half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan's heart was overwhelmed. She didn't know what this girl wanted to do, whether it was not good for her, but she had to say that this was a good opportunity, and she couldn't refuse it.

What's more, the girl just whispered in her ear that she would get what she wanted after she went there.

"Of course I'll go." Tang Xuan grinned, and said generously, "It's rare to have such a chat with Sister Keke. How could I refuse your invitation?"

Ke Ke didn't expect Tang Xuan to adapt so quickly. After being slightly taken aback, she scolded Xiao Zihan, "You girlfriend, I really want to be good to you, I like it so much."

Xiao Zihan was at a loss for what was happening in front of him, but he still nodded seriously, and tightened his circle around Tang Xuan, "Don't worry, I will."

Ke Ke raised her head, drank the red wine in the glass, then straightened her body, glanced at her watch and said, "It's almost time, I'm going back to accompany Lao Deng, let's go first."

"See you."

"Bye-Bye."

Ke Ke was obviously not familiar with other people, so he only bid farewell to several key figures like Xiao Zihan and Cai Jinyu, and then Shi Shiran left.

After she left, Xiao Zihan looked at Tang Xuan again and asked curiously, "What did she whisper to you just now, and why did you suddenly agree to her?"

Tang Xuan blinked and said playfully, "Guess?"

"I learned from you badly!" Xiao Zihan pinched Tang Xuan's face lightly as if punishing him, and then said with a serious face, "Ke Ke's circle is so deep that even I can't see through her. I'm worried that if you Being used by her, or..."

"No." Tang Xuan rubbed the back of Xiao Zihan's hand and said seriously, "I believe that Keke is not that kind of person. Besides, with your face, she definitely wouldn't dare to do anything to me."

Xiao Zihan wanted to say a few more words, but since Tang Xuan believed in Keke so much, he couldn't say more.Tang Xuan was too naive, and he didn't want Tang Xuan to come into contact with dark and bad things.Xiao Zihan sighed silently in his heart, it seemed that he had to work harder to protect Tang Xuan.

The party lasted until 01:30 in the morning. Tang Xuan was really sleepy, so she leaned on Xiao Zihan's shoulder and squinted, and fell asleep after squinting.

In a daze, she heard Xiao Zihan calling her name, and she faltered a few times in response, then continued to sleep.

It wasn't until her body suddenly hung in the air that her consciousness suddenly became clear.

It turned out that Xiao Zihan carried her on his back.

Tang Xuan was not very used to such intimate behavior, but when she opened her eyes, she found that there were many friends of Xiao Zihan and their girlfriends around.She simply closed her eyes, put her hands around Xiao Zihan's neck, and pretended to sleep more deeply.

Then she heard those people saying goodbye to Xiao Zihan, and Xiao Zihan carried her into Xingda Hotel.

Tang Xuan secretly opened her eyes and saw the waitress at Xingda Hotel greeting Xiao Zihan and helping Xiao Zihan press the elevator with a respectful and humble attitude, and her heart was heavy.

She looked at the waitress, and thought of her cousin who was no longer alive, and wondered whether she was like this before, just wanted to do a good job, but she didn't know what kind of suicide she encountered.

"Xiao Xuan?" Xiao Zihan walked to the door of the suite reserved for him with Tang Xuan on his back, swiped his key card and entered, before he put Tang Xuan down, he felt a chill on the back of his neck.

Tang Xuan couldn't hold back and sobbed.

Xiao Zihan heard the sound clearly. He quickly put Tang Xuan on the bed and looked at Tang Xuan worriedly, "Why are you crying?"

Tang Xuan shook her head, she didn't speak, but shed tears desperately.

Xiao Zihan had never seen Tang Xuan like this before, and he was not like Cai Jinyu, he had many tricks to coax girls, and he was at a loss for what to do.

"Xiao Xuan, is there something wrong with you?" Xiao Zihan stretched out his fingers to wipe away Tang Xuan's tears, and asked pitifully.

Tang Xuan cried silently for a while, then slowly raised her head, hesitatingly said a word.

"Maybe I drank too much alcohol. I just fell asleep and had a dream. I dreamed of my parents."

Xiao Zihan was silent. He knew that Tang Xuan's parents had passed away, so Tang Xuan dreamed of them at this time, she must be missing them and homesick.

Although Tang Xuan usually did not show these pains and never mentioned the past, she was a human being after all, a person who had feelings but was vulnerable.

"Cry, it's fine if you just cry." Xiao Zihan took Tang Xuan into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Never before had he felt so sorry for Tang Xuan.There has never been a girl who made him feel so distressed and wanted to protect him so much.

"Why, why did you abandon me? I'm so tired by myself." Tang Xuan wailed.

Xiao Zihan's nose was sour, and his eye sockets became moist.

After pondering for a long time, he paused every word, and promised in an extremely solemn tone: "Don't be afraid, you have me now, and I will never abandon you."

"..." Tang Xuan didn't respond. She couldn't describe how uncomfortable and contradictory she felt when she heard Xiao Zihan's words.

If it wasn't for the Xiao family, the cousin might not have died, and she wouldn't have tried to get close to Xiao Zihan.

She should have hated Xiao Zihan, but she couldn't.

"You will." Thinking of how she used and deceived Xiao Zihan these days, Tang Xuan murmured, "You will definitely."

Xiao Zihan thought that Tang Xuan didn't believe him, so he let go of Tang Xuan, held Tang Xuan's shoulders and looked directly into Tang Xuan's eyes, and said again: "I swear, I will never abandon you, and I will never let you live alone in this world. of this world."

"..." Tang Xuan bit her lip, and looked at Xiao Zihan.

"You don't believe me, right?" Xiao Zihan took a deep breath and said seriously, "I won't say such nice things, and I won't force you to believe me right now, I'll prove it to you."

Two lines of tears rolled down Tang Xuan's cheeks, and she found that deep down in her heart, there was a trace of fear, fear of losing Xiao Zihan.

Maybe, she really has been alone for too long, that's why she yearns for warmth so much.
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The next day, when Tang Xuan woke up, her whole head was dizzy, as if something heavy was pressing on her, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.

Slowly, she recalled what happened the night before.

"You're awake, so why don't you go back to sleep?" Xiao Zihan sat up, perhaps because he was awakened by Tang Xuan's movement.

Tang Xuan thought of her crying last night, and she was in a bad mood.She has always known how to control her emotions, but she did not expect to lose control last night.

"I'm sorry...I was last night..." Tang Xuan recalled whether she had said anything irreparable, while organizing the wording of her apology, "I drank too much... I was a little drunk... Let you see something bad ..."

Xiao Zihan frowned, pressed his fingers on Tang Xuan's lips, and said in a voice that was a little hoarse in the morning, "Everything I said last night was serious, you don't have to feel embarrassed."

Tang Xuan was surprised and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Xiao Zihan continued: "I also drank wine last night, and I was a little emotional, but I will be responsible for everything I said."

Tang Xuan: "..."

Why do these words sound like something happened to the two of them?Besides, she didn't say that he was responsible? !