I used to love you in a wrong name

Liu Qing didn't know how long she had been thinking wildly on the bed. The man she should hate most now should be the man who hurt her.

"Dong dong dong..." Mo Yuqian knocked on the door, opened it carefully and walked in.

Liu Qing glanced at Mo Yuqian and turned around.

"Qingqing, eat something, you have to take good care of your body, the doctor said you can't be stimulated anymore." Mo Yuqian took the porridge and wanted to serve it to Liu Qing.

"I don't want to drink, you go out." Liu Qing said with her back to Mo Yuqian.

Mo Yuqian was also feeling bad, but he wouldn't blame Liu Qing. As a mother, how could she not be sad, when the child she welcomed with joy suddenly disappeared, everyone would collapse.

"Qingqing, I know you are blaming me, and I am also blaming myself. I said that I would always be good to you and the child, but I broke my promise. I caused you to suffer so much. I am not qualified to persuade you You forgive me, but now I sincerely hope that you can cherish your body, no matter how much you hate me, you have to eat." Mo Yuqian said, his voice was choked.

Liu Qing didn't say anything, but she felt even more uncomfortable. She really wanted to blame Mo Yuqian, but she couldn't face him directly.

There may be another reason, she is also blaming herself for not protecting her baby, so she is very sad, not so much that she does not want to see Mo Yuqian, but that she has no way to face Mo Yuqian herself.

"Qingqing, look at me, don't hurt your body." Mo Yuqian put down the porridge in his hand, and hugged Liu Qing into his arms.

Liu Qing couldn't bear it anymore, she lay in Mo Yuqian's arms and cried loudly, "Mo Yuqian, I hate you so much, and I hate myself so much, why didn't you protect our child well, why didn't you Don't answer the phone, why... If you answer the phone, maybe our children will be fine...Why..."

"I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm really sorry, because I had a high fever last night, my assistant sent me to the hospital. When I woke up...it had already happened..." Mo Yuqian's eyes were also red.

All of this seems to be predestined, maybe they really have to experience such a catastrophe in their fate.

"Woooooo...I really don't know who to blame...Why is everything such a coincidence, why!" Liu Qing really couldn't accept it, but she couldn't change it.

"Qingqing, don't cry, you can't let your emotions go up and down, you know, now you have to take care of yourself." Mo Yuqian put his arms around Liu Qing, and patted her on the back lightly.

Liu Qing has already forgiven Mo Yuqian, but she never really blamed him in the first place, Liu Qing still can't accept this fact in her heart, but she also knows that she has no way to change, rather than being unable to change her blind grief, She also wants to take good care of herself, otherwise the baby may also worry about herself in the sky.

"Well, I see." Liu Qing wiped away her tears, picked up the porridge that was placed beside her, opened it, and began to put it into her mouth one by one.

Seeing her like this, Mo Yuqian felt distressed. She swore that she would treat Liu Qing well and never let her down.

During this period of time, Mo Yuqian has been by Liu Qing's side almost every day, but he still has a company and needs to work, so he can't go on like this forever. After Liu Qing is discharged from the hospital, the time he spends with Liu Qing will gradually change. not enough.

"Qingqing, you have a good rest at home. I still have work, and I may be back later today. Don't worry, go to bed early." Mo Yuqian said to Liu Qing as he tied his bow tie.

"Yes, I see." Liu Qing agreed lightly.

In fact, she knew in her heart that it was impossible for Mo Yuqian to stay with her all the time, because Mo Yuqian also had his own affairs, and he also had a job. She could only adjust herself to her current state.

Liu Qing was alone at home, and the longest thing she did was to sit in the baby room that had been arranged before and look at the toys and strollers she bought for the baby, secretly sad.

Time passed day by day. Before Liu Qing was discharged from the hospital, she made an appointment with the doctor to check her body, especially the gynecological department, because she had lost her child before and her stomach suffered a serious injury. Bash, so have to check how the recovery is doing.

"Yuqian, I have an appointment with Dr. Chen tomorrow, will you accompany me?" Liu Qing asked lightly. In fact, she didn't expect much. After all, Mo Yuqian was very busy with work, and she couldn't let him go. Let go of the rest.

Mo Yuqian had always wanted to compensate Liu Qing well, so he naturally wanted to accompany her when she was going to the hospital.

"I'll accompany you. I agreed earlier. It's getting late. Go to bed obediently, and then cover yourself with the quilt so you don't catch a cold." Mo Yuqian said a few more words of concern to Liu Qing.

When Liu Qing heard that Mo Yuqian agreed to go with her, she was really happy for a while. After losing her child, Liu Qing also began to worry about gain and loss, and she also needed a sense of security.

"Okay, I'm going to bed, and you also remember to go to bed early after work." Liu Qing said with a smile.

"Well, okay, go to sleep." After Mo Yuqian finished speaking, he stood up, hugged Liu Qing, and kissed her forehead lightly.

Liu Qing also felt much better. Maybe she just needed Mo Yuqian to give her an answer.

In the early morning of the next day, Liu Qing got up early. She was going to tidy up before going to the hospital with Mo Yuqian.

"Let's go." Liu Qing looked at Mo Yuqian in front of him.

"Okay, wait for me, I'll get my phone." Mo Yuqian reached out and touched Liu Qing's head.

Liu Qing nodded obediently, "Yes."

But when Mo Yuqian came down, he was answering the phone, "Well, okay, okay, I see, it will pass later."

Liu Qing's heart sank when she heard these words, she really wanted to know, but she still waited for Mo Yuqian to hang up the phone and asked calmly, "What's the matter, did something happen?"

Mo Yuqian looked at Liu Qing with some embarrassment, "I'm sorry, Qingqing, I may not be able to accompany you to the inspection. Just now the assistant called me and said that I have to sign a very important contract today, and I must be there in person, so Qingqing Qing, can you check it yourself, or wait for me to accompany you in two days..."

Liu Qing smiled, "It's okay, just go and do your work, I've already made an appointment, I'll just go by myself." On the surface Liu Qing was calm, but in fact her heart was already turned upside down.

Mo Yuqian hugged Liu Qing apologetically, bowed his head and kissed her on the cheek, "Then be careful yourself, remember to call me if you need anything."

"Well, yes, I see." After Liu Qing finished speaking, Mo Yuqian left. Looking at Mo Yuqian's leaving back, she laughed at herself a little, wondering if she was too stupid.

Every time Mo Yuqian couldn't do what he promised herself, she still remembered that Mo Yuqian told her that he would definitely accompany her well and not let her face this pain alone, but in reality, She was facing everything alone, and no one helped her, not even her own husband.

Maybe if the knife is not stuck in someone's body, no one will feel pain.

Liu Qing laughed at herself, picked up her bag, and went to the hospital alone.

"Liu Qing, why are you here alone?" Dr. Chen looked at Liu Qing alone and asked in confusion.

Liu Qing was a little embarrassed, "My husband has something to do, so he can't come, it's okay, let's check."

Dr. Chen's complexion suddenly became ugly. Dr. Chen was in charge of everything about Liu Qing before, so the two people who came and went have contacted more and gradually became familiar with each other.

"Why is your husband like this? Such a big thing, he let you come alone. Is the baby yours alone?"

Liu Qing also felt uncomfortable, and she knew it, but what could she do. "Doctor Chen, well, don't be angry, just help me to see, I have always followed what you said."

"Okay, let's check." Dr. Chen took Liu Qing for a comprehensive checkup, "Qingqing, your current condition may not be very good. The previous injury has left a little root cause, so it may be difficult to recover completely. It's difficult, but it's not impossible, so don't worry about getting pregnant, take your time, you must take good care of your body."

"Okay, I see." Liu Qing showed a bitter smile, she knew her own body, and she knew how serious the injury was before.

"You have to relax, don't take this matter to heart all the time, I just said that it may not be good, but it doesn't mean that there is no chance of recovery. As long as you pay attention, you can recover." Doctor Chen also felt sorry for this girl. , She is only in her 20s, she has suffered such an injury, what a blow she should suffer.

"I'm fine. I know my own body. I won't take it to heart. Let's take it one step at a time." Liu Qing took a deep breath, and that was all she could do to comfort herself.

"Yeah, then go back and have a good rest, come here for regular check-ups, be sure not to eat anything irritating or ice-cold, keep warm and don't catch a cold." Doctor Chen ordered a few more words before Liu Qing left.

After she walked out of the hospital, she walked aimlessly on the street, as if there was no one else in the world except herself. How could it be possible to accept, and where was her husband when she was hit hard.

"Oh, it's really ridiculous..." Liu Qing couldn't help laughing at herself, now she feels like a fool, if Mo Yuqian didn't give her hope, she might not be so disappointed, but he promised himself time and time again She didn't cook, and she gradually accumulated a lot of disappointment in her heart, which cannot be changed.