A lifetime of lingering: the army is unbridled

Huo Yuan's hands in his sleeves were tightly clasped together.Veins popped up on both hands.

The regret in his eyes cannot be concealed.

Even if his IQ is 200, at this moment he can't imagine why things have become like this, many things are under his control and control, but when he faces the person he loves, he finds that no matter what time he is It's powerless, nothing can be changed. .

Suddenly he felt that he was very useless, even if he had power, money and power, what was the use?

His heart was never happy.Because the person who can make him happy is injured himself, and the reason for the injury is because of himself.

He held Su Jinsheng's little hand with trembling hands, and said with some difficulty: "I really...can you forgive me for this matter?"

But when he wanted to explain something about that matter, he just said it but found that he was speechless.

At this moment, everything I say feels so weak, and the more I say, it seems that I am justifying myself.

There is a saying that explanation is a cover-up, and a cover-up is the truth.

He suddenly scratched his hair a little annoyed.Dingqing took a look and found a few unusual white hairs around the ears.

During this period of time, he really lived a life that was worse than death.During the day, he was wearing his face, but he never fell asleep. At night, he could only sleep for a few hours, but he always had nightmares. He always dreamed that Su Jinsheng was standing in front of him covered in blood. He came from hell, she asked in a deep voice Himself, why he didn't save her when she was in the most difficult time, why he went to the army and abandoned her, all these questions, he was speechless and didn't know how to answer them.

Now facing her who woke up, she found that her speech had become very pale, and she didn't know what to say.

Su Jinsheng blinked and saw Huo Yuan who was so remorseful. He knew in his heart that he was not to blame for this car accident. Some people deliberately murdered him, but he was wearing an oxygen mask at the moment, so he couldn't make any sound. She wanted to say Something to ease his mood.

In the end, she could only raise her little hand with difficulty, put it in his palm, and slowly wrote: "I'm fine."

The cold touch reflected on Huo Yuan's calloused palm.It made him tremble slightly.

But when the clear outline of these three words appeared in his mind, at this moment he burst into tears.

He didn't know what he should do to ease his emotions, so he could only hug Su Jinsheng tightly.

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up, as long as you can wake up, let me do anything, I'm sorry, I really didn't know that things would happen like this, if I knew that something like this would happen later, even if the army collapsed I won’t go when I come down, please don’t leave me in the future, okay? I will never leave you in the future, we will be together wherever we go, okay? May it be Lian Lizhi. We live and die together."

Huo Yuan was quite eager to express his mood at this moment.He knew that all the verbal promises were so false, but if he didn't say it, he felt that he would suffocate himself if he kept these words in his heart, because he couldn't find the way to vent when she didn't wake up mouth.

Although he was more willing to express with actions, but at the moment when he learned of losing her, all the words flooded into his mind. He thought that if he would call her every day, such a thing would never happen.

A precautionary mentality is essential, they are too lax, that's why those vicious villains succeed.

With a click, the door opened from the outside.

Bai Bei sat up with a dusty face, and the first time she saw Huo Yuan, who was crying like rain, was embracing Su Jinsheng who was awake.

Looking at Huo Yuan who was crying like a child, it was actually the first time Bai Bei saw such a Huo Yuan. A strong man would cry like this in front of his beloved. She thought this is the deepest love. Bar.

Deep love, deep pain.

Seeing my beloved lying on the car covered with blood, and then being treated under various medical equipment, and then seeing her lying on the bed motionless like a vegetable, this series of processes should be the most difficult, now After finally looking forward to her waking up, it can be said to be overjoyed.

At some point, Bai Bei realized that his face had become wet.

Her voice was choked with sobs: "Su Jinsheng, you bastard, you finally woke up. Do you know how many people were worried about you during the time you were in a coma, and everyone didn't think about eating and drinking because of you. Let me tell you Get well quickly, or I will chop you up to eight yuan, believe it or not?"

She raised her voice threateningly.

Immediately, I realized that what I said was too bloody, and I couldn't help but burst out laughing: "Su Jinsheng, look at you, look at me, because of you, I have become fascinated by my words, and I don't know the priority. You don't need to get better soon. Make it up to me."

There was no response to the crying voice for a long time, and he couldn't help being stunned. Looking at Su Jinsheng who kept blinking, he stretched out his hand and waved in front of her eyes: "Honey, what's going on with you? You know who I am Is it? I’m your best friend who grew up wearing crotch pants, I’m Beibei!”

Bai Bei looked at Su Jinsheng who didn't respond, he thought he was in a car accident and suffered some sequelae, to be precise, he became a fool because of the car accident.

Because the eyes are a little dull.

Huo Yuan seemed to hear some noisy voices behind him, he turned his head and growled impatiently: "He needs to rest now, he is already awake, there is no serious problem, you go back to rest first, it will be hard for you these days .”

She is a good best friend of Xiaoshi, and he can't speak too loudly, he can only say that his voice is a bit loud.

Bai Bei trembled all over, and then she remembered that this was an intensive care unit, her voice just now might be because of her agitation, it was quite loud, after Huo Yuan's reminder, she also realized what was wrong with her, She scratched her short hair in embarrassment, and put the fruit on the table: "My dear, I remembered that I still have something to do, I will come to see you tomorrow, bye!"

She left with some reluctance.In fact, the first time she received the news that Su Jinsheng woke up, she knew that she would be very sad if she lost her child, so she wanted to come over to comfort her. Now that Huo Yuan is staying by her side, she seems to be superfluous, and she wants to go back by herself You should recharge your batteries and fight again tomorrow.

Because Huo Yuan is also working very hard these days, no matter how strong a person is, he will get tired sometimes.

She brewed a lot of words in her heart, but when she really faced her best friend, she found that she couldn't say those hypocritical words after all, because the other party was too familiar to her.

Although Su Jinsheng was lying on the bed, when she heard that Bai Bei was about to leave, she watched her go.

I feel infinitely emotional in my heart, I am still careless and free-spirited at this age.

But as for myself, I almost lost my life, and even lost a child, thinking about her, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

Could it be that she is doomed to be rough all her life and not be able to have happiness?Is it all arranged by God?She thought secretly in her heart.The more he thought about it, the more ridiculous it seemed to him.

How could such an unfair thing happen in this world, maybe I thought too much.

With some difficulty, she stretched out her hand to hold Huo Yuan's big palm.Huo Yuan confessed to himself that all of this was his fault, but in her opinion, all of this had nothing to do with him.

When he was going to the army, he actually rejected his father's idea, but thinking about his family relationship, he insisted on asking him to go to the army.In this way, in fact, this is because I didn't think carefully.

When making phone calls in China, she secretly concealed from him the news that she had returned to China. In fact, she planted a disaster for herself. If Huo Yuan knew that she was in China, she would definitely send someone to protect her, so that she would not be alone. Then fell into the calculation of those people.

Another point is that my mind is too simple, don't wake me up with a random call, if I think about it carefully, I will never make such a mistake, but I still believe the rumors of those people.

I am obviously a pregnant woman, so I can stay at home and take care of the hands-free shopkeeper.It's a wonderful thing to raise a baby with peace of mind, but I can't stay idle when I live alone, and I send bread to the company every now and then. In fact, it doesn't matter if the company has those moths hurting me now. When Huo Yuan comes back, I will pull out these moths one by one. However, the Huo Group can still return to its previous state.

Everything is because I think too much, so it is my fault.

Whether it is good fortune to trick people, or the reincarnation of fate, or whether it is destined to have this fate, all these are unknown things.

Her chest was extremely oppressed, looking at the deep regret in Huo Yuan's eyes, it seemed that her heart was so oppressed that she couldn't breathe.

This man really cares about himself. If a man can cry in front of a woman regardless of his dignity and masculinity, it means that this man really loves this woman, and loves deeply.

She could only use her cold and weak hand to slowly hold his big palm to show her sincerity.

Huo Yuan controlled his emotions, wiped away his tears where Su Jinsheng couldn't see, raised his head and stared at her with red eyes: "Do you feel any discomfort, I'll call the doctor to come and see?"

He thought about it, and everything could be saved if he woke up, and he couldn't scare her because of his aggressive behavior.

Because she is the most vulnerable now, at this time he should give her the warmest comfort and backing.

What I have to do is to stabilize her emotions and make her full of hope for the world.