half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan was dragged away by Cai Jinyu with an inexplicable expression on her face. She turned her head to look at Xiao Zihan, who was also looking at her and Cai Jinyu with a frown between her brows.

I don't know if it's because of Lin Qiaoer's presence, but Xiao Zihan didn't catch up.

Cai Jinyu dragged Tang Xuan all the way to the garden of the villa before stopping.He was belatedly aware of the embarrassment, so he quickly let go of Tang Xuan's wrist and took a few steps back.

"Huh..." Although Tang Xuan didn't understand what Cai Jinyu meant, she still appreciated it, "Thank you."

Cai Jinyu scratched her head, "It's nothing, there's nothing to be thankful for."

The two stood blankly for a while. Tang Xuan missed the baby, so she said goodbye to Cai Jinyu, "If it's okay, I want to go upstairs to see the baby. I've been down for a while. He should be awake by now."

When Tang Xuan mentioned the baby, Cai Jinyu immediately said, "I'm going too."

Tang Xuan: "Huh?"

Cai Jinyu rubbed her hands, smiling harmlessly, "I haven't seen a baby yet, I'm a little curious, and want to see how small it is."

"Okay then, let's go." Tang Xuan thought for a while and agreed to Cai Jinyu's request.After all, when we met again, Cai Jinyu didn't embarrass her, nor did he vent his anger on her.

After so many things happened, Tang Xuan never expected to be able to get along with her as before, and it touched Tang Xuan quite a bit.

As the saying goes, if you reach out and don't hit a smiling face, Tang Xuan felt ashamed in her heart, so she treated Cai Jinyu better and went upstairs together talking and laughing.

Sure enough, the baby woke up, and was crawling around on the bed, playing with the confinement wife.

"Wow, so cute!" Cai Jinyu let out an exclamation, and rushed over in a few steps, as if to hug the baby.

"Wait a minute." Tang Xuan stopped Cai Jinyu, "Wash your hands first, I just finished the barbecue, there are quite a lot of bacteria."

Cai Jinyu nodded again and again, and ran into the bathroom, "Yes, yes, wash your hands, don't pass germs to the baby."

Not only did Tang Xuan wash her hands, she also went to change into some clean clothes, and took the baby from the confinement wife, "I'll do it here, you can do other things."

"Okay." Yue Yue took Tang Xuan's dirty clothes and went out.

Cai Jinyu wiped her hands and reached out to Tang Xuan excitedly, "Come, give me a hug."

There is no mother who does not enjoy the feeling of her child being liked by others. Tang Xuan has never experienced this feeling since she moved into the villa.

She smiled happily, "Here, yes, hold it like this, don't worry, the child won't fall."

"Oh oh oh, wow, he's smiling at me." Cai Jinyu was extremely novel, holding the child and chattering non-stop.

Tang Xuan also stretched out her fingertips to tease the child, "Baby, baby, have a good laugh."

The baby seemed to be able to feel Tang Xuan's happiness, and he didn't recognize his birth at all, giggling non-stop in Cai Jinyu's arms.

Cai Jinyu couldn't help asking: "By the way, how many months?"

Tang Xuan: "It will be three months soon."

Cai Jinyu thought for a while, "After three months, it will be a hundred days. Do children have to live a hundred days?"

Tang Xuan was in a good mood, so she didn't disappoint, but said vaguely, "It's still a while, I haven't figured out how to do it."

Seeing the change in Tang Xuan's expression, Cai Jinyu roughly guessed the reason, so she stopped in time and did not continue to ask.

He walked up and down the house with the child in his arms and had a great time with the child.Babies are sleep-deprived. After playing for a while, they get tired and fall asleep biting their fingers.

Cai Jinyu carefully put the baby in the cradle, covered the baby with a quilt, and retreated to the balcony with Tang Xuan. Sitting on the bamboo chair on the balcony, she looked at the sweet baby sleeping in the cradle from a distance.

Although he didn't speak, the atmosphere was not awkward, on the contrary, it was a little warm.

Cai Jinyu suddenly thought that at this time last year, Xiao Zihan and Tang Xuan were preparing for their wedding. Everything was so harmonious, but no one expected that so many things would happen later.

One year...

The child is three months old...

Cai Jinyu suddenly realized something was wrong, a very bold idea flashed in his mind, Cai Jinyu suddenly turned to look at Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan sensed Cai Jinyu's anomaly, so she couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

"..." Cai Jinyu suppressed all doubts and guesses, and asked Tang Xuan tentatively, "I heard from Zihan that the baby was born prematurely?"

Tang Xuan nodded, "Yes, but it's not too early. Fortunately, it's not too early, otherwise...I don't even dare to think about the consequences..."

Cai Jinyu continued to ask: "Is that the child born at more than nine months?"

"That's right, the due date is actually..." Tang Xuan was halfway through her words, but when she realized it, she immediately shut up and looked at Cai Jinyu warily.

There is no need to say anything more about this reaction, Cai Jinyu has already guessed it.

Tang Xuan looked at Cai Jinyu's gaze that almost pierced her, turned her head away uncomfortably, and said sullenly, "Why are you asking this?"

Cai Jinyu sighed, very helpless, "Why didn't you tell Zihan."

Tang Xuan: "..."

Cai Jinyu smiled wryly, "When Zihan told me that you and Zheng Yifan had a child, I didn't believe it at all, but what he said was plausible, so I didn't ask any more questions. Now it seems that, as expected, my intuition was correct. "

"That's right." Tang Xuan didn't expect Cai Jinyu to say that, she grabbed the hem of her clothes, slightly at a loss, "Why do you have such an intuition?"

Cai Jinyu snorted, "I'm talking about dozens of girlfriends, not hundreds. I know you women a little bit. If the child really belongs to Zheng Yifan, how could you let the child live here?" , not to mention that this is too insulting to Zheng Yifan, aren't you worried about the child's safety?"

"Too……"

In fact, the reason why Tang Xuan stayed and didn't really resist was a deeper reason, because she wanted the child to see her father more.

Although she never really asked Xiao Zihan, she still expected it in her heart.

Cai Jinyu slapped her thigh angrily, "Zihan is really stupid. Use your own brain and calculate the time to know who the child belongs to. I really convinced him."

Speaking of this, Tang Xuan felt helpless, "He thought... I was already with Zheng Yifan at that time. After all, when he found me, I was living with Zheng Yifan."

Cai Jinyu narrowed her eyes, "Then you and Zheng Yifan..."

Cai Jinyu's behavior today is all about treating Tang Xuan as a friend, so Tang Xuan also regards Cai Jinyu as a friend, and asked Cai Jinyu, "If I say that Zheng Yifan and I have no such relationship, would you believe me?"

Cai Jinyu paused, nodded, "I believe."

Tang Xuan laughed, "Really?"

"Well." Cai Jinyu analyzed, "If you have something with Zheng Yifan, you can actually go far away. Even if Zihan finds you, you can fight Zihan with Zheng Yifan. There is no need to come back with Zihan."

Tears welled up in Tang Xuan's eyes again, "Why did you say that?"

Cai Jinyu shrugged, "Because I know you well, you look soft and weak, but you are actually very determined. If you really like Zheng Yifan, you will definitely do your best to resist Zihan."

Tang Xuan sniffed, and smiled through tears. Although the smile was bitter, there was still a trace of gratitude, "Thank you."

She didn't expect that the one who believed in her was actually Cai Jinyu, who she didn't like very much and regarded as a big carrot.

"Thank me for what you are doing. I blame Zihan for being so stupid." Cai Jinyu put his hands together behind his head and leaned on the chair, "But don't blame Zihan, he has a hurdle in his heart, and he is also quite uncomfortable. of."

Tang Xuan bowed her head, "I know."

"When Uncle Xiao was arrested, he was going crazy. I have never seen him so desperate." Referring to the gray past, Cai Jinyu said with emotion, "If you see At that time, he would also understand his awkwardness and bad temper now."

Tang Xuan closed her eyes and laughed at herself, "Even if I understand him, he won't accept me anymore. I have missed him too much. I will never forgive his father in my life, and he, You won't forgive me either."

Cai Jinyu shook her head helplessly, "So you two, let's torture each other. You obviously love each other, but because of those things, it's like this."

"That's something that can't be helped." Tang Xuan raised her head and looked at the cradle, as if seeking a stable point of view. "Mother Xiao Zihan liked me a lot before, but now she probably hates me to death."

"That's not true. His mother doesn't know about the fact that you live with Zihan now. If she knew, there must be trouble again."

Tang Xuan: "..." She wasn't surprised at all.

Cai Jinyu continued: "Uncle Xiao is now sentenced to indefinite term, and his life is not easy inside. Although I know that I have no position to say this, he has been punished. You...don't blame Zihan. I've never seen him love someone so much, really."

"...Mmm." Tang Xuan didn't know how to reply Cai Jinyu.In fact, she has not blamed Xiao Zihan since a long time ago. She has only guilt, infinite guilt for Xiao Zihan.

The two were feeling sad, when suddenly, Xiao Zihan's shout came from downstairs.

Tang Xuan and Cai Jinyu both stood up and looked downstairs.

Downstairs, Xiao Zihan and Lin Qiaoer stood side by side, Lin Qiaoer's hand was on Xiao Zihan's arm, and Xiao Zihan was looking at Tang Xuan and Cai Jinyu furiously.

Xiao Zihan: "What are you doing!"

Tang Xuan withdrew her gaze and complained to Cai Jinyu angrily, "Look at his appearance, haha."

Cai Jinyu scolded Xiao Zihan in his heart as an idiot, and excused Xiao Zihan, "Don't be angry, that guy did it on purpose, just to make you jealous."

"It's so annoying." Tang Xuan glared at Xiao Zihan who was below, then turned and entered the room.

She didn't believe Cai Jinyu's words. She would not believe such an intimate gesture on any woman.

Xiao Zihan downstairs didn't know this, and was still angry at Cai Jinyu for taking Tang Xuan away.

"Cai Jinyu, come down for me!"

"You idiot..." Cai Jinyu couldn't help but rolled her eyes, and was about to go out and teach Xiao Zihan a few words.