half thorns, half joy

Cai Jinyu secretly glanced at Tang Xuan and picked up the phone.

"Hey?"

"Give Tang Xuan the phone, I have something to say to her." Xiao Zihan didn't even say hello, and urged Cai Jinyu straight to the point.

"Oh, good." Cai Jinyu handed the phone to Tang Xuan, but Tang Xuan ignored it and didn't even look at it.

Cai Jinyu had no choice but to take the phone back, "Well...if you need anything, just tell me, and I'll pass it on to Tang Xuan."

Xiao Zihan insisted, "Let Tang Xuan answer the phone."

Cai Jinyu was one head and two older. He tried his best to suppress his desire to curse, and said to Xiao Zihan, "Tang Xuan...she doesn't want to answer the phone right now, she wants to be quiet."

"Then you let it out, she doesn't want to say it's okay, I have something to tell her." Xiao Zihan said as usual.

"...Alright then." Cai Jinyu had no choice but to sigh, agree, and put the phone on speakerphone, and brought it in front of Tang Xuan.

After a few seconds, Xiao Zihan's voice came out of the phone.

"Tang Xuan, I didn't know what happened tonight. I didn't know you would show up, and I didn't know..."

Tang Xuan stretched out her hand suddenly and hung up Cai Jinyu's call.

Cai Jinyu was taken aback and looked at Tang Xuan in surprise. After a while, she belatedly put away her phone.

"I don't want to hear it, really." Tang Xuan lowered her eyes and explained softly.

"Then don't listen." Cai Jinyu silently turned her phone to silent, hung up the call from Xiao Zihan, and sent a text message asking Xiao Zihan not to force Tang Xuan any more.

Seeing Tang Xuan like this, she had to be calm and calm.

Perhaps because he lost his temper after being rejected, Xiao Zihan also replied Cai Jinyu's text message, asking Cai Jinyu where Tang Xuan was now.

Cai Jinyu told the truth and her plan, and assured Xiao Zihan that she would definitely persuade Tang Xuan not to hit the gun at this time.

It took Xiao Zihan a long time before he replied: Then take good care of Tang Xuan.

"This guy just has an awkward personality." Cai Jinyu put away her phone, regardless of whether Tang Xuan listened or not, and said helplessly, "I was so worried in the text message just now, you will be even angrier if I tell you, he won't come anytime soon, And told me to take good care of you."

The gloomy expression on Tang Xuan's face remained motionless, she turned her head to look out the window, and did not answer Cai Jinyu's words.

Cai Jinyu didn't feel embarrassed, and continued, "Tang Xuan, you know Zihan well. How could he be that kind of person? Even if I play it, he won't be able to play it. ah."

"...I know." Tang Xuan replied in a low voice.

Cai Jinyu watched the scene, and immediately continued, "Then don't be angry with him, okay, he also looked dazed when this happened, and felt very uncomfortable."

"..." Tang Xuan took a deep breath, turned her head to look at Cai Jinyu, "Jinyu, stop talking about this, the more I listen to him now, the more I doubt myself."

Cai Jinyu didn't understand, so, "Ah? What do you doubt yourself?"

Tang Xuan said, "I wonder if I still like him."

"What?" Cai Jinyu was shocked, "Don't, don't, then I won't say it, it's fine if I don't say it."

Tang Xuan remained silent, and turned her head to look out the window again.

What she said was a bit heavy, but at the moment when she saw Xiao Zihan standing far away and left her in the center of ridicule, something cracked in her heart.

It turns out that pain and sadness are not the killers of a relationship, but chilling is.

Once the heart is cold, it is difficult to make up for it.

The car stopped at the entrance of Cai Jinyu's villa. Cai Jinyu opened the door for Tang Xuan and escorted Tang Xuan into the villa and upstairs.

When entering the house, there was the sound of a car at the door of the villa. Cai Jinyu stopped to look, and saw Xiao Zihan's car at a glance.

"Uh...that..." Cai Jinyu wanted to tell Tang Xuan, but Tang Xuan didn't turn her head, as if she didn't hear anything.

So, Cai Jinyu didn't dare to say anything more, so she could only take Tang Xuan into the villa and arrange a room for Tang Xuan.

"There's everything on the shelf in the bathroom. Take a shower and rest. Don't think about anything. Get a good night's sleep." Cai Jinyu often brings women over to this house, so there are many women's products, even a new change of pajamas.

Tang Xuan's heart was ashamed, she couldn't care less about these things, she sat on the head of the bed, hummed and thanked her without any strength.

"Then you rest, I'm going out, if you come to me anytime, I'll live next door, or you can call a nanny."

"……Um."

Seeing that Tang Xuan didn't want to talk, Cai Jinyu closed her mouth in good time, walked out of the room, and closed the door behind Tang Xuan.

After closing the door, he quickly went downstairs and went out.

Sure enough, outside the villa door, he saw Xiao Zihan leaning against the car door, standing blankly by himself.

Cai Jinyu rushed over in a few steps, reprimanding Xiao Zihan, "Didn't I tell you not to come, Tang Xuan is so angry now that she can't listen to a word, you will only make things worse when you come. "

"..." Xiao Zihan looked over Cai Jinyu's shoulder, glanced at the lights of the villa, and asked wearily, "Is she... okay."

"Of course it's not good. How could it be good to be humiliated and humiliated in front of so many people." Cai Jinyu complained angrily.

Xiao Zihan clenched his fists violently.

Seeing Xiao Zihan's posture, Cai Jinyu was afraid that Xiao Zihan would do something he shouldn't do, so he quickly added, "It's actually okay, I think I've calmed down a lot now, but I just didn't speak and just sat there."

"No, I'm going to find her." Xiao Zihan said, and was about to go to the villa.

"Hey, what are you doing, you!" Cai Jinyu used her body to block Xiao Zihan, stopping Xiao Zihan. "My uncle, don't make any more trouble. I'm warning you. When I spoke nicely for you just now, if Tang Xuan said anything else, he would doubt whether he likes you."

After Xiao Zihan heard this sentence, his whole body froze as if he had been cast by a spell.

It took him a long time to sputter out in disbelief, "Tang Xuan, she... really said that?"

"Of course, why am I lying to you?" Cai Jinyu saw that Tang Xuan's words had worked, and continued to persuade Xiao Zihan, "Arguing about conflicts, which couple doesn't make trouble? The key issue is to calm down. , thinking about how to solve it, aren’t you?”

Xiao Zihan obviously didn't listen to Cai Jinyu's words. He was stunned for a few seconds, then leaned back against the car, his eyes were empty, but he was a bit anxious, "She said that she doubted whether she liked me. What she said meant that she was against me. Still like it, right?"

Cai Jinyu: "..."

I really don't know whether to feel sorry for Tang Xuan or Xiao Zihan.

After a long while, he finally said with emotion, "I really don't understand the two of you, you two obviously like each other so much, why did you become like this?"

Xiao Zihan raised his hand and covered his eyes with the back of his hand. He looked calmer, and said to Cai Jinyu, "Go back."

"Um, what about you?" Cai Jinyu thought for a while, then said helplessly, "I'm just afraid that if Tang Xuan sees you, she will feel uncomfortable, or else you can come and stay for one night. There are quite a lot of vacant rooms."

Xiao Zihan shook his head, "No, just take care of her."

Seeing that Xiao Zihan was calm, Cai Jinyu felt relieved, "Then...you go back tonight, and we will analyze the specific situation tomorrow?"

"Okay." Xiao Zihan nodded.

"That's right, that's right." Cai Jinyu patted Xiao Zihan's shoulder, "Let me tell you, don't be stubborn in everything, and don't be too stubborn. Be soft when you should be soft, you know?"

Xiao Zihan didn't know if he was listening, but he nodded anyway.

Cai Jinyu urged earnestly, "Then you go back, be careful on the road, have a good rest tonight, and talk about it tomorrow."

"Yeah." Xiao Zihan opened the car door and took out a pack of cigarettes from the car, "Go up, I'll smoke a cigarette."

"Okay." Cai Jinyu looked at Xiao Zihan's posture and Tang Xuan's posture of not wanting to be disturbed, so she turned around and went upstairs without saying a word.

Xiao Zihan took out a cigarette, lit it, and looked at the lights upstairs while smoking.

The moment Cai Jinyu took Tang Xuan away, he suddenly realized that no matter what happened, no matter where the future would lead, he was unwilling to lose Tang Xuan.

Perhaps, Lin Qiaoer is very good, in all aspects, but Tang Xuan is Tang Xuan, and Tang Xuan is irreplaceable.

Now that the past mistakes and misunderstandings have been committed, they should find ways to make up for it, and find ways to remedy it. As for Tang Xuan, he will never let go.

Xiao Zihan smoked one, then lit another, the night breeze was cool, he needed this lingering smoke, this psychedelic nicotine, to keep himself finally calm.

……

Tang Xuan didn't sleep all night.

She knew that Xiao Zihan was driving, and that Cai Jinyu went downstairs to talk to Xiao Zihan, and she knew that Xiao Zihan hadn't left.

There is no way, the room Cai Jinyu arranged for her happened to have a small window to see the situation downstairs.

Time passed by. At first, Tang Xuan thought that Xiao Zihan would leave after being persuaded by Cai Jinyu.

As a result, Xiao Zihan didn't.

Later, Tang Xuan thought that Xiao Zihan would leave after being alone for a while, but Xiao Zihan didn't either.

Tang Xuan stood behind the curtain and watched Xiao Zihan stand outside for the whole night, until dawn broke and the sun rose.

Of course, Tang Xuan herself stood there all night.

Tang Xuan was exhausted to the extreme. Her eyes that were red from crying the night before were also swollen, and her eyelids were drooping heavily. She almost couldn't see clearly what was in front of her.

But there was an obsession in her heart, Xiao Zihan was still standing outside, so she stood too.

I can't tell what it's for, and it's not self-punishment, just a kind of emotional catharsis.

There was a knock on the door outside. Tang Xuan regained her senses and called out with little strength, "Please come in."

The door was opened, Cai Jinyu poked half of her head in, first smiled flatteringly, then frowned tightly when she saw the quilt cover and bed sheet without any wrinkles.

"You didn't sleep?" Cai Jinyu felt that the whole person was not well.

Tang Xuan was too tired to explain, so she asked Cai Jinyu, "What's wrong?"

"I originally planned to ask you to have breakfast, and the breakfast is ready." Cai Jinyu scratched her head, "But now I think you should sleep more, ah, why don't you go to bed after breakfast."

Tang Xuan turned her head to look out the window again, and swallowed the refusal on her lips, and then said, "That's fine."

Cai Jinyu saw that Tang Xuan was looking out of the window in the wrong way, so he quietly moved over to see what Tang Xuan was looking at. Then, he saw Xiao Zihan who was leaning against the station to form a billboard outside.

"Fuck! This guy!"