And Li Xiaowan hasn't told Qi Xiner until now, that day was because she woke up early in the morning and was extremely depressed. When she saw the bridge that was about to be submerged in the water, she suddenly had the urge to die, and she didn't always say that she would die forever. Now, she really wanted to see her parents earlier, and no longer feel those boundless loneliness.
However, after that incident, Li Xiaowan no longer had the idea of committing suicide, but instead increased her desire to survive.
He thought he was not afraid of death, but the moment he really faced death, he was afraid and flinched, and could no longer muster any courage to seek death.
Fortunately, my mentality has changed, otherwise it is unknown whether I can live to this day.
I really thank God for his great love for me. Not only have I lived peacefully until today, but I have also met a large group of good friends and the other half of my life.
"Xin'er, I really, really regret that incident. I regret that I shouldn't scare you like that and make you worry, and I'm also quite scared. You said that if a maelstrom came over, would I still be alive? Even if People passing by came to their rescue, and according to the trend of the water flow at that time, it was more or less ominous." I have done such stupid things before.
"Fortunately, God has eyes, and even Lord Yan doesn't bother to kill you, but after that, I will never worry about you doing that stupid thing again, because your thoughts are also following that day, and gradually Become mature." Qi Xiner seemed to have returned to the scene at that time, and then let out a long breath of relief.
"I don't dare to scare you again. Listening to your cries, I'm already regretting in my heart, okay! Don't mention the unhappy things, take advantage of the good weather, let's go back and walk the road we walked when we were young , to take a look at our elementary school, I heard that with the relocation of the elementary school, it has become a bit deserted, and the rocky beach opposite the elementary school is also full of grass, whether we can find the way to the elementary school is not sure! "Recalling my childhood life, my mood is complicated and desolate.
"We should be able to find it. Didn't we also spend eight years of spring and autumn on that road? Kindergarten is two years." Recalling the road that I walked when I was a child, it is still so clear. With the ever-changing changes, maybe that small road is no longer there, and it is replaced by a country road, but no matter how good the country road is, it cannot replace the road full of joy and dreams.
"You are right, we will definitely find it." Although I have a small career today, I am still far away from my dream. Apart from working hard to earn more money, I still have many dreams. something to do.
There is still no news about my brother and sister. Just two days ago, I contacted a relatively large TV station and spent a lot of money to ask them to help broadcast a missing person announcement during prime time. I hope it will be effective!
"Xiaowan, I was wondering what you would look like in a wedding dress. It must be breathtakingly beautiful. I have no hope of wearing a wedding dress in this life. I just hope that you can put on a wedding dress as soon as possible. It will also make my eyes addicted." Belly The baby in the movie is incomplete, and she is powerless, coupled with the love that has nowhere to rest, the days to come are basically ruined. Xiaowan is different. She still has a beautiful time and a bright future. She wants to go to The place she wants to do, the life she wants to live, will all come true one by one. The road she has walked in this life, she has already walked it!
"Xin'er, what are you talking about? It's still too early. I don't want to marry myself off so soon, and to be honest, the day I and Zheng are dating, I feel that almost every day after that is unreal. Yes, it seems to be living in an illusion, he is the focus of attention, and I am a small character who can be crushed to pieces with a light pinch. Will such two different people really have a future when they get together? It’s not that I’m not optimistic, but the reality is right in front of me, but I can’t give in to the reality. Maybe we will reach the day when we grow old together and watch the sea together at dusk. Xiner, do you think we will? "At night, people will inevitably feel sad, and it is also the most real time to let go of one's guard.
"Xiao Wan, why are you still hesitating? Isn't Dong Feng's feelings for you true? You can tell how much he cares about you from the generous gestures Feng Dong showed to his parents. You may not know it. After mother, Feng Dong calls almost once a day, especially with Dad, the conversation is very speculative, you don't think Feng Dong is a person who struggles in shopping malls and officialdom, when he chats with ordinary people, he also naturally There is something about him. I heard from my mother that he often made my father laugh. Now my father regards Feng Dong as his idol. He worships him very much. Mom won’t let me tell you, because I don’t want you to act because of it. Wrong judgment, you are you, your parents are your parents, if you don't like it, your parents won't force you, let alone do things you don't want to do because of your parents' relationship." Qi Xiner undoubtedly It gave Li Xiaowan more confidence.
"I really don't know. He really knows how to make his uncle and aunt happy. It's a brilliant move. Start with them, and then lend them to put pressure on me. Then I have to follow!" Li Xiaowan kept talking. She was complaining, but her heart was secretly happy.
The reason why Feng Lingzheng would do this is that it proves how much he cares about Li Xiaowan. The CEO of a multinational corporation who is busy with affairs all day can still spare time to curry favor with his father-in-law and mother-in-law, which shows how much he attaches importance to Li Xiaowan.
"Okay, don't act in front of me, you don't want me to live, you don't know, I'm almost envious of you, alas! If I have half of your life, I will be content." He said Speaking of which, Qi Xiner became depressed again.
Normal people will think too much when encountering people and things that don't go well, let alone Qi Xiner who is already pregnant. What Li Xiaowan is most worried about is that Qi Xiner will suffer from prenatal or postpartum depression because of this, so during this time she He tried every means to make Qi Xiner happy, but unfortunately the effect was not particularly obvious.
Going back to my hometown next week may change Xiner's repressed heart. If it can really play an effective role, then as long as conditions permit, I will take Xiner out as much as possible to relax.
"Xin'er, after you give birth to the baby, and when the baby grows up a little bit, how about we go travel far and wide? We've grown so big, we've hardly traveled far, let alone travel, as you know, My dream in this life is to be able to travel wherever I want to go, so you can just be with me, okay?" If possible, I would like to make my first stop in Tibet, I heard that it is a sacred and beautiful place, The air there is fresh and cloudless, and the snow-capped mountains and grasslands are very enjoyable just by imagining them.
"Okay, as long as you don't mind dragging me as a burden, no matter where you go, I will follow." My biggest dream in life is the same as Xiaowan's, to travel all over the mountains and rivers, to travel all over the sea, and to travel everywhere. , collect a green leaf or bring a small flower, use it as a specimen, clip it in a book or paste it on a board, and then take it out for viewing after many years, and say to yourself with a smile: my life is worth living .
"You are a burden. What am I, a road idiot? I feel at ease with you by my side. Besides, you will be the best guide. You see, you are proficient in geography. You can tell the difference between east, west, north, south, and north. I believe that with you as my companion, I will never be lonely or worry on the road of travel.” Xiner has studied the world map quite well, and besides maps and other knowledge related to human geography, she can also explain it clearly and logically.
In the past, I often joked that it was a pity that Xin Er did not become a teacher. She always laughed back and said: Being a teacher is not my interest. My biggest wish is to find someone I love to spend my life with. Of course, I have a house and a car. , It is best to have savings, and when you really can't reach your goal, you will settle for the next best thing.
I don't know whether it should be said that the original prophecy came true, or that Xiner met someone unkind and had bad luck. Over the years, almost nothing has gone well.
In the end, I was bruised all over my body, and my body and mind were severely injured. If I want to return to the previous carefree state of mind, it may take a year, ten years, or even a lifetime to get out of the shadow of today.
The cause you planted, you have to taste the fruit yourself. No matter how wrong a person is, she should be given a chance to face a new life again.
Xiner, I hope that such an opportunity should not be too far away from you.
"It's settled. I know your first stop must be Tibet. It's okay. The mountains are high and the road is far away. I will accompany you." Qi Xiner's mood eased a little.
"Okay, don't forget our agreement tonight, tomorrow I will go and tell Zheng about our plan." Speaking of Tibet, Li Xiaowan was so excited that she almost jumped out of bed.
"Will the wind director agree? Will he agree to just the two of us go? Will he mind saying that I took his place?" Qi Xiner always thinks about things that haven't happened yet.
"Zheng is a reasonable person. He will definitely agree. Besides, when two people are together, it is impossible to stick together every day. Wherever we go, we have to stay together. Besides, do you think he is that kind of person? In his world, love may be only a small part of it, and he still has a bigger stage waiting for him to play." I still have a little understanding of the zither, and he is not alone in the love of his children And people who can't extricate themselves.
"I think Feng Dong is the same. If a person only knows how to deal with the vortex of love, then such a person's vision will probably not be too high. He must take care of one thing and not lose another. That is the demeanor of a general." Xiao Wanneng Finding someone who is top-notch in everything is really a worthwhile life, but Lisa probably won't let go easily. How many women covet and covet such a top-notch person as Feng Dong.
However, after that incident, Li Xiaowan no longer had the idea of committing suicide, but instead increased her desire to survive.
He thought he was not afraid of death, but the moment he really faced death, he was afraid and flinched, and could no longer muster any courage to seek death.
Fortunately, my mentality has changed, otherwise it is unknown whether I can live to this day.
I really thank God for his great love for me. Not only have I lived peacefully until today, but I have also met a large group of good friends and the other half of my life.
"Xin'er, I really, really regret that incident. I regret that I shouldn't scare you like that and make you worry, and I'm also quite scared. You said that if a maelstrom came over, would I still be alive? Even if People passing by came to their rescue, and according to the trend of the water flow at that time, it was more or less ominous." I have done such stupid things before.
"Fortunately, God has eyes, and even Lord Yan doesn't bother to kill you, but after that, I will never worry about you doing that stupid thing again, because your thoughts are also following that day, and gradually Become mature." Qi Xiner seemed to have returned to the scene at that time, and then let out a long breath of relief.
"I don't dare to scare you again. Listening to your cries, I'm already regretting in my heart, okay! Don't mention the unhappy things, take advantage of the good weather, let's go back and walk the road we walked when we were young , to take a look at our elementary school, I heard that with the relocation of the elementary school, it has become a bit deserted, and the rocky beach opposite the elementary school is also full of grass, whether we can find the way to the elementary school is not sure! "Recalling my childhood life, my mood is complicated and desolate.
"We should be able to find it. Didn't we also spend eight years of spring and autumn on that road? Kindergarten is two years." Recalling the road that I walked when I was a child, it is still so clear. With the ever-changing changes, maybe that small road is no longer there, and it is replaced by a country road, but no matter how good the country road is, it cannot replace the road full of joy and dreams.
"You are right, we will definitely find it." Although I have a small career today, I am still far away from my dream. Apart from working hard to earn more money, I still have many dreams. something to do.
There is still no news about my brother and sister. Just two days ago, I contacted a relatively large TV station and spent a lot of money to ask them to help broadcast a missing person announcement during prime time. I hope it will be effective!
"Xiaowan, I was wondering what you would look like in a wedding dress. It must be breathtakingly beautiful. I have no hope of wearing a wedding dress in this life. I just hope that you can put on a wedding dress as soon as possible. It will also make my eyes addicted." Belly The baby in the movie is incomplete, and she is powerless, coupled with the love that has nowhere to rest, the days to come are basically ruined. Xiaowan is different. She still has a beautiful time and a bright future. She wants to go to The place she wants to do, the life she wants to live, will all come true one by one. The road she has walked in this life, she has already walked it!
"Xin'er, what are you talking about? It's still too early. I don't want to marry myself off so soon, and to be honest, the day I and Zheng are dating, I feel that almost every day after that is unreal. Yes, it seems to be living in an illusion, he is the focus of attention, and I am a small character who can be crushed to pieces with a light pinch. Will such two different people really have a future when they get together? It’s not that I’m not optimistic, but the reality is right in front of me, but I can’t give in to the reality. Maybe we will reach the day when we grow old together and watch the sea together at dusk. Xiner, do you think we will? "At night, people will inevitably feel sad, and it is also the most real time to let go of one's guard.
"Xiao Wan, why are you still hesitating? Isn't Dong Feng's feelings for you true? You can tell how much he cares about you from the generous gestures Feng Dong showed to his parents. You may not know it. After mother, Feng Dong calls almost once a day, especially with Dad, the conversation is very speculative, you don't think Feng Dong is a person who struggles in shopping malls and officialdom, when he chats with ordinary people, he also naturally There is something about him. I heard from my mother that he often made my father laugh. Now my father regards Feng Dong as his idol. He worships him very much. Mom won’t let me tell you, because I don’t want you to act because of it. Wrong judgment, you are you, your parents are your parents, if you don't like it, your parents won't force you, let alone do things you don't want to do because of your parents' relationship." Qi Xiner undoubtedly It gave Li Xiaowan more confidence.
"I really don't know. He really knows how to make his uncle and aunt happy. It's a brilliant move. Start with them, and then lend them to put pressure on me. Then I have to follow!" Li Xiaowan kept talking. She was complaining, but her heart was secretly happy.
The reason why Feng Lingzheng would do this is that it proves how much he cares about Li Xiaowan. The CEO of a multinational corporation who is busy with affairs all day can still spare time to curry favor with his father-in-law and mother-in-law, which shows how much he attaches importance to Li Xiaowan.
"Okay, don't act in front of me, you don't want me to live, you don't know, I'm almost envious of you, alas! If I have half of your life, I will be content." He said Speaking of which, Qi Xiner became depressed again.
Normal people will think too much when encountering people and things that don't go well, let alone Qi Xiner who is already pregnant. What Li Xiaowan is most worried about is that Qi Xiner will suffer from prenatal or postpartum depression because of this, so during this time she He tried every means to make Qi Xiner happy, but unfortunately the effect was not particularly obvious.
Going back to my hometown next week may change Xiner's repressed heart. If it can really play an effective role, then as long as conditions permit, I will take Xiner out as much as possible to relax.
"Xin'er, after you give birth to the baby, and when the baby grows up a little bit, how about we go travel far and wide? We've grown so big, we've hardly traveled far, let alone travel, as you know, My dream in this life is to be able to travel wherever I want to go, so you can just be with me, okay?" If possible, I would like to make my first stop in Tibet, I heard that it is a sacred and beautiful place, The air there is fresh and cloudless, and the snow-capped mountains and grasslands are very enjoyable just by imagining them.
"Okay, as long as you don't mind dragging me as a burden, no matter where you go, I will follow." My biggest dream in life is the same as Xiaowan's, to travel all over the mountains and rivers, to travel all over the sea, and to travel everywhere. , collect a green leaf or bring a small flower, use it as a specimen, clip it in a book or paste it on a board, and then take it out for viewing after many years, and say to yourself with a smile: my life is worth living .
"You are a burden. What am I, a road idiot? I feel at ease with you by my side. Besides, you will be the best guide. You see, you are proficient in geography. You can tell the difference between east, west, north, south, and north. I believe that with you as my companion, I will never be lonely or worry on the road of travel.” Xiner has studied the world map quite well, and besides maps and other knowledge related to human geography, she can also explain it clearly and logically.
In the past, I often joked that it was a pity that Xin Er did not become a teacher. She always laughed back and said: Being a teacher is not my interest. My biggest wish is to find someone I love to spend my life with. Of course, I have a house and a car. , It is best to have savings, and when you really can't reach your goal, you will settle for the next best thing.
I don't know whether it should be said that the original prophecy came true, or that Xiner met someone unkind and had bad luck. Over the years, almost nothing has gone well.
In the end, I was bruised all over my body, and my body and mind were severely injured. If I want to return to the previous carefree state of mind, it may take a year, ten years, or even a lifetime to get out of the shadow of today.
The cause you planted, you have to taste the fruit yourself. No matter how wrong a person is, she should be given a chance to face a new life again.
Xiner, I hope that such an opportunity should not be too far away from you.
"It's settled. I know your first stop must be Tibet. It's okay. The mountains are high and the road is far away. I will accompany you." Qi Xiner's mood eased a little.
"Okay, don't forget our agreement tonight, tomorrow I will go and tell Zheng about our plan." Speaking of Tibet, Li Xiaowan was so excited that she almost jumped out of bed.
"Will the wind director agree? Will he agree to just the two of us go? Will he mind saying that I took his place?" Qi Xiner always thinks about things that haven't happened yet.
"Zheng is a reasonable person. He will definitely agree. Besides, when two people are together, it is impossible to stick together every day. Wherever we go, we have to stay together. Besides, do you think he is that kind of person? In his world, love may be only a small part of it, and he still has a bigger stage waiting for him to play." I still have a little understanding of the zither, and he is not alone in the love of his children And people who can't extricate themselves.
"I think Feng Dong is the same. If a person only knows how to deal with the vortex of love, then such a person's vision will probably not be too high. He must take care of one thing and not lose another. That is the demeanor of a general." Xiao Wanneng Finding someone who is top-notch in everything is really a worthwhile life, but Lisa probably won't let go easily. How many women covet and covet such a top-notch person as Feng Dong.
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