I used to love you in a wrong name

"Let's go Shi Sheng, we're called." Gu Qingyue pulled Shi Sheng who was in a daze.

"En." Shi Sheng nodded towards Gu Qingyue.

In the consultation room, the doctor pondered over the test results.

"How is the doctor?" Shi Sheng sat opposite the doctor and asked.

"Have you been pregnant before but had a miscarriage?" the doctor asked.

"Yes, it happened a few years ago."

"The test results show that your previous pregnancy was accidentally aborted due to the violent impact, which caused some damage to your uterus, so..." The doctor didn't continue, but frowned.

"So what?" Shi Sheng was a little anxious.

"Maybe I won't be able to conceive a child in this life." The doctor said in a low voice, afraid that the sudden blow would cause psychological harm to the patient.

Shi Sheng's world suddenly collapsed again, Shi Sheng didn't even believe what the doctor said, "Doctor, don't you want to confirm again?"

"I understand your feelings, but I can't hide your situation. The test results really show that your uterus is not suitable for pregnancy."

When Shi Sheng heard the news, it was like a bolt from the blue.

"Is there any possibility of recuperating and recovering?" Gu Qingyue also sweated.

"The effect is minimal," said the doctor.

Seeing that there was no hope, Shi Sheng stood up from the chair, his eyes were dull, and he walked out on his own, without noticing Gu Qingyue who was standing beside him all the time.

"Okay, I'll trouble the doctor." After Gu Qingyue finished speaking, he hurried out to chase Shi Sheng.

I saw Shi Sheng sitting on the bench in the corridor, expressionless.

"Shi Sheng, let's go home first."

Shi Sheng just let Gu Qingyue pull him, without saying a word along the way.

After returning home, Shi Sheng locked himself in the door, neither eating nor drinking, when Gu's mother came back from a walk, she saw her son sitting on the sofa in a daze, so she hurried over and asked, "How is it, what did the doctor say. "

"The doctor said that because of the destruction of the uterus due to the previous miscarriage, you may not be able to have children in the future." Gu Qingyue puffed out the smoke ring and looked ahead melancholy.

When Mother Gu heard the news, she felt a "thump" in her heart, and then comforted her son, "It's okay, our family can live without children."

"I'm not worried about whether I have children or not. What I'm worried about is Shi Sheng." Gu Qingyue looked at the closed door.

"Mom, I'm afraid that Shi Sheng's heart will be blocked. I didn't say a word along the way today, and I didn't cry or laugh." Gu Qingyue felt a dull pain in his heart. He felt that a good girl like Shi Sheng shouldn't be hit repeatedly.

"It's okay, Mom will enlighten her." After saying that, Mother Gu went upstairs.

"Shi Sheng." Gu's mother knocked on the door, "Shi Sheng, please open the door, Mom has something to say to you."

After a while, Shi Sheng opened a crack in the door.

When Gu's mother walked over and saw her eyes were red, Sheng was very distressed, "It's okay girl, you still have me and Gu Qingyue to accompany you, it doesn't matter if you want a child or not, it's fine if we are like this now."

"I know, I'm fine mom, you don't have to worry." Shi Sheng forced a smile to reassure Gu's mother.

Mother Gu sighed and didn't say anything more, after all, she didn't feel any better in her heart.

After Gu's mother left, Shi Sheng was the only one left in the room. Shi Sheng was sitting on the stool. She felt it was unfair. She had never done anything bad, but all the bad things happened to her.

"He must be very disappointed too." Shi Sheng thought that Gu Qingyue might be very disappointed in himself.

"I've already lost two children. I just want a baby. Why is it that I can't get pregnant again?" Shi Sheng thought with tears in his eyes.

In the living room, Gu Qingyue was smoking one cigarette after another, he didn't know how to comfort Shi Sheng this time so that she could believe that he really didn't care about the child.

Two people have their own concerns in two places.

"I can't escape like last time." Gu Qingyue remembered what he did before, "I can't be cowardly like before."

Gu Qingyue extinguished the cigarette on the phone, turned around and walked towards Shi Sheng's room.

Knocking on the door, seeing Shi Sheng sitting on the bed and smiling at herself, "Shi Sheng, go out to eat later?"

Gu Qingyue was going to take Shi Sheng out to relax.

"En." Shi Sheng pretended to be relaxed.

As night falls, the city is brightly lit, and young couples walking in twos and threes on the streets hold hands together, and the whole city reveals a romantic atmosphere.

Shi Sheng and Gu Qingyue are sitting in the coffee shop, the music that comes to mind in the coffee shop is gentle and pleasant, which makes you feel good.

But Shi Sheng and Gu Qingyue had their own concerns, and no one could listen to such a beautiful voice.

"Waiter, help me add more sugar." Shi Sheng felt that the coffee he drank often tasted a bit bitter.

"Okay, miss, please wait a moment."

"Shi Sheng, this time I will hold your hand and not let go." Gu Qingyue wrapped his hand around Shi Sheng's hand, "Even if we are children, I will love you as always, no matter before, now or in the future , I will accompany you."

"It's okay, Gu Qingyue, my life is already very bad, so what can I do if there is one more bad thing." Shi Sheng smiled slightly.

"You still have me." Gu Qing became more and more afraid that Shi Sheng would collapse like before.

The two of them walked out of the coffee shop, instead of driving home, they wandered on the side of the road like a young couple, "Shi Sheng, I feel that I am really happy to have you in this life."

"Me too." Shi Sheng said.

So the two walked home hand in hand like young lovers.

Back home, Mother Gu came out to greet her, "Are you back? Why did you come back so late."

"Oh, I walked back with Shi Sheng." Gu Qingyue said.

Shi Sheng felt tired after walking for a long time, so he wanted to go to rest first, "Mom, I'm a little tired, I'm going back to my room first, you should also rest early."

"Okay, okay." Mother Gu said.

When Gu Qingyue saw that Shi Sheng had returned to the room, he followed closely.

But he was caught by Gu's mother, who winked and left Gu Qingyue behind.

"What's wrong, Mom." Gu Qingyue saw that something was wrong with Gu's mother.

"Your Aunt Liu's house next door has a new girl. I went to see her today. Oh, she's fat and white. She really likes people." Mother Gu couldn't stop laughing when she talked about this.

"That's pretty good." Gu Qingyue said.

"It's very good, no matter how good it is, it's a happy event in the family." Mother Gu curled her lips.

"Mom, what on earth do you mean?" Gu Qingyue was a little angry.

"Mom is getting old too, and her health is getting worse day by day. I was just thinking how nice it would be if I had a grandson or a granddaughter to hug me." Mother Gu sighed.

"Mom, you also know that Shi Sheng... let's not mention this matter." Gu Qingyue looked at Gu's mother.

"Shi Sheng can't do it, someone can do it."

"Mom, it's impossible. Shi Sheng couldn't conceive a child because of our family. It's impossible for me to abandon her and find someone else." Gu Qingyue stared at his mother.

"Oh my son, that's not what mom means. What mom means is that she can be a surrogate."

"Surrogate?" Gu Qingyue didn't understand what Gu's mother meant.

"It's just today that your Aunt Liu found out about this and told me that you can do test-tube babies now. You should know better than me." Mother Gu said in a low voice.

"Mom, don't even think about it, it's impossible." Gu Qingyue's attitude was also very firm.

"Then our family will end with you?" Gu's mother was also a little angry, "Which family doesn't want to try to have a relationship with the child now."

"Children are created when two people love each other, not a tool for our family to carry on the family line. We can take care of you when you get old. What are you worried about?" Gu Qingyue retorted.

"Then what will you do when you get old? Who will take care of you." Mother Gu also became more and more anxious as she spoke.

"When Shi Sheng and I get old, we will support each other until the moment our lives end." Gu Qing became a little impatient.

"Confused, confused." Gu's mother patted her leg angrily.

The more Gu Qing didn't want to stay here to discuss these issues with Gu's mother, he had never thought about the matter of surrogacy, nor would he listen to Gu's mother's advice.

Gu Qingyue turned around and walked towards the stairs.

But when he looked up and saw Shi Sheng, he was standing upstairs looking at himself and Gu's mother.

"Shi Sheng..." Gu Qingyue softly called Shi Sheng.

"Huh? I'm a little thirsty, so I wanted to get a glass of water." Shi Sheng said as he walked downstairs.

Gu's mother is very embarrassed there now, she wants to discuss with Shi Sheng directly but doesn't know how to speak.

"Shi...Shi Sheng." Gu's mother finally mustered up the courage to call out Shi Sheng's name.

Gu Qingyue stood aside and stared at his mother vigorously, telling her not to continue talking. Gu's mother looked at her son, took a breath, and before she could speak, Shi Sheng spoke first.

"Mom, I heard everything you said just now." Shi Sheng said calmly.

"Gu Qingyue, if you don't want this child, I will be guilty for the rest of my life." Shi Sheng poured himself a glass of water.

"Mom is right, when we get old and we can't do without the care of our children, we're fine now, but when we get old and sick and it's inconvenient for us to do anything, we should regret the choice we made at the beginning. " Shi Sheng took a sip of water.

"It's me who didn't live up to expectations. I didn't bring a son and a half to your Gu family. It's me who owes your Gu family."

"Shi Sheng, why do you think so, it's obviously us..."

Shi Sheng interrupted what Gu Qingyue was about to say, "The past is over, we have to see the future and see the future, we should accept what Mom said, as your wife, I am willing to accept it, and I hope you will too."

When Gu's mother heard these words, she was about to grin behind her ears, "Gu Qingyue, you see Shi Sheng agreed, so there's no need for you to be so stubborn with me, right?"

Gu Qingyue didn't answer any more, Shi Sheng put down the water glass and walked to Gu Qingyue's side, glanced at her, and then returned to the room.

Gu Qingyue knew Shi Sheng too well, he knew that Shi Sheng's agreement to this matter was really a helpless choice made out of guilt in his heart, only Gu Qingyue could see Shi Sheng's reluctance and bravado.