Second Marriage and Pregnancy: CEO?

When I faced Gu Qin's entanglement, I was indeed not moved much in my heart. The previous incident had already broken all my good feelings for Gu Qin.

If the previous Gu Qin still made me hesitate, and I would feel a little embarrassed because I rejected Gu Qin, then now I am only disheartened.

Because I felt that I had misread Gu Qin's true face. After he endured for such a long time, he finally revealed his true face. Fortunately, I saw through Gu Qin's true face, so I was not deceived by him.

So I still had a bit of luck in my heart, thinking that I was lucky enough in the previous time, and also thought that I had seen through Gu Qin's true face.

But I really don't want to use this method to see through a person. This method makes me feel too dirty and disgusting.

Gu Qin also knows what I'm thinking in my heart. Although I regret and blame myself in my heart, there is no way to go back in time now.

Gu Qin can only do his best to redeem and apologize to me, hoping that I can change my mind because of this apology.

What's more, Gu Qin also knows about the disputes between Pei Li and me. He knows the current situation of the two of us, so he wants to intervene between the two of us.

"Keep a certain distance from me in the future, I don't want to see you anymore, it will only make me feel sick."

I thought I had made things very clear this time, so I turned around and wanted to leave here.

But just when I was about to leave, I suddenly saw those people from Pei Lilai.
They were all standing in a very secret place, but when I turned around, I suddenly noticed a few of them.

I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I originally thought that although Pei Li didn't express his position on this matter, it was because he still needed to play games with Gu Xiang.

But Pei Li still has me in his heart, and it's not that he doesn't care about me completely, but when I see these people standing around me, I just feel ridiculous.

It was as if my previous self had been slapped severely. The existence of these people clearly told me that Pei Li was no longer willing to believe me, and they were still sending people to monitor me.

Such thoughts made me feel uncomfortable. I didn't know that Pei Li sent these people to protect me, and Pei Li didn't tell me about it.

I feel sad in my heart, but sad, there is also a bit of disbelief inside, I can't believe that Pei Li is unwilling to believe me now.

I know Pei Li's style of doing things better than anyone else, so I think he is not willing to trust me now, so he sent these people here to investigate me secretly.

I was actually very angry in my heart, but no matter what, I still pretended to be calm, so that I still looked the same as before.

But as if I was angry, I suddenly got into Gu Qin's car. My behavior made Gu Qin feel a little frustrated, but there were a few surprises in it. Gu Qin thought that I forgave him this time.

"You haven't eaten since morning, right?" Gu Qin said this while the two of us were still in the car, as if to ease the awkward atmosphere between the two of us.

But I was playing with my phone alone with my head down, and I didn't pay attention to what Gu Qin said to me, but my attitude was indifferent.

"You should still be on an empty stomach right now, it's not good for your health, why don't the two of us have a meal first." Gu Qin seemed to have something else to say to me, so he wanted to treat me to dinner.

But now I just feel very sad, and I can't tell what it feels like in my heart.

"I'm not hungry now." I rejected him directly, and then found that the words I said seemed a bit simple, and I added a few more words, as if to prove that I was not unwilling to agree to him.

"I ate something before I went to the hospital this morning, so I'm actually not tall. I feel a little tired, so I want to go back now."

After I finished speaking these words, I laughed at myself. These words seemed useless to me, and the final result was that I rejected Gu Qin.

The current Gu Qin looked a little helpless, but he didn't say anything else to me. He just drove me home by himself, and then looked at my leaving back and sighed silently.
When dealing with me, Gu Qin really had nothing to do, he seemed to be at a loss all the time.

I don't know what's going on outside, and no one is willing to tell me the news outside, so I can only wait at home alone to see if I can wait until I come back.

But when I fell asleep on the sofa unknowingly, when I woke up unknowingly, I found that it was already dawn, but Pei Li didn't come back all night.

This kind of thought made me feel a little sad, and it also made me feel a little disappointed.

It seems that I have returned to a long time ago, and I was alone a long time ago, but now I am used to the life with Pei Li by my side.

When facing the current life, I naturally have a little gap in my heart, but it doesn't matter, I can still recover by myself, just give me a period of time.

I have this kind of thought in my heart, so I think that everything is not a big deal now, and I can survive by myself.

When I looked at these things in the mirror, I suddenly felt a little scared. Before I knew it, I had become a lot haggard.

The person in the mirror looked a little old because he hadn't dressed for a long time, and there was no expression on his face, and he looked very pale.

When I saw myself like this again, what I thought of was not me, but Pei Li, "He must not like me like this now."

But when I realized how funny my own idea was, I suddenly laughed, and kept laughing against the mirror, shaking all over from laughing.

How funny am I now?People have already abandoned me, but I still follow behind them. Even after seeing such a haggard self, the first thought in my mind is that he will never like me again.

I have never loved someone like this, and I have never cared about someone like this, so when I suffer these changes, I cannot accept it in my heart.

But I still forced myself to suppress all the emotions now, tidy myself up like before, and make myself look a lot more refined, and I no longer have the vicissitudes of life before.

When I got to the hospital, I found that there was no one there.

I felt a little strange in my heart, but the hospital was indeed empty.

"Hello, I would like to ask which room Lu Xingyi is in now?" I couldn't find where Lu Xialan's room was, it seemed that he changed wards after the operation.

The nurse at the front desk gave me a strange look, but after I finished introducing myself, I still explained the ward to me in doubt.

Lu Xingyi's operation actually went very smoothly, but after the operation, his condition still did not improve, and his body was still very weak, so he was transferred to the ICU ward.

And I originally wanted to go in, but when I really went in, I felt a little hesitant in my heart.

I was afraid of seeing scenes that I didn't want to see, and I also knew that when I went in, people around me would look at me with condemning eyes, and those eyes seemed to be covered with ice, like ice picks.

And those ice picks suffocate me, and they grab me by force when I try to find a place to rest.

When I was alone, I suddenly began to hesitate, standing in the corner alone and thinking about whether I should go in or not.

But before I could figure it out, I heard Gu Xiang's voice coming from there.

"Are you very tired now? I can see your dark circles, or else you should go and rest for a while, I am enough here." Gu Xiang's voice still sounded coquettish, but I There was a bit of nausea in my heart.

When I looked over carefully, I saw Gu Xiang helping Pei Li out of the ward, and Pei Li was also a little tired.

"You go about your business, don't worry about me anymore." I didn't hear what Pei Li said, and then I heard Gu Xiang's unpleasant voice alone.

"You always like to bear these things alone, why don't you want me to bear them with you?" Gu Xiang seemed a little unhappy, "If you encounter such a thing next time, you can't continue to hide it from me .”

I heard the voice of the two of them talking, and I suddenly felt very unhappy in my heart. I should have stood at the elm tree, but Gu Xiang robbed me of my position.

Originally, Lu Xingyi and I went in and out together. After seeing the two of us, all the people around would praise the relationship between the two of us.

But now Gu Xiang has taken my place. I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, as if my whole person has been replaced by me, and Pei Li doesn't need me anymore.
I am very sad in my heart, but now I really don't know what to be sad about, I have become a femme fatale in everyone's heart.