Second Marriage and Pregnancy: CEO?

Lu Xialan woke up suddenly at night. She looked at her surroundings in a daze, not knowing what happened in her heart.

The memory seemed to be faulted, she couldn't even remember what happened to her after that, and she was a little confused at this time, not knowing how she returned home in this state.

"How did things become like this? Why am I at home now?" She recognized where she was in the confusion, and the doubt in her heart did not increase but decreased.

She didn't fully wake up. Looking at the scenery in the distance, the previous drunkenness rose again in her mind, as if it exploded like some kind of fireworks, and everything in front of her eyes suddenly became blurred again.

She looked at the scene in front of her, and the feeling after being drunk made her feel like she was weightless, so she simply stood up.

"Why don't you want me? I'm not bad enough, but why don't you want to believe me, why don't you choose me? I obviously love you very much, and I obviously tried my best."

When she thought of Pei Li, the grievance in her heart was magnified more and more at this moment. She hugged herself alone. When she thought of Pei Li, her eyes turned red without even realizing it.

"But what did I do wrong? I am obviously the best person around you, but why are you unwilling to choose me? It's okay to give me a chance, I'm just a little bit unwilling."

She was already a little drunk at this time, and she couldn't even respond to what she said. She just thought about Pei Li in a daze. It was completely dark, and the moonlight shone softly on the ground, making Lu Xialan His mind became more and more dazed.

After all, she's just not reconciled
Looking at the scenery in front of her, Lu Xialan felt that everything was going wrong to the extreme. She stood up staggeringly, but her steps were extremely unsteady.

Stumbling to the side table, she suddenly fell, and wanted to use the table to stabilize her body, but inadvertently knocked down her favorite vase that she had put on the table before.

The vase seemed to be overwhelmed, and suddenly fell to the ground with a crisp sound.There is nothing left.

She stared blankly at the broken vase, and suddenly began to resent in her heart: Why did all the unsatisfactory things happen to me, why couldn't I encounter one or two happy things ?

She threw all the other things on the table in a frenzy. When those things fell to the ground, there were crisp sounds one after another. She listened to those sounds with some abandonment, and suddenly felt that these sounds were also nice.

"What's the matter with you? What are you doing here in the middle of the night without sleeping?" Lu Xingyi was sleeping at first, but he suddenly heard a voice from the living room in a daze, and he came out a little worried. While watching, I found Lu Xialan crazily throwing things in the living room.

He had never seen Lu Xialan like this before, as if to vent the anger in her heart, she was throwing things, but she was also crying. The black and smooth hair before now also looked a little messy. She looked Also a little crazy.

"I'm just not reconciled! Why should I take responsibility for all these things!" Lu Xialan suddenly heard Lu Xingyi's voice, and the anger in her heart burst out at this moment.

"Wait" Lu Xingyi originally wanted to have a good talk with her, but found that he couldn't make Lu Xialan wake up at this time no matter what.

He looked at Lu Xialan, who was crying a little wronged in front of him, and looked a little nervous, and sighed, "How old are you this year? You still did such a childish thing." 
Turning around, he brought out a glass of water from another place. After handing it to her, Lu Xialan took a few sips before calming down.

"I was wrong about what happened tonight." After she calmed down, she looked at Lu Xingyi who was sitting in front of her, feeling a little guilty in her heart, "Brother, what happened this time is my fault."

"This is not something I want to tell you," Lu Xingyi's face gradually became serious as she watched her wake up bit by bit, with a seriousness and seriousness that is not often seen in ordinary times.

"You've grown up now, and there are some things I don't think I need to tell you too clearly, you should know it yourself."

Lu Xialan has grown up a long time ago, and she is no longer the little girl who could only call her brother a long time ago. He watched his sister grow up bit by bit, and also watched her sister become the current one. The appearance, the indescribable feeling in my heart.

In any case, he is Lu Xialan's elder brother, and he still needs to persuade her in some places.

"You've been in a bad mood recently, and I know about it, but I still hope that you can act rationally, and the situation like today will no longer happen. After all, the places in the bar are still a bit messy. You are a girl, I think You should understand some things."

His words did not imply accusation, but he was admonishing his younger sister in a brotherly tone, but the words in that tone made Lu Xialan feel a little sad and guilty.

"If you only go to the bar occasionally to decompress, then I have no opinion, but I hope you don't go to those places often. The current state is not good, and I think you should know it yourself."

He also saw that his sister's condition was getting worse day by day, and he couldn't bear it in the end, so he told her about these things.

"And what I want to tell you today is, don't do things that will hurt others in the future. Maybe these things are nothing to you, but to others, they will cause irreparable harm."

"What's more, you need to be responsible for what you do, and you don't need to be too entangled in a certain thing or a certain person. After a while, you will find that these things and these people are important to you. They're all just passers-by in life." When she heard Lu Xingyi say those words, her face became paler, she never thought that Lu Xingyi would say these words to herself at this time today.

And Lu Xingyi naturally noticed something wrong with Lu Xialan's expression at this time, "Those things before, let's write them off now, and you don't need to pay attention to those things before, just face the next life in the future gone." 
She knew that Lu Xingyi said these things to herself today for her own benefit, so she didn't refute anything, not to mention that what he said was the truth, and she had nothing to refute.

"You have been obsessed with someone, but I think these things are unnecessary. You don't need to be sad because of someone or something. After all, you still have many possibilities now."

My sister's condition is really bad, and now even I can't stand it anymore, so I might as well take this opportunity to clarify those things with my sister.

Lu Xialan listened to what he said to her, although she still felt a little unwilling in her heart, but what the other party said was indeed the truth, and she had nothing to explain.

"Brother, I understand all the things you told me today. I will never do anything as childish as I am now, so don't worry." She also made a promise to Lu Xingyi .

Lu Xingyi knew that she understood what he meant, so he didn't say anything else, but smiled gently.

When Lu Xialan was lying on the bed alone, she suddenly couldn't fall asleep. When she looked out of the window, she couldn't help but think of what happened recently and what Lu Xingyi said to herself before.

What Lu Xingyi said before is not wrong. She has been feeling sad for Pei Li recently, and she has always wanted to get him and be with him.

But all of this is nothing more than my own wishful thinking. What choice Pei Li will make has nothing to do with me. His future may not have any intersection with me.

What's more, I thought I was great and did so many things, but in the eyes of others, they were all trivial things, and I lost so much and gave so much for the man, but I was not happy at all. I was touched by myself.

It was only at this time that she suddenly realized that she had been drawing the ground as a prison before, subconsciously telling herself that she actually liked Pei Li, but she was unwilling to let go no matter what, it would only increase her pain.

In the past, she always wanted to get Pei Li, but until now, she suddenly found that she had done so much, but she was not happy at all.

Pei Li also didn't treat himself so tenderly because of his previous actions, and he didn't think highly of himself because of his previous actions. Those things he did before were just paralyzing himself.

He kept telling himself that he liked Pei Li, and he had to be him, but he didn't realize that he had inadvertently put shackles on himself and put him in a cage.

"So have I been doing useless work before?" She asked suddenly, with a bit of bewilderment in her tone.

"But I'm still a little bit unwilling. I've done so many things, but none of them worked. Pei Li never gave me an equal chance."