Out-of-print Ome: Black-bellied bamboo horse will eat you

There is one thing to say.Their father never intended to be a good man from the start.Maybe some people are born to be villains!But if you think so, he can say he is right, but he can also say he is wrong.You know he's wrong, where is it?you do not know?But do you know his last sin?You are not the only one who knows and knows this sin, there are many, and you are only one of them.You want to dig the truth out of other people's mouths, this thing.A little unrealistic, where is it unrealistic?Because the truth you get from other people's mouths is often falsified or embellished.So, what you get in the end is not the truth, but just a generalization that others have added.As a contemporary, you have to explore the truth of the past.It doesn't seem easy, but there is always a way to let you know the truth. Otherwise, how can some things make people face the fact that this happened?This is history, some things are precipitated in history, but some things will never disappear in history.Do you think that everything will be obliterated in the long river?Of course, this is impossible.

But some people, as a representative of tidying up, what he wants to explore and what he has experienced must be the answer he wants, the kind of embellished things, what she doesn't need and what he needs is the real answer, which can be said to be the crystallization of reason.

"Although I believe you know our father. That old man surnamed Xia. She is not a good person? Of course, he is not a good person? This problem is not a day or two. But you may not know how evil he is, Although I am his son, I also know that it is not good to speak of him like this. But in a sense, I am not his son. From the moment I left the house, I felt that I was not his son. Although the father-son relationship is not severed in essence. He said. One day I will do this, after I use him up." Although he said this, he didn't want to feel that he said it was not very right, But there is no way.He wanted to be absolutely honest with his younger brother, and would not lie to him about this kind of thing. This was the wisest decision he made.After all, his opponent was his father, not someone else.In fact, he didn't regard Xia Fengzhu as his opponent at all.Its mentality is that it will always be his younger brother and younger brother, and it wants to live in harmony. Why should it be because of a person who is not a human being?Do you regard your younger brother as your competitor?Or in other words, take his younger brother for thousands of miles.Turn your own relatives who are relatives into enemies.Besides, my brother has never done anything wrong to her, and she has no need to regard him as an enemy.He will find a way to restore his younger brother, or to put him back on the path he should have been on.But that's not the thing to do now.Maybe doing it later will make it too late.Then is not the time.All he can do is control the timing to a perfect stage.That's right, he has such ability, she is not someone else, she is the current elder brother in this family.Of course, he is also a brother who has nothing, although on the surface you look at him as if he has everything.But in fact?He has nothing, and he knows that very well.Everything he has now is only lent to him by the so-called father.She's just another guy being used.Although the father said that all expectations were placed on him.Of course, this is not a lie.But how could that old thief be unguarded?Besides, he wasn't a calming guy in the first place?Just use him purely like this?Of course, it's impossible for that guy to do something to himself. He knows very well that he can't forget you in this life, and don't expect it to forget.Doesn't it mean that everyone has his own way?The road is always blazed by oneself, not forced by others.If you insist on treating yourself as a pawn on someone else's chessboard, there is no way, maybe you were born with this fate.And this kind of fate is your own decision, not someone else's decision for you.You have to manage your thoughts and emotions well.Instead of being controlled by others, your thoughts, your emotions.You are a human being, not a machine.So, why is he different from others?People who Hua An cares about are naturally not regarded as pawns.After all his sanity is very different from what you have.You are you and he is him.You are on the same road as him, and you may be road friends, but your thinking may not be the same as his.Unless the two of you communicate and finally reach a consensus.Otherwise, it's really hard to say.Since everyone is different.Why on an existing basis?The two of us are already related, why not choose to reach a consensus?Of course, this brother will definitely choose to reach a consensus.If there is no consensus, how to go the next way.

"Brother, I can't pretend that I haven't heard what you just said. He said that what I can tell you is what you said. I won't tell the beast at home. Of course, although I have been Being trained like a machine over and over again, although I can’t say that I have any feelings. But who is good to me and who is bad to me. As a person, I still know very well. So brother, you Calling him a beast, I don't have any opinion at all. After being with my brother, I seem to understand a lot about this. What kind of person is he? It's not for me to judge, it's just my own opinion that can't judge him .Maybe he looks one way to me and another way to others. People are exquisite. I have no way to judge him unilaterally. But what I can be sure is that he is not with me. Not a good person. I can’t say I have any resentment towards him, nor can I say hatred. The only thing I can thank him for now is that. He has cultivated me. At least it makes me. When dealing with some things, he will not show mercy. Then What I want to thank is that he sent me to, brother, your side. Although I can only make a wrong decision. But for me, this is a good decision. In this regard, I am very grateful to him Yes. After all, after passing this village, there may be no such store. After all, there is only one brother, and I cannot have a second or third brother like you. Of course! If there is, I can’t accept it. Because They are not you, you are my only brother, I think so. I don’t know brother, what do you think of me? But I know at least you regard me as your family.” Xia Jie said it was not easy , because for him, the concept of family members gone is still very vague in his memory.He just said that. In fact, he is not very clear about many aspects. What does it mean?Is the family just a few people hugging together to keep warm?In other words, a family formed by several people living under the same roof is called a family.At least he had never been regarded as a married man before, that's all.That kind of thing can only be regarded as a slave.

The impersonal training is repeated day and night like this.Three meals a day are prepared with shell beads, and the daily itinerary is also arranged.Even your own emotions are controlled.Oh, of course, her emotions.No, he doesn't need emotion.At least that's what he was taught.As a killer, what emotion does he need?It's simply not practical.Killers don't need emotions.It was the emotional education he had received since he was a child.It's almost equivalent to nothing.But he gladly accepted them all.Can you imagine a child going through so much frustration over such a long period of time.Or in other words, after experiencing so much, inhuman training.Up to now, I can still stand in front of you intact.Of course, the injuries on his body cannot be measured in numbers.Her inner trauma.Or that there was no trauma in his heart at all.Why would it be hard to say without that?Maybe he doesn't see himself as a human being at all.After all, in his past life, he couldn't think of himself as a human being.

"I believe in you. When I add Ma Zhonghua to you, it means that I have [-]% trust in you. I know that you will not betray me. Of course, if the choice you make in the end is not what I expected The same. Or if you betrayed me, I will take it as a mistaken person. I will not blame you for this responsibility. After all, you are different from others. The choice you make , I can accept it. But I am not sure about others. This is a big challenge for me. After all these years have passed, I am alone, and I have never trusted anyone? For you, maybe It’s the first one among friends or family members. I don’t know how you feel, but I think it’s really an honor for me to meet you. I don’t know why this feeling is quite strong.” Xia Qin said this, I know How long did it take him to express such emotion.He is actually very defensive, and he is more sensitive than anyone else.She doesn't want to trust anyone.Just like when he chose to believe in his father.Then it was just because of a little trifle.Because of his disobedience, his mother lost her life, and after that he didn't want to trust anyone.He felt that trusting others was useless, what did he get?It's just that if you make a little mistake, you will pay a huge price.It has nothing to do with all his innocence and willfulness.Just relying on his personal thoughts made him lose the most precious thing.He is afraid to trust others.

So, trust the younger brother in front of him.It is estimated that these are him.One of the biggest decisions to make after his return!Of course, there are also some hidden elements.He wasn't like that either, simply.