to know. Your father spent a lot of effort to suppress the news back then. He certainly didn't want the things of the year to be made public, and it would have the slightest impact on your growth. "