Second Marriage and Pregnancy: CEO?

After parting with Bai Wentao, Lu Xialan walked on the street alone, and suddenly felt that she had never felt so relaxed before.

Before, there were too many things in my heart, and too many things to worry about. Those things were like a huge stone, weighing heavily on Lu Xialan's body.

Lu Xialan couldn't accept this kind of pressure, but she couldn't refuse it, so she could only let those things crush her little by little. Her temperament also became surly and irritable in this kind of life.

But at this time, she found that she was just cocooning herself and painting the ground as a prison.

She suddenly noticed that she, in fact, had missed a lot of beautiful moments before, and became totally unrecognizable because of Pei Li.

"So it feels so good to let go," she said while sitting on the promenade of the park, looking at the color of the sky in the distance.

At this moment, Lu Xialan suddenly understood everything.

"Although my heart feels empty all of a sudden, I have never been so relaxed as I am now. I don't have to worry about anything, and I don't have to worry about anything. I don't have to worry about the things I did before being revealed, and I don't have to go find him for Pei Li. sad for someone else."

Slowly exhaling, looking at the children playing in the distance and the endless sky, she realized that she had missed such a beautiful thing for some reason.

It turned out that there was no other reason for all this, it was just because I was too narrow-minded before and couldn't let go of those things, so naturally, those things became the shackles in my heart.

But he is just a prisoner, Pei Li has never been willing to be with him, so there is no point in forcing himself, why didn't he discover this truth a long time ago?

If I could discover these things earlier, I wouldn't have done such a wrong thing.

When she opened the phone, she saw the messages pushed on the phone page, which were nothing more than trivial things in life.

Holding the phone thoughtfully, she suddenly remembered something from a long time ago, why did she like Pei Li?
Because of Pei Li's handsome appearance, or because he is every woman's dream?She shook her head, she couldn't remember these things clearly a long time ago.

"Then why do I like Pei Li? When did I focus on him?" She had such a question in her mind, but she couldn't figure it out.
Thinking about those things in her heart, Lu Xialan suddenly became confused. She didn't know the reason why she liked him, so she did so many wrong things for him.

But thinking about it now, she didn't even know why she liked Pei Li, but she kept saying that she really loved him and would not marry unless he was the one.

"It's really a bit naive. I did such a thing out of nowhere at the beginning. Maybe it was because I deceived myself."

The sudden light in her eyes was because of her last words.

"Maybe it's because I deceived myself."

At this moment, she suddenly had an idea in her mind, "Maybe I never liked Pei Li? What I like is only the self who fell in love."

"Then what are my insistence before?" She thought with a little disappointment, the little loss in her heart swallowed Lu Xialan herself in an instant.

She didn't even know why she liked the other party, so she thought she was moved and amazing and did those things for the other party, "So I have been making trouble for no reason?"

The thought in her heart really made Lu Xialan unhappy. She didn't know how to face Qin Yan who had been hurt by her, and she didn't know what she should do to make up for it all.

It turned out that I was not as infatuated with Pei Li as I imagined, nor as infatuated with Pei Li as I thought, but because of some obsession, unwillingness and struggle.

But why didn't we discover all this sooner?If he had discovered his feelings for Pei Li earlier, things might not be like this now.

"The infatuation I thought before was just my own wishful thinking, but I also caused troubles to others because of my own wishful thinking, and some people were hurt because of my unreasonable troubles."

She was a little disappointed and thought, "But I don't want to do this either. How could I have thought that I would do such a thing because of a moment of anger?"

What Lu Xingyi said to himself before was indeed correct, and he should indeed let go of his obsession.

Those obsessions will only make me become what I am afraid of, and will only make my inner demons grow up unconsciously.

If I hadn't turned back in time now, what would I have become?Sometimes when thinking of this, she inadvertently shivered, she couldn't imagine what she was like at that time.

It must be terrible.

Fortunately, I have decided to let go now, so everything will end here. Since I have never really loved Pei Li, it shouldn't be a problem to let go now.

Timely stop loss is always good.

I am not as inseparable from Pei Li as I imagined, and I am not as deeply in love as I imagined. Since my previous love affairs were always my own wishful thinking, there is no need for me to persist now.

What's more, I have been insisting on it before, letting myself be trapped in a cocoon, and I didn't get much happiness in it, but only experienced the sadness and sadness that I couldn't get what I asked for.

What's more, in the process of doing this, I caused undue harm to others.

"Why did I only find out about this now? The love I've been obsessed with for so long doesn't seem to belong to me at all," she smiled wryly, but she felt a lot more relaxed because of her thoughts today.

The heavy stone that was on her body before seemed to be lifted off in an instant, which made Lu Xialan feel relaxed both physically and mentally.

"My previous persistence was nothing more than a ridiculous joke, and now I have discovered all this in time."

She thought this kind of self-deprecatingly. Fortunately, she hadn't done anything irreparable wrong, and there was room for everything.

"Since I have decided to let go, then everything before has nothing to do with me," she thought happily. Those things that made her sad before have finally been abandoned by herself, and she can finally live her own life want to live again.

What I was thinking about before was just because of my own obsession. I might not like it that much, but because I kept telling myself in my heart: I really like Pei Li.

Maybe I don't like it as much as I imagined, but because I am hypnotized day after day, I mistakenly think that those obsessions are deep love.

"I'm saying that the love I've been talking about for so long doesn't belong to me at all, and I don't need to continue to worry about that love that doesn't exist."

She came to such a conclusion with some certainty. After analyzing her heart, she discovered such a thing. She was really dumbfounded.

"It's almost your birthday this time, why don't we hold a birthday party," Lu Xingyi carefully reminded the topic, watching Lu Xialan sitting on the sofa and distracted.

"Well, good," she nodded.

But Lu Xingyi's purpose is not as simple as he said, he wants to take this opportunity to find a boyfriend for Lu Xialan.

He was still afraid in his heart that Lu Xialan would be obsessed with those things before, could not forget those things before, and might do something wrong.

He also knew that Lu Xialan was aware of his previous problems and was correcting them now, but in the final analysis, he was still a little worried.

"Then I will hold the birthday party this time, and leave it to me?" He asked tentatively, but found that Lu Xialan had no reaction to this matter.

He wanted to take this opportunity to find someone for Lu Xialan who could accompany her, so that Lu Xialan would not feel too lonely in her future life, and after having such a person, she would not think of those things again and again .

And Lu Xialan's birthday party this time is an opportunity, and he can take advantage of his birthday party to find her a boyfriend.

"Brother, I really let go of those things before," Lu Xialan thought for a while before explaining.

She knew that what she had done before worried Lu Xingyi, and she also knew how much she had gone too far.

Lu Xingyi decided to hold a birthday party for himself this time, probably because of this reason. After all, he was still worried about himself, so he wanted to use this method to divert his attention.

Lu Xialan knew this well, but she still didn't say it.

"Well, I know," Lu Xingyi also nodded, knowing that she had understood what he meant.

"I have let go of those things before, so I also want to start my new life here," she expressed her attitude to Lu Xingyi, "I want to live the life I was thinking about before."

"Let's start with this birthday party," she smiled. "I want to start my life from here."

"I wonder if you can come with me? Accompany me through this time."

When Lu Xingyi heard his sister say this, he was pleasantly surprised. He always hoped that his sister could let go of those things before and start a new life again.

Now that this matter has finally come true, he feels relieved and moved.