I used to love you in a wrong name

Although Shi Sheng was always thinking about Xiao Ai's incident, which brought a lot of psychological impact on himself, but Gu Yueqing kept comforting Shi Sheng, so that she gradually no longer had lingering fears.

"Okay, don't keep thinking so much anymore, relax, just like our Xixi, there are still many kind-hearted children." Gu Yueqing mentioned that he had a child with Shi Sheng, which really moved Shi Sheng Some, without so much sentimentality.

"Well, the more I know, the more I know, I won't think too much." Shi Sheng pursed his lips and smiled, Shi Sheng recalled the time when he was with Xixi, and a long time had passed before he knew it.

Shi Sheng was secretly sad, but it was fleeting, and returned to the room to rest early. Gu Yueqing looked at Shi Sheng's lonely figure, sighed, and followed Shi Sheng back to the room.

Shi Sheng didn't fall asleep all night, looking at Gu Yueqing who was peacefully sleeping next to him, thinking that Gu Yueqing loved children so much, and Xixi... Shi Sheng decided to go to the hospital to check his physical condition.

After all, I have experienced so much in the past few years, and as I grow older, I don't know that my body is still not suitable for having children, and I don't know if I can withstand the hardships and toss of pregnancy in October.

Shi Sheng got up quietly at night and made an appointment with an obstetrician and gynecologist online, and decided to go for a check-up at dawn. If her body was okay, then she would work hard again for Gu Yueqing and for herself.

The next day, Shi Sheng arrived at the maternity hospital as scheduled. When he first entered the hospital and was still looking for a department, he suddenly bumped into a colleague he used to work with.

"Shi Sheng? Is it really you?" A woman's voice came from behind Shi Sheng, and the woman patted Shi Sheng's shoulder, "Chen Yan? Why are you here, what a coincidence."

Shi Sheng instinctively looked at the person who took the picture of him. Shi Sheng was pleasantly surprised. He had resigned for many years. He never thought that there were still former colleagues who would remember him. After so many things, even if Shi Sheng forgot his former colleagues, they would still Shi Sheng will never be forgotten.

"What's wrong with you? Are you pregnant?!" Chen Yan and Shi Sheng exchanged pleasantries, and then they remembered that this was in the obstetrics and gynecology hospital, and Shi Sheng would appear here. Chen Yan thought that Shi Sheng was pregnant, and she was a little surprised. Surprised, happy for Shi Sheng.

When it came to the topic of children, Shi Sheng's face changed quietly, "I just want to check my health, I want to have another child, I don't know how my health is."

Shi Sheng whispered to Chen Yan the purpose of his visit this time, and Chen Yan didn't say much, and took Shi Sheng to her consultation room. Chen Yan is now the director of the obstetrics and gynecology department. There was no need for Chen Yan to check, but because of her old colleague, Chen Yan decided to check Shi Sheng herself.

"Let me check it for you, so I can feel at ease." Chen Yan said softly, Shi Sheng also agreed, as long as it can be checked, but since he is an acquaintance, he is more at ease.

Chen Yan personally took Shi Sheng to do a series of inspections, and more than half of the time passed in an instant, and the up and down time only needed to wait for the results to come out, but fortunately, Chen Yan arranged express service for Shi Sheng, so there was no need to wait for a long time.

After the examination results came out in the afternoon, Chen Yan called Shi Sheng back to the consultation room, "Shi Sheng, we are all acquaintances, so I won't beat around the bush with you."

After Chen Yan read the results of the examination, she looked at Shi Sheng worriedly, and tentatively said, "It's okay, just tell me, how is my health?" Shi Sheng had a feeling that he was not very good, but his heart was Uncontrollably beating faster, Shi Sheng silently prayed in his heart that there would be no bad news.

However, everything was unsatisfactory, "Shi Sheng, you can't get pregnant again." Chen Yan's words made Shi Sheng's mood fall to the bottom, and there was no way to get pregnant again.

Shi Sheng couldn't accept this matter for a long time, thinking that he had heard it wrong, Shi Sheng asked repeatedly in disbelief, "What did you say? I, I can't get pregnant again?"

Shi Sheng didn't want to believe this, but the tears in his eyes and the soreness at the tip of his nose couldn't deceive his heart. Chen Yan didn't speak, but nodded with deep regret.

Shi Sheng suddenly felt as if all the strength in his body was pulled away, and he lay his hands on the table and tried his best to open his body, "Your uterus was traumatized in the early years, and your uterus has begun to shrink, and the number of eggs is too small, so there is no There is a way."

Chen Yan opened the examination result and put it in front of Shi Sheng, because she would see this examination sooner or later, it is better to let Shi Sheng accept this fact at this time.

Shi Sheng was physically and mentally exhausted. She found out that her body was abnormal early in the morning, but because she was busy all the time, she neglected her body. This caused her current regrets, and she was all to blame.

Shi Sheng closed her eyes silently, tears slid down her face, Chen Yan understood Shi Sheng's mood at this time, and also understood a person who wanted to have a child but couldn't have a mood, Chen Yan had seen too many joys and sorrows, Weeping with joy, distraught.

Faced with countless girls who have abortions every day, and many middle-aged women who want to have children but are powerless, there is too much helplessness and sorrow in this world.

"Shi Sheng, don't be too sad." Chen Yan didn't know how to comfort Shi Sheng, she couldn't speak for a while, Shi Sheng waved her hand to show that she was fine, and told Chen Yan not to worry.

But in order not to worry Gu Yueqing, before going out, Shi Sheng specifically asked Chen Yan not to tell anyone about him, especially Gu Yueqing. After Chen Yan agreed, Shi Sheng got up and left weakly.Shi Sheng didn't know how he walked out of the hospital, until he was exposed to strong sunlight when he got out of the hospital, Shi Sheng came back to his senses.

Shi Sheng stood at the entrance of the hospital, blaming himself in his heart: Shi Sheng, why are you so useless, you can't even give birth to a child, Gu Yueqing wants to have another child so much, but you can't give it to her, you What else can I bring to Gu Yueqing?You brought him only worries and fears, and now there may be more of them, lost.

Shi Sheng returned home with despair, but saw Gu Yueqing packing at home, "What are you packing?" Shi Sheng asked instinctively, Gu Yueqing looked at Shi Sheng upon hearing the sound, and showed her the bag in his hand. Toy.

After Gu Yueqing learned that Shi Sheng wanted a child, he went to the mall early this morning and bought many toys for children, both for boys and girls, including dolls and remote control cars.

Shi Sheng took the toy from Gu Yueqing's hand, and kept rubbing it in his hand, the tears in his eyes dripped down uncontrollably, "What's the matter, Shi Sheng? What happened?"

Gu Yueqing panicked instantly. When he saw Shi Sheng crying, his heart ached. Whenever Shi Sheng cried or was sad, Gu Yueqing always felt that he was negligent and did not take good care of Shi Sheng, which made her cry and sad.

Gu Yueqing hurriedly wiped away tears for Shi Sheng, and looked at Shi Sheng with concern and doting, "It's okay, I'm fine, I just want to wish." Shi Sheng didn't know how to answer, but no matter what, he couldn't tell Gu Yueqing the result of today's examination , especially when he saw Gu Yueqing's happy face when he returned home, Shi Sheng felt guilty for Gu Yueqing.

"Don't cry, Shi Sheng, I want to have another child, okay? This way our Xixi will also have a companion." Gu Yueqing didn't think too much about it, after all, Gu Yueqing still understood the heart of missing a girl.

Gu Yueqing and Shi Sheng discussed having another child, but Shi Sheng chose to remain silent, "How about my wife?" Gu Yueqing hugged Shi Sheng tightly, talking to Shi Sheng in a slightly coquettish tone.

Shi Sheng didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, she didn't even know how to face Gu Yueqing, she couldn't have a baby anymore, which meant that Gu Yueqing was going to be disappointed, and she couldn't have a baby, which meant that She is no longer a complete woman.

Such a blow was really too big for Shi Sheng, it was too unacceptable, Shi Sheng broke free from Gu Yueqing's arms, "I'm going to cook first, you can clean up." Shi Sheng turned and went to the kitchen, Gu Yueqing was stunned Looking at Shi Sheng's back at the same place, maybe Shi Sheng misses Xixi too much.

Gu Yueqing thought that Shi Sheng was crying because he missed Xixi. He didn't know that Shi Sheng had to go for an examination today, let alone that Shi Sheng would never be able to get pregnant again. He had no way to comfort Shi Sheng, and no one could. To comfort Shi Sheng, she can only let her slowly untangle her knots.

When Shi Sheng came to the kitchen alone, tears finally poured down uncontrollably, and he squatted on the ground weakly covering his mouth and began to cry until he was tired from crying, and Shi Sheng's eyes were already swollen.

At night, Shi Sheng tossed and couldn't fall asleep, all he could think about was the results of the examination in the hospital today, and in the middle of the night, Shi Sheng got out of bed even more irritable, and went out to the living room.

Walking back and forth, looking at the children's toys that Gu Yueqing played with in the afternoon, Shi Sheng had already imagined the scene of Gu Yueqing sitting with the children in the living room and playing with toys. Although Xixi missed it when he was a child, he thought he could do it all over again. In the end, reality gave Shi Sheng a heavy slap.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry, it seems that I'm going to let you down, we won't have any more children, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Shi Sheng tried to keep his voice down, but he couldn't hide his emotions no matter what. Can't live.

Shi Sheng sat quietly in the living room by himself for a long time, looking at these toys, recalling Gu Yueqing's expression and wish of wanting a child so much, Shi Sheng felt guilty, at this time he was unable to have a child, like an unrequited Investing is the same.

Shi Sheng couldn't accept the fact that he could get nothing, but needed a lot of investment instead. Facing his entangled heart, Shi Sheng made a cruel decision.

Shi Sheng returned to the room again, walked to Gu Yueqing's side, squatted beside the bed, and looked at Gu Yueqing's face quietly, Shi Sheng was too thin and caressed Gu Yueqing's face lightly, tears streaming down again.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive my selfishness." Shi Sheng made a decision, she wanted to leave Gu Yueqing, she was useless by Gu Yueqing's side now, even if she had another child for him, she would never be able to do it .