Master Cen's Pillow Sweet Wife

Because She Nian is going to Tang's house tomorrow, Fei Ran and his party accompany She Nian until very late.

Lin Shen took Feiran and left first, and Cen Zheng did not return to the company, and stayed with She Nian in the hospital all the time. Although he didn't say much, Cen Zheng listened carefully every time She Nian spoke, as if he wanted to take her at this moment. The voice, appearance and smile are all remembered in the bottom of my heart.

Yi'er has already fallen asleep, it seems that he is not planning to go back and will stay here with She Nian for the whole night.

She Nian looked at Cen Zheng beside him and said, "Yi'er can stay with me tonight, it's getting late now, you should go back first."

Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng looked at She Nian faintly. Under the dim light, Cen Zheng was not as cold and distant as usual, but a little more mysterious.

She Nian couldn't explain why, looking at Cen Zheng like this now, she actually felt very lonely, this feeling was really strange, even she couldn't explain why.

It's as if he has too many secrets in his heart, and these secrets he can't share with others, making him look lonely.

"I want to stay a little longer." Cen Zheng looked at She Nian and spoke slowly, but she was a little stunned as soon as the words came out.

The Cen Zheng she knew before was always the sullen kind, and he rarely spoke so bluntly.

But now, it is really rare for him to be able to tell himself his thoughts so bluntly, and this kind of change also makes She Nian feel a little caught off guard.

She Nian looked at Cen Zheng in doubt, and then said softly, "Thank you for today's matter, really thank you."

She Nian's thank you was polite and a bit smug, Cen Zheng didn't know how to respond to She Nian.

In fact, She Nian didn't know what he was going to say, and ended up saying such words as soon as he opened his mouth.

But in fact, she regretted it after she said it, and didn't want to be so polite. No matter how much she deliberately ignored it, the concern between her and Cen Zheng would never stop.

These, they are well aware of each other.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, do you really think it's necessary to be so unfamiliar between the two of us? Or, you really don't plan to give me any chance?" Both sides were silent for a long time. When everyone thought that they would never talk to each other again, Cen Zheng took the initiative to break the tranquility.

Hearing what Cen Zheng said, She Nian froze for a moment.

She really didn't expect Cen Zheng to ask her this question so bluntly. They were all avoiding this question, but they knew it in their hearts but wanted to avoid it. She thought it was a tacit understanding between her and Cen Zheng.

But this time, Cen Zheng chose to face this problem head-on, when she was about to leave here to deal with those old sesame seeds and rotten millet...

Now, how should she answer these questions from Cen Zheng?

She Nian's silence made Cen Zheng's heart sink.

I want to say something, but I feel that I am like a leaky ball at this moment, and everything feels dull.

He actually thought about it, maybe She Nian would give him a result, or maybe he would respond.

Between them, there is really no need for this.

At least Cen Zheng thought so.

But She Nian's silence made him feel a little suffocated. This feeling is like a person who can't swim has fallen into the water, desperately struggling for help, and there is obviously a person on the shore, but she is looking at him Indifferent when struggling for help.

This feeling of suffocation almost overwhelmed him.

Cen Zheng felt as if he really couldn't breathe.

Perhaps, he really took it for granted, he always felt that he and She Nian really wouldn't be like this, at least there would still be a chance, as long as She Nian could nod, as long as She Nian could take a step, then the rest would be fine. by him.

He will work hard and run with all his strength, as long as she can return to him, then no matter what he does.

But She Nian still didn't give him a response, as if she didn't even bother to refuse.

He was more afraid of such indifference than the cruel and straightforward rejection.

"Actually, I've been thinking a lot during this time..." Just when Cen Zheng was about to give up, She Nian said.

The time of silence is too long, it seems like a long century for both of them, this kind of silence is like torturing each other.

She Nian opened his mouth, as if a ray of light had shone through the crack, at least letting him see a little bit of hope.

"I've always thought that we were destined to have nothing to do with each other. I originally planned to get close to you, but Yi'er made us meet. That's why I think we are destined. That's right. I used to work for Yun Yi. As long as I help him steal Cen's secrets, he will give me back my freedom. I always want to be free, but you are a real unstable factor, because you and I chose to betray Yun Yi, and I know he will not let me go Yes, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon, it seems to be true, people will feel happy when they are close to happiness, but lose it when they are really happy, that's how we are..."

"I have no reason to blame you. After all, I was the one who deliberately approached you from the very beginning. I was always the one who was wrong. In fact, I know all about your kindness to me and your intentions for me. It's just that now we're leaving At this point, if I look back, I’m afraid we will repeat the same mistakes. There are too many unstable factors between us. I believe you are more aware of these unstable factors than me. If we repeat the same mistakes again, we will still be hurt. If that's the case, I'd rather end here." After a pause, She Nian continued.

Yes, in the final analysis, it was because of her cowardice and some injuries, and one time was enough.

If it will still be like this in the end, then she would rather end in such a cruel way. Although there will be regrets between each other, it is much better than the pain in the future.

"What are the factors of instability between us that you call? The Tang family? Or Yun Yi?" Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng looked at She Nian with deep eyes.

"There are too many dangers lurking around me. It's not just the Tang family and Yun Yi. Just like the dangers I encountered before, I still don't know who is going to attack me. These are all potential dangers. I don't want to You and Yi'er were harmed by yourself." She Nian said in a deep voice, these are things she has to face, and she has no way to escape.

Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng suddenly smiled.

"She Nian, don't you know that since I was born, all the encounters, dangers and sufferings that accompanied me, all of these are not much worse than you, but have I escaped? Have I escaped anything because of these, you taught me that anyone has the right to happiness, so you are the same, do you still want to let go anyway?" Cen Zheng looked at She Nian with heavy eyes, Every word is calm and serious.

Hearing what Cen Zheng said, She Nian fell silent.

She never thought that Cen Zheng would say this, everyone has the right to happiness, this sentence was indeed what she told Cen Zheng, but she never thought that one day Cen Zheng would use this sentence to express

"I……"

"Don't be in a hurry to tell me the answer now, we'll wait until everything is settled, and it won't be too late for you to tell me the answer at that time, so don't be in a hurry to reject me now." Cen Zheng didn't let She Nian finish speaking.

In fact, I was still afraid of hearing She Nian say no.

Having come to this point, and having worked so hard for it for so long, he really didn't want to hear the final answer or rejection.

"Our children need a complete family, and Yi'er also needs a complete family. To be honest, since I was a child, I never really thought about the happiness brought by a complete family, so I don't want my own children to be the same. In this way, I don't want their childhood to be painful and separated, which is not what they should bear." After a pause, Cen Zheng continued.

Hearing what Cen Zheng said, She Nian was a little dazed, as Cen Zheng said, his childhood was not complete, so why not She Nian.

She had no happiness in her childhood. Before she knew that Gu Rongan was not her biological father, she had always longed for fatherly love for Gu Rongan.

But Gu Rong'an never took a serious look at her, let alone gave her any fatherly love.

The mother is weak and has been ill. She has taken on the burden of taking care of her mother and younger brother since she was a child. She really has never experienced the so-called enjoyment of family affection.

She is the same, she doesn't want her children to experience everything she has experienced, she doesn't want her children to experience separation at a young age, and she also wants to give her children a complete family.

If She Nian still wanted to refuse in her heart before, then when she heard Cen Zheng talk about the child, She Nian really hesitated.

Even if she doesn't think about herself, she should still think about her child, whether it's the child in her womb or Yi'er.

"I see." She Nian said softly, not wanting to refuse as firmly as she did at the beginning.

Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng was really relieved.

"Believe me, whether it's Yun Yi's matter or the Tang family's matter, it will be resolved quickly." Cen Zheng said, looking at She Nian with a faint smile on his face.

She Nian didn't understand why Cen Zheng was so sure, but she also wanted to resolve these matters as soon as possible.

"I hope, I also want everything to end soon." She Nian nodded slightly, and then looked down at her stomach.

She also wants to have everything sorted out before the baby is born.

"I want to ask you a question." After a short silence, Cen Zheng broke the silence again.

She Nian looked up at Cen Zheng and said, "Just ask."

"Do you believe that the same person can have two personalities? What one of them does, the other doesn't know anything about it." After hesitating for a while, Cen Zheng spoke up.