Second Marriage and Pregnancy: CEO?

Seeing that I have something to choose, Lu Xingyi nodded, "Go."

The service of this jewelry store is still very user-friendly. As soon as I sat down, a waiter made me a pot of black tea and brought it over. Smelling the slightly sweet and mellow tea fragrance made me feel a little better.

I picked up the cup and took a sip carefully, and suddenly a feeling of nausea came to my heart.

This was in a public place, and I didn't want to attract others' attention, so I immediately took out a tissue and covered my mouth, forcibly suppressed the convulsion in my throat, and forcefully forced tears out of my eyes.

Most of the people who come here to choose diamond rings are couples or couples. Diamonds represent eternal love, so they are tokens of true love.

I remember reading an article a long time ago, saying that diamonds have high hardness and are more suitable for making tools. It’s just that the people who develop diamond mines use a series of marketing advertisements to tie the hardness of diamonds to the eternity of true love in order to obtain greater benefits. Together, diamonds and love are inextricably linked.

So countless men and women immersed in love have chosen diamond rings.

Diamonds are nothing but stones. It's ridiculous that people flock to them just because they endow them with special beliefs.

"Pei Li, which of these two models do you think looks better? I'm too picky." Lu Xialan over there looked at Pei Li again and again, with a smile on her face, "We have to choose a diamond ring. When the time comes When I go to see my mother, I will show her how happy my daughter is."

Lu Xingyi's eyes were full of tenderness, and he squeezed Lu Xialan's nose and said, "My child has a heart, mother has seen so many good things, a diamond ring can catch her eyes, I'm afraid I will think you are suffering, I will subsidize you with the jewelry box I have hidden in my possession."

Lu Xialan's eyes were full of melancholy, "I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I don't know how she is doing now?"

"Since Uncle Lu passed away, my aunt has been in poor spirits. She has been recuperating abroad all these years. As a junior, she has never gone to say hello. It is really not easy to meet Xia Lan this time. It seems that I You need to perform well." Pei Li smiled.

Lu Xialan raised her arms and hugged him, her voice choked with sobs, "As long as you can go with me, I think my mother will be very happy. She was looking forward to the two of us being together before."

"Xiao Bei, I have decided to give up this child." I silently edited the text message, got up and walked out.

Lu Xingyi noticed my movements and asked quickly, "Qin Yan, where are you going?"

"I don't feel well, I want to go back first." I said lightly.

Lu Xialan came over and took my hand affectionately and said, "Qin Yan, your vision must be better than your brother's. Come and help us choose and see which one looks better?"

She pulled me with all her strength. I was feeling nauseous just now, my body was very weak, and I didn't have the strength to struggle at all, so she pulled me over all at once.

Lu Xingyi saw that my complexion was very bad, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? I'll take you to the hospital."

As soon as I heard that I was going to the hospital, I cheered up and said, "It's okay, don't you want to see the diamond ring, let me have a look."

Lu Xialan beckoned, and the lady at the counter introduced to me all the diamond rings in front of her. True love comes, the heart promises someone, this life will never change, childhood sweetheart... Each diamond ring has a heart-warming name and a beautiful meaning .

"Aren't you childhood sweethearts? It's fine to choose this one." I took one casually and said.

Lu Xialan smiled very sweetly, "I don't feel good. Although Pei Li and I are childhood sweethearts, we have missed each other. It's too thin to use only childhood sweethearts."

"Then don't change this one in this life, it's thick enough." I chose another one.

Lu Xialan shook Pei Li's hand and said with a smile, "Pei Li, even Qin Yan thinks that the two of us will never change in this lifetime."

I really have a mouthful of old blood that is about to get stuck in my throat.

Pei Li glanced at me, looked at the ring on the counter and said indifferently: "It's not good, I have already invited Danny to customize our wedding ring, and he just won the New Talent Award in the International Jewelry Design Competition, so we need to make an appointment His work is not easy."

"Danny? You actually asked Danny to design our wedding ring." Lu Xialan said in surprise, "I have seen his works before, and if he designed our wedding ring, our wedding ring must be very good. Pei Li, you are so bad." Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I originally wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect you to be so impatient, so I chose these diamond rings for ordinary people." Pei Li glanced at her, "The wedding dress is also being customized, you just need to wait in peace. Just be a bride when you come back."

Lu Xialan's cheeks turned rosy, "Pei Li, it's so nice of you to treat me."

Customized wedding rings, customized wedding dresses, he really seems to be very concerned about this matter.

I suppressed the sourness in my heart, raised my lips and said, "It's really a romantic wedding, I wish you happiness."

After speaking, I shook off Lu Xingyi's hand and strode out directly.

I have no way to continue to pretend not to care in the following time, to cover up my true inner thoughts, and when I left, the instant red eye circles and the tears in my eyes also showed my heart true reflection.

After I got home, I rushed directly into the room, lay down on the bed and cried, crying heartbreakingly and desperately.

When I lost my child, I didn't feel that much pain, and when I divorced Pei Li, I didn't feel that much pain either.

But now, I really feel a pain in my heart, why every time I muster up the courage to hold his hand and go on together, fate always pushes him away from me, and I still haven’t Willing to give up.

"Qin Yan, what's the matter? What happened?" Jiang Xiaobei knocked on the door outside when she heard the movement, but the door was locked by me from the inside, she couldn't push it open at all, so she could only worry outside the door.

At night, I opened the door with red eyes and looked at her and said, "Pei Li is already planning to marry Lu Xialan."

"What? Is it fake? He didn't get married sooner or later, so why did he get married after you had a child?" Jiang Xiaobei was taken aback, squinting his eyes slightly, and said with Conan's upper body, "Is there someone It was Lu Xialan's scheme to make trouble out of it."

"Neither, he specially customized a wedding dress and wedding ring for her. He is preparing for this wedding with all his heart. I have no place in his heart for a long time." I said with a self-deprecating smile, holding my stomach and crying, "Why am I still fantasizing about having a new start with him? We shouldn't have been together from the very beginning. If I hadn't approached Pei Li for revenge on Wang Bin, everything that happened later wouldn't have happened. It was me. I delusional about everything I don't deserve, that's why I'm in so much pain now."

Jiang Xiaobei hurriedly said: "What nonsense are you talking about? Even if Pei Li and Lu Xialan are going to get married, you shouldn't deny yourself like this. You are very good, otherwise how could my brother like you, how could Lu Xingyi Like you, how can Pei Li never forget you."

"Xiao Bei, you don't need to comfort me anymore. Their world shouldn't belong to me. Thinking about it now, this child doesn't belong to me either." I pushed her away and walked out in a daze.

Seeing that my mood was so unstable, Jiang Xiaobei was very worried, and hurried to follow me out, but I took a taxi and left immediately after I went out. She couldn't catch up in time, fearing that I would do something stupid, she gritted her teeth and called out an old number. past.

Sitting in the taxi, I recalled how I happily went to find Pei Li with the inspection report. I really felt pitiful and ridiculous for having such an unrealistic dream.

The hospital at night is still very lively, bright and tidy, and the slightly pungent smell of disinfectant is its most classic feature.

When I walked into the obstetrics and gynecology department, I was extremely hesitant and tangled.

I seemed to see Pei Qi who walked in to take away the child, and I seemed to see myself who was brought here by Pei Li and walked in with a happy face.

Every mother is most looking forward to the children in her womb, they are her future.

But I can't give my child a complete family. I can't tell him later that he and I are both abandoned by his father, and his father may already be someone else's father. At that time, how sad he must be .

"The child is more than two months old, do you really want to take it out?" The doctor who examined me looked at the results, then at my age, and couldn't help showing a bit of pity.

"Yes, take him away." I clenched my palms and said calmly.

"Take medicine to adjust first, and then come for surgery the day after tomorrow." After the doctor prescribed a pack of medicine for me, he let me go out.

When I went out, I heard her muttering, I don't want children at this age, and it will be difficult to want children in the future.

Hearing what she said, my heart twitched violently. When I passed the trash can, I wanted to throw away all the medicine in my hand, and guard my baby for the rest of my life.

However, I can't be so selfish. I know that giving birth to him will not make him happy, but I gave birth to him for my own instinct.

I tore off the wrapping paper and took out a piece of medicine and stuffed it into my mouth. The bitter taste permeated instantly, occupying the entire mouth.

But I didn't take the water. A mother can be so cruel even to give up her own child. A little bit of bitterness is nothing.

At this moment, my stomach twitched a little, as if there was some reaction.

The mouthful of medicine choked in my throat and I couldn't swallow it, because I knew that this medicine was the antidote to my troubles, but it was a fatal poison to him, and when I was lying on the operating table, the doctor It was his body that had to be disposed of.

Therefore, the person who directly killed the child was me, the mother, and the murderer.

In the end, I couldn't help it, I rushed to the sink and vomited it out. All the bitter potion flowed into the sewer. I frantically rinsed my mouth at the faucet, and continued to spit out with my throat stuck. tears.

I was obviously ready to give up on him, but I still couldn't be hard-hearted.