Song Ruyi only now understands what it means to have a heart like a knife. In the past, she put too much energy on research. She cared about work, and she felt that she also loved Xiao Baozi.

But looking back on Xiao Baozi's life these years, she stayed alone every day, hoping that she could come back sooner, and every time she came back late, she used an excuse to work.

It seems that work is more important than buns.

"No, it's not like that..."

Her tears fell down like broken beads, and her whole body was in a daze, like a refugee who had fallen into a swamp, and her thoughts pulled her body down.

At this moment, Song Ruyi really understood what she had done all these years. She thought she was clearer than anyone else, but in the end, she was the most confused person!
"Ruyi, don't cry..."

Seeing her like this, Pei Aoting felt uncomfortable.

"I know, you are sad that little bun is gone, but you have to think about the good. Don't you always hope that little bun can mature faster? He is just growing up."

She was very stupid, and really didn't know what to say to comfort her at this time.

Song Ruyi shook her head, bit the corner of her lips tightly, and whimpered, crying so hard that she couldn't make a sound.

"No, it's not like that..."

There were still tears on her face, she raised her head, with self-blame in her eyes, pain and entanglement in her heart.

"Xiao Baozi is still so young. She is only 13 years old. I didn't give her a childhood. It was my incompetence. I made her wait. As her mother, I failed to protect her. I have been ignoring her. , so she chose to leave me, this is the retribution I deserve, but she is still so young..."

When she thought of Xiao Baozi going to school alone, with a maturity that didn't belong to her age on that immature face, her heart felt like a stone was pressed, and the pain was severe.

What the hell has she done all these years, she doesn't deserve to be a mother!
Song Ruyi wanted to slap herself twice, she wanted to repent, but Xiao Baozi had already left, and she didn't know when we would meet again.

Seeing her like this, Pei Aoting felt strange, her eyes were red, and she sniffed.

"Okay, Ruyi, it may not be a bad thing for Xiao Baozi to go abroad this time. Think about it, Mrs. Fei didn't like her in the first place. Now that she's gone, maybe someone will be relieved."

She can only guide everything to the good side, but Song Ruyi seems to have fallen into her own nightmare.

In front of her eyes flashed the lonely expression on Xiao Baozi's face these years, her grievances, she tried her best to pretend that she was very well-behaved, and believed every word she said, but she kept failing Xiao Baozi's trust.

"No, it's my fault, my fault..."

Thinking about it, Song Ruyi cried even more. She lay on the table, tears streaming down her nose, as if someone had knocked over the water glass on the table.

There was no other way, Pei Aoting could only call Fei Yinan.

"Hurry up and take a look. I really can't persuade you anymore. If you don't come again, I'm afraid this office will be flooded!"

Her tone was so anxious that she could still hear Song Ruyi's miserable cry even when she stood in the bathroom and closed the door.

It was the first time she saw Song Ruyi crying like this.

"what?"

Fei Yinan was having an important meeting, so his voice was lowered a lot.

He looked at the expressions of the sitting directors, and could only be more careful in his actions.

"Ruyi, Xiao Baozi is gone, she is now crying into tears, I have known her for so many years, this is the first time I have seen her lose her composure, if you don't want to watch her depressed when your daughter is gone, It's best to put down everything in your hands and come here quickly!"

Pei Aoting also knows that he probably has something to do, but the current situation cannot continue to delay.

"it is good."

After speaking, he hung up the phone with a 'snap'.

The directors in the conference room looked at him in bewilderment.

"Boss Fei, you..."

"I have something urgent, today's meeting ends here."

Taking his coat, Fei Yinan left the office with a trot after leaving these words.

The directors talked a lot, because his midfielder left, but the company experienced a lot of trouble.

Song Ruyi has been crying, saying that women are made of water, but Pei Aoting thinks that she may be made of buckets, no matter what you tell her, she is like a fool, sinking into her own world and unable to extricate herself.

If this continues, it is estimated that she is only one step away from depression.

The moment Fei Yinan arrived, seeing such a scene, his heart ached unbearably.

He went over to hold Song Ruyi in his arms, and whispered in her ear: "Okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't cry anymore."

Fei Yinan had never seen Song Ruyi like this before, so he understood how much the little bun's departure had dealt her this time, and he blamed himself deeply.

"Cough cough..."

Song Ruyi cried for too long, coughed loudly due to lack of oxygen, and fell into Fei Yinan's arms, her face was flushed, it was strange to see it.

"You talk first, I'll get busy first."

Pei Aoting poured a glass of water for Fei Yinan and gave him a wink. If Song Ruyi was crying, she might be dehydrated.

It is indeed a bit embarrassing for her to stay here, it is better to leave some private space for the two of them.

As soon as Pei Aoting went out, Song Ruyi's crying became more and more shrill.

"sorry Sorry……"

She apologized repeatedly in her mouth, and kept saying sorry, her whole heart was twisted into a ball.

"Okay, Ruyi, you have to be strong. Xiao Baozi just went abroad to study. This is the best result for her. Do you want to keep her at home and suffer forever?"

Fei Yinan also knew the suffering that Little Baozi suffered with Mrs. Fei, but that was his mother, no matter what, she raised him. He could disagree with her point of view, but he must not disobey her.

"study?"

When Song Ruyi heard this, she immediately collapsed.

"She can obviously learn by my side. As a mother, I didn't protect her well, and let her go so far alone. I was busy with work, and I didn't take care of her feelings. All of this is My fault!"

It's all right now, she left me and went abroad, and I can't follow her, what should I do if I want her to be a mother?

"no!"

Fei Yinan grabbed her shoulders, desperately wanting her to face the reality, but he didn't dare to speak too loudly, so he could only coax her patiently.

"You didn't feel sorry for anyone. Little Baozi is so sensible, so she won't blame you. You not only have Little Baozi, you also have a dumpling at home. You need to take good care of him and wait for Little Baozi to come back!"

He really couldn't bear to see Song Ruyi like this, not to mention that Xiaotuanzi needed someone to take care of her.

"I……"

When Song Ruyi heard Xiaotuanzi's name, tears welled up in her eyes again, and her expression began to become blurred. There was a puddle of water in her mind, and a stone was thrown into it, causing ripples again.

"Tuanzi..."

Song Ruyi was like a drowning person who suddenly grabbed a life-saving straw. The dumpling seemed to have become a spiritual pillar, supporting all her beliefs.

Seeing that it was useful, Fei Yinan directed all the topics to Tuanzi.

"Think about it, Little Baozi has already suffered so much misfortune, and Tuanzi is still young, so you can't let him suffer so much misfortune?"

Thinking about it carefully, it is true, Xiaotuanzi is a little older now, he can't let what Xiaobaozi experienced happen to him again.

Fei Yinan knew that Song Ruyi was blaming himself now, when would he feel better again.

"Okay, wipe away your tears, go back first, the little dumpling at home is still waiting, go back first and then talk."

He took out a tissue to help her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and went back with her in his arms.

Fei's mother was sitting on the sofa with Xiaotuanzi. She was very quiet today, without any noise or ridicule. She just hugged Xiaotuanzi without saying a word.

Probably, she may also know in her heart that she has made some wrong decisions.

Or, it was just because Fei Yinan had received a vaccination in advance, so that she would stop messing around.

"Did you see, Tuanzi was looking at you just now, and he was also very sad. He didn't feel that Little Baozi treated him badly. The relationship between the two siblings was not affected by anything."

After going upstairs, Fei Yinan continued to comfort Song Ruyi.

Song Ruyi curled up on the bed and became a ball, and she didn't know what to do in her heart. Seeing the immature face of the ball, her heart was stuffed into a ball.

"I know."

She replied weakly.

"Since you know that you still have a dumpling to take care of, get yourself together as soon as possible. Let's wait for the little bun to come back so that the dumpling can grow up happily."

There is no way to undo what has been done, they can only make up for the little leopard, and prevent Tuanzi from living the same life as the little bun.

"I will adjust the work as much as possible. You don't have to give up what you like for anyone. Your work will continue. I don't want to see you have an accident, understand?"

Fei Yinan pointed out that if Song Ruyi really liked this job and put away some things for her family, how could she be happy.

"I……"

Song Ruyi has been wanting to resign from that responsibility completely for a while, but when she thinks about it, she feels a little unwilling. This kind of unwillingness is like thousands of ants, gnawing at her heart all the time.

She couldn't refute what Fei Yinan said, and she didn't know how to refute it.

"Let's go downstairs and eat."

When the two were talking, Fei's mother knocked on the door suddenly, and smiled and asked them to go downstairs for dinner.

This was the first time Fei's mother spoke to Song Ruyi in such a gentle manner.

"Let's go."

Fei Yinan smiled, pinched Song Ruyi's face, and took her hand downstairs to eat.

Xiao Baozi's departure seemed to ring the alarm bell for Song Ruyi, reminding the two of them all the time.

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