I used to love you in a wrong name

"Do you know why I went back this time?" Shi Sheng asked Du Ze.

"I don't know." Du Ze said.

"Then what are you doing with me?" Shi Sheng glared at him.

"Although I don't know, I'm definitely useful to you." Du Ze said with certainty.

"Then do you know who I'm looking for when I go home this time?" Shi Sheng asked him again.

Du Ze still shook his head helplessly.

"It's my son." Shi Sheng said these words softly.

Du Ze stayed where he was, "Aren't you...?"

"Yes, I once had a child, Xixi, who I adopted from the orphanage."

"Did you lose it later?" Du Ze asked Shi Sheng.

"Actually, I've already been married..." Shi Sheng finished speaking and looked at Du Ze.

Du Ze was even more surprised than when he heard that Shi Sheng already had a child.

"Why didn't anyone mention that you were married? All the teachers and professors don't know about it." Du Ze was puzzled by this matter.

"To be precise, although I am married, I haven't received a certificate. We are a husband and wife in name." Shi Sheng said.

And Du Ze knew in his heart that if Shi Sheng was already married, it must be because of the end of her relationship that she came abroad alone for so many years and did not return to China.

Du Ze didn't continue to ask. He felt that Shi Sheng might not be willing to bring up this matter. If he continued, he might have to expose Shi Sheng's scars. What."

"Du Ze, I was married, and I was pregnant with a child before, but because of his family, my child was killed by his cousin and died in my stomach." Shi Sheng said these thoughts Running away from Du Ze is not in the mood to go back to the country with him.

Unexpectedly, Du Ze just looked at himself and smiled slightly.

"This Xixi is a child I adopted from the orphanage. Because my cousin's mother wanted to avenge her son, she kidnapped him and was pushed into the lake. I was depressed because of this. Everyone thought he was dead."

When Xixi was mentioned, Shi Sheng felt very sad.

Suddenly Shi Sheng showed a smile on his dull face, "But my best friend called and said that she seems to have seen Xixi, so I must look for him when I go back this time."

Shi Sheng has great hopes for the fact that Xixi is not dead.

"Come on, Shi Sheng." Du Ze cheered her on.

"My boyfriend's name is Gu Qingyue, Gu Qingyue..." Shi Sheng mentioned that the name was familiar yet unfamiliar.

"After Xixi's death, we originally planned to have another child, but the doctor said that the chance of my pregnancy in this life is very small, because of the previous miscarriage, my body is no longer suitable for another child."

Shi Sheng said with a sigh, "His mother found another woman to carry him as a surrogate and give birth to him, so I agreed out of guilt."

"I thought we had experienced life and death, and our relationship was impeccable, but I was wrong." Shi Sheng squeezed his fingers tightly.

"He became more and more indifferent to me. The surrogate woman framed me and wronged me. I never explained anything, because I think he should trust me unconditionally." Shi Sheng raised his head and looked at Du Ze.

"But no..." Shi Sheng lowered his head silently again, the light in his eyes dimmed instantly.

"He chose that woman between me, that child, and that woman." Shi Sheng's tears were about to fall, "Are you saying it's ridiculous? The relationship of so many years is still not worth mentioning."

As Shi Sheng spoke, tears also rolled down his face.

Du Ze looked at this woman and felt that she had endured too much and she shouldn't suffer these grievances. Unconsciously, Du Ze stretched out his right hand to wipe away Shi Sheng's tears.

But the moment Du Ze touched Shi Sheng's face, Shi Sheng dodged in a hurry, "I'm sorry, I told you this to tell you that you can't go back with me, and there's no need to meddle in my affairs .”

Shi Sheng thought that if he told everything, Du Ze would feel that there was no hope for him, and he would not go back to the country with him.

Du Ze looked at Shi Sheng for a long time, "Shi Sheng, don't worry, I can not only take care of myself, I can also take care of you when I return to China, and I can help you find Xixi."

Seeing that Du Ze actually became more determined to be with him, Shi Sheng gave up trying to talk to him again, and followed his thoughts.

Sweet voices came from the airport, urging passengers in English to hurry through the security check and wait in the waiting room.

"Let's go." Du Ze took all the luggage and walked forward by himself.

Shi Sheng silently followed behind him, watching the big boy take all the things for him, but this did not make Shi Sheng completely agree that he would go back to the country with him.

In the waiting room, Shi Sheng was sitting on a chair. Du Ze bought two bottles of water and handed Shi Sheng a bottle, "Drink some water."

Shi Sheng took the water, unscrewed the bottle cap and drank a couple of sips, without saying thank you to Du Ze the whole time.

In the waiting room, Du Ze kept talking non-stop.

"Shi Sheng, I was still in junior high school when you came to our school to teach, haha." Du Ze felt that fate is really a wonderful thing.

"Yes." Shi Sheng said.

"Unexpectedly, when I was so young, I never knew that one of them would meet you." Du Ze looked at Shi Sheng.

Shi Sheng took another sip of water and ignored him.

In Shi Sheng's heart, he didn't want him to go back to the country with him. Ever since he broke up with Gu Qingyue, Shi Sheng has been living his own life and doesn't want others to disturb him.

But this person who not only disturbed him but also babbled beside him didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate, instead he kept talking to Shi Sheng.

"Du Ze, can you shut up?" Shi Sheng couldn't stand Du Ze's nagging like a monk.

"Oh." Du Ze suddenly stopped talking, hurriedly covered his mouth, and then suddenly grinned at Shi Sheng with a "hehe" smile.

Shi Sheng rolled his eyes at him, "Childish."

Du Ze scratched his head resentfully, feeling a little embarrassed by Shi Sheng's scolding.

Except for the sounds that should be around, Shi Sheng never heard Du Ze talking to him about anything, and Shi Sheng could also think about some of his own things.

"Guoguo said that Xixi should not be dead, so it should be possible, after all, he didn't dare to look at that photo because he couldn't accept it for a while." Shi Sheng couldn't help shaking when thinking of that photo.

"Maybe that's not Xixi at all." Shi Sheng thought.

At this time, there was another gentle voice in the carriage.

"It's time to board Shi Sheng." Du Ze reminded her.

Shi Sheng didn't say a word, and stood up with a sigh, praying secretly in his heart, hoping that everything can develop in a good direction.

"Hey, Shi Sheng, just wait for me." Du Ze dragged the luggage of the two people behind and walked slowly, coupled with Shi Sheng's eagerness to return home, Du Ze couldn't keep up with Shi Sheng's footsteps at all.

Shi Sheng didn't say anything, but secretly slowed down.

Du Ze looked at Shi Sheng's slowed pace, and smiled with his lips pursed.

However, along the way, no matter what Du Ze said or did, Shi Sheng ignored him, and Du Ze was always careful to curry favor with Shi Sheng.

"Shi Sheng, it's still a long time before we fly to China, are you hungry now?" Du Ze turned around and asked her.

"Not hungry." Shi Sheng looked out the window and gave him a simple and clear answer.

"Then do you suffer from neck discomfort after sitting on the plane for a long time? There is a small massage device in my small bag, do you want it?" Du Ze asked her again.

"No." Shi Sheng refused again.

It was like this all the way, no matter what Du Ze said, Shi Sheng didn't bother to talk to him.

When Shi Sheng looked out of the window, the clear blue sky was cloudless, as clear as jasper, and the sky was so blue, without even a trace of flocks, as if all the variegated colors had been filtered out, shining magnificently.

Not knowing if it was because he was about to return to his own country, or because he might see Xixi, Shi Sheng was excited and happy.

It's just that the noisy spirit next to him is really annoying.

Shi Sheng didn't want to hear another word from him, so he put on earplugs, closed his eyes, and prepared to rest for a while.

Du Ze was talking non-stop, but when he realized that Shi Sheng wanted to rest, he didn't say anything more.

When Shi Sheng just woke up, the stewardess reminded everyone that the plane was about to land.

"Ladies and gentlemen, "The plane is about to land, please go back to the designated seat, put away the small table, straighten the back of the seat, and pull up the sun visor, fasten your seat belt, and the toilet will not be used. Personal computers and all electronics must be turned off so as not to interfere with the aircraft's communication and navigation systems. "

After the stewardess finished broadcasting the speech, Shi Sheng also took off the earplugs and opened his eyes.

Looking at the familiar airport outside the window, Shi Sheng had mixed feelings in his heart.

"The last time I came here was when Gu Qingyue chose his child to abandon him. He came here by himself, got on a plane, and went to a faraway place. He felt wronged, uncomfortable, and unwilling, and let himself bear everything. "Shi Sheng thought to himself.

After getting off the plane, Shi Sheng took a deep breath. Sure enough, the smell of parents always makes people feel so touched. Shi Sheng's eyes are a little dry. She misses this place so much. Even if there are unhappy things here, all the happy things are also Here, "I don't know if I will meet him." Sheng was about to cry when thinking about it.

However, Shi Sheng was not the only one who returned to China this time, but also Du Ze, a clingy person.

"Shi Sheng, Shi Sheng, don't leave me behind, my Chinese is a bit awkward, I'm afraid others won't understand what to do." Du Ze followed Shi Sheng closely, a little scared.

"What you said yourself, you will never drag me down by saying it, you just got off the plane, brother." Shi Sheng rolled his eyes and looked at Du Ze with disgust.

Du Ze stood there in embarrassment, not knowing what to say, "I...I...I..."